我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqzagRozx3
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXtQlhM5xx
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYRPjdN8y9
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7avwFbmXq
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgSFuyom3E
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbwwa92Lxz
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「你是誰？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdslXstl40
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「長頸鹿。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfTaDFztIO
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「甚麼？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWleMqUxwXd
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「長——頸——鹿——」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKHzRBNFYT
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmDUPBXaN1
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8iR2FWyNi
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcXJ7zMRZv
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「雪櫃。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSTXeMMqRx
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cyT16tHIf
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我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ677C6Vj4G7
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyNEHR7Xye
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu9yUIZGgL
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTMY0t7eKL
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrCYMeeGba
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrt9T21iuo
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLTvdyTOke
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBL8nUU5Bl
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaXGdxFZS4
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjtCnAUuCF
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq8MoUbCNG
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevZ3veTY4i
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gihJ1LNo7
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「噢！謝謝你！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9elUZnECX
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04AmLoPrv7
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lkoU20fFY
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb9J3hslId
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeFDrR2i2O
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0za0ncXGt
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5xb3KL1pT
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLb2r9wnJ2
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaPszEIAc0
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就這樣？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTJyMU8nHv
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8rgDZ0u6N
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太突然！我接受不來！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHlccQZpQY
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbddQF94ue
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO0N6vyz33
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrlm6MN3ag
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5HDWmaKf0
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「那就別去嘗試。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1wZQYXAe6
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8cecbKlcd
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktxnt68JTX
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ct6mHF19w
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2UgFOC0PA
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9hy4QQMZ3
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkhRnQnASZ
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTZaDhkztV
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dn5eZFrex
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKs2z5Oz7C
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「你好。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q8Aq7r37K
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我沒有搭理牠。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuRUnrqI5m
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJUWBXaCHW
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv64FKqM4IN
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBYll1NNCV
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie0tktKiR4
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr30aZ0vK7g
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6urlfVz5I
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I2grs0vsD
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSEqDK3Qks
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NkdaQSOyU
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CUg8lgZU5
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKWEMMp7TQ
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB2eCCyaSj
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT2YYJFJVP
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot2IoIGQuL
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB8ItQuMgF
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq0wui4aiD
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFSGimkMNy
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXjqLt3niW
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「你家在哪？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pq9Sj8ozm
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「草原。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5k3ZkNWe7
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrLmvWfdsB
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ95vfdjzi
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EaCrP1cGs
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「甚麼？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Urtoub2TH
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT282Ibczw
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyqO9QuoPm
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40wyS73ajK
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwADgtFhqF
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcuFIoSxGP
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk4SwxCoij
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp89QLugIR
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZLbtAxf79
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIBSgxQh6S
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdpDOCk7CA
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq3Z75MtAT
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陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGYC2S6qW5
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCDJuMzEGK
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDi9Y5cHX8
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我報以幽幽微笑。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0wsA9aswz
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaP9tWvenl
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrhAMpOzWe
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「只能笑喔。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8IWQ01Lgr
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「何解？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AvPIF9JWA
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「我哭累了。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26yoszDEC5
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvnLKx3wNA
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSiwf4QDKU
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WJL4qCLR
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnaJHJ5w5z
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonkbGEwXnL
「你打算怎樣處理？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMRlqyVW3h
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「回到你身體裡去喔！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeD6Z4BcEb
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我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIXeXKY90T
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像嬰孩。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLOi37WeLY
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我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa0Zi9yocz
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q5x58GTiy
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QMN4nIZA1
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgQAf02yXc
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踏實。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn3pQKkacY
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安全感。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7fMl1ae8H
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcsrga3Zib
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3INrOjGsXN
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcbo2mnHIH
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVxIbh2tyW
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「關於我的呢？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGat2cMAZU
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「現在開始記錄。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXu7w0ZFZX
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJqc51Ouru
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkcASUAgXZ
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxtgXDAhp9
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR3TpJADLS
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若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2cODjYWh8
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我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiAUNDNRMT
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOTMLjnpA9
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXgyMtZwqp
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU3IUKZZE6
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HVXR1xeDY
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVPpXbgPU2
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBj2dEr3MD
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkPM5YTPA5
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou3INSUij5
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToGFRvJZTH
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVf8zDPzbp
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrtrVB86Ou
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLJ9qrYZi0
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LDyDZXGoO
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93cRRyryYa
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不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjWYcaYRT1
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdkocOra2a
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFB2IsNRY2
SOUL1314？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DQOrxXlMX
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我的名字？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwrxsNBHJF
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在我額前？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6v0sgGPyu
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怎麼我不曾察覺？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpZDVDeGp3
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主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGkTumG7j5
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI252VNRNi3
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGyZVEOLEf
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主人答：「是的。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR5oWloPvp
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjxX43irBR
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj253nrHLN
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEFH7ZGAnc
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfJQlcGsy3
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「這是欺騙。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2lX6DmNpq
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqZgW0c04i
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhR270JqNv
「沒有。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8RPrZKSYp
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbqqYYhilv
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6SBpeRiP9
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無所依靠，無所適從。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokPQqr1231
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUblsZYYd6
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY03Vm95JU
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9K9pi8xYN
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnMmjSG9d9
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYsVZD83bO
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oWkuRHxr5
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzJoEqsQWy
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25aBRA7btC
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lFQFNyDSS
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSfRjO5drC
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW9TO5o4Ib
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwc8dkF4i1
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbjb4eMkH6
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剩下的只有我。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WmPli9P5n
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuT29eAgECu
空白空虛空洞的我。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uNTBh2Yex
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5ivE0FNg1
神智不清的我。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJuiJA3FOK
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思緒紊亂的我。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhUR2svWsN
「主人，早安。」我說。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb304aRawt
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyU2opqfKv
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2gyWV4lJJ
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs8tjhiXj0
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6tbhEQz3k
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Crxht1uU
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxjl2oveyV
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0b0KyJhhD
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8pnwPrnvR
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwvOGotPd1
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaZr3IT4Iz
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClHzV6nNoN
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDwOnTDLap
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrQV1XxJU1
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlKDnu1K0E
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我失去一切。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8hQMEvlcK
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQxLKZHDjb
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aCOkm2yAM
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LAqcoLvTO
空白，空虛，空洞。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmVk2hFAMH
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF0RIk8TlG
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJijt7fr3G
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQQAH8sUO7
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4a3EG9KpA
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4NzpI0llG
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MjGwg5aLc
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXpo0COKRM
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa2ojKYpXP
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWB0TVphYx
死意已決。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a9VyM2Q6U
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblQS0wsAA2
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj89UKRiIPZ
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL2O7QKXfx
575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBbNKBwL7U
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi599bej3W
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IE6sPYFWN
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwGKXJlBg9
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgxDtn0WCv
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iqdc2w2EX
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy0ihm9kFL
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有人買它回家。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG1CxVBUTC
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTriUq4MIdw
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8FMHeGbT9
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4RWQ5Uquk
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwXE8F0pSV
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3C7qqeTFW
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh24O1ymIYE
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8unLyolzN
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp34dBaPsx
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF8SUtAzBi
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心境寧靜。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLKyziE4gJ
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生活順利。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmppKfMtq2T
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