2月14日,732Please respect copyright.PENANArNEg4cALz3
很多人都知道,這天是什麼日子。732Please respect copyright.PENANAqceAUjup9f
我的渦輪在前兩天已經運行過度,732Please respect copyright.PENANAjTRwkvNqQQ
這天,停轉了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAESkwDe2z34
沒有與她說些什麼,732Please respect copyright.PENANAxOi7EuC4Hx
我不知道她收到電郵後會怎樣,732Please respect copyright.PENANAJUTv2iyWQ9
更不知道她看了沒。732Please respect copyright.PENANAM3qA7Q6xnp
她,沒有什麼反應,732Please respect copyright.PENANA9AnqV5C8uz
可能是還沒有看,732Please respect copyright.PENANAikLLumqhJk
也可能是看了卻不知怎回應,732Please respect copyright.PENANA84wO8JaqeX
但我寄望是前者,732Please respect copyright.PENANAq4beaaZBBO
浩然亦是這樣猜測,732Please respect copyright.PENANARoEVBPlzS0
而事實是什麼?732Please respect copyright.PENANA6yx2MNYk3U
答案就只在她心中。732Please respect copyright.PENANAT3SNxla2S1
732Please respect copyright.PENANAYv09TFoo2j
這天回到學校,我不期然跟著浩然,732Please respect copyright.PENANAejWLd2x3jp
他不斷叫我放膽,我不斷的退縮。732Please respect copyright.PENANAiqU9J2behN
小息的時候,我們四人,732Please respect copyright.PENANA5UcHHQkSBt
聚在一起,732Please respect copyright.PENANAQRBMzZ7ltG
只有我靜著,沒說一句話。732Please respect copyright.PENANApNGVkHa0Pg
呆呆的站著,聽著,732Please respect copyright.PENANAyGMPXnTwwK
腦裡只在想:要說些什麼,要說些什麼,732Please respect copyright.PENANAxXsIYAoQtA
卻不知該說些什麼。732Please respect copyright.PENANACIKj1hB3bJ
電郵的事,我又怕大家都尷尬,732Please respect copyright.PENANAgHZPLyi7K6
而且我又沒膽去問。732Please respect copyright.PENANAQGKnkbSIqN
最後被浩然罵我不說話,732Please respect copyright.PENANAd1r0kIo2eY
我想,但我真的說不出。732Please respect copyright.PENANAavptq5hcjx
732Please respect copyright.PENANAVylv9aWDBj
大家都忙於準備下一課的用品,732Please respect copyright.PENANARPjQePsyJx
我...732Please respect copyright.PENANAVqnEOP8dJG
旱就在我的座位附近等待著,732Please respect copyright.PENANAqiwo0McISl
不過,上天就是喜歡玩弄人,732Please respect copyright.PENANA8yTkb6j8fO
偏偏讓我聽到些傷盡人心的話,732Please respect copyright.PENANAFaPjy7OLu9
我低沉了好一段時間,732Please respect copyright.PENANAENmviTorCD
她與他應該有意開始了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAe5CKw81yZH
我,就如現在的物理課的處境,732Please respect copyright.PENANARs7iJMkO0u
只有獨自一人,仿似那些要獨處的人,732Please respect copyright.PENANAI8HpO7EkaP
身邊沒有人會在意他的存在,732Please respect copyright.PENANAssCvOCclgc
他亦不會在意身邊發生的事。732Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4YDeXacDG
732Please respect copyright.PENANAXakfdQj3ku
曾經喜歡獨個兒的我,732Please respect copyright.PENANAhRjZAXOU7b
如今一點都不喜歡,732Please respect copyright.PENANAuJKZSD0kwr
更覺反感,根本並非我所想像的好。732Please respect copyright.PENANAl38BVJAiyl
732Please respect copyright.PENANAMYua9YQ6nF
放學,不用多說,732Please respect copyright.PENANAR3EPbCpdma
在沒人留意的情況下,回家了。732Please respect copyright.PENANArTLu3xtRrF
打機聽歌,和等待晚上的聚會。732Please respect copyright.PENANANV123ZIjHE
浩然更不用說,比我更早離校了,732Please respect copyright.PENANA2aVoFMPWKx
不知他這晚會做些什麼呢?732Please respect copyright.PENANAaYJn3ilUR1
不過我也沒心情理會太多。732Please respect copyright.PENANA1XTprmTPWe
732Please respect copyright.PENANAW839Qfc1JD
這晚,同樣是小鋒他們的聚會,732Please respect copyright.PENANAh1IlIgV5gf
我,同樣是帶著憂愁的心應邀。732Please respect copyright.PENANAXZw2dibgfA
我在享受我假裝的快樂時,732Please respect copyright.PENANAqDGbLQpfjg
浩然傳訊息來問候我。732Please respect copyright.PENANAvsjPLSKHEH
這位朋友算是這了,732Please respect copyright.PENANANBfF4gmQ8I
我有事總會幫我。732Please respect copyright.PENANAUtEgfMSxGZ
732Please respect copyright.PENANAUlqKDAqtP3
間斷的聊過後,我回家了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAzx2TUyEnsb
才跟浩然仔細地談,732Please respect copyright.PENANAR0v6RL4x43
但他好像在隱瞞些什麼,732Please respect copyright.PENANAUolXXk3omS
