1月14日,凌晨5時多。1054Please respect copyright.PENANANjDTM886hA
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。1054Please respect copyright.PENANABnOwRjKddd
大家都在熟睡中,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAk0h8inmgrg
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQsIKetgQ42
不自覺的再次想起她。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8Om4P4FzHX
我,很想長睡下去,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAszJu39eOC3
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKO3AnRO7bz
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFQlp1ru7pJ
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAm9dE3fozsz
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAf3ejMkwMH2
血水慢慢的滲出。1054Please respect copyright.PENANArKeSubcO9V
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdtEZrFClqe
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAnSD8pVbF5q
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3bFocSBICk
起來梳洗,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKHf4stHpLN
執拾行裝。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAIWdIEPO21w
準備與朋友集合。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbKO1yZP0Sg
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAzeDZ9vzPtg
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFSWIcPfzXw
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAuVXsd5ajNI
或者一切都因為我的被動,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGiOji0SLwq
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,1054Please respect copyright.PENANALEDtLvaFMD
導致我的失敗。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAAh2OjUpJf9
1054Please respect copyright.PENANABRcPC3Udm8
若不是早已應邀,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPSKVRHeQyg
我想,我還是留在家中,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3xKaWPrJRk
白白的消磨時間。1054Please respect copyright.PENANApmTR3hCSco
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAk5NC7fFD1K
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。1054Please respect copyright.PENANALiKdRVR5bY
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHxLdybDjQH
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6VmkKJXUXz
1054Please respect copyright.PENANARHlW11VGA7
我們乘坐慢船。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAaOaz48k7Lv
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA59TdYEAymA
然後開展我們的「賭局」。1054Please respect copyright.PENANACa3cCQOoQb
我們玩得有說有笑,1054Please respect copyright.PENANASHul3rQ30O
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZtkjMdvW42
我內心的景象,也是如此。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlplm8NPOKB
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAwKtavysLAm
尋得他們的燈光。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3uAXEBMJBd
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgTQ4WvtOd8
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKelDzykRif
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,1054Please respect copyright.PENANATCiyZb5ZWp
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6LZoG0NNpE
玩玩聊聊。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkw7ugw5Xid
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAOKjBDqNGtI
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2IuNLHYojL
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說1054Please respect copyright.PENANAL7THCEg4Kx
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應1054Please respect copyright.PENANAMUQRpa28tP
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJnEzbOrJMP
1054Please respect copyright.PENANALXGlTZwROQ
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAT9JZnrQfMM
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvWcpecM0Xk
記得,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA7aVpdYQfWQ
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA84xtZtDDTF
四處找朋友拍照留念。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZr7M0avnUr
我,只是一個留級的同學,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAV17kyMBcS0
又不主動認識其他人,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAs5zLuAuhNA
沒有人找上,也正常不過。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAug9OIeaGgV
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。1054Please respect copyright.PENANATGjeyJOwdT
不過,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAMR8NICPwXA
她對我已經……1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlx5E0niy3G
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAAFJAZsuI63
其實,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjj4Qk81wSB
心裡還是渴望著。1054Please respect copyright.PENANARhzMlS8Dkm
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAfdWyGL6tMv
最終,都得到實現。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtqCsxSDc4C
不過,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbRhaVJrvrB
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA561xRWtrDV
我不喜在她這樣的態度,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAhikfCyZWaa
不是想說她態度欠佳,1054Please respect copyright.PENANADIkNRmnnay
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。1054Please respect copyright.PENANATgiDWpWWY2
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA0affvUU8eP
眼見面前一班好友,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8UM1T0HLGo
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXdc5Mt4ob1
過了好一段時間,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6d8vdsEnnP
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUCO6EyTmCw
偏偏在上山的時候,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPSaBfqTyqe
我突然感到一陣納悶,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAeudDvdzGSJ
那刻,我在想,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAV9SALaSVTH
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1dPdtWU8DJ
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。1054Please respect copyright.PENANABgH3gWnzK6
良久,終於下山,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEpy4YqAlew
時間來到下午五時多,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA0QHQfGH2if
我不適的感覺重了,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6lHrFANbld
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ8TJ5Dnt2
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXuA4TL3em0
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEd8PEc6fLD
終於舒暢了,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAm13vkt0T6y
可惜,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6pOWQGztm
過了不足兩小時,1054Please respect copyright.PENANA025t2GU0dv
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAaPju2ojCe5
