昨晚我被那些雨聲吵得不能睡,幸好明天不用上班。696Please respect copyright.PENANAc6Upq33nG8
空氣裏卻是瀰漫着一種熟悉的味道,卻又說不出是從何來。696Please respect copyright.PENANAXGxUrVUmiM
又在我輾轉反側中,再次回想起她。696Please respect copyright.PENANAxYGta9o6jn
我試著再令自己入睡,換來的卻是與她零碎的回憶。696Please respect copyright.PENANAohCbv5Fjj2
我始終還是無法入睡,忍不住翻看抽屜裏早已封塵的日記。696Please respect copyright.PENANA9VBdwCvwYC
日記𥚃的頁紙也發黃了,頁間偶然還夾著些照片。696Please respect copyright.PENANADsWSsIQgjE
而裏面所寫的,都是當時每天跟你一起的細節。696Please respect copyright.PENANACmDLJ99Bu0
一些我也不為意忘掉的細節。
聽着外面的雨水不斷侵蝕着簷篷,看着這部日記不斷侵蝕着我的時間。696Please respect copyright.PENANA7s3Za4MMJj
一時寫著在她家裏插花,一時又寫著跟她談天的內容。696Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4FZmeItHX
裏面有各式各樣的無聊細節,卻又無可厚非。696Please respect copyright.PENANA4puIvVRFU4
即使是看着這些無聊細節、簡陋的筆跡,我卻依然無法忍淚。696Please respect copyright.PENANAD88Mkz9HB6
由那天直到現在,我依舊無法對她不動情。696Please respect copyright.PENANAAvWFoaNYJ0
後悔,悔疚當時自己的愚蠢。
我帶淚翻著翻著,就來到最後那最愚蠢的幾頁。696Please respect copyright.PENANAgvMkHCu5oW
我翻到出發前的那頁,我不想再翻下去。696Please respect copyright.PENANA5tBYPlzvpD
我不想再我入睡之前,再來一次決堤。696Please respect copyright.PENANAzxhC5i971f
卻又突然想重回舊地,就決定明天依著日記所寫的;696Please respect copyright.PENANA2kKCVA33w3
再逛一遍那座離島,也許我不會再如此眼淺。696Please respect copyright.PENANAhvXycLmEk5
我還是帶着尋重得無可抽離的感情,慢慢地入睡。696Please respect copyright.PENANACmRMRFZTFN
腦海裏還是討厭地迴盪著日記最後的那句話,「真期待明天的來臨呀」
還記得那天臉上帶著暗啞,卻又裝作高雅不敢灑淚。696Please respect copyright.PENANAHmXMfM075I
雖然今天我也是這樣哀愁,但我也盡量表現得比之前成熟。696Please respect copyright.PENANAoiE8qKwoSv
但始終我也是重遊舊地,就算落淚也只是自討苦吃。696Please respect copyright.PENANAuV3C9dALhZ
又是坐在船上一搖一晃的,使我感到有點不適。696Please respect copyright.PENANAUpHSXD5teK
再看看那本日記,原來我曾在這裏跟你一起拖着手;696Please respect copyright.PENANA29jhfwJyTk
一起吃著那紅豆餅,遇到暗湧手還怕得出汗。
終於下了船,還真是鬆了一口氣。696Please respect copyright.PENANA9Dsls9Efxa
隨着看着那廷綿的海景,那不安感漸漸減退。696Please respect copyright.PENANAkgFIVWBoxm
卻隨之而來的,就是一陣陣飢餓感。696Please respect copyright.PENANADnn8MmxQUg
我又走到附近的那間茶餐廳,自然地叫了碟牛肉飯。696Please respect copyright.PENANAFbHLHVURLw
等餐的時候又再看看那本日記,原來我又曾跟她在這裏吃牛肉飯。696Please respect copyright.PENANAPVDvVGsUuE
那次卻是叫了咖喱,叫了才發現她不喜歡吃辣。696Please respect copyright.PENANAzXpac4nKWI
不怪得剛剛我也不敢說咖哩,後來她唯有忍辣吃光那碟飯。696Please respect copyright.PENANAxASvZp9UEq
回想起又是一陣後悔。
吃飽過後,又依着日記來到這家單車出租舖。696Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z7fULJAi6
又是在這個位置,爭執着租雙人單車還是要分開踏。696Please respect copyright.PENANAUChvbutN0w
最後當然是分開,現在卻是希望能早些遷就她。696Please respect copyright.PENANAwm5SVGSodv
我又租了架單車,依著那條路線再逛一下。696Please respect copyright.PENANANRB0COWTNh
