姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。629Please respect copyright.PENANAREO1vSlqqB
629Please respect copyright.PENANA052wjDBLvb
看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。629Please respect copyright.PENANAtxiWeMLHbC
629Please respect copyright.PENANAez5YteRwIv
這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?629Please respect copyright.PENANAyn27c2pYEW
629Please respect copyright.PENANAoMpk3VhcB1
這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?629Please respect copyright.PENANAZMxYdswGle
629Please respect copyright.PENANAzfHrmtBXLI
我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?629Please respect copyright.PENANAorCdbInvYi
629Please respect copyright.PENANAh43o2PcD6M
我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。629Please respect copyright.PENANAeNIt57umkc
629Please respect copyright.PENANAW2XQU97cnv
當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。629Please respect copyright.PENANAETxa3qk3Ss
629Please respect copyright.PENANA6QLG4vkKHX
這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。629Please respect copyright.PENANA2eWpgDV9Bz
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所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。629Please respect copyright.PENANAGHex8ODZCs
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我不知道。629Please respect copyright.PENANAzsXAY0uAfM
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。629Please respect copyright.PENANAjXV78PusPd
629Please respect copyright.PENANAYqzUDnmH4i
往事,不堪回首。629Please respect copyright.PENANAOW0nasnMFo
629Please respect copyright.PENANAEqsp6IZBRa
鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。629Please respect copyright.PENANAZMJro5wO6d
629Please respect copyright.PENANA1iRXGKRhbD
在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。629Please respect copyright.PENANAcBTN66Q6z5
629Please respect copyright.PENANAFdDiRtjd1H
男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。629Please respect copyright.PENANAbGSw14cTxb
629Please respect copyright.PENANAasyQn1HWcp
打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。629Please respect copyright.PENANAO2HLxUvfHi
629Please respect copyright.PENANAta1YUF4INo
牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。629Please respect copyright.PENANAvI73fHsmTt
629Please respect copyright.PENANAKZPo77QKn2
「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAemFjeO4QhQ
629Please respect copyright.PENANA97unsmYny0
「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAk8sqGgyIGW
629Please respect copyright.PENANA5N0OKIU0Ht
然後,她就離開了班房。629Please respect copyright.PENANAMxf0cieoOa
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中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。629Please respect copyright.PENANAGXfZx92hxM
629Please respect copyright.PENANAQJttjV0K7p
我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。629Please respect copyright.PENANAMrmpTfcHaj
629Please respect copyright.PENANAxTqLAjhi22
「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。629Please respect copyright.PENANAasJcZvS7RE
629Please respect copyright.PENANA8zDIekr1ev
「咩事都冇發生。」我說。629Please respect copyright.PENANAWLBlUeDnWD
629Please respect copyright.PENANAwwR55BgVmd
「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」629Please respect copyright.PENANAlnZTMG9ane
629Please respect copyright.PENANAgx1f1j3I5Z
「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。629Please respect copyright.PENANA9s6w0DlC5y
629Please respect copyright.PENANA8Id5ee4xv4
「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」629Please respect copyright.PENANABTZOdwusJY
629Please respect copyright.PENANAEHLsMDEtMV
「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。629Please respect copyright.PENANAZrwbftMhbk
629Please respect copyright.PENANATasecakwt7
「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」629Please respect copyright.PENANA4zNakREEN3
629Please respect copyright.PENANA1mC5znwwUQ
我沉思了一會兒。629Please respect copyright.PENANAmiNV44Xds5
629Please respect copyright.PENANAUJhfUFrq2n
對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。629Please respect copyright.PENANAeprM2i7OpT
629Please respect copyright.PENANANADPugGLA6
「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」629Please respect copyright.PENANACzyXl5E85A
629Please respect copyright.PENANADcYYGBReh6
「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAfZy3ByQC7H
629Please respect copyright.PENANAfcRyJK53i0
「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。629Please respect copyright.PENANA801VphLCqr
629Please respect copyright.PENANA99yqf5ZzK2
「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。629Please respect copyright.PENANAYomqhCkBKr
629Please respect copyright.PENANACIDh39CARd
「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。629Please respect copyright.PENANANBbHCH7Msp
629Please respect copyright.PENANAen4gVq2hzb
「吓做咩?」他問。629Please respect copyright.PENANAvYgdEGPVjH
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「係咪睇?」我只問一次。629Please respect copyright.PENANAbO8XHSB8Cb
