1月14日,凌晨5時多。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAcoliueSwMQ
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。1053Please respect copyright.PENANALH22qsSYAY
大家都在熟睡中,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAMCDxmg9Y1w
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAPo8xMpcezR
不自覺的再次想起她。1053Please respect copyright.PENANANqv6qEbRNM
我,很想長睡下去,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQuOPe7m3EX
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA5rA7hDWCGn
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA1XlGhFWE2Q
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAndzH5a512L
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAwZy0esh8x3
血水慢慢的滲出。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAEuvr46CcLa
1053Please respect copyright.PENANArd7Uk9B4XW
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAbxLfKn6imw
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAbxg72yboKx
起來梳洗,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA2gr6tAqd58
執拾行裝。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAgTeShPLlQu
準備與朋友集合。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA3kF9Yasa9P
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAWqNc6mlgXi
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAMQNYlplLyM
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。1053Please respect copyright.PENANACqT1mh9hCe
或者一切都因為我的被動,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAHOhVAmHAB6
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,1053Please respect copyright.PENANADFNEIUwPF8
導致我的失敗。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAGZqMBcsBL7
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAh7kz45Apmj
若不是早已應邀,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA7WcvavpzFk
我想,我還是留在家中,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAUJFQ0bkFjn
白白的消磨時間。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA8LqZC6sk06
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAdwRaocCf6g
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAWDUXzEtWwH
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAZs6KN9nG7v
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAYSWivdILXK
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQVSKTHQ0y7
我們乘坐慢船。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAtl06I4VaFb
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAlXFxu39TCc
然後開展我們的「賭局」。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAxRuKAwxxJ5
我們玩得有說有笑,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAulPX7f4rL5
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQVTLlV2pKS
我內心的景象,也是如此。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAPt4AmyyKkS
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAoJZdusZa6w
尋得他們的燈光。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAhgO7Fn57Qm
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ3A2UWPq5
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAZpEh56QvMR
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAsUJ03hRReP
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA9Goes6cw3v
玩玩聊聊。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9jEQtKlF0
1053Please respect copyright.PENANA4gqwlb0Ug5
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說1053Please respect copyright.PENANA8M1vUAdAr4
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說1053Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ5lMEllw4
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應1053Please respect copyright.PENANAJTE9CCU63Z
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」1053Please respect copyright.PENANAkWKRQeY7S4
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAWmHjHACtXV
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAhAJH7lLVOU
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA8kC3mUvYTj
記得,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAHRYoKp5zCJ
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAjKHQ1Q1m0U
四處找朋友拍照留念。1053Please respect copyright.PENANACzmaEUOgc6
我,只是一個留級的同學,1053Please respect copyright.PENANACYpuYpyMCw
又不主動認識其他人,1053Please respect copyright.PENANABwUSlM1IdS
沒有人找上,也正常不過。1053Please respect copyright.PENANACTIha32sfu
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。1053Please respect copyright.PENANARXTfHdnOcr
不過,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAk7c1fXQCRR
她對我已經……1053Please respect copyright.PENANAolqWjyryo7
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,1053Please respect copyright.PENANALogTcgMddn
其實,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAhrVLqNeoUJ
心裡還是渴望著。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAJqdLdBlxe7
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAUc6vC1Xfsd
最終,都得到實現。1053Please respect copyright.PENANANG6o54q9rw
不過,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA6rHSoLVpJu
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA0KFYXFjqmw
我不喜在她這樣的態度,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAVHn8RPYPpO
不是想說她態度欠佳,1053Please respect copyright.PENANARIGH2vU4Rd
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAqQCthZcFsv
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAsyemiF21zK
眼見面前一班好友,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAvvTHUUCpS1
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAcYuR52rh4H
過了好一段時間,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA3apzNbyL7t
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA89xNX7fA5X
偏偏在上山的時候,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA66kSxyjS2C
我突然感到一陣納悶,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAROqaizCkJ4
那刻,我在想,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAc78bKMm1Qb
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?1053Please respect copyright.PENANAxftZUDQVuI
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAm4BN9fwX76
良久,終於下山,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAO10Ics4fEK
時間來到下午五時多,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAcm9ABEiQbn
我不適的感覺重了,1053Please respect copyright.PENANASmXHEMCKHu
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAupmR7BGDWH
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAtulEYGwdyc
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAVTJX9QU9V7
終於舒暢了,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAb3G94UP1q5
可惜,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAYwNMWl1VlG
過了不足兩小時,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAH8acjPeXmV
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,1053Please respect copyright.PENANATZTGWB7oNe
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。1053Please respect copyright.PENANATawqkuDjle
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAwV3PuTxPMv