現在比過去多了很多店舖,連驅蚊貼電風扇和紀念品也有得買。696Please respect copyright.PENANApP7Tbjp66K
過去卻是被她抱怨沒有買這些東西,使她又熱又焗;696Please respect copyright.PENANA2zQsark4bw
還被蚊叮得不成樣子,後來更癢得不能再騎單車。696Please respect copyright.PENANA4nCn1HcYMi
途中錯過了很多風景,現在看回來卻像是無聊漫畫般略過。
後來就在那海邊餐廳停下來,就是為補救過失來跟她海邊鋸扒。696Please respect copyright.PENANAHB7C5v86e2
又有蠟燭又有香薰,那些牛排還有很多很多煮法。696Please respect copyright.PENANA5XSMZPImmn
當然一切也有代價,最後那個費用貴得要命。696Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ3X7phQ3e
使得那次就只能匆匆坐船離去,原本是這樣打算的。696Please respect copyright.PENANADZT6WKKenY
現在的我當然是沒有進去那餐廳,看看餐牌就已經嚇得連食慾也消失。696Please respect copyright.PENANAsf8YRhJlXj
不過直到現在,再次經過那裏還是會忍不住落淚。
那天的我在最後做了什麼?就是帶她到那涼亭看日落。696Please respect copyright.PENANAtpHEWKXBq2
我一路帶着她,她就一直怒視著我。696Please respect copyright.PENANAILXaNoKPFy
就是帶到她上那涼亭,她才終於出聲罵我。696Please respect copyright.PENANAzUdhyM7GUH
說到這麼熱還要專程走上來看那落霞,說我是不是瘋了。696Please respect copyright.PENANA6VVgaoySuX
我就只是一直跟她說一堆道理,還嘗試自嘲來令她滿意。696Please respect copyright.PENANAqk0t4FFhYr
但我卻是一直說錯話,一直被她全誤解。696Please respect copyright.PENANAblYdquBIQx
就是說着一堆廢話,一直被她罵過不停。
「算啦⋯睇嚟你都係唔適合我。」她突然冷靜下來。696Please respect copyright.PENANA1lcr4nRkkN
「就算再係一齊都唔會有咩好結果⋯我能分手嘅話大家都會好過啲⋯⋯」696Please respect copyright.PENANAtMyOQ87e7S
「你放過我啦,好嗎?」她望着我說。696Please respect copyright.PENANAtIHbJACHUs
我被她那好幾句嚇呆了,站在原地沒說什麼。696Please respect copyright.PENANAVrJGZKBRGp
她看到我這樣,搖搖頭轉身離去。
那時的我卻只能眼白白看着她離開,什麼都不能做。696Please respect copyright.PENANAXnGl5TW6cZ
要是這一切能夠重來,那是說句什麼也好;696Please respect copyright.PENANANO7SYgP50s
也不要眼睜睜看她就這樣離去,因為她一去便不再復返。696Please respect copyright.PENANAVWokhpTCc3
那時的我就這樣呆站在涼亭,直到天也快黑才回神過來。696Please respect copyright.PENANA9KlK9miLlS
那時被她弄得心碎,一邊調整自己心情卻又不知怎樣去反應。696Please respect copyright.PENANA11e0qj92R0
還白癡癡的以為她針對我,難道困惑如小青蛙可稱霸?
後來我獨自搭尾班船,臉帶暗啞卻又高雅地忍淚啜泣。696Please respect copyright.PENANAJcYelxecsH
再看看手機裡那號碼,以前看到十分高興;696Please respect copyright.PENANAJEcShjqQkK
現在卻像天塌下來一般,不堪回首。696Please respect copyright.PENANArioy9JiEoM
妄想著可以再親她一下,卻無法將片段再捏拿。696Please respect copyright.PENANAZop0p8yKyZ
只能看着那漆黑一片的大海,送遞遲來的情深說話。
或者我不應該再來這裏,來到了也只是看到過去的東西。696Please respect copyright.PENANA1DJ6ONZphZ
現在再到那涼亭,看着那火紅紅的落霞,心裏自然静了下來。696Please respect copyright.PENANAuCyEUReucN
現在想回來,或許那時她說得沒錯,我們根本不適合在一起。696Please respect copyright.PENANAsEexBW9WjN
但我現在卻是牽掛着這老地方,無法輕易拋棄。696Please respect copyright.PENANA4TGBTko46A
或者,就像似這落霞般。696Please respect copyright.PENANAh1naGcfUB2
等着被火化,等着被消化。696Please respect copyright.PENANAaqFnuaV2dR
不管這天是不是真實存在,算吧。
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