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA9hrMvPvWYC
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHpZvp07tbJ
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAO4c9dykb7g
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAsR3prMcQNK
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAibjDDHBfMY
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtGMEuwKsJz
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtUDWwRQ6EI
「回去好好休息吧。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAruQ26sc8Ax
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6F3h8oCkVw
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。1054Please respect copyright.PENANArjAhVYudfF
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2uJ4y0jKBr
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,1054Please respect copyright.PENANANWoydCaWLe
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPwatGifpAB
無奈已經沒可能了。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUCa6GHnRBC
1054Please respect copyright.PENANApvByNXg44q
晚上十時多,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAL695IlfemH
終於回到家裡,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAYDHF1diYFP
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjlUX9J0P9c
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAU579LbejmV
我,肚瀉了。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxSBFO9itb4
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAzgkEeHro8I
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。1054Please respect copyright.PENANApoyAMVPY33
本打算藉今天散散心,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUFDx4kLTwH
卻又嘔又瀉。1054Please respect copyright.PENANABfku3EjU2Y
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA0BDIqgcjA0
閉起雙眼,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGvcpzPq4x8
更見黑暗,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAnAJpP3fN07
更感孤寂。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAWAjSb4TqOd
我,很想很想...1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5O2zIEgwN
很想痛哭一場。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAC3WERkBAXL
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA9kt9rG1eSq
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAT4QbZb3TeJ
但我卻無法哭一場。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAufXe70owDL
味苦,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAim8O97AQhk
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQdbY2KcRfD
辛苦。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAIMre960gSa
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGIg0OYmeSs
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAizAqtNYriM
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGIA7dmJRSD
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6pKaU3WgYr
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZmaSa8znsh
其實,我想不出一位。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAMMBjO0hXSW
其實,我身邊都沒有。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAyFcZkVdB7d
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEId6pAPrwj
減下痛苦。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA00fUCdPpve
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFtkry40c7v
1054Please respect copyright.PENANARJ5fqf3361
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA60tdjaDJcs
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色1054Please respect copyright.PENANArJMIcNqQRr
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAwiunHINyU4
你已經決定了 你已經決定了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmtx0t8uDmS
1054Please respect copyright.PENANALnqEec5ooj
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9CM7u6tIl
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmIYAPaT0Zs
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgqBUsb8xx0
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiUUPivhBm7
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFuMZGEnKb5
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了1054Please respect copyright.PENANADDltCbOGyP
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼1054Please respect copyright.PENANA75EwA4Iv9G
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkvtwmvNdLT
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXM7VOGEH5m
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1IQRx0BYmy
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著1054Please respect copyright.PENANASgCmi5o10s
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVlMfhgHLHD
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlPA8T2yS2K
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAnmnhl5brca
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼1054Please respect copyright.PENANAersayobVtT
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1FFxyNLWMn
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKWh6WAZuT3
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河1054Please respect copyright.PENANADiMcwXbDJR
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAcdQIta0cgR
然後才後悔著1054Please respect copyright.PENANAR3mUXmAIdF
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjcZxzgIxyb
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色1054Please respect copyright.PENANA4B8xflFj14
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了1054Please respect copyright.PENANACR0stuMxkI
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼1054Please respect copyright.PENANAeRf2x9cCSG
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkzKcIB9XEi
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合1054Please respect copyright.PENANASAa33VDl36
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河1054Please respect copyright.PENANAs0zM6Tmbxg
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtlzm8KBKdT
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAhkKdpMtx4g
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvLdgSzqmrJ
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢1054Please respect copyright.PENANASlTcKb74OT
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻1054Please respect copyright.PENANAf9XtkkztxF
重新開始活著1054Please respect copyright.PENANAz2OM3bLTH5
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkAz3lyfOni
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGyIfAZjiuf
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmLbeejgGJa
《你,不是真正的快樂》1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVnNXwjW1Da
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