乘了差不多一小時的巴士,我終於快回到我的䁔窩。989Please respect copyright.PENANAeCfwbpjs0V
途中買下了一包安眠藥,家裏的又差不多用光。989Please respect copyright.PENANA3bc136j74v
沒了它,我根本不能睡得着。989Please respect copyright.PENANA1X5WNJoyX0
看着店員空洞的眼神,冷冷地說下「麻煩你二百四十元」。989Please respect copyright.PENANAUSndlFFHNT
這明明是正常的,但我卻感到失望。989Please respect copyright.PENANAyGYMeWpZIm
彷彿期望着她會說些甚麼,就如問我為何買安眠藥。989Please respect copyright.PENANA7UXS1Y1Xrj
我到最後一秒還是期望着,直至最後她跟我說「多謝光臨」。989Please respect copyright.PENANAk9zgqhuQx9
嘛,也是我太自私了;989Please respect copyright.PENANAWLWh3uKOIy
也許她也希望着我會說些甚麼。
我緩緩地打開家門,還是那老樣子。989Please respect copyright.PENANApKTRGoYT40
看一看那喘息的時鐘,原來已經十一點半了。989Please respect copyright.PENANAIu3xV9v6wn
本想去沖洗一下,看到時鐘後我已全身無力。989Please respect copyright.PENANAHKlKGYuAdv
我走到窗口前,看着樓下車來車往的公路;989Please respect copyright.PENANAMLb9JeCqTm
還吹著冷冷的微風,不禁令我回想起當時的你。989Please respect copyright.PENANAEWApWpTNuT
你說過的話,還是不時浮現在我腦海中。989Please respect copyright.PENANAaQs5XRWSYY
我嘆了口氣,把窗口柔柔的關下。
我用盡全身的力氣,把那包沉甸甸的木碳拖到房中間。989Please respect copyright.PENANACtZqFx6IEa
我把它們全都倒了出來,一不留神把手都染黑了。989Please respect copyright.PENANA9HrOL8N1FQ
我拿起了那份無聊的娛樂報紙,點火後把它放進木碳堆內。989Please respect copyright.PENANAyCcHLg0D7T
拿著電風扇一陣狂吹後,木碳燒得啪啪作響。989Please respect copyright.PENANAtV3tQR7dfg
看着那發紅的木碳,回想起那時你和我一起燒烤的時光。989Please respect copyright.PENANAbJJwWGE0wC
仔細一看,原來木碳也是這麼美的。
我把包裝着安眠藥的膠紙拆封,把裡面四粒安眠藥倒出來。989Please respect copyright.PENANAgSzNXPRvUA
第一次吃也已經半多年前的事了,現在的我早已習慣了。989Please respect copyright.PENANAtSh8vqB8vI
把藥吞下了後,我到書桌拿起紙和筆到床上。989Please respect copyright.PENANAnNU22YPMaY
在這之前我一直試著為你寫下封信,但一直下不了手。989Please respect copyright.PENANAZkpWrBlR5D
雖然我現在也想不到該寫什麼,但我不斷叫著自己專心。989Please respect copyright.PENANAgyakGh1GJR
就好像之前跟你一起說話一樣,試着寫下一段段的肺腑之言。989Please respect copyright.PENANAdBhEGbH6YB
每段的開頭卻久久不能下筆,就像每個字都有着自己的重量。989Please respect copyright.PENANAVULWPEw45Y
自己也開始發懶了,雖然知道自己的時間不多。989Please respect copyright.PENANAy8Ab1x3uwy
看著那皺折的白紙,你能看到我有多努力嗎?
身旁火堆的啪啪聲,就如被撲滅一樣消失。989Please respect copyright.PENANARq2mWlSGgH
卻換來了一陣陣海風的味道,輕輕的吹著。 989Please respect copyright.PENANAc6rMXQpOaT
那陣熟悉的味道,我很自然地我轉了個身;989Please respect copyright.PENANAGw2mo94asH
期望能再次見到你,我卻找不到你的身影。989Please respect copyright.PENANAkYBSZNo9Xa
我低頭嘆了口氣,卻彷彿同時也聽到你在嘆氣。989Please respect copyright.PENANAT6DQNGNTNF
我很想再跟你到海邊,說我未説完的話呢。989Please respect copyright.PENANAo2YMFMokxm
很想再跟你一起呆坐,一起傾訴。989Please respect copyright.PENANApZz7rOUp5i
明明早就知道你已不在。
房間的燈早已關掉,只剩下火堆搖曳的光影。989Please respect copyright.PENANAxygZiCTXzy
在暗黑的房間裏,彷彿看到了你的眼睛。989Please respect copyright.PENANA5DtlAi2Khm
我躺在床上,看着你坐在我的床邊;989Please respect copyright.PENANAHy0Yw8rBNj
是你在一直看守著我嗎?你還在我的身旁嗎?989Please respect copyright.PENANAy9Ik3t9axw
我很想開口跟你說話,卻只能一直呆望著你。989Please respect copyright.PENANA8u9bluGuQS
你知道我有多掛念你嗎?你送給我的零食那剩餘的包裝我遲遲也不敢掉去。989Please respect copyright.PENANAhNWyMdEfyk
你知道我有多少話想跟你說嗎?除了你我也不知道可以再跟誰說了。989Please respect copyright.PENANAFZTTKLYM3j
由你不在直到現在,你知道我有多麼想再見到你嗎?
在煙霧離漫的房間中,我終於把信寫完了。989Please respect copyright.PENANAnqtDwY8URH
我看著照片中笑得燦爛的你,慢慢地閉上雙眼。989Please respect copyright.PENANAmfwzuPF7Q3
腦海中不斷浮現著你的聲音,我卻越來越頭痛。989Please respect copyright.PENANADWF4lKHuah
我把被子翻一翻,試著入睡。989Please respect copyright.PENANAgJniuaUc2G
你的聲音越覺模糊,思緒也越來越依稀。989Please respect copyright.PENANAQNX9i1S0af
呼吸也開始有困難呢,着來我們快可以一起了。989Please respect copyright.PENANAaby7NVKCk2
快可以一起了。
989Please respect copyright.PENANAXpXCKkaiDq
989Please respect copyright.PENANAu91GyvEwyz