(01)177Please respect copyright.PENANAnwvZnKkL2B
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一九九三年,他六歲。177Please respect copyright.PENANAn2tABvn9Im
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。177Please respect copyright.PENANAteBDwRZ8B0
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。177Please respect copyright.PENANAwLlNWw15p5
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。177Please respect copyright.PENANA1ugunr4H19
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看不見,聽得到。177Please respect copyright.PENANAlQQYp1t6O1
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尖叫,呼救。心跳,鼻息。人,車。177Please respect copyright.PENANAn4TaDc9CRZ
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電車。177Please respect copyright.PENANAuabdJrJ0Fr
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANAUoIQhb9oHb
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。177Please respect copyright.PENANAu4VWrXoXY9
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。177Please respect copyright.PENANAgRZucwjnE8
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。177Please respect copyright.PENANAWKbXYELnjz
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刻骨銘心。177Please respect copyright.PENANAw4byImi4HW
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANAjk5zrGh97C
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(02)177Please respect copyright.PENANAvg6NhAezXk
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看得見,聽不到。177Please respect copyright.PENANA2UmH8COWhl
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。177Please respect copyright.PENANAqBwSXC5xaU
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。177Please respect copyright.PENANA2aqLi33lZv
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。177Please respect copyright.PENANASVThehSrkt
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。177Please respect copyright.PENANACtGw9Z65Q2
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。177Please respect copyright.PENANAUaMpgo0ova
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。177Please respect copyright.PENANAWuPJ8wSbsz
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。177Please respect copyright.PENANACrkCkcaZQk
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。177Please respect copyright.PENANAed3QV8lgZh
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。177Please respect copyright.PENANAT96rwigtTT
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。177Please respect copyright.PENANAOoiDR7I3Hz
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANA9zlAhZyIcS
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叮……177Please respect copyright.PENANArZ8tm1bTVm
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(03)177Please respect copyright.PENANA8sV5S15BTb
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。177Please respect copyright.PENANAGTyVqk1cah
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。177Please respect copyright.PENANAVHJu6CAwAO
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。177Please respect copyright.PENANASzh2CZrFzW
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。177Please respect copyright.PENANA4zMrJWP4LI
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。177Please respect copyright.PENANAya5sjAzcYP
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。177Please respect copyright.PENANAyBW4QlEANa
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。177Please respect copyright.PENANARhkeirr9Yx
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……177Please respect copyright.PENANAqdTPtam8tj
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。177Please respect copyright.PENANAgF0hXmhqDG
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANARu8xRQucRW
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震驚。177Please respect copyright.PENANAJJlHg1N1IW
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?177Please respect copyright.PENANAmKUQrN0B8Y
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANAalcNfJkKlH
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。177Please respect copyright.PENANAzh9c7Nquex
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。177Please respect copyright.PENANARde837gHn2
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。177Please respect copyright.PENANAIUJFQ7hfaP
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他不想再追。很累……177Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vq73EUAvK
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANAApVTEquVN8
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。177Please respect copyright.PENANADHOkn4acjq
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」177Please respect copyright.PENANArL4PuB4JQz
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?177Please respect copyright.PENANAtOLc3PPO3P
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!177Please respect copyright.PENANAdvTj8PRRb8
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!177Please respect copyright.PENANAn4z0qHxAuG
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。177Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hf3TVbQfy
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他接受不了。177Please respect copyright.PENANACpa353QR7r
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANAjY2BPfkxYZ
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。177Please respect copyright.PENANAfxus7IM9sS
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綠手開始氣化。177Please respect copyright.PENANATOBF4hZdSg
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……177Please respect copyright.PENANAoqAH4s3Icc
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。177Please respect copyright.PENANAlW41GEvxWX
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。177Please respect copyright.PENANAo43nt8jgXC
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叮叮——叮叮——177Please respect copyright.PENANADSxGNhFoSW
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。177Please respect copyright.PENANAB5AFsj3b24
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緣盡。177Please respect copyright.PENANAi9Fe8GR3bs
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無謂執著。177Please respect copyright.PENANAH4w6Nqc0Y8
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忽爾澄明。177Please respect copyright.PENANAg7P5R0JnNR
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。177Please respect copyright.PENANASb2X2Lhhum
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。177Please respect copyright.PENANAKyITX62Hoy
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排隊,付款,上車。177Please respect copyright.PENANAdcvavAJjCW
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如同其他乘客。177Please respect copyright.PENANAxG20rxzUJP
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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雜念集
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ISSUE #129
聲音的顏色(幻想 / 生活)
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