只說我可以放膽,732Please respect copyright.PENANAk6StSwI8Vn
我有點不明所以,732Please respect copyright.PENANAb6gS0YjWD8
還是有點兒卻步。732Please respect copyright.PENANABvaOCWdlps
回應他說我好好再想。732Please respect copyright.PENANAbHyWIx4jXQ
732Please respect copyright.PENANA9rZaarmWfx
我依然不知如何是好,732Please respect copyright.PENANAZKAU6rR0Kd
我思索,細想,也得不出答案。732Please respect copyright.PENANAdszrZ70vTg
儘管我繼續問浩然,但他仍沒說太多。732Please respect copyright.PENANAKuj02f73Lq
還是不斷的說幫了我,即管放膽。732Please respect copyright.PENANAfyzwnZ9VLE
我也沒多問下去,之後的事,732Please respect copyright.PENANA8ejBGhiwqO
之後再作打算。732Please respect copyright.PENANAaoJ3RE4o1q
732Please respect copyright.PENANAqKZHHsWinI
2月17日,星期一,732Please respect copyright.PENANA8jbJLmfeDD
我如常的回校,732Please respect copyright.PENANAPD0jwiYCLj
一切都是那樣的正常。732Please respect copyright.PENANAznLZVHm8b7
我與她的距離,沒有一分的接近,732Please respect copyright.PENANAVb6z0EE44T
亦沒有一聲的交流。732Please respect copyright.PENANA95ye2vdfww
這天的通識課,732Please respect copyright.PENANABodY2cxcwM
我仍是不自覺的注意板上的倒影。732Please respect copyright.PENANA4SKkN8Hg8C
沒有想像著什麼,腦裡一片空白,732Please respect copyright.PENANACsTW7egBpQ
但有種難以形容的感覺,732Please respect copyright.PENANAWucL4KHd1G
那刻,內心的空蕩,就像一個比冷血更無情的人更無情,732Please respect copyright.PENANAk6V3MCS471
沒一絲感覺,卻隱隱蘊含著一點憂傷。732Please respect copyright.PENANAXAXgEZFQJq
732Please respect copyright.PENANAV3IDpwGprm
晚上,又再與浩然談上這話題,732Please respect copyright.PENANAyJCCv1yROc
說著說著,732Please respect copyright.PENANAiV6KQMWtgw
電話突然傳來訊息,732Please respect copyright.PENANAIplD3MAqQF
是她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAU5rHNLD1Hj
我,欲看卻不敢看,732Please respect copyright.PENANAeoHGViQ3lT
手指快要接觸螢幕又縮回去,732Please respect copyright.PENANAfV0Xexu4S9
猶豫了數分鐘,還是打開了。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0vQozvjXNW
「唔好意思,咁耐先覆你,其實隻手指個檔我睇左啦,不過我都唔知點回應你好,真係唔知打咩好。你打左咁多字,我應得少又好似有D唔尊重你。好多謝你教我數,雖然有時我仲係唔明,不過都係我比較鈍。就黎文憑試啦,你都用多少少時間溫書啦。作為好朋友嘅我,一定支持你,都祝你入到大學,加油啊!!最後就係你我都友誼共存!! BY何思雅上」732Please respect copyright.PENANAA4N4tIFlrb
看著看著,原來都完了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAMF3cOIc9or
這天,終於都得到了一個確實的答案。732Please respect copyright.PENANAF7vxFEsLcK
完結這漫長的旅程。732Please respect copyright.PENANAZcWNwxHBqO
再一次覺得,732Please respect copyright.PENANA3kO9iO9AAH
完了,終於都完結了。732Please respect copyright.PENANA3wjCGtRiSm
突然有種解脫了的感覺,732Please respect copyright.PENANAHHszzoBofB
我的心,還是有一點點的痛,732Please respect copyright.PENANATg05sxyau4
哭的感覺又再湧現,732Please respect copyright.PENANA1AGIUh1DGM
不過,依然流不下眼淚。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0NUf4FwBt9
732Please respect copyright.PENANACzN9bJNTUU
可是...732Please respect copyright.PENANAXbGiDJQh0i
之後在校,該怎去面對她呢?732Please respect copyright.PENANAWUEeyxnpdQ
是同學?是朋友?還是什麼呢?732Please respect copyright.PENANAtUOn0tXYFS
依舊的怕去接觸?732Please respect copyright.PENANAzPDEPvZ1LH
那不就是最一般的關係?732Please respect copyright.PENANA8FYdlKYDoG
她不是說友誼共存嗎?732Please respect copyright.PENANAbCpshGaA72
朋友不就成了。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0s0xuE3ZZo
是什麼也好,只管沒帶上那心態,732Please respect copyright.PENANAMwwYKAmd1n
便好了。732Please respect copyright.PENANACSNw083eSc
既然是這樣,做回小鋒們眼中的我便是了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAwwWxN1S3ns
732Please respect copyright.PENANAeUPkx2tDWP
沒錯,做回那樣的自己...732Please respect copyright.PENANA7CmLcd8h0u
做回自己...732Please respect copyright.PENANAHVvlRDWlog
732Please respect copyright.PENANAHZBqVL1hPj
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《你,一直被自己欺騙了》732Please respect copyright.PENANAJK0yOmbaYG
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