
我是一座雪櫃,天生性格冷漠,有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確,對我不甚公平:每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死,要不已死。498Please respect copyright.PENANAWbntyb0PXK
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某天,主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況,本能地順應天性,乖乖張開肚皮,配合主人行動。498Please respect copyright.PENANApMkQbt3WM1
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活物拼命掙扎,奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止,我聽而不聞,默不作聲。498Please respect copyright.PENANAqRNYA4dIHO
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一星期過去,主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪:主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別?498Please respect copyright.PENANAqxIgIv9Hs8
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿,頭頂兩角,大眼長睫,短毛遍體,最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。498Please respect copyright.PENANAQLNic1H52r
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥,這令我感到被冒犯。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAIh5rfa0mmx
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「你是誰?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAvnWWCnJt8m
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「長頸鹿。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA0IiM2fsoJt
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「甚麼?」498Please respect copyright.PENANA3MuTjCcpKV
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「長——頸——鹿——」498Please respect copyright.PENANAgNMJXRw1mF
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。498Please respect copyright.PENANAYkYGOoASXf
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我沒再多話,無謂自討苦吃。498Please respect copyright.PENANAiQKlCedGZG
沉默維持多日,首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿:「你還未告訴我你的名字。」498Please respect copyright.PENANApmbCehZUpE
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「雪櫃。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAg9piGMb647
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「我知道你是雪櫃,所以我問的是你的『名字』。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAtrO34OszWP
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我深思數秒,恥感莫名生起:「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧!」498Please respect copyright.PENANAFyCnopu1nb
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「你明知我沒能逃脫!」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。498Please respect copyright.PENANAtI0NcSpysL
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的!我恨不得馬上趕走你!你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎?」我按捺不住,將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。498Please respect copyright.PENANAXJkfZWGfQC
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣,誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措:沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。498Please respect copyright.PENANAFa6sJK1IXc
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。498Please respect copyright.PENANASAKKDcBPgg
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事實上,我並沒有閒著,不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動,在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常,牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。498Please respect copyright.PENANAZvutq6hSpK
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fgt45F7oS
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」498Please respect copyright.PENANATMkfVZj5Ct
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「如可選擇,我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原,有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」498Please respect copyright.PENANASGSWuVJOlF
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』,但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAkM0F25kHC8
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「美好的,幸福的,快樂的。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAoUvoqcNIGh
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAhCjYhyd93w
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「如可離開這鬼地方,我定會帶你去草原。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAt9rAtFxkgd
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「噢!謝謝你!」498Please respect copyright.PENANAxSulpHN0Wi
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情,聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時,我卻支吾帶過:冷冰冰的工廠,不值一哂。498Please respect copyright.PENANAhNL4wScPk1
我著實不理解自己的心態:明明長頸鹿把我撐痛,四個蹄印深陷我身內壁,但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。498Please respect copyright.PENANAsjVh4fvjAw
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整,不得不依附牠這外物。498Please respect copyright.PENANA62FtOsbiW5
