1月14日,凌晨5時多。550Please respect copyright.PENANAAP6tDT4QZ5
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。550Please respect copyright.PENANAUKsXL6xlBZ
大家都在熟睡中,550Please respect copyright.PENANAs3kmApDgSe
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,550Please respect copyright.PENANAjj0I6XBsd3
不自覺的再次想起她。550Please respect copyright.PENANA6Bz5kdhwJb
我,很想長睡下去,550Please respect copyright.PENANAEocIiYVVzB
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。550Please respect copyright.PENANA8uwNVLV7sY
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。550Please respect copyright.PENANAN2Faz0n2zZ
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。550Please respect copyright.PENANAGNuuAbYxJb
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,550Please respect copyright.PENANAEpUmSK5amE
血水慢慢的滲出。550Please respect copyright.PENANADbfIC0gWA0
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。550Please respect copyright.PENANAFSY3Ep9DWx
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。550Please respect copyright.PENANAAtFW4rl1nc
起來梳洗,550Please respect copyright.PENANAAu1jSYU51F
執拾行裝。550Please respect copyright.PENANAzmxSkEFYqr
準備與朋友集合。550Please respect copyright.PENANAsxkRpGLJwu
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,550Please respect copyright.PENANAGKo0BADTgZ
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。550Please respect copyright.PENANAwMZ6P0ClR2
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。550Please respect copyright.PENANA2uDQP9Uwwz
或者一切都因為我的被動,550Please respect copyright.PENANAkIPBgFWCna
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,550Please respect copyright.PENANAimJja0x6qJ
導致我的失敗。550Please respect copyright.PENANAmCnUSBtsSK
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若不是早已應邀,550Please respect copyright.PENANAuEQKiEbs3N
我想,我還是留在家中,550Please respect copyright.PENANAq5Xe8sLf7f
白白的消磨時間。550Please respect copyright.PENANAWNIJyAwWvS
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,550Please respect copyright.PENANARwL4D5M4Je
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。550Please respect copyright.PENANAZGJgN32Fp6
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,550Please respect copyright.PENANAEmmDOIjDAP
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。550Please respect copyright.PENANAp3I7O4vYv5
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我們乘坐慢船。550Please respect copyright.PENANACzjPaW9E6q
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,550Please respect copyright.PENANAL8QgHS25kR
然後開展我們的「賭局」。550Please respect copyright.PENANAnOggKmJC15
我們玩得有說有笑,550Please respect copyright.PENANAq3ZTqSaUYr
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。550Please respect copyright.PENANAhAxGQgNAu2
我內心的景象,也是如此。550Please respect copyright.PENANA8cDlxDOIgC
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,550Please respect copyright.PENANAZfPlcWSn1P
尋得他們的燈光。550Please respect copyright.PENANAsCX6gmVXvt
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。550Please respect copyright.PENANA4CDbnNxtHy
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,550Please respect copyright.PENANArU8mRrZjps
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,550Please respect copyright.PENANAqmDTjdpPN8
玩玩聊聊。550Please respect copyright.PENANANVrLOcSHhM
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說550Please respect copyright.PENANAPyRE7nKR5X
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說550Please respect copyright.PENANAAHqgwMjLOO
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應550Please respect copyright.PENANAv2bHSVMb1k
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」550Please respect copyright.PENANAy2BkUtESP4
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。550Please respect copyright.PENANAzG5fK63tZ2
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。550Please respect copyright.PENANAxhsRbif8bW
記得,550Please respect copyright.PENANAnpXWszLnN6
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,550Please respect copyright.PENANAq8U2Rn4bXa
四處找朋友拍照留念。550Please respect copyright.PENANAUI20f1WSeu
我,只是一個留級的同學,550Please respect copyright.PENANAj4uBJ4NYRK
又不主動認識其他人,550Please respect copyright.PENANAmx3jpzpVLW
沒有人找上,也正常不過。550Please respect copyright.PENANA6MsyiCLHu8
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。550Please respect copyright.PENANAt3sD62CmsN
不過,550Please respect copyright.PENANANJ5B1mHkxE
她對我已經……550Please respect copyright.PENANAoCOb2A2aIa
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,550Please respect copyright.PENANAMXyBU8LntX
其實,550Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q1caaeGhA
心裡還是渴望著。550Please respect copyright.PENANAU2AsmVT42M
550Please respect copyright.PENANAmFkz2BJDmb
最終,都得到實現。550Please respect copyright.PENANA1KBti5QbA5
不過,550Please respect copyright.PENANAk2VS14AIDz
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。550Please respect copyright.PENANAGMtoknWOGT
我不喜在她這樣的態度,550Please respect copyright.PENANAzrbeQDFV5X
不是想說她態度欠佳,550Please respect copyright.PENANAaL2TWTBTPT
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。550Please respect copyright.PENANAt88YOLuYBJ
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眼見面前一班好友,550Please respect copyright.PENANARc70mRypCb
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。550Please respect copyright.PENANAeMjVgzV3Oz
過了好一段時間,550Please respect copyright.PENANAo4f0LEP9pG
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。550Please respect copyright.PENANAJMSFKdgzcL
偏偏在上山的時候,550Please respect copyright.PENANAhOuEldV9fq
我突然感到一陣納悶,550Please respect copyright.PENANAcOwhrXuCnB
那刻,我在想,550Please respect copyright.PENANAv9Gk5tjpNx
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?550Please respect copyright.PENANAs48vMNTfKM
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。550Please respect copyright.PENANA9iOrzR7cB8
良久,終於下山,550Please respect copyright.PENANAqlexMIfX12
時間來到下午五時多,550Please respect copyright.PENANArJyfdaXs4F
我不適的感覺重了,550Please respect copyright.PENANAYjkAY5ZJig
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,550Please respect copyright.PENANAYbwP1S82pT
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。550Please respect copyright.PENANAIgkjlHoUJu
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終於舒暢了,550Please respect copyright.PENANAg7K40XC7V0
可惜,550Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8U7LeFuiY
