halfway through grade one, I switched schools. I had just turned 6 and already, i had come to the conclusion that in order to not be bullied, i would need to make myself seem more “cool”. So when it was time for me to start back at school, I came armed with a new new confidence, that maybe, just maybe, I could make a friend. I did, but after grade 1 ended, i no longer went to that school. We had moved 12 hours away. That’s when I met my dad.8964 copyright protection277ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfhoMFJEWg 維尼

our new house was close to the school but we walked the opposite way to a bus stop, that would take us back up the slope we had previously walked down to get to the school. 8964 copyright protection277ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gNYG7j2X9 維尼

The new school was okay, i wasn’t bullied a ton but it wasn’t until grade 4 that i met my crush, he had moved at the start of the year and as we played together and hung out more, my crush grew, and grew. 8964 copyright protection277ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoSyDm8JdD 維尼

My mum got pregnant with twins however and our only option was to move to a bigger house, the next town over. When I told him, I was trying my hardest not to cry, and I almost did, but he started crying. 8964 copyright protection277ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR3VsuULbX 維尼

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He had given me his phone number, but  to my dismay, it was abandoned in the packing u and moving, only to be found a year later while looking through my things. Anxiety beat me on that front as I imagined every horrible situation possible. From grade 6 to grade 9 my best friend teased me about my wish to see him in walmart again or at all during my frequent trips to the next town over. Grade 9 was intersecting however, i was dragged to a youth group and through that youth group, gained an even closer knit group of friends. A majority of us were nerds, as was the youth group the next town over. So a Nerd Night was made. Initionally, me going, wasn’t something I was going to do, but my best friend said she would only go if I went, so, I went. Turns out, my crush was in that group as well, I just didn’t know it yet. As we got to their youth entered we were welcomed and a movie was thrown on, with a a board game going on in the background. We all introduced ourselves, but his name never reached my ears. However when it came time to order pizza, we were paired up and he re-introduced himself. This time, I caught his name. After freaking out internally, and planning our pizza, I headed back towards my best friend, who, once she heard about it, freaked out and started to tell everybody about my crush. We got in trouble for being too loud, but that never stopped us from freaking out. 8964 copyright protection277ＰＥＮＡＮＡEym5mttBSi 維尼

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