1月14日,凌晨5時多。535Please respect copyright.PENANAOtJyCXG20r
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。535Please respect copyright.PENANADbPnnNcSkS
大家都在熟睡中,535Please respect copyright.PENANAbJrhmH16Tl
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,535Please respect copyright.PENANANRth9RFb8q
不自覺的再次想起她。535Please respect copyright.PENANAf6gLDdCNLJ
我,很想長睡下去,535Please respect copyright.PENANAxJuAvuxwnc
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。535Please respect copyright.PENANA1EvKJMyONi
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。535Please respect copyright.PENANAENNH7bjGL7
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。535Please respect copyright.PENANAtSW16lW8ay
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,535Please respect copyright.PENANAUGxpggjnC3
血水慢慢的滲出。535Please respect copyright.PENANAQOjPoMAtYU
535Please respect copyright.PENANAdgui6nLqB5
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。535Please respect copyright.PENANA2yBeYXjGOA
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。535Please respect copyright.PENANAYB6QymPOII
起來梳洗,535Please respect copyright.PENANAsPNCrW1X1K
執拾行裝。535Please respect copyright.PENANAMeoHK4KeZi
準備與朋友集合。535Please respect copyright.PENANAiNxZxDI6P6
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,535Please respect copyright.PENANA3KimtNgHUx
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。535Please respect copyright.PENANAIsOYjAKveh
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。535Please respect copyright.PENANAm74kU0SRDd
或者一切都因為我的被動,535Please respect copyright.PENANAYheTKwryrn
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,535Please respect copyright.PENANAzAxw522fPb
導致我的失敗。535Please respect copyright.PENANAsDOXt1V7gu
535Please respect copyright.PENANAndM8ZFCbk2
若不是早已應邀,535Please respect copyright.PENANARKy0zohr7p
我想,我還是留在家中,535Please respect copyright.PENANAHbwf4vlleS
白白的消磨時間。535Please respect copyright.PENANAkxSRIenvIP
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,535Please respect copyright.PENANA9CZ6TBJy5u
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。535Please respect copyright.PENANAdPbboGr4BS
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,535Please respect copyright.PENANAMyZIPgJfHC
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。535Please respect copyright.PENANAi3WvxRBX9Q
535Please respect copyright.PENANAixsBOONb8f
我們乘坐慢船。535Please respect copyright.PENANAxCbeDKvtyQ
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,535Please respect copyright.PENANAL8CrBOraUn
然後開展我們的「賭局」。535Please respect copyright.PENANA2TzJLt5Vuz
我們玩得有說有笑,535Please respect copyright.PENANAjcT1zYmBfE
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。535Please respect copyright.PENANAqRon7kLjPP
我內心的景象,也是如此。535Please respect copyright.PENANAaVkOje0kgb
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,535Please respect copyright.PENANARCWRI1I0kW
尋得他們的燈光。535Please respect copyright.PENANAEOcVseBWFH
535Please respect copyright.PENANAX9Q2ysbpo7
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。535Please respect copyright.PENANAGIgXtfbFzd
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,535Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5uxws2oIQ
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,535Please respect copyright.PENANA9AEiC5ErNf
玩玩聊聊。535Please respect copyright.PENANASyltmVuT8K
535Please respect copyright.PENANAoHMhBpV1sR
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說535Please respect copyright.PENANAsWnTcjzz5o
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說535Please respect copyright.PENANAU1CPH8aDdL
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應535Please respect copyright.PENANAw0XTzb99AO
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAm3CQrwoJod
535Please respect copyright.PENANA9gjZjjXDsG
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。535Please respect copyright.PENANAqiCZhnHEeY
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。535Please respect copyright.PENANA0qJRbAEcLB
記得,535Please respect copyright.PENANA9PSZ1WQ8qn
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,535Please respect copyright.PENANA2hXT1qK7cC
四處找朋友拍照留念。535Please respect copyright.PENANAX6dTeRiJz3
我,只是一個留級的同學,535Please respect copyright.PENANApQlCFHP1Hs
又不主動認識其他人,535Please respect copyright.PENANAzF5clKpcv0
沒有人找上,也正常不過。535Please respect copyright.PENANARO1aoWNJc4
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。535Please respect copyright.PENANANpl4xdHvXl
