2月14日,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAvq0f1rENXM
很多人都知道,這天是什麼日子。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAKl2eb64d8H
我的渦輪在前兩天已經運行過度,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAXyVdMM8bkD
這天,停轉了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAJnZAZjZCGb
沒有與她說些什麼,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAtaICWRJ9HB
我不知道她收到電郵後會怎樣,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAqHw6UoJgid
更不知道她看了沒。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAdD0cbpLHIq
她,沒有什麼反應,1032Please respect copyright.PENANApTH09mtwoZ
可能是還沒有看,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAX9Z0QQmhPk
也可能是看了卻不知怎回應,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAVsCHCq7tzn
但我寄望是前者,1032Please respect copyright.PENANA6GwOIZV9GV
浩然亦是這樣猜測,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAKaRjPztcuf
而事實是什麼?1032Please respect copyright.PENANAHY2vjYLy1m
答案就只在她心中。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAfj1PyawORr
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAZshbbNaPRn
這天回到學校,我不期然跟著浩然,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAAlAHrpZ3qJ
他不斷叫我放膽,我不斷的退縮。1032Please respect copyright.PENANABTjUgDgO3x
小息的時候,我們四人,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAWRhY76NqJg
聚在一起,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAqZr8TjteFU
只有我靜著,沒說一句話。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAF5qv1AZNjC
呆呆的站著,聽著,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAA8NCti4EKz
腦裡只在想:要說些什麼,要說些什麼,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAM76l30Wzmr
卻不知該說些什麼。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAaFZuXTXS9O
電郵的事,我又怕大家都尷尬,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAwNXOT62v4k
而且我又沒膽去問。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAmyoW8WSQ21
最後被浩然罵我不說話,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAmekJAtjsNL
我想,但我真的說不出。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAxZjnXIAapJ
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAebj4JN9Xf0
大家都忙於準備下一課的用品,1032Please respect copyright.PENANANNUbbpeV7B
我...1032Please respect copyright.PENANAZQeZRIInRo
旱就在我的座位附近等待著,1032Please respect copyright.PENANA8KYc44SzDe
不過,上天就是喜歡玩弄人,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAnbh2yhDfoX
偏偏讓我聽到些傷盡人心的話,1032Please respect copyright.PENANA5yjCuJLePc
我低沉了好一段時間,1032Please respect copyright.PENANArmIj5RPjql
她與他應該有意開始了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAe4dsA2z9vc
我,就如現在的物理課的處境,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAAe9BSQ6kwO
只有獨自一人,仿似那些要獨處的人,1032Please respect copyright.PENANATNzkNVRazu
身邊沒有人會在意他的存在,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAd7rEmMlWWe
他亦不會在意身邊發生的事。1032Please respect copyright.PENANATPzBW2NFkx
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAqrD3LiGF8x
曾經喜歡獨個兒的我,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAsMlRQ5Fp3c
如今一點都不喜歡,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAWjbdUyNq0a
更覺反感,根本並非我所想像的好。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAn3le3aqTiT
1032Please respect copyright.PENANA009gCObYYB
放學,不用多說,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAOJji4MDa0i
在沒人留意的情況下,回家了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAadibdKSK3S
打機聽歌,和等待晚上的聚會。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAOJGvhOpJTx
浩然更不用說,比我更早離校了,1032Please respect copyright.PENANASTTnfrhZxZ
不知他這晚會做些什麼呢?1032Please respect copyright.PENANA0kNbPeIGpi
不過我也沒心情理會太多。1032Please respect copyright.PENANA4jtHFgsw5I
1032Please respect copyright.PENANA2PBn16Rpud
這晚,同樣是小鋒他們的聚會,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAkBoHhKOXop
我,同樣是帶著憂愁的心應邀。1032Please respect copyright.PENANADgKnjOAtVj
我在享受我假裝的快樂時,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAllAGSXRDva
浩然傳訊息來問候我。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAsACKF1eN96
這位朋友算是這了,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAa7HWFXaA2H
我有事總會幫我。1032Please respect copyright.PENANA8RwlrSmmBZ
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAZoA6QOJTE6
間斷的聊過後,我回家了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAijHfRTlXtA
才跟浩然仔細地談,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAsyjIxkJKMg
