我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH5A6bcVqh
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWlkSdMpGU
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQwVe6WSQu
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeulRRfal33
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXLr60EA3F
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqy8QpxvGo
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「你是誰？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMukgKxcd17
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「長頸鹿。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkeJWOwTar
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「甚麼？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCapXA1mRc5
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「長——頸——鹿——」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1RecthQpv
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHTLoOmaDM
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtOMoY0wyM
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyhSB5N1Ii
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「雪櫃。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWt7H5xUGl
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQrsQ3fxGR
「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPAl9vRMhp
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAssrxDt92
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPUnaoXEGv
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrXa6Kva1A
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5kgK2wuTF
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtTIIijKzi
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacDEeoJN0e
長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAOxUNCj9Q
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi21jwzMCj
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO83ZWCJDab
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuaLm8goZ7
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm25XDdWug1
「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulStC2ZwmV
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT7VLmJOUh
「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQfDxQlbND
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZnRyH9rNU
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ901gwtPPzn
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHVAWkQkDR
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uP2VbEZdP
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFM2VIXony
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yjPAXMiZg
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMXKiI3FS3
「噢！謝謝你！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiwWADYrbx
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfhza9yB2w
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmNKuVtnbO
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy2h1UCYos
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6urQjyaVP
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV2Kf3u5i1
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpty2kIteB
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCwUHr1eBv
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo2iUazwA5
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoumaZqUsF
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXY83oVTd2
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThlQiDgGV8
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLgWFZhGqc
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieY6WRWFeI
主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrpb5rspmb
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就這樣？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhMTBGCw6L
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4AjMa3OkQ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4mBb6F3NX
太突然！我接受不來！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ri96huO6V
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsenOlDqsO
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny8kA6bwo3
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0lWmVMZCw
「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8DSFBnhmC
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1reVwoNj7
「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbSbZbdZmF
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「那就別去嘗試。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPbVPGBrJU
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6vpiG8wI9
我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIICF2OkZk
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCItVdqseS
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA1l1FJ8gj
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu5Ood0Ni9
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLOZ4PQahk
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R9B1Drvzi
偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSliwvt98b
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWSqYD3HM0
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAl2kJczyC
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpaWCkIKju
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaKQJRNOXY
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAa3OI24nl
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「你好。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuEztjB7uw
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBUOCxlF9F
我沒有搭理牠。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMEzGwVcql
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxbOKDp6sT
「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgLWiVx9Yl
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z3Qi2mVe8
牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3so0f53XaF
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkPUlmc7lr
「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcQvu7eIB4
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmcdpewO8l
「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbdhRVJTdu
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pnpqeOLcN
「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H99w9zh2x
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK3usD1Mrw
我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzHJKOZtjc
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptxhaeIPb7
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zUvGZ7EsX
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvkgCll4jx
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi0rCj75zQ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPVsKqOMV7
芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hg2MqYs4x
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6zGXwzmu8
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDxVYT8YCB
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BHXwO9Rma
牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5zWKQq45N
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6rlmsuB1f
芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt4r0vB4fj
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY8s3TzcOq
不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xuMRRGsCx
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2IU7IIXgx
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuWIxWNGCq
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgOrQMtI11
翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHwRkgncAF
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c9BEQmQvH
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdszqOGLnFM
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DqkeEZ0b0
「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhGQBavpjI
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag4Uk2V1fZ
「我家簡直熱得要命！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO5nx541j2
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「你家在哪？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0CxPObJzJ
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「草原。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER4ArWL2Eg
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaRRmTpKq3
「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O6hgvXxJ9
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgasgYpdgQ
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0k7hf77ga
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8w4OXxxcq
「甚麼？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQXsHvnTyO
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJUnjOrP4H
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D3pEI7gMP
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzGkHMwzjv
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOKHJaM7lV
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG4BTnOD2s
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZoFXmWH3c
我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uO2CTDtNn
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcSpLvVFTX
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSOUv5CpX3
我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FA8xbazVB
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdaYC2CfjX
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8gxpw1rPX
埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh7HHmeHme
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuCgEMcT0R
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrZzRQKkDe
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyd3q6dqoR
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTJDkAWjU1
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5xWzTv4pe
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWFpGTxcHp
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RDsQ3DBPA
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我報以幽幽微笑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62BsjYk9lG
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPJ7m5fWvf
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNcpaZ5r0z
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「只能笑喔。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGti6h6nISx
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「何解？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2toNfLeZyY
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「我哭累了。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRYWuzyuhT
