2月14日,505Please respect copyright.PENANAEfTZyngh8s
很多人都知道,這天是什麼日子。505Please respect copyright.PENANAWlxigUf93T
我的渦輪在前兩天已經運行過度,505Please respect copyright.PENANAqWufsd5VUs
這天,停轉了。505Please respect copyright.PENANA27DZ2MCWW9
沒有與她說些什麼,505Please respect copyright.PENANAMlO3EI49JQ
我不知道她收到電郵後會怎樣,505Please respect copyright.PENANAXg1XJmnCzo
更不知道她看了沒。505Please respect copyright.PENANAGtGCF3RlTQ
她,沒有什麼反應,505Please respect copyright.PENANAGaTpI15TbV
可能是還沒有看,505Please respect copyright.PENANAtdGBST3hYs
也可能是看了卻不知怎回應,505Please respect copyright.PENANA6LsAA19gF1
但我寄望是前者,505Please respect copyright.PENANAt48MGNPZ2h
浩然亦是這樣猜測,505Please respect copyright.PENANAjAbRS2WXLy
而事實是什麼?505Please respect copyright.PENANAVFN6g6ZUut
答案就只在她心中。505Please respect copyright.PENANAyV9FKfj64d
505Please respect copyright.PENANA9r3eW9NzYG
這天回到學校,我不期然跟著浩然,505Please respect copyright.PENANAWPpyA1SXKm
他不斷叫我放膽,我不斷的退縮。505Please respect copyright.PENANAN1xfAT345v
小息的時候,我們四人,505Please respect copyright.PENANAjG8D2RA12k
聚在一起,505Please respect copyright.PENANA3y3TRU8nLd
只有我靜著,沒說一句話。505Please respect copyright.PENANAG54KtOhxCJ
呆呆的站著,聽著,505Please respect copyright.PENANA7ly1ImypgE
腦裡只在想:要說些什麼,要說些什麼,505Please respect copyright.PENANABljUSqgqLI
卻不知該說些什麼。505Please respect copyright.PENANAFvFHDr2zFi
電郵的事,我又怕大家都尷尬,505Please respect copyright.PENANAiTtQdyMuoH
而且我又沒膽去問。505Please respect copyright.PENANA9M4uv3ugwu
最後被浩然罵我不說話,505Please respect copyright.PENANAAWZjpJmO6O
我想,但我真的說不出。505Please respect copyright.PENANA0H9fvzSYzV
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大家都忙於準備下一課的用品,505Please respect copyright.PENANAwIs0ItEYnp
我...505Please respect copyright.PENANAHYbSMjIaTi
旱就在我的座位附近等待著,505Please respect copyright.PENANAXqssnPYZ2L
不過,上天就是喜歡玩弄人,505Please respect copyright.PENANAaVApO10mL3
偏偏讓我聽到些傷盡人心的話,505Please respect copyright.PENANA8vunB6qSMr
我低沉了好一段時間,505Please respect copyright.PENANAkoftqRFw0O
她與他應該有意開始了。505Please respect copyright.PENANAzTMwqBM6U6
我,就如現在的物理課的處境,505Please respect copyright.PENANA7sztSsrv4a
只有獨自一人,仿似那些要獨處的人,505Please respect copyright.PENANA7KWqSK3jGP
身邊沒有人會在意他的存在,505Please respect copyright.PENANAQHx5fDkHcT
他亦不會在意身邊發生的事。505Please respect copyright.PENANAG2vWzD7jWN
505Please respect copyright.PENANAQXTOFNQHTq
曾經喜歡獨個兒的我,505Please respect copyright.PENANA19cDgPALHR
如今一點都不喜歡,505Please respect copyright.PENANAWplDHJhRxl
更覺反感,根本並非我所想像的好。505Please respect copyright.PENANAELaBYVQhe5
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放學,不用多說,505Please respect copyright.PENANAfYgUAPUHlI
在沒人留意的情況下,回家了。505Please respect copyright.PENANA6B6WJrrCFj
打機聽歌,和等待晚上的聚會。505Please respect copyright.PENANAK2Qs2hZ2Cg
浩然更不用說,比我更早離校了,505Please respect copyright.PENANAeDoWhETrrP
不知他這晚會做些什麼呢?505Please respect copyright.PENANAqalFIr6JHh
不過我也沒心情理會太多。505Please respect copyright.PENANAnT160m9JZb
505Please respect copyright.PENANAM2YCFPgjgO
這晚,同樣是小鋒他們的聚會,505Please respect copyright.PENANAvdNXmNPlw4
我,同樣是帶著憂愁的心應邀。505Please respect copyright.PENANAg9q2QGay4r
我在享受我假裝的快樂時,505Please respect copyright.PENANAeE5hqEcMEM
浩然傳訊息來問候我。505Please respect copyright.PENANAraUNspqbXp
這位朋友算是這了,505Please respect copyright.PENANAhreLAKuM3E
我有事總會幫我。505Please respect copyright.PENANAyPrQUIa9Sv
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間斷的聊過後,我回家了。505Please respect copyright.PENANAPQAcmzZX5M
才跟浩然仔細地談,505Please respect copyright.PENANA3eTwct0xoC
但他好像在隱瞞些什麼,505Please respect copyright.PENANAvaDvhAjQk8
