我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbntyb0PXK
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMkQbt3WM1
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRNYA4dIHO
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxIgIv9Hs8
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLNic1H52r
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh5rfa0mmx
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「你是誰？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnWWCnJt8m
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「長頸鹿。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IiM2fsoJt
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「甚麼？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MuTjCcpKV
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「長——頸——鹿——」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNMJXRw1mF
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkYGOoASXf
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQKlCedGZG
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmbCehZUpE
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「雪櫃。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9piGMb647
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrO34OszWP
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDHVHcRo9U
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyCnopu1nb
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI0NcSpysL
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCBt4iSm7K
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJkfZWGfQC
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa6sJK1IXc
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAKKDcBPgg
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvutq6hSpK
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fgt45F7oS
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMkfVZj5Ct
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosBqgMD11B
「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGSWuVJOlF
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM0F25kHC8
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimu92z3MdE
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUvoqcNIGh
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gkzqdF3Tl
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCjYhyd93w
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9rAtFxkgd
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「噢！謝謝你！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSulpHN0Wi
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNL4wScPk1
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjVh4fvjAw
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ll0GKqRU
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62FtOsbiW5
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbqLgrDQCW
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKgQuMBJh6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUtlGKOsdI
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA3VS04kj5
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6R8tbZ7vh
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZdKDxJCbn
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtoHMJCYrL
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGiNNDXH1R
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Tig3JQX2h
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就這樣？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT22jGSz5B
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ol1yOpt2B
芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L9MzDW5FX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0tSFRigTc
太突然！我接受不來！498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SKJaHZejV
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvKyLojfpb
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuPoIdVGo5
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1phAGK956r
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS5NBKwDyo
「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7E0LZgdUQ
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「那就別去嘗試。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDdwA5Nde2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxFTbJ5cUX
我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJdmDjurSf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC1BXTJQU4
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSVCRbvARy
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcofXTxb0Ue
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3BQVM9yLf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3OdATQZWc
偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzezk4MYkTH
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8RoqKBDI0
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqBzXJIZN0
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOkLLyGtXa
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyFZeHcjJG
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyudlCPCpa
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「你好。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIVKuSAtPL
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我沒有搭理牠。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8RGGaY8O1
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcXs3xjb61
「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwkh3Pcym7
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMTxHJdjvt
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5A3HKcd76
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYphuOPHhtn
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCA6KpkHRE
「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DF1Vlp0jU
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD433zuU1Ym
我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo23GMNCf7o
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmuWPZaofG
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9yf4aUrgx
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM64KsFeR9C
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuei82X56GY
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDppXis3S3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RqKo90C8G
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QSeoAAFKR
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlEREHS86P
牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2svFqnsRM
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dWJp58t1a
芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1liLuBTB6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMQFW6XjtK
不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrq1fVFcge
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWiCyy3Vsu
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbgu2Fxbba
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfaOnJS7TP
翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMaXcJMSCb
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIn6gzFiWE
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyBCzpaysm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtLU83Avmu
「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTrasjwgiN
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSDJyPYIYp
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「你家在哪？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUdHYXspSW
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「草原。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGam8aIybN9
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X5juWL8qL
「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG8lRSpuie
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfUy25E0QB
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByn79QPD9Z
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「甚麼？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzukklyvXNb
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrys5x9njO5
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwoTEIkM67
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZerpVgjcL
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQGVQUOxhO
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSUFbaPDoG
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWAk3mDqDP
我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKlbA4o0o0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLndNwLBAz
「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukpJV1tb9I
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nNurzYVsP
我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkDTrs1NVT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqhrH07XDO
「很熱呀！快放我出去！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEj6TBNwUd
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmJbxH2Yep
埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4srhi9UyD
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPwZtiD4wp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrf8ybrcjO
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbCHbCVAli
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陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVKEldBMAx
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGPVXT4BEp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h0BCgLVZM
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHKR5Ok7u2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0XknsySKm
我報以幽幽微笑。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV3K0IyaRG
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYSei4wgOr
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXuOWrfcUU
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「只能笑喔。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo6FAbmZMK
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「何解？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPO0wJhQpH
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「我哭累了。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByFA6Wqn7e
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtSy7OjUDY
我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnGTet9sIN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew2fak7guP
誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfCjaeDzVI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lw63US0YX
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImcVS3rjdl
