乘了差不多一小時的巴士,我終於快回到我的䁔窩。660Please respect copyright.PENANAyQ8WWcPqr1
途中買下了一包安眠藥,家裏的又差不多用光。660Please respect copyright.PENANARVagOJM6y4
沒了它,我根本不能睡得着。660Please respect copyright.PENANAdo0heIGDsp
看着店員空洞的眼神,冷冷地說下「麻煩你二百四十元」。660Please respect copyright.PENANA0IVWYAlMqO
這明明是正常的,但我卻感到失望。660Please respect copyright.PENANAZBF93rMWkh
彷彿期望着她會說些甚麼,就如問我為何買安眠藥。660Please respect copyright.PENANAE3vTwuuFYQ
我到最後一秒還是期望着,直至最後她跟我說「多謝光臨」。660Please respect copyright.PENANA1DNadVuy76
嘛,也是我太自私了;660Please respect copyright.PENANACNiul2jcy1
也許她也希望着我會說些甚麼。
我緩緩地打開家門,還是那老樣子。660Please respect copyright.PENANAMludXNycvK
看一看那喘息的時鐘,原來已經十一點半了。660Please respect copyright.PENANACrAiMYnfsk
本想去沖洗一下,看到時鐘後我已全身無力。660Please respect copyright.PENANAxsgTLdmO83
我走到窗口前,看着樓下車來車往的公路;660Please respect copyright.PENANADfsx7IeimF
還吹著冷冷的微風,不禁令我回想起當時的你。660Please respect copyright.PENANAikJuZy3iVB
你說過的話,還是不時浮現在我腦海中。660Please respect copyright.PENANAM9DyMMiJBd
我嘆了口氣,把窗口柔柔的關下。
我用盡全身的力氣,把那包沉甸甸的木碳拖到房中間。660Please respect copyright.PENANAAPMZh8ohOX
我把它們全都倒了出來,一不留神把手都染黑了。660Please respect copyright.PENANA30a85yboft
我拿起了那份無聊的娛樂報紙,點火後把它放進木碳堆內。660Please respect copyright.PENANAQxUAWVHu2p
拿著電風扇一陣狂吹後,木碳燒得啪啪作響。660Please respect copyright.PENANA2XXz09D8GV
看着那發紅的木碳,回想起那時你和我一起燒烤的時光。660Please respect copyright.PENANAF8t4UUZSEG
仔細一看,原來木碳也是這麼美的。
我把包裝着安眠藥的膠紙拆封,把裡面四粒安眠藥倒出來。660Please respect copyright.PENANASpuV0RI8wV
第一次吃也已經半多年前的事了,現在的我早已習慣了。660Please respect copyright.PENANAG2cSsyKCmx
把藥吞下了後,我到書桌拿起紙和筆到床上。660Please respect copyright.PENANAebpJE7Gs8L
在這之前我一直試著為你寫下封信,但一直下不了手。660Please respect copyright.PENANAN9P7YsfcuX
雖然我現在也想不到該寫什麼,但我不斷叫著自己專心。660Please respect copyright.PENANA6DBEF4uiq4
就好像之前跟你一起說話一樣,試着寫下一段段的肺腑之言。660Please respect copyright.PENANAG2PjuHEj3Q
每段的開頭卻久久不能下筆,就像每個字都有着自己的重量。660Please respect copyright.PENANAM5fBPuIp2W
自己也開始發懶了,雖然知道自己的時間不多。660Please respect copyright.PENANAQt3qPqt2p0
看著那皺折的白紙,你能看到我有多努力嗎?
身旁火堆的啪啪聲,就如被撲滅一樣消失。660Please respect copyright.PENANA0xhePCkFgz
卻換來了一陣陣海風的味道,輕輕的吹著。 660Please respect copyright.PENANAP03Lv3SBfL
那陣熟悉的味道,我很自然地我轉了個身;660Please respect copyright.PENANATVUSk89BYW
期望能再次見到你,我卻找不到你的身影。660Please respect copyright.PENANAxb7nuBCB11
我低頭嘆了口氣,卻彷彿同時也聽到你在嘆氣。660Please respect copyright.PENANAqAfynXJ9Sn
我很想再跟你到海邊,說我未説完的話呢。660Please respect copyright.PENANAIarrh9Ni9U
很想再跟你一起呆坐,一起傾訴。660Please respect copyright.PENANALxE5MbCxrw
明明早就知道你已不在。
房間的燈早已關掉,只剩下火堆搖曳的光影。660Please respect copyright.PENANAwqIpvZ2rhg
在暗黑的房間裏,彷彿看到了你的眼睛。660Please respect copyright.PENANAWGGiKcJPZh
我躺在床上,看着你坐在我的床邊;660Please respect copyright.PENANAAYoyIH67pR
是你在一直看守著我嗎?你還在我的身旁嗎?660Please respect copyright.PENANADsDrQuHu0e
我很想開口跟你說話,卻只能一直呆望著你。660Please respect copyright.PENANA8jobskmqOH
你知道我有多掛念你嗎?你送給我的零食那剩餘的包裝我遲遲也不敢掉去。660Please respect copyright.PENANAuAEx3XEkYj
你知道我有多少話想跟你說嗎?除了你我也不知道可以再跟誰說了。660Please respect copyright.PENANAGFAUYd25Ur
由你不在直到現在,你知道我有多麼想再見到你嗎?
在煙霧離漫的房間中,我終於把信寫完了。660Please respect copyright.PENANA3HRqFs3ncc
我看著照片中笑得燦爛的你,慢慢地閉上雙眼。660Please respect copyright.PENANATNNcbIWpeI
腦海中不斷浮現著你的聲音,我卻越來越頭痛。660Please respect copyright.PENANA3SJq78jvFx
我把被子翻一翻,試著入睡。660Please respect copyright.PENANArq2dYKp5pF
你的聲音越覺模糊,思緒也越來越依稀。660Please respect copyright.PENANAQgkfwKUh5y
呼吸也開始有困難呢,着來我們快可以一起了。660Please respect copyright.PENANAAWCoNe7ITZ
快可以一起了。
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