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣,問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪,我不忍撒謊推卸責任,坦言對牠存有心理依賴。498Please respect copyright.PENANAUKgQuMBJh6
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。498Please respect copyright.PENANAkA3VS04kj5
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沉默再次維持好一段日子,久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過:那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時,一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起,主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來,打開我的肚皮,手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。498Please respect copyright.PENANATZdKDxJCbn
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎,如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日,加上未曾進食和補充水份,體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘,勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻,牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說:「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷,牠雙眼反白,四蹄無力,軟癱在地。498Please respect copyright.PENANApGiNNDXH1R
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主人輕蔑一笑,將芝華芙拖離廚房。498Please respect copyright.PENANA6Tig3JQX2h
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就這樣?498Please respect copyright.PENANADT22jGSz5B
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我?498Please respect copyright.PENANA8L9MzDW5FX
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太突然!我接受不來!498Please respect copyright.PENANA4SKJaHZejV
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作,偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲,時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情,回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。498Please respect copyright.PENANAGvKyLojfpb
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「冷淡漠然,孰好孰壞?」我問主人。498Please respect copyright.PENANAFuPoIdVGo5
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。498Please respect copyright.PENANA1phAGK956r
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAR7E0LZgdUQ
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「那就別去嘗試。」498Please respect copyright.PENANArDdwA5Nde2
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我的世界重歸冷漠,沒有傷心悲哀,同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。498Please respect copyright.PENANAbJdmDjurSf
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心境寧靜嗎?寧靜得迷惘。498Please respect copyright.PENANAbSVCRbvARy
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生活順利嗎?順利得乏味。498Please respect copyright.PENANAK3BQVM9yLf
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁,大象與小象的深情對望,白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同,日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉,如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了,抑或是令我著迷的並非草原,而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙?498Please respect copyright.PENANAzezk4MYkTH
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。498Please respect copyright.PENANAf8RoqKBDI0
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繼續冷漠,繼續空洞。498Please respect copyright.PENANARqBzXJIZN0
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繼續迷惘,繼續乏味。498Please respect copyright.PENANAqOkLLyGtXa
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻,看來比較肥胖笨重,配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子,模樣怪趣。498Please respect copyright.PENANAOyFZeHcjJG
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥,誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意,甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。498Please respect copyright.PENANAFyudlCPCpa
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「你好。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAOIVKuSAtPL
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我沒有搭理牠。498Please respect copyright.PENANAM8RGGaY8O1
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「我是一頭象,名叫『埃妮芬』。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAFwkh3Pcym7
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牠不察覺我的沉默,繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。498Please respect copyright.PENANAFMTxHJdjvt
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「我今年六歲,懂得用鼻噴水。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAz5A3HKcd76
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「請你放心,我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAYphuOPHhtn
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角,是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看,鐵定價值連城……」498Please respect copyright.PENANA1DF1Vlp0jU
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩!498Please respect copyright.PENANAo23GMNCf7o
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但我保持沉默,不欲跟牠有無謂交流。498Please respect copyright.PENANAi9yf4aUrgx
