1月14日,凌晨5時多。825Please respect copyright.PENANAEGI5HbyueH
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。825Please respect copyright.PENANAF8i7uHoGxC
大家都在熟睡中,825Please respect copyright.PENANAlbWhAMalVq
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,825Please respect copyright.PENANA61oGcYF7d3
不自覺的再次想起她。825Please respect copyright.PENANAU5gQbLhPLg
我,很想長睡下去,825Please respect copyright.PENANA1LY1N88LRk
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。825Please respect copyright.PENANAcu7MkecpPO
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。825Please respect copyright.PENANAXc5bi7yWD9
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。825Please respect copyright.PENANALzAYlH3R3O
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,825Please respect copyright.PENANAf5IbgAucbE
血水慢慢的滲出。825Please respect copyright.PENANAmagZXVDTxj
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。825Please respect copyright.PENANAo0Z0i8TC4O
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。825Please respect copyright.PENANAuxue6R0hYn
起來梳洗,825Please respect copyright.PENANAfSO6FmAiV3
執拾行裝。825Please respect copyright.PENANA5UGMhU7QwE
準備與朋友集合。825Please respect copyright.PENANAawZ74FDYg3
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,825Please respect copyright.PENANAV7y5RC6PU5
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。825Please respect copyright.PENANAcWUv9Zhtbb
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。825Please respect copyright.PENANAt3a5wvJh3U
或者一切都因為我的被動,825Please respect copyright.PENANA4L35aw1lJx
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,825Please respect copyright.PENANAJE7D8Cm1n7
導致我的失敗。825Please respect copyright.PENANAm75axm2rgZ
825Please respect copyright.PENANAMPaRCRJEgO
若不是早已應邀,825Please respect copyright.PENANAZEmqcW3YJA
我想,我還是留在家中,825Please respect copyright.PENANATa9tz5DoLb
白白的消磨時間。825Please respect copyright.PENANASXJugpR579
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,825Please respect copyright.PENANAoEF3wsW7UT
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。825Please respect copyright.PENANABLCgkuZQ2h
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,825Please respect copyright.PENANAecXJVGKAOK
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。825Please respect copyright.PENANArbEH1gh6pt
825Please respect copyright.PENANAL6jDIdEXOP
我們乘坐慢船。825Please respect copyright.PENANAuIrHFkFzag
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,825Please respect copyright.PENANAtxNKdnwHgc
然後開展我們的「賭局」。825Please respect copyright.PENANAmGF91cLhVD
我們玩得有說有笑,825Please respect copyright.PENANAYX9e6hrNzc
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。825Please respect copyright.PENANAUOp20vWvUh
我內心的景象,也是如此。825Please respect copyright.PENANACPhQyB9gwu
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,825Please respect copyright.PENANAO5QxUq90Mp
尋得他們的燈光。825Please respect copyright.PENANAe679kxVUig
825Please respect copyright.PENANALjniUv2obo
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。825Please respect copyright.PENANAWsX267bwHH
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,825Please respect copyright.PENANAXYWwpfIX97
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,825Please respect copyright.PENANA3PZgq0Hh8v
玩玩聊聊。825Please respect copyright.PENANAQDBK2tlKJG
825Please respect copyright.PENANAephmHREVCn
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說825Please respect copyright.PENANAUn9BecZDzz
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說825Please respect copyright.PENANAxDSkYn5POK
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應825Please respect copyright.PENANAN7ZBdC3vfx
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」825Please respect copyright.PENANA8oKEK3Mowo
825Please respect copyright.PENANAe4VLwfpu6Q
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。825Please respect copyright.PENANAvSb7D81IP1
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。825Please respect copyright.PENANAy1KCuoqxMY
記得,825Please respect copyright.PENANAP4YvkxR0ic
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,825Please respect copyright.PENANAgGWO6TY3Pn
四處找朋友拍照留念。825Please respect copyright.PENANAj6jhLl4ij9
我,只是一個留級的同學,825Please respect copyright.PENANAWXfQkjyWkm
又不主動認識其他人,825Please respect copyright.PENANAhGl4rIBMVf
沒有人找上,也正常不過。825Please respect copyright.PENANAUE8tMVTHYC
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。825Please respect copyright.PENANA63u7chVvR8
不過,825Please respect copyright.PENANAvVB6SIWiUO
