2月14日,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAj56qzhqvzZ
很多人都知道,這天是什麼日子。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAZvZJt4RZ0U
我的渦輪在前兩天已經運行過度,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAqnd6S1bJGw
這天,停轉了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAAXKZ0ogLUi
沒有與她說些什麼,1033Please respect copyright.PENANARYD3MIQSOg
我不知道她收到電郵後會怎樣,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAMZyZJYrY6u
更不知道她看了沒。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAFSQZa1oioX
她,沒有什麼反應,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAAngj47JftJ
可能是還沒有看,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAcHL2qHdoF4
也可能是看了卻不知怎回應,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAlwIKg2NtOQ
但我寄望是前者,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAWQWE3LHyCp
浩然亦是這樣猜測,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAMsvBhqjdIq
而事實是什麼?1033Please respect copyright.PENANA391s5LTM8c
答案就只在她心中。1033Please respect copyright.PENANACzQUtxmRY0
1033Please respect copyright.PENANA9FgKpvuG6Q
這天回到學校,我不期然跟著浩然,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAigJsftyyAL
他不斷叫我放膽,我不斷的退縮。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAq3Re1grr1A
小息的時候,我們四人,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAS4yIIyqqOI
聚在一起,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAGMjV8kadp4
只有我靜著,沒說一句話。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAgxLbHO2kIj
呆呆的站著,聽著,1033Please respect copyright.PENANA1vg4x1VBrq
腦裡只在想:要說些什麼,要說些什麼,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAlIAJSIafwi
卻不知該說些什麼。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAIvNN9IEFhN
電郵的事,我又怕大家都尷尬,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAVAjdGZtQQ2
而且我又沒膽去問。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAFStB1nkprB
最後被浩然罵我不說話,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAIpUT9tLuJb
我想,但我真的說不出。1033Please respect copyright.PENANA3h1KfzPypJ
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAPs22QtxLTD
大家都忙於準備下一課的用品,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAkA5GdR7iPF
我...1033Please respect copyright.PENANADy1nKie7hl
旱就在我的座位附近等待著,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ8GT8DNX4
不過,上天就是喜歡玩弄人,1033Please respect copyright.PENANApyL67OE3ep
偏偏讓我聽到些傷盡人心的話,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAEVeducx9Vv
我低沉了好一段時間,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAXb2HtdbPOs
她與他應該有意開始了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAXO8xhv2ZXx
我,就如現在的物理課的處境,1033Please respect copyright.PENANA5vexgvkbuG
只有獨自一人,仿似那些要獨處的人,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAWG1s08PVVW
身邊沒有人會在意他的存在,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAM3X2LEVMgY
他亦不會在意身邊發生的事。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAvQfaJ7M1cZ
1033Please respect copyright.PENANA7TdaCOxoBH
曾經喜歡獨個兒的我,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAc2noWb3tZr
如今一點都不喜歡,1033Please respect copyright.PENANALFfuaHtAxl
更覺反感,根本並非我所想像的好。1033Please respect copyright.PENANANZLrXVorBh
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAyqnu4Bj3SN
放學,不用多說,1033Please respect copyright.PENANALl6doc6xQE
在沒人留意的情況下,回家了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAyuFApUZJ9i
打機聽歌,和等待晚上的聚會。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAcyd9OVsJof
浩然更不用說,比我更早離校了,1033Please respect copyright.PENANA2kkvmPZhwi
不知他這晚會做些什麼呢?1033Please respect copyright.PENANAWSv7I4sBU5
不過我也沒心情理會太多。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAfnYOuZGgWF
1033Please respect copyright.PENANACyCivfNx3Z
這晚,同樣是小鋒他們的聚會,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAf14ZtyAQC3
我,同樣是帶著憂愁的心應邀。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAheALYAd5Ba
我在享受我假裝的快樂時,1033Please respect copyright.PENANANgzI8n2M0H
浩然傳訊息來問候我。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAWNinien3Ku
這位朋友算是這了,1033Please respect copyright.PENANACuqx2BtOrQ
我有事總會幫我。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAAboXwDOcf0
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAGKHN0rLn7U
間斷的聊過後,我回家了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAPP6IMGhNlc
才跟浩然仔細地談,1033Please respect copyright.PENANApL5wrck3CO
但他好像在隱瞞些什麼,1033Please respect copyright.PENANADpsZFqQfKc
