昨晚我被那些雨聲吵得不能睡,幸好明天不用上班。944Please respect copyright.PENANAFSJPAD9R9D
空氣裏卻是瀰漫着一種熟悉的味道,卻又說不出是從何來。944Please respect copyright.PENANAqdJrCBbTll
又在我輾轉反側中,再次回想起她。944Please respect copyright.PENANAVLonu9Txp1
我試著再令自己入睡,換來的卻是與她零碎的回憶。944Please respect copyright.PENANARkBgZAcgkO
我始終還是無法入睡,忍不住翻看抽屜裏早已封塵的日記。944Please respect copyright.PENANAoEGqtYAHEE
日記𥚃的頁紙也發黃了,頁間偶然還夾著些照片。944Please respect copyright.PENANAADvGuR0ZGX
而裏面所寫的,都是當時每天跟你一起的細節。944Please respect copyright.PENANArC0uXR70FP
一些我也不為意忘掉的細節。
聽着外面的雨水不斷侵蝕着簷篷,看着這部日記不斷侵蝕着我的時間。944Please respect copyright.PENANAkiO6as1XMI
一時寫著在她家裏插花,一時又寫著跟她談天的內容。944Please respect copyright.PENANAepk3Q7u8kI
裏面有各式各樣的無聊細節,卻又無可厚非。944Please respect copyright.PENANAP0b4U5PS4W
即使是看着這些無聊細節、簡陋的筆跡,我卻依然無法忍淚。944Please respect copyright.PENANAgYYV0y3Uhc
由那天直到現在,我依舊無法對她不動情。944Please respect copyright.PENANAiLbm168g4O
後悔,悔疚當時自己的愚蠢。
我帶淚翻著翻著,就來到最後那最愚蠢的幾頁。944Please respect copyright.PENANAglGxjwSNhw
我翻到出發前的那頁,我不想再翻下去。944Please respect copyright.PENANA0Rcyg5Txiz
我不想再我入睡之前,再來一次決堤。944Please respect copyright.PENANA3noVnXYtk8
卻又突然想重回舊地,就決定明天依著日記所寫的;944Please respect copyright.PENANAUFX8Kno40k
再逛一遍那座離島,也許我不會再如此眼淺。944Please respect copyright.PENANAHpwBFP5M6Z
我還是帶着尋重得無可抽離的感情,慢慢地入睡。944Please respect copyright.PENANAFFcngx9OWh
腦海裏還是討厭地迴盪著日記最後的那句話,「真期待明天的來臨呀」
還記得那天臉上帶著暗啞,卻又裝作高雅不敢灑淚。944Please respect copyright.PENANAT1N1ehFHHv
雖然今天我也是這樣哀愁,但我也盡量表現得比之前成熟。944Please respect copyright.PENANA2XSdyXz8ej
但始終我也是重遊舊地,就算落淚也只是自討苦吃。944Please respect copyright.PENANAVwMEExxSgd
又是坐在船上一搖一晃的,使我感到有點不適。944Please respect copyright.PENANAHy06OS1yFX
再看看那本日記,原來我曾在這裏跟你一起拖着手;944Please respect copyright.PENANAAOtV6xJjfU
一起吃著那紅豆餅,遇到暗湧手還怕得出汗。
終於下了船,還真是鬆了一口氣。944Please respect copyright.PENANAsbLUJ5C7vO
隨着看着那廷綿的海景,那不安感漸漸減退。944Please respect copyright.PENANABilQXfO84i
卻隨之而來的,就是一陣陣飢餓感。944Please respect copyright.PENANA6XmXpznDUj
我又走到附近的那間茶餐廳,自然地叫了碟牛肉飯。944Please respect copyright.PENANApeacg7jTHb
等餐的時候又再看看那本日記,原來我又曾跟她在這裏吃牛肉飯。944Please respect copyright.PENANAMlFC66mEqf
那次卻是叫了咖喱,叫了才發現她不喜歡吃辣。944Please respect copyright.PENANAdDE7dkKdkr
不怪得剛剛我也不敢說咖哩,後來她唯有忍辣吃光那碟飯。944Please respect copyright.PENANAqPl861850t
回想起又是一陣後悔。
吃飽過後,又依着日記來到這家單車出租舖。944Please respect copyright.PENANAtOA2LcWqW4
又是在這個位置,爭執着租雙人單車還是要分開踏。944Please respect copyright.PENANAN98ojVqMR4
最後當然是分開,現在卻是希望能早些遷就她。944Please respect copyright.PENANA0ncm15cl4W
我又租了架單車,依著那條路線再逛一下。944Please respect copyright.PENANAsaMOJzVdIR
現在比過去多了很多店舖,連驅蚊貼電風扇和紀念品也有得買。944Please respect copyright.PENANAd2XwUku2Ir