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltEChvOYJh
「你打算怎樣處理？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GzpIOl69d
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPwXuvbkwA
「回到你身體裡去喔！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpVpmAG1ya
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhSlIBvMfK
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q50gZqwSI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHkBrKNmak
像嬰孩。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lCR09bF4n
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR9bD46fTC
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw4jigoGT9
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsglWmDFgX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVGVCoQBMQ
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkzWW8XkhN
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVj2qiWTKk
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踏實。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL0pYzHSJZ
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安全感。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWpg45xszf
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU46Q0rvQ7
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k617whKRn
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYxtsGC0d6
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlUIOrTk8S
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSkZAhBmC6
「關於我的呢？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDPbqOiir3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9MbcYQPZj
「現在開始記錄。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DdHgvzqlj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCexLNpHO0
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pKt3QOlZf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzRqLdsze3
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a7pAjbWCZ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqbE9s3Kcf
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0faNY55GE
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8siUum1RLB
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lCzkls3kS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJiOM40F17
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GjkjJlxJ0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8OzzoLxVw
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NqhZV2zee
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZViIb5rKa
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV8mTj0ieg
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXt5DTeZu4
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWAyf9P6Fw
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3dvh5ayCO
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmwgl4Zumw
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZoxSrL2qI
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGyBefvcUo
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8RjLfbKuc
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqAqCiHO9b
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrggwG0Phsu
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY3CdpC8fS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfboOvL6Nqs
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiiuckqVyW
SOUL1314？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Ih01k5wv
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我的名字？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZtnmRuzBP
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在我額前？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDkDvPD3b0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjlgkbZ9U7
怎麼我不曾察覺？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExiNOfOd4c
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zA5iGhOQe
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjoh8BBMUZ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFXOAljQZu
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DE4A57ecw
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主人答：「是的。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjgjZJsx7J
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKP4fQewMI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKKRaBtpb7
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AuUsL7d2r
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO2FYcg3eV
「這是欺騙。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7OUrELgLZ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDxHkyu3qY
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9tIABfyJu
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEgBdxCBWl
「沒有。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQzLiDyGzY
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhKmiQa4Ki
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IzbfFeEbl
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W79V3qov7
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無所依靠，無所適從。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHViPAtbViE
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1QVxScRL9
不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFGuVwSQGa
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSpfMnGs3f
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c6CnLIvam
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUvVZ3I8ON
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhvDt1EslN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic6J2k9vAo
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAwiK5sJi9
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iexESSYZ6
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOvrolku4U
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NtGGE3sjN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHuAVcoFKh
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAN61dwPGI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ERqr5Ra10
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCytPX0i6vO
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6XNKRWnAJ
剩下的只有我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplijTeS7W2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugKCX54RqO
空白空虛空洞的我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwYLaz7rtf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYiJWW5Vr3
神智不清的我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uIBSAE4jf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfa7NdQTBC
思緒紊亂的我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7xIrbVT3O
「主人，早安。」我說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMqPBRSDqL
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhy7gGyy7u
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw2Xx5X1yH
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4QCpPDpVW
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQQjancYT0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJBmQ50msY
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT5wg7i9vI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVmDpZGR7l
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYNwrodZ0P
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8KGaOIHRt
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGIHz1BkQS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCXbYaO2xb
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzk1rWlZgU
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhHFeuZMP3
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSncQ7a4oS5
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3U7YbPRZo
我失去一切。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcJTlQ9UPC
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeWu8eIZc7
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9Ey3rLVjd
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxliY6dXRYO
空白，空虛，空洞。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1dCr9vhKl
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh4l2jZ4Pv
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnWYh0DRHv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82q9HDsWKh
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyOoAzIZkN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzHBp0ZnT6
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqWX3eO3B6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn3pfCioTL
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXS3CYv0cB
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnkySBenIq
死意已決。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7WKf99Cpc
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALXCRaMgGh
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vUMMNwb5C
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12JnGQpLgG
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcb4HSTJbD
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBk1RkOMw2
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAwawo3DEX
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LdJxWczjd
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0ov6Bf9BC
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMWDGq1YV2
那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDLW3nqxAo
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9yjC2jBAp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHwEFVCtzG
有人買它回家。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscM5YhG1QE
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NMJDZBlfD
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQO18NOYCa
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNrviuJrWT
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1JaE1hgmY
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASyGj6iPfO
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpLbHOMu39
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzhE8e0pqK
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UkYMbgQLD
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rD1ffoMcB
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSrZaUDxMb
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWBBSXgTUa
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心境寧靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl0Ws8zNUB
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生活順利。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosAGrZ58nI
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