她對我已經……825Please respect copyright.PENANAOSNqbbnmaa
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,825Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6BHUI4yO9
其實,825Please respect copyright.PENANAANlvYXDY4r
心裡還是渴望著。825Please respect copyright.PENANAVl6Ut6x33L
825Please respect copyright.PENANAqxDnpIUE0X
最終,都得到實現。825Please respect copyright.PENANAqCSmymnCaF
不過,825Please respect copyright.PENANANtCMmjFoYB
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。825Please respect copyright.PENANAMczgQUcW1X
我不喜在她這樣的態度,825Please respect copyright.PENANAnT0iIovvYc
不是想說她態度欠佳,825Please respect copyright.PENANAbW5kw6mYvq
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。825Please respect copyright.PENANAhHdyFMrrnQ
825Please respect copyright.PENANA25vMyzd3cE
眼見面前一班好友,825Please respect copyright.PENANAzFkyk2qtUY
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。825Please respect copyright.PENANAmPOLkexKmv
過了好一段時間,825Please respect copyright.PENANAKgSS5hpTPS
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。825Please respect copyright.PENANAIEGtHQ6ov5
偏偏在上山的時候,825Please respect copyright.PENANAVW7lb8HPDQ
我突然感到一陣納悶,825Please respect copyright.PENANAvZBpPYqCUE
那刻,我在想,825Please respect copyright.PENANAAHA8BxxYMm
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?825Please respect copyright.PENANAhzjYVd96xe
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。825Please respect copyright.PENANAlRHhdxs3mw
良久,終於下山,825Please respect copyright.PENANAwt74cHFSMg
時間來到下午五時多,825Please respect copyright.PENANAMmJmZWFg8e
我不適的感覺重了,825Please respect copyright.PENANAvhm29vYlSM
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,825Please respect copyright.PENANAAdoLyegFSl
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。825Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ1ZQmiQig
825Please respect copyright.PENANAqW86FSti8W
終於舒暢了,825Please respect copyright.PENANA5xuKL5bcXL
可惜,825Please respect copyright.PENANAwe6cDmzoHT
過了不足兩小時,825Please respect copyright.PENANA1Zlh58Foop
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,825Please respect copyright.PENANAiARyTg2a1e
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。825Please respect copyright.PENANAqHWaXuvViC
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。825Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ms3HnqCzI
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。825Please respect copyright.PENANA6CSAubeNk5
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。825Please respect copyright.PENANACaReA6RV35
825Please respect copyright.PENANABQtpZNrmr0
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲825Please respect copyright.PENANA0o4YbXEyLp
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」825Please respect copyright.PENANA1wj5rs2rID
「回去好好休息吧。」825Please respect copyright.PENANApakXfti8zw
825Please respect copyright.PENANAqRZ26YIdH0
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。825Please respect copyright.PENANALkMzt5YbxA
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。825Please respect copyright.PENANADzXEHvqC7f
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,825Please respect copyright.PENANAwQ5BhE2DsA
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,825Please respect copyright.PENANA2f11580FhM
無奈已經沒可能了。825Please respect copyright.PENANAwMI7QuyN1U
825Please respect copyright.PENANA9PP4KTFR5S
晚上十時多,825Please respect copyright.PENANAKu6IsmkyUA
終於回到家裡,825Please respect copyright.PENANAFFvT3bF7OV
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,825Please respect copyright.PENANAySUbARfqgM
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,825Please respect copyright.PENANApmeS88xouG
我,肚瀉了。825Please respect copyright.PENANAHQx6Muwc4L
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,825Please respect copyright.PENANAPtnjCXh3ng
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。825Please respect copyright.PENANAPvJlw6Qwur
本打算藉今天散散心,825Please respect copyright.PENANAjsLQxynidd
卻又嘔又瀉。825Please respect copyright.PENANA0KYp8qddBb
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。825Please respect copyright.PENANAqyde8g67Du
閉起雙眼,825Please respect copyright.PENANAy73FBw50w2
更見黑暗,825Please respect copyright.PENANA3BkhuyEcxK
更感孤寂。825Please respect copyright.PENANAwKXd0U1aZj
我,很想很想...825Please respect copyright.PENANAV4rCi5pHqf
很想痛哭一場。825Please respect copyright.PENANAoi4VRIaf7O
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。825Please respect copyright.PENANACNVD0q2L6D
