小屋裡、睡床邊，她架上老花眼鏡，小心翼翼用開信刀拆開今早收到的奇怪信件。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYqHT9Qbc4
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純白的信封上沒有註明地址，亦沒有郵票、郵戳和收信人姓名。明顯不是透過郵政服務寄來的，而是有人將信件直接放入她的信箱。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqdgBXWKqw
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是誰？有誰會寫信給她這個孤僻木訥的八旬老婦？該不會是兒子——他已好幾年沒有前來探望，電話聯絡亦少之又少……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANHyLSpTlx
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「啊！」看見信中物，她不由得發出一聲驚嘆。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEk61o3YlD
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFZx9F93Nb
壓花書籤。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzpWL7evdP
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qCFMiyRgy
紫藍色的小花在純白色托紙上尤顯孤獨冷清。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDx8llh38I
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL7Nl0Y79c
「毋忘我……」她雙唇微顫，熱淚盈眶，回憶片段有如走馬燈在她腦海中快速運轉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrhBOtUvWE
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTpCXpOfQK
初遇於了無邊際的毋忘我花海……情信信箋一角上畫有一朵線條簡單的毋忘我……他突如其來捧上的毋忘我花束……她在婚宴時戴著的紫藍色毋忘我花形耳環……他在窗前花槽播下毋忘我種子……他因頑皮兒子摘掉花槽裡的毋忘我而氣得流鼻血……他拒絕遷往大屋是因為捨不得花槽裡的心血結晶……年邁的他偶爾忘記淋花施肥……患病的他忘了花、忘了她……她為失智的他戴上紫藍色冷帽，笑說他是一朵毋忘我……每年清明重陽或其他大時大節時，她都會帶上一束毋忘我前往拜祭他……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPAAQguHkz
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難道是老伴的來信？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAiACdKz9v
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQmQkRUAmW
是！一定是老伴自天堂寄來的！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI0hfRwTFY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQhZGexUCQ
明明有很多合情合理的說法去解釋信件來歷，她偏偏選擇相信無從證明的鬼神之說。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQsepMClGw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU8Hdld1kL
或許，真假從不重要，合乎心意的表象才是真正有意義的。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6mcxJ9gMM
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqTbZAaL9z
這來歷不明的壓花書籤正好滿足她對老伴的思念之情。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs94EwcJKXx
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZRBVeJcqY
她流淚，她微笑。她憂傷，她幸福。她空虛，她富足……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrmcmoeI6j
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qWGOtXQss
剎那間，她重新經歷體驗數十載的喜怒憂懼愛憎欲千萬遍，不斷發現、擁有、消磨、失去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQwurC9NdV
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4BTXTwo5u
一切歸空，如夢如幻如泡影。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SnTDgoZQF
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykUloC32zI
努力活著，只為失去？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NtpehC33V
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlL4KY9S49
放眼望去，小屋冷冷清清。兒子遠去，老伴不在。花槽裡的毋忘我早日被鄰近頑童連根拔起，散落滿地，肢離破碎。垂吊耳珠上的花形耳環已然褪色，只餘帶有花亂刮痕的啞色金屬配件。情信信箋受潮發霉，角落的毋忘我污跡斑駁……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL3BaKAy0c
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmAVuau4gu
無論如何用心留住一切，終歸逃不過失去的命運，對嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9EL05vq5P
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpl0lEJ9S1
很累。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpacmAYlmv
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPAX0Xn7gf
放下眼鏡，揉揉眼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLjMnoOlzv
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59Hz9xQgfy
想睡。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNejuA4M7Ps
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnasFB9J5GT
放下開信刀時，刀尖劃過手腕，留下血痕。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5McgtmEld
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELcGD5zDMs
有意或無意？她自己也說不清楚。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzVxjLIJra
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GWYihDsYb
該要馬上包紥傷口。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTr2xArSWF
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8IO5KpRpw
但看著血流不止的手腕，心裡竟沒有絲毫焦急。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSLH9yTECy
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iOkOpv6j9
沒所謂。反正終歸逃不過失去的命運。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EWTC9sHit
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9MCK7SPzp
她懶理手腕血流如注，安坐搖搖椅上，對著壓花書籤發愣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgQFNU83r8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwCsUDSdKU
時間流逝，體溫流失，記憶流竄。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHORUtAhOL3
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsNOsYMwOL
她的意識逐漸模糊——想不起他的墳頭是甚麼形狀，記不清楚他的冷帽是否以純低針編織而成，忘記了肥料是從哪裡買來的……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtBdycGd5p
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsmg9tNEuA
他的臉和身體分崩離析，成碎，成灰，成粉，最後甚麼也不剩。沒有形體，因其而生的神情動態亦不復存在，遑論聲音、氣味、情感……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r8PZohnNK
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2O2BNqbuD