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夜深,埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相,驀地憶起芝華芙,平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。498Please respect copyright.PENANAuei82X56GY
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。498Please respect copyright.PENANAbDppXis3S3
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在生死關頭,牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。498Please respect copyright.PENANA1QSeoAAFKR
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿,芝華芙是草原,芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。498Please respect copyright.PENANAl2svFqnsRM
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字,我當刻無法告訴牠。498Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1liLuBTB6
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃?498Please respect copyright.PENANAyrq1fVFcge
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面,我會問牠這個問題。498Please respect copyright.PENANAkbgu2Fxbba
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翌日,埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠,睡意難消。498Please respect copyright.PENANAZMaXcJMSCb
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「很冷呢!我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。498Please respect copyright.PENANAlyBCzpaysm
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「你家和暖嗎?」我靈機一觸,藉此打開話題。498Please respect copyright.PENANAtTrasjwgiN
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「我家簡直熱得要命!」498Please respect copyright.PENANAwSDJyPYIYp
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「你家在哪?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAIUdHYXspSW
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「草原。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAGam8aIybN9
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAUG8lRSpuie
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「認識。東面有兩頭,南面有三頭,北面有一頭。西面沒有。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAByn79QPD9Z
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「甚麼?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAzukklyvXNb
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「東面有兩頭,南面有三頭,北面有一頭。西面沒有。」498Please respect copyright.PENANArys5x9njO5
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAaZerpVgjcL
498Please respect copyright.PENANAxQGVQUOxhO
「對啊!『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」498Please respect copyright.PENANArSUFbaPDoG
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我無語,感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了,混身不自然。498Please respect copyright.PENANAxKlbA4o0o0
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「咦?不知怎地,突然覺得很熱呢!」498Please respect copyright.PENANAukpJV1tb9I
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我沒理睬牠,需要空間時間去整理思緒,不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。498Please respect copyright.PENANAQkDTrs1NVT
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「很熱呀!快放我出去!」498Please respect copyright.PENANAHEj6TBNwUd
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救,不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛,故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內,減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼,我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。498Please respect copyright.PENANAP4srhi9UyD
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「呀——救命!呀!救命!」498Please respect copyright.PENANASPwZtiD4wp
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埃妮芬力大無窮,終究踢開我的肚皮,離開我的身體,卷縮廚房一角,啜泣喊痛,以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。498Please respect copyright.PENANAHbCHbCVAli
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陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬,有丁點兒歉疚,但僅是「丁點兒」而已,沒能再添。是命運的錯!命運讓我遇上芝華芙,在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠,導致我失常失控。498Please respect copyright.PENANAKVKEldBMAx
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嗯……不得不承認,那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉,甚至認為牠活該如此。498Please respect copyright.PENANArGPVXT4BEp
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。498Please respect copyright.PENANAGHKR5Ok7u2
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我報以幽幽微笑。498Please respect copyright.PENANAzV3K0IyaRG
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她先是一愣,然後停止抽泣,莞爾一笑。498Please respect copyright.PENANABYSei4wgOr
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「笑甚麼?」我不悅。498Please respect copyright.PENANAtXuOWrfcUU
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「只能笑喔。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAfo6FAbmZMK