不過,535Please respect copyright.PENANAwS82iWOCYq
她對我已經……535Please respect copyright.PENANAapHuqYGPn7
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,535Please respect copyright.PENANA1SyKTQN7zq
其實,535Please respect copyright.PENANA3SgaTF9Ncf
心裡還是渴望著。535Please respect copyright.PENANAl5aLpSp9yn
535Please respect copyright.PENANACwef9KIImH
最終,都得到實現。535Please respect copyright.PENANAYzTDtA5MhW
不過,535Please respect copyright.PENANAC8Goev7qLk
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。535Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9bKYBzc8L
我不喜在她這樣的態度,535Please respect copyright.PENANAcb8zx7iWaD
不是想說她態度欠佳,535Please respect copyright.PENANAf0nkUIc8UY
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。535Please respect copyright.PENANAQOFFGKoz4I
535Please respect copyright.PENANAWRcoJWVC5j
眼見面前一班好友,535Please respect copyright.PENANARaRIJUZSJJ
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。535Please respect copyright.PENANAI0pacbNmwm
過了好一段時間,535Please respect copyright.PENANAGbdZrMeucU
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。535Please respect copyright.PENANA9aGM94VZsd
偏偏在上山的時候,535Please respect copyright.PENANACsrYOzocFZ
我突然感到一陣納悶,535Please respect copyright.PENANA1fcAcQ8fXq
那刻,我在想,535Please respect copyright.PENANA00IASmhgqD
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?535Please respect copyright.PENANATDVwJCuer2
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。535Please respect copyright.PENANAQcSpO25Yet
良久,終於下山,535Please respect copyright.PENANASXRQE16MDg
時間來到下午五時多,535Please respect copyright.PENANAch4rgqo8Ob
我不適的感覺重了,535Please respect copyright.PENANAoT4mragO0F
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,535Please respect copyright.PENANAWBujqZepEr
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。535Please respect copyright.PENANAeFLZcFaZ2l
535Please respect copyright.PENANAJy30dt6eGB
終於舒暢了,535Please respect copyright.PENANA2NZhxCQfBl
可惜,535Please respect copyright.PENANAvi7Mc8RzNE
過了不足兩小時,535Please respect copyright.PENANAOV8fC2SJuG
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,535Please respect copyright.PENANAdrLbqWYAnt
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。535Please respect copyright.PENANA1GV2PwTvD8
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。535Please respect copyright.PENANACyhTjIwSYs
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。535Please respect copyright.PENANADxpUiFc3VF
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。535Please respect copyright.PENANA65cGu9H8oc
535Please respect copyright.PENANArfwbUZnqvD
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲535Please respect copyright.PENANAIQ8R6bqAeI
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAeJN6ATpprq
「回去好好休息吧。」535Please respect copyright.PENANArSBACCTQGh
535Please respect copyright.PENANAdg0JshSnYU
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAvioFR1WJV7
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。535Please respect copyright.PENANAOoFI5kABrB
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,535Please respect copyright.PENANA0bmubcqSLx
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,535Please respect copyright.PENANAfsndsLYJ9B
無奈已經沒可能了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAHMXRD35pMx
535Please respect copyright.PENANACnZB5bbHCn
晚上十時多,535Please respect copyright.PENANAsKs2ZwKxWf
終於回到家裡,535Please respect copyright.PENANASD5Zl0ztGf
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,535Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ14c2e4TI
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,535Please respect copyright.PENANAME1weBtPdF
我,肚瀉了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAMGo0RJB5Ux
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,535Please respect copyright.PENANAnPvh7KsEwJ
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。535Please respect copyright.PENANAhzqvJ0CdO0
本打算藉今天散散心,535Please respect copyright.PENANAUDjj4DUYli
卻又嘔又瀉。535Please respect copyright.PENANABXFWkbMzIp
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。535Please respect copyright.PENANAYMNKuspA1h
閉起雙眼,535Please respect copyright.PENANAKpmz0YCaYZ
更見黑暗,535Please respect copyright.PENANAUHDHS7NiKM
更感孤寂。535Please respect copyright.PENANADcOdoYIgok
我,很想很想...535Please respect copyright.PENANAXLATnWuKiw
很想痛哭一場。535Please respect copyright.PENANAb8kwe6EIzK
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。535Please respect copyright.PENANACsJfJwJ0QL
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,535Please respect copyright.PENANAK2MmrJ2o4M
