家族的榮光,國家的驕傲,人類文明的標誌。大家是這樣稱呼我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAAvHnN0LZHD
我無奈一笑,踏入機艙,直飛宇宙,奔向黑洞。351Please respect copyright.PENANAVbliIygGHD
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351Please respect copyright.PENANAS06jIjE7Xx
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANA1rPffPm7vs
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAXsWn7NdkYp
351Please respect copyright.PENANAcRiAvkMmUV
351Please respect copyright.PENANASE2nUBg8UI
為何要前往黑洞?351Please respect copyright.PENANAXaqcOdveMn
因為我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANACjJMk5fJUE
會死呢!351Please respect copyright.PENANARL7oR4In6y
誰在乎?351Please respect copyright.PENANAPGdqvF0IWk
為何不在乎?351Please respect copyright.PENANAgCIxPDaZzY
因為我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANAvhR3zWbaGq
351Please respect copyright.PENANAa5DJpNGCAG
351Please respect copyright.PENANAu40pn5ruJk
伴著這些名銜,我的死變得合理而令人興奮。351Please respect copyright.PENANAaVNRBeM3yN
大家只會記得我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y6Tk8sskZ
大家不會記得真實的我。351Please respect copyright.PENANApxMIc8MsNC
大家沒有興趣記得真實的我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAFfMtUXufCT
351Please respect copyright.PENANA5InF6qLLu3
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFqdfvoXBGk
隊長拍拍我的肩,笑勸我不要想太多無謂的。351Please respect copyright.PENANABDVDiLxGy4
「如果思考自己的存在意義是無謂的,還有甚麼是有意義?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAmf6oUVWrtc
我們傳回地球的數據能使人類的科技突飛猛進,造福世人。351Please respect copyright.PENANA3opPJZVXOq
「所以我們該死?」351Please respect copyright.PENANAsfdeI2ROG4
為家族,為國家,為人類!351Please respect copyright.PENANAY9enTqMbcb
351Please respect copyright.PENANA0FJpAaL0Lz
351Please respect copyright.PENANALyKteG0A5C
我不明所以。351Please respect copyright.PENANA2SQz9oTA6W
「我」們組成家族,多個家族建立國家,多個國家構建人類文明。351Please respect copyright.PENANAR7nMHRzTBn
沒有「我」們,哪有家族?沒有家族,哪有國家?沒有國家,哪有人類文明?351Please respect copyright.PENANAhWne82uLyM
「我」們才是構建的最基本單位!351Please respect copyright.PENANAN6bRMTk5pX
何解「我」們該是首先被犧牲的?351Please respect copyright.PENANA2Cv6vtEdGM
351Please respect copyright.PENANA4AtE2zqYqA
351Please respect copyright.PENANAh3cd1BRdux
隊長說我的精神狀態不穩定。351Please respect copyright.PENANALQGekAopdi
隊員們合力制伏我,將我困在小房間裡。351Please respect copyright.PENANAYJeLjMY0pl
351Please respect copyright.PENANAGPAabBmJhp
351Please respect copyright.PENANAxJJ3nD7f2B
沒有家族,沒有國家,沒有人類文明。351Please respect copyright.PENANAGC9vZXoULM
僅僅屬於我的空間。351Please respect copyright.PENANAINsbQxsvU2
我享受獨處。351Please respect copyright.PENANA3AlCMbj6jS
人生本該如此。351Please respect copyright.PENANAsOUDiDh4WI
351Please respect copyright.PENANAVbe46MgyTa
351Please respect copyright.PENANAIckfuYarDb
何解要有家族、國家、人類文明之說?351Please respect copyright.PENANAax43yCDgEc
何解這些次要的單位反可以威脅最重要的單位?351Please respect copyright.PENANACs7WBELynA
「我」們被家族的榮光綁架了。351Please respect copyright.PENANAfmsnomXhJB
家族被國家的驕傲綁架了。351Please respect copyright.PENANAAqJKNSvY2x
國家被人類文明的標誌綁架了。351Please respect copyright.PENANANhfEJrd7hb
351Please respect copyright.PENANAPpPFs386AO
351Please respect copyright.PENANAs93EGnQAVL
抑或是「我」們作繭自縛?351Please respect copyright.PENANAEwdx1oecK9
是「我」們虛構這些不存在的觀念來把自己束縛著。351Please respect copyright.PENANAiqYQPvLwkf
沒有這些觀念,仍舊可以呼吸、排泄、運動、生長、繁殖、反應、吸收營養。351Please respect copyright.PENANAYnix1X2tJQ
沒有這些觀念,仍可繼續生存。351Please respect copyright.PENANAaHLrntTvY2
351Please respect copyright.PENANAqsrezaDNrw
351Please respect copyright.PENANAe0BZKdcZ3X
何解要自尋煩惱?351Please respect copyright.PENANACWfCHAJyPl
因為想要尋找生存以外的意義。351Please respect copyright.PENANABB10Z9BMZF
是甚麼?351Please respect copyright.PENANAWOAi2aK5mQ
不知道。找不到。351Please respect copyright.PENANAgtVEAPrTqb
所以「我」們虛構一些觀念來填補那片空白。351Please respect copyright.PENANARZ8VmBvqmc
351Please respect copyright.PENANAlyGBPylzxd
351Please respect copyright.PENANA0v3Tz4VGjk
家族,榮光。351Please respect copyright.PENANA3lYUGgGxCl
國家,驕傲。351Please respect copyright.PENANAfmWescVeJ9
人類文明,標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANA1B429MUHCo
很好。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMtfaHkFa14