629Please respect copyright.PENANAHvbuxnp2l9
拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。629Please respect copyright.PENANAMqhJUpzl6P
629Please respect copyright.PENANAxt4JCtGgkZ
他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。629Please respect copyright.PENANAQYM2ssrtEv
629Please respect copyright.PENANAEljrnA47za
「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。629Please respect copyright.PENANAHqA9FGYbqN
629Please respect copyright.PENANAkxxYcBIK3Z
「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」629Please respect copyright.PENANA5hGl5Z42cc
629Please respect copyright.PENANABSQf3VCXQ0
「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。629Please respect copyright.PENANA2MOAcJII1h
629Please respect copyright.PENANA3PJAAxZ0Pv
「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。629Please respect copyright.PENANApLyfQe0WzY
629Please respect copyright.PENANApP2OdedTaz
「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAUHCuEqKnIj
629Please respect copyright.PENANA3MW3L1rdY2
我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。629Please respect copyright.PENANAzZFUmq81D4
629Please respect copyright.PENANAXlQTYGRK08
「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAeB33FpfjLu
629Please respect copyright.PENANAEwk5srs2Xp
「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。629Please respect copyright.PENANA49vQSITNyC
629Please respect copyright.PENANAPKxwSGe6N0
「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」629Please respect copyright.PENANABbrmMnbzBn
629Please respect copyright.PENANAm3cfqtLvYI
「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」629Please respect copyright.PENANARHQO3FLQ1w
629Please respect copyright.PENANAXGFRoV7ju5
「點解?」我驚訝。629Please respect copyright.PENANAvrj8es8cIN
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「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」629Please respect copyright.PENANALuzHM4fNXV
629Please respect copyright.PENANAT6uva0OKlC
「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」629Please respect copyright.PENANAtIhvNVZaNy
629Please respect copyright.PENANA2LnqOvvCbH
「最後咩?」我心急問。629Please respect copyright.PENANAeLN7W2A9Zf
629Please respect copyright.PENANAXXfu2HeSOx
「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAk3FABPObn6
629Please respect copyright.PENANApF9VkVYP87
聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。629Please respect copyright.PENANAiOmxTLbm5i
629Please respect copyright.PENANAxHOl9s76kD
在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。629Please respect copyright.PENANA0MRhjVTbzj
629Please respect copyright.PENANA5u7exEF1vQ
萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?629Please respect copyright.PENANAlajcqQ4gtb
629Please respect copyright.PENANAcapDHMZTrr
這都不是我最擔心的。629Please respect copyright.PENANAXUqJkAwpcb
629Please respect copyright.PENANAAv65VSFZJo
我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。629Please respect copyright.PENANABHGc9B2kQk
629Please respect copyright.PENANA9bKiBA2l7m
「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。629Please respect copyright.PENANAFTXwV8YcGd
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「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。629Please respect copyright.PENANAR6WZSV9H8l
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「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。629Please respect copyright.PENANAikEKlK2LQ0
629Please respect copyright.PENANAFfRDXKBTLj
繼而我沉默不語。629Please respect copyright.PENANA7eZcl9mOgJ
629Please respect copyright.PENANAiUpKMSvoHr
中文堂結束,第二小息開始。629Please respect copyright.PENANAW2TjFQPRmo
629Please respect copyright.PENANAlU93dJGkIm
陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。629Please respect copyright.PENANAnqAR8gcu7s
629Please respect copyright.PENANAJXEFBMYM8t
「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」629Please respect copyright.PENANAN4AQcT1b4J
629Please respect copyright.PENANA6WG1lIfii7
「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。629Please respect copyright.PENANAkNocHbQgee
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啊,對了,這件事也得解決……629Please respect copyright.PENANAh99XcoJSYE
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「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」629Please respect copyright.PENANASr2m4bRPk8
629Please respect copyright.PENANA4R0FO44L4e
「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。629Please respect copyright.PENANAYhJrnSJvq4
629Please respect copyright.PENANAzyUGhPGC3a
「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAyGgflpPFY8
629Please respect copyright.PENANAXX9kVETXhr
「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」629Please respect copyright.PENANAoCdf8njYkE
629Please respect copyright.PENANAKwjaQR3tCa
「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」629Please respect copyright.PENANAOFYXpGHmNI
629Please respect copyright.PENANAonrAJ3n3Aq
「依加!」我站了起來。629Please respect copyright.PENANASOIBT0BUsF