但他好像在隱瞞些什麼,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAhccyXlj9ks
只說我可以放膽,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAtwphdwmxNv
我有點不明所以,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAdSqWA22FJO
還是有點兒卻步。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAwMmZd49fwL
回應他說我好好再想。1032Please respect copyright.PENANA6S0BPneHSe
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAzFbPM80R5X
我依然不知如何是好,1032Please respect copyright.PENANA7EgzLyfPyG
我思索,細想,也得不出答案。1032Please respect copyright.PENANALwupm1dYBi
儘管我繼續問浩然,但他仍沒說太多。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAHxIKy5IcDB
還是不斷的說幫了我,即管放膽。1032Please respect copyright.PENANA8AjOiHYXBw
我也沒多問下去,之後的事,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAuveVPlanga
之後再作打算。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAbuPvYmy3TW
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAuQs57GDtYe
2月17日,星期一,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAJalVvjhF8d
我如常的回校,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAmrt9t7W0j4
一切都是那樣的正常。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAAGX4CuZjT0
我與她的距離,沒有一分的接近,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAcw5EGJZUri
亦沒有一聲的交流。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAnYwBpNbx9d
這天的通識課,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAD1fnHuygDR
我仍是不自覺的注意板上的倒影。1032Please respect copyright.PENANA8xiymM1BbW
沒有想像著什麼,腦裡一片空白,1032Please respect copyright.PENANABoJN11nPaR
但有種難以形容的感覺,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAbkYo7tv6XX
那刻,內心的空蕩,就像一個比冷血更無情的人更無情,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAJrKsy6vphT
沒一絲感覺,卻隱隱蘊含著一點憂傷。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAjuKwsSHGyp
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAV8YXm0aHSz
晚上,又再與浩然談上這話題,1032Please respect copyright.PENANA19DCa2B1wb
說著說著,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAO1KpClGDke
電話突然傳來訊息,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAeB53gb1rrx
是她。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAvLt9twaQVJ
我,欲看卻不敢看,1032Please respect copyright.PENANApwcOgMMaLf
手指快要接觸螢幕又縮回去,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAHT8D8EM3b0
猶豫了數分鐘,還是打開了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAlNXMh9jte7
「唔好意思,咁耐先覆你,其實隻手指個檔我睇左啦,不過我都唔知點回應你好,真係唔知打咩好。你打左咁多字,我應得少又好似有D唔尊重你。好多謝你教我數,雖然有時我仲係唔明,不過都係我比較鈍。就黎文憑試啦,你都用多少少時間溫書啦。作為好朋友嘅我,一定支持你,都祝你入到大學,加油啊!!最後就係你我都友誼共存!! BY何思雅上」1032Please respect copyright.PENANARM67f9OCfL
看著看著,原來都完了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAXplqjwwsPi
這天,終於都得到了一個確實的答案。1032Please respect copyright.PENANA2565nTbYn9
完結這漫長的旅程。1032Please respect copyright.PENANARWkeB5WOBc
再一次覺得,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAIjMk0JdjhV
完了,終於都完結了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAVy5lK8HTTK
突然有種解脫了的感覺,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAAqEfNIapyE
我的心,還是有一點點的痛,1032Please respect copyright.PENANAkd0w71CFU6
哭的感覺又再湧現,1032Please respect copyright.PENANA4EH06cRaT6
不過,依然流不下眼淚。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAP2ibQjCFIq
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAZg4Aunefdv
可是...1032Please respect copyright.PENANA2dp6b5Kx1d
之後在校,該怎去面對她呢?1032Please respect copyright.PENANAJMXefij7uq
是同學?是朋友?還是什麼呢?1032Please respect copyright.PENANA6gyZNWznaJ
依舊的怕去接觸?1032Please respect copyright.PENANAxFkwd0ihzS
那不就是最一般的關係?1032Please respect copyright.PENANAo5EGenwr3Z
她不是說友誼共存嗎?1032Please respect copyright.PENANAyDPzaot0t8
朋友不就成了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAnzzf2vnkur
是什麼也好,只管沒帶上那心態,1032Please respect copyright.PENANALiHlcrntFn
便好了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAqDcEH5V7v8
既然是這樣,做回小鋒們眼中的我便是了。1032Please respect copyright.PENANAaVFDBDeQgu
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAdUeUTVKPNG
沒錯,做回那樣的自己...1032Please respect copyright.PENANAePr4iHW2RQ
做回自己...1032Please respect copyright.PENANAj3LcQqTci7
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAKDGMi8Iksb
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAZK60Qmxhc6
1032Please respect copyright.PENANAWXRdkKOQj0
《你,一直被自己欺騙了》1032Please respect copyright.PENANAPZZfC7I2tV
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