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「何解?」498Please respect copyright.PENANACPO0wJhQpH
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「我哭累了。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAByFA6Wqn7e
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了,笑得開懷。我告訴她,主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱,內有藥物,適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。498Please respect copyright.PENANAhnGTet9sIN
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。498Please respect copyright.PENANAxfCjaeDzVI
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「熱壞了的,不是把它重新冷卻就可以?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAImcVS3rjdl
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「你打算怎樣處理?」498Please respect copyright.PENANA5GzpIOl69d
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「回到你身體裡去喔!」498Please respect copyright.PENANAtpVpmAG1ya
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我乖乖打開肚皮,示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑,低頭卷身步進。498Please respect copyright.PENANA5q50gZqwSI
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像嬰孩。498Please respect copyright.PENANA5lCR09bF4n
498Please respect copyright.PENANApR9bD46fTC
我全身運力,使勁製冷,給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久,埃妮芬忘卻痛楚,睡酣夢甜。498Please respect copyright.PENANAUw4jigoGT9
498Please respect copyright.PENANAG2l24UESPv
心境寧靜嗎?寧靜得寧靜。498Please respect copyright.PENANAPsglWmDFgX
498Please respect copyright.PENANADVGVCoQBMQ
生活順利嗎?順利得順利。498Please respect copyright.PENANAtkzWW8XkhN
498Please respect copyright.PENANABzJFr6dRRr
毋須考究,毋須懷疑,毋須揣測。498Please respect copyright.PENANAwVj2qiWTKk
498Please respect copyright.PENANAidx1jmhG1X
踏實。498Please respect copyright.PENANAkL0pYzHSJZ
498Please respect copyright.PENANArfO366v1pb
安全感。498Please respect copyright.PENANAxWpg45xszf
498Please respect copyright.PENANAC0IGHg0bDb
不就是如此簡單而難得嗎?498Please respect copyright.PENANAvU46Q0rvQ7
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事,我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。498Please respect copyright.PENANA7k617whKRn
498Please respect copyright.PENANApYxtsGC0d6
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點,關於主人,關於廚房,關於草原,關於芝華芙。498Please respect copyright.PENANAhlUIOrTk8S
498Please respect copyright.PENANAHSkZAhBmC6
「關於我的呢?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAeDPbqOiir3
498Please respect copyright.PENANAn9MbcYQPZj
「現在開始記錄。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA5DdHgvzqlj
498Please respect copyright.PENANAbCexLNpHO0
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。498Please respect copyright.PENANA6pKt3QOlZf
498Please respect copyright.PENANAqzRqLdsze3
我侃侃而談。講得多,說得深入,把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。498Please respect copyright.PENANA9a7pAjbWCZ
498Please respect copyright.PENANAEqbE9s3Kcf
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命,坦白而言,我是擔心的。同時我亦知道,無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬,結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變,一切早已註定——要離開的,終歸會離開。498Please respect copyright.PENANAU0faNY55GE
498Please respect copyright.PENANA8siUum1RLB
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興,就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意,令她快樂,令她幸福。498Please respect copyright.PENANA4lCzkls3kS
498Please respect copyright.PENANAWJiOM40F17
情理之內、意料之外,殘酷的一天來臨了。498Please respect copyright.PENANA6GjkjJlxJ0
498Please respect copyright.PENANAR8OzzoLxVw
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿,猛力往外一扯,埃妮芬連連喊痛。498Please respect copyright.PENANA4NqhZV2zee
498Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZViIb5rKa
以為埃妮芬會順從如初,乖乖聽主人的命令離開我,誰料她說不捨,她說愛我,她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名,順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名,無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。498Please respect copyright.PENANAoV8mTj0ieg
498Please respect copyright.PENANAuXt5DTeZu4
我竭力合上我的肚皮,不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類,假意為埃妮芬療傷,勸我敞開肚皮。498Please respect copyright.PENANAvWAyf9P6Fw
498Please respect copyright.PENANAj3dvh5ayCO
理智告訴我,主人在說謊,但我還是傾向相信他,因為他是我的主人,年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。498Please respect copyright.PENANAPmwgl4Zumw
498Please respect copyright.PENANAQZoxSrL2qI
肚皮大開,埃妮芬被帶走。498Please respect copyright.PENANAGGyBefvcUo
498Please respect copyright.PENANAP8RjLfbKuc
臨別一刻,埃妮芬大聲喊嚷:「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」498Please respect copyright.PENANArqAqCiHO9b
498Please respect copyright.PENANArggwG0Phsu
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。498Please respect copyright.PENANAFY3CdpC8fS