但我卻無法哭一場。535Please respect copyright.PENANAk00cY6O54y
味苦,535Please respect copyright.PENANAH04sPtdliG
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,535Please respect copyright.PENANAyO4At0i5WH
辛苦。535Please respect copyright.PENANAti7M7DlZzp
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,535Please respect copyright.PENANAZE0JCF1Zdk
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,535Please respect copyright.PENANAXJjDCmqiiO
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。535Please respect copyright.PENANAINI5yEoe41
535Please respect copyright.PENANAeY0Ats9tb8
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。535Please respect copyright.PENANAffn0pvyBUP
其實,我想不出一位。535Please respect copyright.PENANAaaT6WINOYd
其實,我身邊都沒有。535Please respect copyright.PENANASWM1VtO6me
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,535Please respect copyright.PENANAVhdW2QQ5jW
減下痛苦。535Please respect copyright.PENANAgoThaE90iZ
535Please respect copyright.PENANABpMUMbQt3w
535Please respect copyright.PENANA4PsnNDxBy7
535Please respect copyright.PENANAPK695vY3lu
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色535Please respect copyright.PENANAmhpW0m6Vsw
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了535Please respect copyright.PENANAsuDwTsL2nD
你已經決定了 你已經決定了535Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZTE77VgWS
535Please respect copyright.PENANAC9PN8eNMiL
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著535Please respect copyright.PENANA30W90AUNM0
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了535Please respect copyright.PENANAnCM74Bj8pC
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割535Please respect copyright.PENANAA3llWAM8Gx
535Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zc3Ro4172
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色535Please respect copyright.PENANAQsekUS9ppQ
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了535Please respect copyright.PENANAwaG8qwhzxx
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼535Please respect copyright.PENANAED9ISpJ5Pb
535Please respect copyright.PENANAiLRVNzUj7B
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了535Please respect copyright.PENANAQuZl3Ipprt
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇535Please respect copyright.PENANA3lTO3C0173
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著535Please respect copyright.PENANAyiAOdaEn4e
535Please respect copyright.PENANAgTIKDXuF5A
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色535Please respect copyright.PENANAzI366B6aEf
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了535Please respect copyright.PENANAWVz0y1RizU
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼535Please respect copyright.PENANA7sZnD1fWps
535Please respect copyright.PENANALywkZIvknr
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合535Please respect copyright.PENANAvflgy6U0RB
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河535Please respect copyright.PENANAn7YQG15T3H
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了535Please respect copyright.PENANAaWksr2u2ys
然後才後悔著535Please respect copyright.PENANAZgGNhhidJr
535Please respect copyright.PENANAvU2oochxO9
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色535Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ci4CeW6nX
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了535Please respect copyright.PENANAHMEAAPqgWY
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼535Please respect copyright.PENANAQJCL07oRkc
535Please respect copyright.PENANAhRHp0JtJh0
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合535Please respect copyright.PENANAECO8SYyxWF
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河535Please respect copyright.PENANAUtLwaDzSVS
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了535Please respect copyright.PENANAifLgIiTg0W
535Please respect copyright.PENANAkZLeagJROr
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色535Please respect copyright.PENANAHm1CwBF0pZ
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢535Please respect copyright.PENANAfTSzCGYNuQ
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻535Please respect copyright.PENANAkguAnRnZMg
重新開始活著535Please respect copyright.PENANAVFy0wMi3yc
535Please respect copyright.PENANAfgy6Rrv5L6
535Please respect copyright.PENANAWME2d0EE97
535Please respect copyright.PENANAbjuBACwKuw
《你,不是真正的快樂》535Please respect copyright.PENANA6x9XZIenYS
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