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAbbix9WzbSK
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA05YUMZg1GS
1053Please respect copyright.PENANACGPPbPi3RX
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲1053Please respect copyright.PENANAO4wDHDmwFW
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」1053Please respect copyright.PENANAgzistzocfs
「回去好好休息吧。」1053Please respect copyright.PENANA8ORb2YB6Xq
1053Please respect copyright.PENANADuDCkLEqsW
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAn9lL3kAYaW
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAyGFFpOWUvp
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA4p8oKD4pDI
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,1053Please respect copyright.PENANASxfdW2VIo6
無奈已經沒可能了。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAgv8PMee1an
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAEsxwW6a1Bu
晚上十時多,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAIWbRY2kLCv
終於回到家裡,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAoVEqQyqouS
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAbgFiGOAd1N
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAXZFpWzFERu
我,肚瀉了。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAgbUzlPbIVN
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,1053Please respect copyright.PENANALZo2duyrUN
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAORporGnfdl
本打算藉今天散散心,1053Please respect copyright.PENANA82E7bugNfN
卻又嘔又瀉。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAEzdiXpYRnp
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAoATVd1iogp
閉起雙眼,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAhAvSW69QEV
更見黑暗,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAX6cOJYEeCH
更感孤寂。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAG6Y4QfXlA4
我,很想很想...1053Please respect copyright.PENANA7Dm6zdQ457
很想痛哭一場。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQuyUIoyxVK
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA8jL0YLTWdh
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAjnC37biH2J
但我卻無法哭一場。1053Please respect copyright.PENANACshRUiaZyb
味苦,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQekyHA2htD
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,1053Please respect copyright.PENANASMphgA8hYI
辛苦。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA5tGf83pfbp
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAisbIP01kje
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAlpyuPVjNI6
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA1qwcOUol1Y
1053Please respect copyright.PENANA3shqves90s
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。1053Please respect copyright.PENANATQVEVfkEpP
其實,我想不出一位。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAIOCjhIE4wY
其實,我身邊都沒有。1053Please respect copyright.PENANA3NojhINR9U
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,1053Please respect copyright.PENANAbTB21g73rP
減下痛苦。1053Please respect copyright.PENANAI1jYTPhVoS
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAly9XN9dQhF
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAK87sq9GET7
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAoCU9aKnqXo
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQnL3j2Ll3B
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了1053Please respect copyright.PENANAq1XRACeDXJ
你已經決定了 你已經決定了1053Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ccVz9I6I
1053Please respect copyright.PENANARXoZVAyl3P
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著1053Please respect copyright.PENANAcba7zCA4gH
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了1053Please respect copyright.PENANAsqRZqf8Kd2
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割1053Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ4fd9rodR
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAEfzKlKfh3i
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色1053Please respect copyright.PENANAAv5Op4nNse
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了1053Please respect copyright.PENANAcOMQ328zJO
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQgIELDAwXe
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAWak6zytWiY
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了1053Please respect copyright.PENANALuenUhglGu
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇1053Please respect copyright.PENANA84EG6dvChV
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著1053Please respect copyright.PENANAKx0edFVOj2
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAns1VQUDHxH
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色1053Please respect copyright.PENANAwklMm7jYaw
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了1053Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ov7qzMI5S
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼1053Please respect copyright.PENANAxYPwuehXzV
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAMr9PYsSTJo
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合1053Please respect copyright.PENANAOUkUZlHmJD
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河1053Please respect copyright.PENANAml0Yu9qpd1
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了1053Please respect copyright.PENANAir3EEjElIa
然後才後悔著1053Please respect copyright.PENANAVrYBmzFte6
1053Please respect copyright.PENANA3YtqfF6GbW
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色1053Please respect copyright.PENANA7yibkfXuV0
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了1053Please respect copyright.PENANAnTJu0oelzJ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼1053Please respect copyright.PENANA99YgEeh30j
1053Please respect copyright.PENANADSUslONz3Z
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合1053Please respect copyright.PENANA4pbFuDFQqv
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河1053Please respect copyright.PENANAc9amUe47QA
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了1053Please respect copyright.PENANACfYbqREtLv
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAR7QS55upk6
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色1053Please respect copyright.PENANA9PrO1AontI
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢1053Please respect copyright.PENANAsVkrjqzlWd
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻1053Please respect copyright.PENANAZEVqBDn1sk
重新開始活著1053Please respect copyright.PENANAkGUpxWPWzg
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAhXTWvcIEns
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAjBcVxvEkev
1053Please respect copyright.PENANAPqClsOnyDv
《你,不是真正的快樂》1053Please respect copyright.PENANAQd1H7roHPp
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