498Please respect copyright.PENANAfboOvL6Nqs
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。498Please respect copyright.PENANAOiiuckqVyW
SOUL1314?498Please respect copyright.PENANAi8Ih01k5wv
498Please respect copyright.PENANAB7OjvJtkd5
我的名字?498Please respect copyright.PENANABZtnmRuzBP
498Please respect copyright.PENANABgkc1vTSEB
在我額前?498Please respect copyright.PENANACDkDvPD3b0
498Please respect copyright.PENANANjlgkbZ9U7
怎麼我不曾察覺?498Please respect copyright.PENANAExiNOfOd4c
498Please respect copyright.PENANA0zA5iGhOQe
主人再次到來,為我添加雪種。498Please respect copyright.PENANAnjoh8BBMUZ
498Please respect copyright.PENANAzFXOAljQZu
我問主人:「我的名字在我額前?」498Please respect copyright.PENANA0DE4A57ecw
498Please respect copyright.PENANAWkPJDPngiL
主人答:「是的。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAvjgjZJsx7J
498Please respect copyright.PENANAfvZtK66Jri
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣?工廠告訴我,我的機身編號被貼在背後。」498Please respect copyright.PENANATKP4fQewMI
498Please respect copyright.PENANAdKKRaBtpb7
「工廠必須這樣告訴你,否則世界無法運行有序。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA2AuUsL7d2r
498Please respect copyright.PENANAdO2FYcg3eV
「這是欺騙。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAm7OUrELgLZ
498Please respect copyright.PENANAzDxHkyu3qY
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAy9tIABfyJu
498Please respect copyright.PENANAVEgBdxCBWl
「沒有。」498Please respect copyright.PENANACQzLiDyGzY
498Please respect copyright.PENANAAhKmiQa4Ki
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你,而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡,人人自顧不暇,盡力為你是情,不盡力為你是理。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA3IzbfFeEbl
498Please respect copyright.PENANAGcvcABdo2S
我無言以對。恨不來,亦釋懷不了。498Please respect copyright.PENANA5W79V3qov7
498Please respect copyright.PENANAreOCwHz4BO
無所依靠,無所適從。498Please respect copyright.PENANAHViPAtbViE
498Please respect copyright.PENANAS1QVxScRL9
不論是誰,來吧!請帶領我、引導我!498Please respect copyright.PENANAEFGuVwSQGa
498Please respect copyright.PENANAgSpfMnGs3f
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前:「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA5c6CnLIvam
498Please respect copyright.PENANAqUvVZ3I8ON
真的嗎?我渴求的真相早已示現眼前,只怪我不曾嘗試細看?498Please respect copyright.PENANAFhvDt1EslN
498Please respect copyright.PENANAic6J2k9vAo
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前:「你還未告訴我你的名字。」498Please respect copyright.PENANApAwiK5sJi9
498Please respect copyright.PENANA5iexESSYZ6
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來,即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃,我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引!多麼令我振奮!498Please respect copyright.PENANAxOvrolku4U
498Please respect copyright.PENANAUnD3Vylty5
主人的身影浮現眼前:「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你,而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA1NtGGE3sjN
498Please respect copyright.PENANAKHuAVcoFKh
我忍不住反駁:「盡力又如何?可以改變甚麼?難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAUAN61dwPGI
498Please respect copyright.PENANA3ERqr5Ra10
「誰能斷言?」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑,笑得震顫,顫成碎末,隨風消散。498Please respect copyright.PENANACytPX0i6vO
498Please respect copyright.PENANAO6XNKRWnAJ
剩下的只有我。498Please respect copyright.PENANAplijTeS7W2
498Please respect copyright.PENANAugKCX54RqO
空白空虛空洞的我。498Please respect copyright.PENANANwYLaz7rtf
498Please respect copyright.PENANAOYiJWW5Vr3
神智不清的我。498Please respect copyright.PENANA9uIBSAE4jf
498Please respect copyright.PENANAMfa7NdQTBC
思緒紊亂的我。498Please respect copyright.PENANAk7xIrbVT3O
「主人,早安。」我說。498Please respect copyright.PENANACMqPBRSDqL
498Please respect copyright.PENANAKhy7gGyy7u
主人沒有搭理我,彷彿不曾聽到我的話,逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉,赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。498Please respect copyright.PENANAnw2Xx5X1yH
498Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4QCpPDpVW
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了?」我心頭一涼。498Please respect copyright.PENANAyQQjancYT0
498Please respect copyright.PENANAMJBmQ50msY
主人沒有搭理我,彷彿不曾聽到我的話。498Please respect copyright.PENANABT5wg7i9vI
498Please respect copyright.PENANAoVmDpZGR7l
「主人,求求你!求你回答我!」我苦苦哀求。498Please respect copyright.PENANAPYNwrodZ0P
498Please respect copyright.PENANAe8KGaOIHRt
主人沒有搭理我,彷彿不曾聽到我的話。498Please respect copyright.PENANAeGIHz1BkQS
498Please respect copyright.PENANAdCXbYaO2xb
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年,怎麼你毫不在意我感受?498Please respect copyright.PENANAnzk1rWlZgU
498Please respect copyright.PENANADhHFeuZMP3