過去卻是被她抱怨沒有買這些東西,使她又熱又焗;944Please respect copyright.PENANAF7gbimawdI
還被蚊叮得不成樣子,後來更癢得不能再騎單車。944Please respect copyright.PENANAj3C1yyohG1
途中錯過了很多風景,現在看回來卻像是無聊漫畫般略過。
後來就在那海邊餐廳停下來,就是為補救過失來跟她海邊鋸扒。944Please respect copyright.PENANARIN0LHPT21
又有蠟燭又有香薰,那些牛排還有很多很多煮法。944Please respect copyright.PENANAzeACe8b7bi
當然一切也有代價,最後那個費用貴得要命。944Please respect copyright.PENANA4zB3LEjGh1
使得那次就只能匆匆坐船離去,原本是這樣打算的。944Please respect copyright.PENANARRyMSuBeT6
現在的我當然是沒有進去那餐廳,看看餐牌就已經嚇得連食慾也消失。944Please respect copyright.PENANAusPDkO0itk
不過直到現在,再次經過那裏還是會忍不住落淚。
那天的我在最後做了什麼?就是帶她到那涼亭看日落。944Please respect copyright.PENANAh8fO5gUynX
我一路帶着她,她就一直怒視著我。944Please respect copyright.PENANAmH0YvTybP0
就是帶到她上那涼亭,她才終於出聲罵我。944Please respect copyright.PENANAFxiplnsk2S
說到這麼熱還要專程走上來看那落霞,說我是不是瘋了。944Please respect copyright.PENANA0712Oym8jD
我就只是一直跟她說一堆道理,還嘗試自嘲來令她滿意。944Please respect copyright.PENANAkqYacouh1w
但我卻是一直說錯話,一直被她全誤解。944Please respect copyright.PENANAzqojF1Jigt
就是說着一堆廢話,一直被她罵過不停。
「算啦⋯睇嚟你都係唔適合我。」她突然冷靜下來。944Please respect copyright.PENANAogDQIUTRoW
「就算再係一齊都唔會有咩好結果⋯我能分手嘅話大家都會好過啲⋯⋯」944Please respect copyright.PENANAmqkn38ptfb
「你放過我啦,好嗎?」她望着我說。944Please respect copyright.PENANAUuwYTjFa6O
我被她那好幾句嚇呆了,站在原地沒說什麼。944Please respect copyright.PENANAgdnTE598Kd
她看到我這樣,搖搖頭轉身離去。
那時的我卻只能眼白白看着她離開,什麼都不能做。944Please respect copyright.PENANA6CcfDf7KZA
要是這一切能夠重來,那是說句什麼也好;944Please respect copyright.PENANAfZvrF9jBB2
也不要眼睜睜看她就這樣離去,因為她一去便不再復返。944Please respect copyright.PENANAV567RJ8v9g
那時的我就這樣呆站在涼亭,直到天也快黑才回神過來。944Please respect copyright.PENANA0IJT1EkW9I
那時被她弄得心碎,一邊調整自己心情卻又不知怎樣去反應。944Please respect copyright.PENANAfDzUNET2AY
還白癡癡的以為她針對我,難道困惑如小青蛙可稱霸?
後來我獨自搭尾班船,臉帶暗啞卻又高雅地忍淚啜泣。944Please respect copyright.PENANAfwuoUyMNIN
再看看手機裡那號碼,以前看到十分高興;944Please respect copyright.PENANAqzL16FMo8h
現在卻像天塌下來一般,不堪回首。944Please respect copyright.PENANAYxYPG4IaRG
妄想著可以再親她一下,卻無法將片段再捏拿。944Please respect copyright.PENANA8y6bTeOYBX
只能看着那漆黑一片的大海,送遞遲來的情深說話。
或者我不應該再來這裏,來到了也只是看到過去的東西。944Please respect copyright.PENANAxcVcKUJkkH
現在再到那涼亭,看着那火紅紅的落霞,心裏自然静了下來。944Please respect copyright.PENANAubU8TYZNKg
現在想回來,或許那時她說得沒錯,我們根本不適合在一起。944Please respect copyright.PENANAyszmULRZkP
但我現在卻是牽掛着這老地方,無法輕易拋棄。944Please respect copyright.PENANA3HtvKaSKST
或者,就像似這落霞般。944Please respect copyright.PENANAQdxNdF5jRu
等着被火化,等着被消化。944Please respect copyright.PENANAhnZll3XzoM
不管這天是不是真實存在,算吧。
944Please respect copyright.PENANAkVrRCJGUJm
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944Please respect copyright.PENANAE2qJ8SMDSc