只說我可以放膽,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAU6n16qjN7U
我有點不明所以,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAjOPbrqWL7K
還是有點兒卻步。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAV3qg1orFMn
回應他說我好好再想。1033Please respect copyright.PENANA304OnKXyBE
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAxYxJhTBJ0X
我依然不知如何是好,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAhI4BnkybQc
我思索,細想,也得不出答案。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAWtPktNngt2
儘管我繼續問浩然,但他仍沒說太多。1033Please respect copyright.PENANATnSOxktHzH
還是不斷的說幫了我,即管放膽。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAoH8TxAaX8a
我也沒多問下去,之後的事,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAqZyWvLwDjC
之後再作打算。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAVucfgs3doG
1033Please respect copyright.PENANALFby8LGkFz
2月17日,星期一,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAzAkSWs0ar3
我如常的回校,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAjvfXLM1mcr
一切都是那樣的正常。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAI24wW1ikCN
我與她的距離,沒有一分的接近,1033Please respect copyright.PENANA5rtUr5JmWL
亦沒有一聲的交流。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAXoYELI7MJT
這天的通識課,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAY56NqgHEXi
我仍是不自覺的注意板上的倒影。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAyq6Dez7XDm
沒有想像著什麼,腦裡一片空白,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAORiiCd3G0N
但有種難以形容的感覺,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAUHYSeH845r
那刻,內心的空蕩,就像一個比冷血更無情的人更無情,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAM9H5oOPnvz
沒一絲感覺,卻隱隱蘊含著一點憂傷。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAUs1bM9ieGm
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAvh2EIWlQ0A
晚上,又再與浩然談上這話題,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAj2ode5BquR
說著說著,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAT12Y1ui0dE
電話突然傳來訊息,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAmedDiggm6E
是她。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAVqDwc9mf5b
我,欲看卻不敢看,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAQBePbvGkCi
手指快要接觸螢幕又縮回去,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAHeX7poAWen
猶豫了數分鐘,還是打開了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANA6GeMBhjUgI
「唔好意思,咁耐先覆你,其實隻手指個檔我睇左啦,不過我都唔知點回應你好,真係唔知打咩好。你打左咁多字,我應得少又好似有D唔尊重你。好多謝你教我數,雖然有時我仲係唔明,不過都係我比較鈍。就黎文憑試啦,你都用多少少時間溫書啦。作為好朋友嘅我,一定支持你,都祝你入到大學,加油啊!!最後就係你我都友誼共存!! BY何思雅上」1033Please respect copyright.PENANAFQvPJyFJXS
看著看著,原來都完了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANA8oUlULRtSy
這天,終於都得到了一個確實的答案。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAjUPSv7DuCA
完結這漫長的旅程。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAccvBHa78WY
再一次覺得,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAiR8Pk6bYvJ
完了,終於都完結了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAwN0FYUSTN1
突然有種解脫了的感覺,1033Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZXw6lzLCb
我的心,還是有一點點的痛,1033Please respect copyright.PENANApie7VvF7Sn
哭的感覺又再湧現,1033Please respect copyright.PENANA6V0qywAk2h
不過,依然流不下眼淚。1033Please respect copyright.PENANA95ZB8QcjYL
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAqz5vCEhgbK
可是...1033Please respect copyright.PENANAOmbklACuVj
之後在校,該怎去面對她呢?1033Please respect copyright.PENANAFooGh8BvhI
是同學?是朋友?還是什麼呢?1033Please respect copyright.PENANAZMIyVwiGzm
依舊的怕去接觸?1033Please respect copyright.PENANAmuRpL2GVHc
那不就是最一般的關係?1033Please respect copyright.PENANAOW2qQodyNM
她不是說友誼共存嗎?1033Please respect copyright.PENANAIk5bwT2ypX
朋友不就成了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANAQTlfpyEiFf
是什麼也好,只管沒帶上那心態,1033Please respect copyright.PENANAaUcph7rMbC
便好了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANA8xokKa1uKc
既然是這樣,做回小鋒們眼中的我便是了。1033Please respect copyright.PENANASks1JKcUKA
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAd2TztgQMme
沒錯,做回那樣的自己...1033Please respect copyright.PENANA1eHbPXhysM
做回自己...1033Please respect copyright.PENANA29S5WQRX5d
1033Please respect copyright.PENANA0PSHoayDTZ
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAjFQuAubu7E
1033Please respect copyright.PENANAOt5DPGF8Af
《你,一直被自己欺騙了》1033Please respect copyright.PENANABHlo5gozqz
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