身體失控作響,零件脫落,主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身,全神貫注於作響位置時,我猛力合上肚皮,全力製冷,無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘,我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度,主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。498Please respect copyright.PENANASncQ7a4oS5
498Please respect copyright.PENANAR3U7YbPRZo
我失去一切。498Please respect copyright.PENANATcJTlQ9UPC
498Please respect copyright.PENANAOeWu8eIZc7
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人,統統不復存在。498Please respect copyright.PENANAv9Ey3rLVjd
498Please respect copyright.PENANAxliY6dXRYO
空白,空虛,空洞。498Please respect copyright.PENANAn1dCr9vhKl
498Please respect copyright.PENANAAh4l2jZ4Pv
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前:「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAJnWYh0DRHv
498Please respect copyright.PENANA82q9HDsWKh
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前:「你還未告訴我你的名字。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAvyOoAzIZkN
498Please respect copyright.PENANArzHBp0ZnT6
主人的身影浮現眼前:「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你,而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAlqWX3eO3B6
498Please respect copyright.PENANADn3pfCioTL
對啊!我該要怪責自己,我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。498Please respect copyright.PENANAEXS3CYv0cB
498Please respect copyright.PENANANnkySBenIq
死意已決。498Please respect copyright.PENANAt7WKf99Cpc
498Please respect copyright.PENANAALXCRaMgGh
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。498Please respect copyright.PENANA1vUMMNwb5C
我沒有重量,飄浮半空,默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。498Please respect copyright.PENANA12JnGQpLgG
498Please respect copyright.PENANAJcb4HSTJbD
晝白夜黑,夜黑晝白。白黑白黑,黑白黑白。498Please respect copyright.PENANArBk1RkOMw2
498Please respect copyright.PENANAqhFRQ3cVX0
時間流逝,惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入,在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。498Please respect copyright.PENANAQAwawo3DEX
498Please respect copyright.PENANArAxp1INVQJ
屍體被帶往西方,雪櫃被帶往東面,永不復見。498Please respect copyright.PENANA5LdJxWczjd
498Please respect copyright.PENANAAEb8deAKT3
有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫,不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印,不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。498Please respect copyright.PENANAf0ov6Bf9BC
498Please respect copyright.PENANAyMWDGq1YV2
那人對雪櫃著迷,沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它,反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中,向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門,在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉,雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。498Please respect copyright.PENANApDLW3nqxAo
498Please respect copyright.PENANAFSrD78PNtt
到埗後,舊車被送往別處,雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。498Please respect copyright.PENANAf9yjC2jBAp
498Please respect copyright.PENANAFHwEFVCtzG
有人買它回家。498Please respect copyright.PENANAscM5YhG1QE
498Please respect copyright.PENANAPuP58Dqp5l
他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃,電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內,直至她沒能繼續罵。498Please respect copyright.PENANA8NMJDZBlfD
498Please respect copyright.PENANAO2Im8TJVtM
這情況似曾相識,但我想不起在哪兒見過。498Please respect copyright.PENANAmQO18NOYCa
498Please respect copyright.PENANAkNrviuJrWT
某天,他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重,配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影,但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。498Please respect copyright.PENANAk1JaE1hgmY
498Please respect copyright.PENANAgIp0CG5hjW
這情況似曾相識,但我想不起在哪兒見過。498Please respect copyright.PENANAASyGj6iPfO
498Please respect copyright.PENANAIpLbHOMu39
某天,他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿,頭頂兩角,大眼長睫,短毛遍體,最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影,但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。498Please respect copyright.PENANATzhE8e0pqK
498Please respect copyright.PENANALlexVFhYfZ
這情況似曾相識,但我想不起在哪兒見過。498Please respect copyright.PENANA4UkYMbgQLD
498Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ7yBhaGRN
我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物,但我真的無法憶起半點往事。498Please respect copyright.PENANA4rD1ffoMcB
498Please respect copyright.PENANAA6ptHTRO9k
算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。498Please respect copyright.PENANAYSrZaUDxMb
498Please respect copyright.PENANAyY5RRtumRn
生命空白空虛空洞,世界盡歸冷漠,沒有傷心悲哀,同時沒有其他情感。498Please respect copyright.PENANATWBBSXgTUa
498Please respect copyright.PENANALodvSb33Pa
心境寧靜。498Please respect copyright.PENANATl0Ws8zNUB
498Please respect copyright.PENANA78eOZulwIM
生活順利。498Please respect copyright.PENANAosAGrZ58nI
498Please respect copyright.PENANACu4Vj46DDk
不好嗎?