由我懂事那天直到現在,我都很害怕這天的來臨。923Please respect copyright.PENANAh1E5IyZ6r7
由那天開始,我就很害怕在家吃最後一次晚餐。923Please respect copyright.PENANAlwwCqayrfl
不是怕我會忘記那曾經住過的唐樓,而是怕再也吃不到祖母的廚藝。923Please respect copyright.PENANAtZWtn7Udv6
那僅有的傳統鑊,和那傷痕纍纍的碗碟;923Please respect copyright.PENANA5WMcvBoj7S
還有那十年如一的飯餸,都是世界上絕無僅有的。923Please respect copyright.PENANAxwapmMd2b9
我害怕的,不只得一餐的飯餸;923Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qo7ITAydX
而是唐樓內無可代替的感情。
我的父親在一次意外中喪命,母親亦早已遠走高飛。923Please respect copyright.PENANAoRqhRREuRt
留下原本父親存給我讀大學的錢,剩下三歲的我和祖母相依為命。923Please respect copyright.PENANAVEYkVKtem1
每天的生活很簡單,沒玩具沒電腦也沒特別的慶祝生日。923Please respect copyright.PENANAQEO8I7YlN9
每天的飯菜也是十分簡單,雖然沒比餐廳的好,現在卻令我回味無窮。923Please respect copyright.PENANAblDP3ZzEZr
那時希望和祖母過更好的生活,使我十分重視自己的學業。923Please respect copyright.PENANAg4sueMLmXm
希望自己有好出頭,能夠有能力照顧祖母。923Please respect copyright.PENANA8FfChijj1s
但是那時沒有補習老師,祖母也是無能為力;923Please respect copyright.PENANAb36ZSBZ1c5
幸好,世界上還有些不問回報的鄰居。
初時,唐樓內的住客都很冷漠;923Please respect copyright.PENANAZbikLT5Z9X
即使見到鄰居都直行直過,一聲招呼都不打就走掉了。923Please respect copyright.PENANAJF3YnfqAm0
但自從我問功課開始,我們慢慢變得人性化。923Please respect copyright.PENANAofN4B2cERD
我們試過停電,試過點起蠟燭拿起電筒檢查電表房。923Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8bsEBi9Ot
我們試過水浸,試過住在地下的鄰居上來暫避。923Please respect copyright.PENANAsyze7lFCBB
我們試過颳風,試過漏夜檢查哪裏有漏水。923Please respect copyright.PENANAp3polM3vQ8
試過遇到小偷,試過遇到火燭;923Please respect copyright.PENANApwtf12AseI
我們什麼都試過,就是未試過離別。
有一次,住在我樓下的王先生要搬走。923Please respect copyright.PENANApNv7jTGHkj
他要退休回加拿大,因為他很多子女親戚都在加拿大工作。923Please respect copyright.PENANA7YnwUotcEL
就是有那麼的一刻,我們嘗過什麼是離別。923Please respect copyright.PENANAQW0qfFOHhH
被人叫作「老王」的他,曾經是一名維修員。923Please respect copyright.PENANAzIumurmFSr
他工作的那間五金舖,退休後不久就被收購變成連鎖店。923Please respect copyright.PENANAU6cfiZvEOu
過去我們有什麼電器壞了,都來找他幫手維修。923Please respect copyright.PENANAa2FzeMFBOA
他不收我們一毛錢,也盡全力的幫我們把電器起死回生。923Please respect copyright.PENANAHnOfNDtWbU
除非真的已壞得不能再修,否則多難多爛他也幫我們維修。923Please respect copyright.PENANAuxZ6hGqf1l
即使為人粗魯,他待人卻十分和善。923Please respect copyright.PENANAVUFa2qnHCE
他離開的時候,也有很多人跟着護送。923Please respect copyright.PENANAWKV7gMQgnA
但我只能跟他說聲謝謝,沒法目送他離開。923Please respect copyright.PENANA66IYqPSvZT
未能像他對待電器般,那是對我來說也算是一種遺憾。
自從老王的離開,身邊的一事一物都慢慢改變。923Please respect copyright.PENANAuYLbklY8PC
樓下原本是食店雜貨鋪與小店舖的天地,現在一間一間的變成連鎖店首飾店藥房的基地。923Please respect copyright.PENANAYci0lbR3Im
我原本就讀的小學被殺校,原本的菜市埸亦被改建得不倫不類;923Please respect copyright.PENANAHPkEcSCrDo
不但沒了原本的人情味,價格還比原先的貴。923Please respect copyright.PENANAXpFqo1nH1O
附近一楝又一棟的商場大廈落成,又一楝一棟的舊樓被收購拆除。923Please respect copyright.PENANAthpCaCqeTL
我童年的惡夢成真,被拆卸的舊樓下一楝也許就是我的家。
讀上了高中,認識了一個經常教我功課的鄰居;923Please respect copyright.PENANAol1EG28oKs
他在中學比我高一級,很多的試題功課都是請教他。923Please respect copyright.PENANAt26zJCzDlS
正是他,我開始懂得談戀愛。923Please respect copyright.PENANAcpw5Td1VdN
對象不是他,但他卻不為意的給了我很多愛情知識。923Please respect copyright.PENANAR3E53P3Jpk
我初戀,他教我怎樣去吻一個人。923Please respect copyright.PENANAiPMvDRj7gQ
我失戀,他教我怎樣去冷靜思考。923Please respect copyright.PENANAXmnNrT4ABw
