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一九九三年,他六歲。443Please respect copyright.PENANAaS4WtHkIWb
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。443Please respect copyright.PENANA3uPUVAxN84
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。443Please respect copyright.PENANACnXoAxL3Cf
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。443Please respect copyright.PENANAGc3g6jcfBH
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看不見,聽得到。443Please respect copyright.PENANAYWKcSygbSk
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尖叫,呼救。心跳,鼻息。人,車。443Please respect copyright.PENANAHmN2G5oVG0
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電車。443Please respect copyright.PENANA6nh1L5XuiQ
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ43XwIukU
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。443Please respect copyright.PENANA0FIOFsGGd0
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。443Please respect copyright.PENANAah6F2AL5ET
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。443Please respect copyright.PENANAki6iHtkGxf
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刻骨銘心。443Please respect copyright.PENANAAHsSoAr4rg
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAoAxxpJVvb7
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(02)443Please respect copyright.PENANA8h2gQ7mPnb
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看得見,聽不到。443Please respect copyright.PENANAwOtYZxF8cr
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。443Please respect copyright.PENANAA8sio0oU2x
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。443Please respect copyright.PENANAUTo65s2NwJ
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。443Please respect copyright.PENANAh5Z0IERzML
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。443Please respect copyright.PENANAfhnrI9Dvd5
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。443Please respect copyright.PENANAM6rJfZd53A
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。443Please respect copyright.PENANA6YaCJyfpKy
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。443Please respect copyright.PENANA6o3KEqJZJy
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。443Please respect copyright.PENANAu76kqZuUX9
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。443Please respect copyright.PENANAp4fVwSTXrZ
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。443Please respect copyright.PENANA23m8uhTpxv
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAKSItDueKaM
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叮……443Please respect copyright.PENANAhQKS2z7rQZ
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(03)443Please respect copyright.PENANAuxfJvKuako
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。443Please respect copyright.PENANAarmCrYjotO
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。443Please respect copyright.PENANA7ivz36AcpJ
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。443Please respect copyright.PENANAlVkupj7yQk
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。443Please respect copyright.PENANAHRgvb5j2I3
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。443Please respect copyright.PENANA8x2LgOq255
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。443Please respect copyright.PENANATE6SskDH6M
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。443Please respect copyright.PENANAMrcx1wTbYa
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……443Please respect copyright.PENANAdrWXhWLe1d
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。443Please respect copyright.PENANAEcZeRfLHBV
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAsDKRwOthP1
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震驚。443Please respect copyright.PENANACSoLn4NOxO
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?443Please respect copyright.PENANAqk7060vUp8
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAfcOhDcSCaY
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。443Please respect copyright.PENANAM6cUFg1730
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。443Please respect copyright.PENANAkA2k7c9azL
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。443Please respect copyright.PENANAfJcPQ6gNwT
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他不想再追。很累……443Please respect copyright.PENANArOV106Cote
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAklbDAflYzH
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。443Please respect copyright.PENANA59XixapE7f
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」443Please respect copyright.PENANAjLHbwMdzXN
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?443Please respect copyright.PENANAkvV0sH0xQq
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!443Please respect copyright.PENANADUsyG56ECR
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!443Please respect copyright.PENANA7fO5s978NE
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。443Please respect copyright.PENANAs3gVBtIoD1
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他接受不了。443Please respect copyright.PENANA8ADz6oj0E2
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANAKxshjAwKAW
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。443Please respect copyright.PENANAI54xKlG7wO
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綠手開始氣化。443Please respect copyright.PENANAfZwx3UAiAC
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……443Please respect copyright.PENANA5mdSb87o0Y
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。443Please respect copyright.PENANAvrfEnfwtLG
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。443Please respect copyright.PENANAItuzVsa2YA
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叮叮——叮叮——443Please respect copyright.PENANADJC6C5v5kl
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。443Please respect copyright.PENANAE24JycCvpk
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緣盡。443Please respect copyright.PENANA7qyEJwaAcq
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無謂執著。443Please respect copyright.PENANAunqGNmuiKd
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忽爾澄明。443Please respect copyright.PENANAPD55p8nqVJ
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。443Please respect copyright.PENANA2y7vINwEb6
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。443Please respect copyright.PENANAJTNi5uqL3n
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排隊,付款,上車。443Please respect copyright.PENANAkB6g3KG0U0
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如同其他乘客。443Please respect copyright.PENANAHVYH331Eno
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。