629Please respect copyright.PENANAhaxVAOU0qk
「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」629Please respect copyright.PENANA0RNQUfDSBh
629Please respect copyright.PENANANjdkLfFkvr
「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。629Please respect copyright.PENANAQYsEPhRaDm
629Please respect copyright.PENANAT7Aeph0K5c
最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。629Please respect copyright.PENANAQbZ5hXGEI6
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到了地面的小賣部——629Please respect copyright.PENANA3I8NOFqNqz
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。629Please respect copyright.PENANALwcZA2MITQ
629Please respect copyright.PENANAGiWPdKNL12
「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。629Please respect copyright.PENANAYySarJOzeu
629Please respect copyright.PENANAncZtZaUB6o
架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。629Please respect copyright.PENANAyvkK5rgPVi
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。629Please respect copyright.PENANASyTzrMO1Nx
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剛才是怎麼回事?629Please respect copyright.PENANAdlyAtizAxQ
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。629Please respect copyright.PENANA8wT7ymBAzD
629Please respect copyright.PENANAmq7LintTIi
「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。629Please respect copyright.PENANAQmwXP92KSB
629Please respect copyright.PENANAuisfiMzKar
「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。629Please respect copyright.PENANA8bq7L2sQs6
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「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。629Please respect copyright.PENANANuhzIHSQOy
629Please respect copyright.PENANAN6ZpJHOyRj
「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。629Please respect copyright.PENANAPnMDEAKI34
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。629Please respect copyright.PENANAPKPXShv6UC
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。629Please respect copyright.PENANAS3uL2ZiVHe
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAwzX9JkGh3u
629Please respect copyright.PENANAr3b3MpEsGQ
「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。629Please respect copyright.PENANAj2mXiJKkYH
629Please respect copyright.PENANAODDb0QXJ0v
「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」629Please respect copyright.PENANA0653rjBwwv
629Please respect copyright.PENANAxYZow3JToj
「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAdj4zv7lygr
629Please respect copyright.PENANAKtTFxb920z
「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。629Please respect copyright.PENANAgGp97eihKZ
629Please respect copyright.PENANAy8d4qIuAtl
她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。629Please respect copyright.PENANAwWkQ6KxARm
629Please respect copyright.PENANAULySdVCd9w
明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?629Please respect copyright.PENANAQxr8betth5
629Please respect copyright.PENANAw1i4gof49Y
包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?629Please respect copyright.PENANAlO9lubiYzq
629Please respect copyright.PENANAVtVMLTClDn
這是不是「神」給我的考驗?629Please respect copyright.PENANAgQRSLePejv
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。629Please respect copyright.PENANAA4Ugjsjif4
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——629Please respect copyright.PENANAX2tJDJ1NOi
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都是很有情的人/神。629Please respect copyright.PENANAbPtfZ7HICr
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。629Please respect copyright.PENANAOwCfJmas7G
629Please respect copyright.PENANAtYGDqchD6w
此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。629Please respect copyright.PENANAG29f9gL71x
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「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」629Please respect copyright.PENANA9TKthTQaf7
629Please respect copyright.PENANA1oZvmkOMgy
「點解?」她問。629Please respect copyright.PENANApXKE4anAdo
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「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。629Please respect copyright.PENANA7CZPEbIUu3
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。629Please respect copyright.PENANAosY9jGq4Rt
629Please respect copyright.PENANAInrANB9Gmu
「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。629Please respect copyright.PENANAbRYCURG6v3
629Please respect copyright.PENANAZnglLHign9
「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。629Please respect copyright.PENANAYx4tPYbDT8
629Please respect copyright.PENANA6wEGK5I9gd
我看著李可兒。629Please respect copyright.PENANARyzMdeSrR1
629Please respect copyright.PENANAv02oZry6P9
其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?629Please respect copyright.PENANAD822iVD0sE
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一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。629Please respect copyright.PENANAshaV9SoFDy
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