I'm sitting in class right now, listening to my teacher talk about what happens to the blood of a dead body. And to be completely honest here I wanna scream my lungs out! I want to scream because of the boredom I live in. I fake smile and fake laugh to make everyone happy, instead of worried about me. I want to escape from all of this though. I wanna be able to breath and feel that I can be myself without someone telling me that I'm a walking sin. People probably look at me and see a girl who is too loud, and too good; but i'm not. I honestly am not a good person. I hate the people around me, I hate the way they look at me or the way they think that I can't hear them whispering about me. I'm tired of life, I'm tired of wasting my days like this, I just want to be free and do what i want for once. I just want to fly away from the pain and cruelty of this world. I don't want to be that girl anymore, I want someone to see that everything about me is not what it seems to be. I just want someone to want to understand me.  But sadly we live in a world where happy-endings don't exist. We live in a world where everything is brutally honest and horrifyingly real world. I hate it and I wish It like the fairy tales in the stories that we read when we were little kids, still innocent  and unknowing of what the real world is really like. I wish that life could have happy endings, that way some of us can actually be happy. 560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi405FuA97f
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