被遺忘才是徹底的死亡。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVBWRMsBg8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F9Y7Msttw
她曾痛恨上天帶走他的生命。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9oFcUU028
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAJQyNFXW5
現在呢？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmNyYPHDsa
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzACUfwFz37
她主動放棄記住他。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjdy5vpMCX
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACorOSnfwx
上天或她更可惡可恨？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rs3X8wjuQ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5WuhWBv51
世上有靈魂嗎？他會怪責她嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv1DW3Tg31
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw5N5UjBuJ
「死者已死，沒能怪責。」他的聲音來自壓花書籤：「一切只是生者的心念。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEItfLJ4bLE
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKZIbRbLtp
迴光返照。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqzHUgJA6D
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgIKdZWORP
她撲前將枱面的書籤摟在懷裡，哭哭笑笑。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d9TwacnyF
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQRF4cpuOI
書籤是書籤，不是他。毋忘我是毋忘我，不是他。回憶裡的他是回憶裡的他，不是他。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjez6ehorv7
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEyot25xLN
是她將一切與他扣上關連。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuzgf5bY1C
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxOcMuY6kA
如果她不復存在，整個世界跟他亦再沒關連……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO2NDY6x6F
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgXNtZwe9f
手腕倏忽劇痛。
醫院。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq1GLMNdt4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DLr3CMqu9
病房裡擠滿前來探病的人，熱鬧非常。唯獨是她床邊兩條通道空蕩蕩的。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4d6ZezkD8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrwYLN4Jc3
不曾期望兒子不會前來，但她心裡難免一陣失落。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnSjxTfQC6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1mqd6F6Dr
當時是否不該報警求救呢？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0MRDkjsny
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOBbBEWDHS
這念頭生起還沒兩秒，一個小巧身影踏著小跳步來到床邊。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdOIunNx04
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOM1HdJ41H
「莊遜太太，午安！」女孩不過十歲，雙頰通紅，眼眸明亮有神。身穿白色連身裙，裙上印滿碎花圖案，是紫藍色的毋忘我。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RJkSJB8Zp
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgTW7g884F
「午……安……」她和顔悅色禮貌應道，暗裡搜索枯腸，卻硬是想不起這娃兒是誰。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS5VzemFAL
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5ngFFK9kk
「喜歡我送你的壓花書籤嗎？」女孩喜孜孜的，不知自己差點兒害死眼前老婦。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3iijjjkla
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lfzJKOfrC
「喜歡。」她強抑心底裡的一陣震驚，輕撫女孩頭頂：「為何你送我書籤呢？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBM9AVbMqw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2Wni9FY2J
「數天前，我和祖母路經你家，看見你跪在草地上，捧著散落的毋忘我痛哭。所以我回家後馬上動手製作壓花書籤。送書籤時湊巧發現你不在家，只好把書籤放入信箱，讓你先睹為快！」女孩從裙袋掏出另外兩張毋忘我書籤送給她。「看！書籤上的毋忘我永不枯萎！多漂亮！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfuJwwFtYT
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdGs3tKgVa
這時，女孩的祖母才拖著蹣跚步伐趕至。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthDWn1xOfo
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ3Bivt15Z
原來是鄰居費爾斯太太。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFu5ZV9pBW
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII9OmgqVmM
十年前，老伴去世後，費爾斯太太每天抽空前來相伴，與她談天說地、為她焗製香氣四溢的果批、陪伴她到市場買肥料……直至孫女出生，費爾斯太太忙著照顧初生小娃，才不得不淡出她的生活圈子。漸漸地，她亦忘記費爾斯太太，變得孤僻木訥……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wmnHpFg1w
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHGkXqht2u
「小小心意。」憂心不已的費爾斯太太捧上一個毋忘我小盆栽。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVqvbaM37z
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZC3rWqwqP
「謝謝你們……」她受寵若驚，緩緩伸手接過小盆栽。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8idRLQ7Fs
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGfn6FMlYl
右手手掌上是鮮活的毋忘我，左手手心裡是永不枯萎的毋忘我。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5HMbCudc2
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUB06iPgU9
活的死的都在她手裡，只待她怎麼處理。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCLjN8jS6T
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她打算怎麼處理？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbVbQjHrMS
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未決定。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxApj1q65bK
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那就先收拾心情、養好身體吧。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCRs72HWOb
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活著，才可以想及將來、擁抱過去。
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