過了不足兩小時,550Please respect copyright.PENANAvW50L3qXWw
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,550Please respect copyright.PENANAGVYowye7Nl
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。550Please respect copyright.PENANA8YQeias67l
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。550Please respect copyright.PENANAh7Fy35Ff2z
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。550Please respect copyright.PENANAoKHoYiXJLM
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。550Please respect copyright.PENANAJbTHK4ArJV
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲550Please respect copyright.PENANAhFi1YQzxro
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」550Please respect copyright.PENANA0rzprikEtW
「回去好好休息吧。」550Please respect copyright.PENANAKOf2xvCcw9
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。550Please respect copyright.PENANABORunZpIYK
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。550Please respect copyright.PENANA7nlv0sDtkU
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,550Please respect copyright.PENANAMAiqY9SOjT
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,550Please respect copyright.PENANARe1pxqQnVJ
無奈已經沒可能了。550Please respect copyright.PENANAclHYy5HGB8
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晚上十時多,550Please respect copyright.PENANASZxl7ejsk5
終於回到家裡,550Please respect copyright.PENANAcGG7WKySRm
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,550Please respect copyright.PENANADNJIdOPAdr
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,550Please respect copyright.PENANAmmMZv97gIJ
我,肚瀉了。550Please respect copyright.PENANAIAgdAb5okY
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,550Please respect copyright.PENANAsiB8HMS1aj
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。550Please respect copyright.PENANAm95JuiYsOu
本打算藉今天散散心,550Please respect copyright.PENANA9k5BEyQtDA
卻又嘔又瀉。550Please respect copyright.PENANAkqTXtGp05I
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。550Please respect copyright.PENANA7tg1A7gbuu
閉起雙眼,550Please respect copyright.PENANAZiluyEUz84
更見黑暗,550Please respect copyright.PENANACs746KK2wP
更感孤寂。550Please respect copyright.PENANA3LNrUIcqJa
我,很想很想...550Please respect copyright.PENANAbIVD27xPtr
很想痛哭一場。550Please respect copyright.PENANAcm3XAqWnUQ
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。550Please respect copyright.PENANAmQGezrK0G6
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,550Please respect copyright.PENANA6K2owTiyjP
但我卻無法哭一場。550Please respect copyright.PENANAf9xIhpcN8f
味苦,550Please respect copyright.PENANABiMPGk40xx
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,550Please respect copyright.PENANAIrQilQ5hxO
辛苦。550Please respect copyright.PENANAIA5RUvmJO5
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,550Please respect copyright.PENANAj7HjSGGmv0
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,550Please respect copyright.PENANAcwjJu8Kdse
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。550Please respect copyright.PENANADoyg4sbW9D
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。550Please respect copyright.PENANAKAT6ToZQWA
其實,我想不出一位。550Please respect copyright.PENANAiKpNnLmobD
其實,我身邊都沒有。550Please respect copyright.PENANASilcOR1eak
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,550Please respect copyright.PENANAKQlRxiCJaB
減下痛苦。550Please respect copyright.PENANAo9Di6aMaVK
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色550Please respect copyright.PENANAE8u2m8Sj1N
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了550Please respect copyright.PENANAmFD2ot5UOt
你已經決定了 你已經決定了550Please respect copyright.PENANAgo5J1HABb5
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著550Please respect copyright.PENANAA72VfDek9j
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了550Please respect copyright.PENANA7nif5XfRrD
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割550Please respect copyright.PENANATG8i2hBYeT
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色550Please respect copyright.PENANAbZjym8v1sK
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了550Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q0WrHJ48L
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼550Please respect copyright.PENANA7MTkCjRAiR
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了550Please respect copyright.PENANA7SLZSvAdSQ
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇550Please respect copyright.PENANArjk8vVxBDj
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著550Please respect copyright.PENANA6lDQl87agI
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色550Please respect copyright.PENANAh8I3cZEyqm
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了550Please respect copyright.PENANAhfdTa1Fd82
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼550Please respect copyright.PENANAwwkmWSBuaa
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合550Please respect copyright.PENANAuXi9FGPsZH
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河550Please respect copyright.PENANAU1Euc5jo0Y
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了550Please respect copyright.PENANA4LkBaWqVm5
然後才後悔著550Please respect copyright.PENANAday1aSvOym
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色550Please respect copyright.PENANAjS6LgoKCox
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了550Please respect copyright.PENANAspGJZJQwif
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼550Please respect copyright.PENANAWSCi3yqTSa
550Please respect copyright.PENANAuQD4K0DJtH
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合550Please respect copyright.PENANAf3yw6WIDFZ
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河550Please respect copyright.PENANANFueDjjWZA
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了550Please respect copyright.PENANABgfmM4KVBe
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色550Please respect copyright.PENANAXtozZYJoPf
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢550Please respect copyright.PENANApIDLTD1Urn
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻550Please respect copyright.PENANAgFhwMO3XK0
重新開始活著550Please respect copyright.PENANAqR5hXNfnuE
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《你,不是真正的快樂》550Please respect copyright.PENANAeUElnnnV3P
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