只說我可以放膽,505Please respect copyright.PENANAO7HfQeNU9p
我有點不明所以,505Please respect copyright.PENANAWKQmDE0Hxz
還是有點兒卻步。505Please respect copyright.PENANAL40N3rsiJN
回應他說我好好再想。505Please respect copyright.PENANAC7kSldtw69
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我依然不知如何是好,505Please respect copyright.PENANAAyV5RYsUJi
我思索,細想,也得不出答案。505Please respect copyright.PENANAntwuzE6Kdc
儘管我繼續問浩然,但他仍沒說太多。505Please respect copyright.PENANAd0g1AobMKg
還是不斷的說幫了我,即管放膽。505Please respect copyright.PENANA8ALf11IBVk
我也沒多問下去,之後的事,505Please respect copyright.PENANATzpiabUeuH
之後再作打算。505Please respect copyright.PENANAm7znavHMj2
505Please respect copyright.PENANADINLLNWrTb
2月17日,星期一,505Please respect copyright.PENANAKUjnpunBAX
我如常的回校,505Please respect copyright.PENANArb4ABOgwQT
一切都是那樣的正常。505Please respect copyright.PENANASV5weUsQQs
我與她的距離,沒有一分的接近,505Please respect copyright.PENANAE8SiBqxO0m
亦沒有一聲的交流。505Please respect copyright.PENANABR6rzkaPn7
這天的通識課,505Please respect copyright.PENANAE1uJoVtHMq
我仍是不自覺的注意板上的倒影。505Please respect copyright.PENANAgQcI5TdXaU
沒有想像著什麼,腦裡一片空白,505Please respect copyright.PENANAPsB18zl8Qa
但有種難以形容的感覺,505Please respect copyright.PENANAd8h3clxe1f
那刻,內心的空蕩,就像一個比冷血更無情的人更無情,505Please respect copyright.PENANAhFAPWb4R0P
沒一絲感覺,卻隱隱蘊含著一點憂傷。505Please respect copyright.PENANAgZWjDeks3k
505Please respect copyright.PENANAIIFKqE7RnO
晚上,又再與浩然談上這話題,505Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8ZkyD8Oru
說著說著,505Please respect copyright.PENANAf5hLxa8CGW
電話突然傳來訊息,505Please respect copyright.PENANACHmzp2VrTY
是她。505Please respect copyright.PENANAGZlrA9YoKg
我,欲看卻不敢看,505Please respect copyright.PENANAgX90MSW4gy
手指快要接觸螢幕又縮回去,505Please respect copyright.PENANAdZzjdJAkhU
猶豫了數分鐘,還是打開了。505Please respect copyright.PENANAnGB7yrZCvf
「唔好意思,咁耐先覆你,其實隻手指個檔我睇左啦,不過我都唔知點回應你好,真係唔知打咩好。你打左咁多字,我應得少又好似有D唔尊重你。好多謝你教我數,雖然有時我仲係唔明,不過都係我比較鈍。就黎文憑試啦,你都用多少少時間溫書啦。作為好朋友嘅我,一定支持你,都祝你入到大學,加油啊!!最後就係你我都友誼共存!! BY何思雅上」505Please respect copyright.PENANA9sH9jd3b15
看著看著,原來都完了。505Please respect copyright.PENANAnQxLaBqEdW
這天,終於都得到了一個確實的答案。505Please respect copyright.PENANAdhQIJBk0OO
完結這漫長的旅程。505Please respect copyright.PENANAugU7tmZgNX
再一次覺得,505Please respect copyright.PENANAGyHEQIdZPo
完了,終於都完結了。505Please respect copyright.PENANApvOTg8Jkur
突然有種解脫了的感覺,505Please respect copyright.PENANA8S2QmVYT60
我的心,還是有一點點的痛,505Please respect copyright.PENANAAPrCKp6qOI
哭的感覺又再湧現,505Please respect copyright.PENANApRUcj3PhA0
不過,依然流不下眼淚。505Please respect copyright.PENANAIoM4QIqmFn
505Please respect copyright.PENANAuC8qJxRvg5
可是...505Please respect copyright.PENANAd5Z49cl50m
之後在校,該怎去面對她呢?505Please respect copyright.PENANAm2p36FqaAM
是同學?是朋友?還是什麼呢?505Please respect copyright.PENANAxzi8jNCDAf
依舊的怕去接觸?505Please respect copyright.PENANA55739mlOwR
那不就是最一般的關係?505Please respect copyright.PENANAtdHUtDHhcj
她不是說友誼共存嗎?505Please respect copyright.PENANAG4QajwSRjT
朋友不就成了。505Please respect copyright.PENANAQKgL5WGt7f
是什麼也好,只管沒帶上那心態,505Please respect copyright.PENANArVz3P8ENMn
便好了。505Please respect copyright.PENANA6JL2IC35Rn
既然是這樣,做回小鋒們眼中的我便是了。505Please respect copyright.PENANAJMbCuH52H5
505Please respect copyright.PENANAd2gDMmhsEL
沒錯,做回那樣的自己...505Please respect copyright.PENANAW7wqZ9PxpB
做回自己...505Please respect copyright.PENANAYHmLYBjZVs
505Please respect copyright.PENANAl8BzIeV1IJ
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《你,一直被自己欺騙了》505Please respect copyright.PENANAhuLXn3ekB3
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