很圓滿。351Please respect copyright.PENANAoFCTGhjfxP
351Please respect copyright.PENANAi2JGvLmpr1
351Please respect copyright.PENANABV9GKBSev3
惟在死亡面前,它們不值一哂。351Please respect copyright.PENANAq5iRHH6KBz
351Please respect copyright.PENANA0vYNJqHG3y
351Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q8BuNA4Ib
死亡一刻,我不肯定自己是否真正的家族榮光、國家驕傲、人類文明標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANA7sAWi0VYVM
死亡一刻,我只知自己的生命在消逝。351Please respect copyright.PENANAWCL9VS8bke
死亡一刻,我能確實感知的只有我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAP4lriWbb4S
死亡一刻,伴著我的只有我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAcAcxRj1pYU
351Please respect copyright.PENANAtuTiZkbwJ4
351Please respect copyright.PENANAIKt7m5anuG
我是最重要的。351Please respect copyright.PENANAt3a9cALLAo
351Please respect copyright.PENANALj822JBLmZ
351Please respect copyright.PENANArcWsMj3aQv
我是甚麼?351Please respect copyright.PENANAwrf8qbDaED
甚麼是我?351Please respect copyright.PENANAG6oeK19zRf
351Please respect copyright.PENANA5NDYdtDqeC
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFlefG9jVGi
門開。351Please respect copyright.PENANAub9J91WlCF
大家和我一起進餐。351Please respect copyright.PENANAZQIe56oPEi
隊長給我麵包。351Please respect copyright.PENANALex8dbbhE3
「謝謝。麻煩多給我一點牛油。我愛牛油。」351Please respect copyright.PENANASu1kbyEJBn
隊員們擔心我的狀況。351Please respect copyright.PENANAlbytPHviQH
「我已冷靜下來,感覺良好。謝謝關心。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAKH0y9QHcGI
一切依舊,彷彿沒甚麼特別事情發生過。351Please respect copyright.PENANAjvWf8IvZqq
351Please respect copyright.PENANAOh2dAG2tMm
351Please respect copyright.PENANAmwh56OyecP
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAGiKpINmL0y
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAsgwLezTrlJ
351Please respect copyright.PENANA6jmDdsbtWG
351Please respect copyright.PENANAHbi42Whm9y
我是甚麼?351Please respect copyright.PENANA5wWHBki7D9
甚麼是我?351Please respect copyright.PENANAoLTnK0WL5l
我從沒停止思考。351Please respect copyright.PENANA4r60LQXZKN
351Please respect copyright.PENANAqOhx2zgD34
351Please respect copyright.PENANA24yj4yCvJs
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAyBZ07yRDtz
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAPOXWVbpr1b
351Please respect copyright.PENANAk5qkSgbCIp
351Please respect copyright.PENANAkccjNXUCSB
按照計劃,我們於特定距離開始將儀器暴露於機艙外,收集數據,回傳資料。351Please respect copyright.PENANAGm4PEflxzP
預計一個月後會到達事件視界邊沿,屆時我們和太空船均會隨時被撕成碎片。351Please respect copyright.PENANAc1FdLq5MsJ
隊長問大家有沒有私人訊息或錄像想要傳回地球。351Please respect copyright.PENANAyiwAF2Pnvy
鴉雀無聲。351Please respect copyright.PENANAQGjlbm8XEm
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351Please respect copyright.PENANAf7iXSb5A2m
晚餐。351Please respect copyright.PENANAaoSffWi24R
隊員甲自詡為業餘攝影師,樂意為每人拍一輯沙龍。351Please respect copyright.PENANAI1pD52mRnu
隊員乙帶備了一套得體的西裝,可以借給大家。351Please respect copyright.PENANADcGyl2TxYZ
隊員丙擅長烹飪,問大家有沒有想吃的菜餚。351Please respect copyright.PENANA0ckDa0gIz2
隊員丁懷念祖母的蘋果批……351Please respect copyright.PENANAYfNPq3XY2J
351Please respect copyright.PENANAV0ITnTUmmH
351Please respect copyright.PENANA8JTPujIGug
隊長留意到我的沉默。351Please respect copyright.PENANADJfZvVMvJo
「我曾是個遊手好閒的孩子。351Please respect copyright.PENANAyR4e0dicZP
大家罵我不珍惜自己的生命。351Please respect copyright.PENANAGpsbZSrkuZ
我現在是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANAZCX1Md527T
因為我放棄自己的生命。351Please respect copyright.PENANA5CqCCJIQpB
問題不在於我如何對待自己的生命。351Please respect copyright.PENANAzudlUEz2ll
問題在於我對待自己生命的方法是否符合大家的期望。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAbAdXvCfEqG
351Please respect copyright.PENANAQjn9Fykfvl
351Please respect copyright.PENANAj4aK8MSq0q
餐枱旁只有我和隊長。351Please respect copyright.PENANARncMbQSrbZ
既然怕死,為何要當太空人?351Please respect copyright.PENANAFrQojiRsXI
「因為我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。」351Please respect copyright.PENANATodSayLzcw
沒有選擇?351Please respect copyright.PENANAJkfGqgpclz
「寡不敵眾。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAkOHCbS3qyY
你真脆弱。351Please respect copyright.PENANAJxGVAzS7ab
