How should I describe love? The answer: I have no freaking idea.8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHgDkhRVzj 維尼

Finding love is like trying to figure out how deep the pits of Tartarus are. It’s pretty impossible if you didn’t get my stupid reference. You just sorta stumble around until you find the opening to the pit and then the question is: “Should I jump?”8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlf4eTjcEP 維尼

I find myself teetering on this edge quite often. Staring down the dark, bottomless pit. Now that I’m writing more I understand how stupid of me it was to use the pits of Tartarus as an example, but I refuse to change it.  8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW07T0yRNO 維尼

Do I jump and risk the chance of being dragged through hell to make up for my stupidity? Or do I back away and stay safely above ground? I know what you’re thinking: “Maybe being dragged through hell is worth it if in the end you come out with a happy relationship.” To that I say: “Hush, I don’t want to think about that side of things.”8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv5t5OGnkp 維尼

I’ve wanted a partner for a long time now, blinded by the beautiful positives and absolutely taken aback by the horrendous negatives. I weigh the options in my head: 8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0hVfjIcmi 維尼

Pros8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0iLbvwM9w 維尼

• A partner8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZm7eTM5nt 維尼

• No more lonely nights8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60FqdsYtpn 維尼

• Maybe being happy? (Like that could ever happen)8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡXacWedVKM8 維尼

Cons8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡduzII2sOvo 維尼

• Rejection8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcExL1bLxs 維尼

• Arguments8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE51mF02T1 維尼

• Being vulnerable8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZj3m981rL 維尼

After that I just can’t see myself doing it. Giving myself to another only for it to end badly. I would be shattered.8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡgakdDuNLCL 維尼

However, staying alone for another minute will drive me insane. Maybe it’s better to be crazy than in love. Maybe it’s the same thing. 8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJcfVZa7Q7 維尼

Either way, I don’t see another pit coming my way anytime soon.8964 copyright protection437ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEpYJ5iAEl 維尼

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