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,825Please respect copyright.PENANAZIleMJ1XjY
但我卻無法哭一場。825Please respect copyright.PENANAtqJYq7aZJj
味苦,825Please respect copyright.PENANA4qmgrjMFPp
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,825Please respect copyright.PENANAmKC3JrVhDF
辛苦。825Please respect copyright.PENANAHn8i7C7XF0
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,825Please respect copyright.PENANAwwvHTFwGj5
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,825Please respect copyright.PENANA7Nmn6LoMhv
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。825Please respect copyright.PENANAISFySGWLzB
825Please respect copyright.PENANAgSxB4BKA5F
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。825Please respect copyright.PENANAdPQzGzgtzS
其實,我想不出一位。825Please respect copyright.PENANANpBY6sIBp5
其實,我身邊都沒有。825Please respect copyright.PENANA9vkG4folk3
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,825Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5Es6kScPs
減下痛苦。825Please respect copyright.PENANAXA8XbP8QtM
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825Please respect copyright.PENANA5EIhfKnyaQ
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色825Please respect copyright.PENANA03W8g56B5q
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了825Please respect copyright.PENANAjXUEA70TVQ
你已經決定了 你已經決定了825Please respect copyright.PENANAyROpf3ujlZ
825Please respect copyright.PENANA3FyQ9RMBeP
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著825Please respect copyright.PENANAVR6jM06NoM
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了825Please respect copyright.PENANAckfreE7XYU
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割825Please respect copyright.PENANABZOnMwS3w2
825Please respect copyright.PENANAzrfR2vUcII
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色825Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZCCSQOv0q
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了825Please respect copyright.PENANATEmPiT28On
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼825Please respect copyright.PENANA8raU3khSbs
825Please respect copyright.PENANAyLEfqbOk4R
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了825Please respect copyright.PENANABw1udu99Zs
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇825Please respect copyright.PENANAfAoaDMfHN0
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著825Please respect copyright.PENANAHqafeYnhXV
825Please respect copyright.PENANAJZIaQ1cGMJ
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色825Please respect copyright.PENANAzybYaiXUlP
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了825Please respect copyright.PENANAcDKqu56PNg
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼825Please respect copyright.PENANAwXVxVfD0bd
825Please respect copyright.PENANAGkI4sgPsbr
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合825Please respect copyright.PENANAP2e3Adqmc6
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河825Please respect copyright.PENANASLU8SdcseJ
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了825Please respect copyright.PENANAVzNK9ZcJ74
然後才後悔著825Please respect copyright.PENANA4WQ50qffjq
825Please respect copyright.PENANAbWm8Dk6wIo
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色825Please respect copyright.PENANAUYXQPKMdT3
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了825Please respect copyright.PENANAxVPTAjiUs0
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼825Please respect copyright.PENANARxbbImjxjS
825Please respect copyright.PENANAJS85m1HKje
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合825Please respect copyright.PENANA2Wwl07tKXm
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河825Please respect copyright.PENANAWDwGLHU7ul
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了825Please respect copyright.PENANACfe1OXFRxj
825Please respect copyright.PENANAhecf9fN8i8
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色825Please respect copyright.PENANAIQypINgITs
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢825Please respect copyright.PENANAktjbGzBSpz
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻825Please respect copyright.PENANA2zVYTs1Xly
重新開始活著825Please respect copyright.PENANALp79WYYsCj
825Please respect copyright.PENANACMNwq92Hn0
825Please respect copyright.PENANACSgyT2PPsV
825Please respect copyright.PENANA1nbwImW8Am
《你,不是真正的快樂》825Please respect copyright.PENANAggsQVFJvJx
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