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGYZsWV0X4
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2kgC2wCDO
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nVip2IvNJ
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKeZgTVGKi
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EGnGwBq7p
「你打算怎樣處理？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynwsAK0rK7
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dQ2glSOPH
「回到你身體裡去喔！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9EQihB1ph
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U6smL8oQH
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRWWc7hUNE
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbvWxVEET6
像嬰孩。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5djunssER
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86f7On20PT
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmMB8pQi61
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gPa812ukM
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno8hlVG672
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FRhXEU0K5
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踏實。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDaqVMe87O
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安全感。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGRTAkxugu
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidqDcqw7M7
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhLZW61PBC
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9C3w4oFWU
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKWBIHf1zC
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO1Ky1CviK
「關於我的呢？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCTY7KYV1a
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRZhVa9uJw
「現在開始記錄。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA13oIf2PTE
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRptWEJ4hG
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSgdRQPCTd
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3dqqq9nDW
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5CUAH49J4
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1BeGbom25
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTFi9uWbSB
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecEyEyBscL
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62byx0Mih8
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzUcno8hr8
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaB0nMENiG
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagHmRhqcqR
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3slDR8FIm
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPIy5YPNKG
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYwhQpdqIj
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Trz8xXJ6b
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQJsBWCmuh
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSti1b4IGr
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1j8EwICiM
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDKSqt8Ff5
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ilfy34Ef1
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimtS8VJRyB
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFCIfLIEHU
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6jI1iHewD
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVoTcGoNww
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLOb3L6pm3
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzqZ2kZipt
SOUL1314？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wtPiBlbTJ
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我的名字？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFUXBSdjTq
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在我額前？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaIOwHNVVR
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怎麼我不曾察覺？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaMFfRIlcY
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSCTYuUzDi
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEpyfFfk5s
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBvw24oels
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFRFEsWNKI
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主人答：「是的。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjqJGmfK7R
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOOPVSXgsT
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfszKGP4cQ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsmsbPChAF
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRKV5AqUpA
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGb4F8BwT1
「這是欺騙。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYdKQLEIUO
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYDMILV4an
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdvSHuMfcm
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0l1d8Iuuz
「沒有。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrf3E811G1
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVDN2SwCA0
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0soOUayNP
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無所依靠，無所適從。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrdSUXsXgk
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3y3EMAuHf
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejuzXu5UxC
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEAK8EQ9ir
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC94tNLZ877
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEukAfIJ9sw
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA4XIMFyrY
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksg8wI0zmO
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bT1hr0xce
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIQSolXCRx
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUphviLhLnz
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy8KVKB5wM
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxLOBKWNW7
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGWMcBjSgM
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oDhmfLHw0
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv7DtFkzkX
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剩下的只有我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9woCZ8lLAz
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5dXDm0nSB
空白空虛空洞的我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5MQHp0ZQI
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTuwccry3r
神智不清的我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYg1W1DpXt
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思緒紊亂的我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lIzIjq3xt
「主人，早安。」我說。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOcy02g78F
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DiPv3jLAR
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvamRPtHROV
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjBCy9Sjn0
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5K3XO7cCG
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hauayjuxs
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QGbxMMCTN
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqpBAtSQos
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C2Mt9G7nF
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQqltFZZ4F
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0z9vACDKu
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3SBYzkhpY
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoUfQiPZz9
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA69lXZgzXq
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU0OWdFtdO
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我失去一切。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEACO9BvSQ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGGkQtaxKN
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSp0SRjVPA
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoocbZ2sgV
空白，空虛，空洞。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkDrrM1ZGQ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DifnpumPj
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRJ0lUzlS7
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbWgs89L4w
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Tholvp8e3
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt1Q8tspif
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGesRh0mNMt
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vKHhnzVvd
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtX7TbVIfe
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqTz5Vhnp7
死意已決。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ6be8oMdV
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFZyL19uHw
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAraGt2rD1
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fDTTZnizZ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqeHWAjPQ0
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFhNUzM2X7
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgBEK7OW95
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwFqBcKA4o
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS71yvv7q1
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgeqQcGXy9
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIZtuGPyLZ
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有人買它回家。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsFLhpRCe2
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB8TXyGS0Y
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHH2vZ9njI
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w91IvQ5qP
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnKgPCXfIn
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdemvAezZl
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZJisdzuh2
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2gBz5TU3l
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup50kRhzsg
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCUBI8Illf
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxAu8t4Mav
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心境寧靜。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnpR1e7kWE
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生活順利。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsO2VzYnrV
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