唯一他未能教我的,就是離別。
就在上星期,屋宇處宣佈我們的唐樓需要被拆除。923Please respect copyright.PENANAwdJTvJ3NKx
嫲她也同意這唐樓需要被拆除,卻看見她的眼睛帶淚泛紅。923Please respect copyright.PENANAXfv7ahWEco
自從我在童年被她責罵後,我第一次看見她流淚。923Please respect copyright.PENANAfIkKgqgKRH
現在我21歳,也是忍不住在房間內痛哭。923Please respect copyright.PENANAocfDNMvMG7
看着她勉強地看電視,藉此忍淚引笑,我心內傳來一陣陣劇痛。923Please respect copyright.PENANAwPUHyVpiEY
「我搬走呢幢唐樓之後,我就要搬去老人院,我已經冇辦法陪你。」她對着電視說。923Please respect copyright.PENANA80hMMlwkyX
「吓⋯⋯唔緊要㗎喎,我有能力照顧你⋯⋯」923Please respect copyright.PENANABPkGJycCfg
「都⋯都係唔好啦,我唔想麻煩你⋯⋯」她哽咽說。923Please respect copyright.PENANAuJraGhaMMI
「我唔怕麻煩喎⋯你都照顧咗我⋯⋯」923Please respect copyright.PENANAuVt6jjgrpr
「都係唔好呀⋯萬一我又煩凡親你咁樣又⋯⋯總之我自己搵得地方搞掂咪得囉⋯⋯」923Please respect copyright.PENANAnAWDohrhyx
我再也說不下去,我不忍心她去老人院,但也沒法改變她的決定。923Please respect copyright.PENANA94CemYZTxK
說到這裏,眼淺的我又忍不住哭起上來。
今天,所有住客就要搬走離開。923Please respect copyright.PENANAsLB1I5kMqv
上午就和一眾鄰居在那僅餘的茶餐廳聚餐,說些過去的往事,一起合照。923Please respect copyright.PENANAp0QAIUkG5J
一些要搬去新界,一些就移民外地;923Please respect copyright.PENANAIBjHSmBK02
大家留下聯絡電話後,就各散東西,準備收拾離開。923Please respect copyright.PENANA7cm6wbmpLh
就在那殘舊的階梯中,我再次碰到他。923Please respect copyright.PENANAirStKKj1oR
「點解近排都見唔到你嘅?做咩來啊?」我問。923Please respect copyright.PENANAjgqCFYhWnV
「冇啊,最近忙緊最後一個project,做完呢個project就要搬去英國做。」923Please respect copyright.PENANAClraJqcAHE
「搬咁遠,你會唔會唔慣呀?」923Please respect copyright.PENANAO7KFJ0dF7r
「慣唔慣都要過到去做嘢架啦,更何況我都鍾意住英國,嚮往嗰邊啲生活。」923Please respect copyright.PENANAmPZuPTizpm
「咁⋯你會唔會掛住而家原本嘅生活?」923Please respect copyright.PENANAl9yQ6FD7La
「⋯會,即使我嚮往英倫式生活,但我都會掛住⋯甚至懷念生活喺度嘅每一刻。」923Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ojqd8II6z
「你⋯⋯會唔會掛住我?」923Please respect copyright.PENANAzz7JYMLG0P
「⋯⋯你想搵我咪打電話比我囉,唔使掛住我既⋯出面愛你嘅人大有人在,唔使因為再見到我而阻住咗你嘅步伐⋯⋯」923Please respect copyright.PENANAveYuHXo6Rd
「⋯係咪真架?」923Please respect copyright.PENANANdr84YPWqL
「⋯係!你信我⋯⋯唔講住啦⋯我趕住要搬野走啊,遲啲有緣再見啦!」923Please respect copyright.PENANA5yXPPAQ7Ka
「喂我都未講完⋯⋯」923Please respect copyright.PENANAfEBmUVNY4E
他不給我一個說話的機會,一下子就走了。
今晚,嫲嫲她如常的煮最後一頓飯。923Please respect copyright.PENANAfjihiAaAqG
煮的是我最愛吃的撻沙魚,煲的是她最上手的蕃茄蘿蔔湯。923Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cx3H2GLTp
碗碟煮具依舊是那模樣,飯菜還是那熟悉的味道。923Please respect copyright.PENANAKOVB2BF6Fw
卻一想到是我最後一次吃到和看到它,泛起了比平時更深刻的味道。923Please respect copyright.PENANAl0ANfjf3TR
那不能用言語來形容的味道,卻只能吃到一次。923Please respect copyright.PENANAwrWjQ4Xngs
這些碗碟煮具餐桌家私,這晚過後也許結束在堆填區中。923Please respect copyright.PENANAlsUn8lEnBG
坐在對面眼光泛紅的祖母,這晚過後也許只能在安老院中結束。923Please respect copyright.PENANABk5ly4fx5J
看着這一切的發生,自己卻無能為力;923Please respect copyright.PENANAKpnHamoXVN
吃着最後一塊魚,喝着最後一口湯;923Please respect copyright.PENANAB5S8UuDmOp
都只能永遠記着這個味道,留待未來無限回想。
在想起今天在在垃圾房看見的一位男士,抱住破爛的報紙痛哭。923Please respect copyright.PENANARDtNasp4KN
再看到那原名叫囍帖街的街道如今面目全非,想到自己也即將面臨這樣的命運。923Please respect copyright.PENANAEDfbGN949v
至少,她在囍帖街七百年後還是找到那位他;923Please respect copyright.PENANA1PzFYWs34p
曲終人散後,剩下的就只有回憶。923Please respect copyright.PENANAG0Tj4LKNSH
這裏,再也找不到我共你。
923Please respect copyright.PENANAyzD603f43F