「已回不了頭。」351Please respect copyright.PENANA4kTRCksPbT
有甚麼遺願?351Please respect copyright.PENANAt4mVqFBem6
「遺願是沒有遺願。」351Please respect copyright.PENANArLow8YJRrR
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鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Of19O247
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAzUPtTL5eFi
351Please respect copyright.PENANAllSTtU3GcD
351Please respect copyright.PENANA9Xc9x1QAZ3
臨近事件視界邊沿前,隊長和隊員們不停向地球傳達大量私人訊息。351Please respect copyright.PENANAvqO16zPnkz
我沒有回傳任何私人訊息。351Please respect copyright.PENANAIY1abK5k4p
我只想花點時間和自己獨處。351Please respect copyright.PENANALTzOecPA7e
為這個人刮鬚多年,我此刻才驚覺自己不太了解對方。351Please respect copyright.PENANAviyxo30xb7
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFoJIBpLpNq
351Please respect copyright.PENANAdiTXzY9JU3
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAROee4K4dUF
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAwFvleGtY6v
351Please respect copyright.PENANAbVSAsJ2n55
351Please respect copyright.PENANAsiPO12ilwj
我曾是個遊手好閒的孩子。351Please respect copyright.PENANA7Grz8WrLVv
大家罵我不珍惜自己的生命。351Please respect copyright.PENANAVfDf0lxULn
我現在是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。351Please respect copyright.PENANAcm6yTf0p8y
因為我放棄自己的生命。351Please respect copyright.PENANAwUMLcbCps6
351Please respect copyright.PENANAmUrL47I4eO
351Please respect copyright.PENANAn4DQnHE9hY
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANACsz3DzKhzj
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMiixB9ahMH
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFMVaDRLhjm
351Please respect copyright.PENANATN0JvqU8bi
既然怕死,為何要當太空人?351Please respect copyright.PENANAbvTPjFBVxd
351Please respect copyright.PENANAHjdNPr2Aj0
351Please respect copyright.PENANAPfXepvriBx
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAF1agY4rr3f
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAckJhH2aROO
351Please respect copyright.PENANAAcmIqQrFwO
351Please respect copyright.PENANAnTTqRBd5TE
隊員丁懷念祖母的蘋果批。351Please respect copyright.PENANAXy1DeuxaLM
351Please respect copyright.PENANAwzLG4UtFrP
351Please respect copyright.PENANARGdyKAglg5
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAgRsB4uqj6O
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAt15ilj0sw0
351Please respect copyright.PENANAHM8KTaTOCI
351Please respect copyright.PENANATXcPUbNqap
會死呢!351Please respect copyright.PENANA6dJvIpm2BB
誰在乎?351Please respect copyright.PENANAb1da49OyKp
為何不在乎?351Please respect copyright.PENANApko6NWKRaY
351Please respect copyright.PENANA7d4Dkwo18d
351Please respect copyright.PENANA4twFAmuD5Y
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAWhj25jfh0N
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAc7mUmkcCZi
351Please respect copyright.PENANACEIhH3xpwu
351Please respect copyright.PENANAU54lar9V6e
我愛牛油。351Please respect copyright.PENANAyHsGcNwpVu
351Please respect copyright.PENANAY6PXv0t66b
351Please respect copyright.PENANA3yzzWMiLoY
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAgFvzhFdSMb
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAjq4xYjXPzR
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFyIQ4k5v05
351Please respect copyright.PENANAgxBHwI3FqT
人生本該如此。351Please respect copyright.PENANAr7BmRqFsLg
351Please respect copyright.PENANAr761evZ7GM
351Please respect copyright.PENANAdNKUDtSajw
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。351Please respect copyright.PENANAVrSCb8TGso
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。351Please respect copyright.PENANAyjnvWXh22M
351Please respect copyright.PENANAlkoABsXlpb
351Please respect copyright.PENANAeXAyVFvTVz
我是甚麼?351Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZN1UAjnfX
甚麼是我?351Please respect copyright.PENANA8ocDo6iDsr
我從沒停止思考。351Please respect copyright.PENANAcLCE0S2JGI
我沒停止思考。351Please respect copyright.PENANAu1n9i12Ryi
我思考。351Please respect copyright.PENANAwVDyOXifKC
我。351Please respect copyright.PENANA7WnldwnOL2
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