我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSJqjKJF1X
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqqAXFRpYT
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XEZVQOLM8
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AdRjZvA3w
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdEQrUnW6F
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpg4wnxMUe
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「你是誰？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKVVXl5PMe
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「長頸鹿。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGt1jxf06g
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「甚麼？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZmngsKEbw
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「長——頸——鹿——」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7c6pOfbHS
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJi0aJXSD3
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oW1T9Rjeg
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iBQ50I0HZ
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「雪櫃。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3fN8pkiba
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnck1ZXCV4
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我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnteLynTSe1
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrJjvt0XsP
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFwmgyfWsK
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn7rPApenc
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9RYdK3ONC
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0nwYnWOEF
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIBr10aqXo
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7kjHKJ773
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSCUhFL6Zp
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwIyXTGVmy
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFx7fy92Ir
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSy6WFVHSc
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEOAjFFBmp
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「噢！謝謝你！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMH1GNbmBs
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkZVcqHkr8
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzvsCR0oBr
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMroHWiwcs
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5LrpXfFv2
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM8IGS01D4
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqb5Y6cVve
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPABXLVF3XU
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEybE8YXgu
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就這樣？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhOCJ5vP39
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr1SUJlK8f
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太突然！我接受不來！519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdPseIgvIR
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0oME8B6Fz
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1wIOpLLKj
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1luOZGuVZ
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbI4yqNcYu
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「那就別去嘗試。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIVZkXf9ld
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOMVAn6tGj
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuZX5oZQbO
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDPpASURWY
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlGiz75wU6
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76WPxPx21c
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn3RRGZOGJ
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlYEAeYfy6
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYyQv7IXss
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaU2pyIViL
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「你好。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6r8ZAFKck
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我沒有搭理牠。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsmaN78PoX
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe575Vr0Yo
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp9jJrwPqv
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzionihV55
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuDIlczy2X
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AUxhSyBNz
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz8G0Mck2J
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi8hrqhSHn
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdXNr1ZzJK
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUahlzi6gQi
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV2ATbRstB
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ442YDLgAH
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYdQnfB9U3
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN8ZqDohb9
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjSDS9zaA3
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFUDX0Bdpy
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQpUGx39ld
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrQQeiIm68
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxY2dZ1JrQ
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「你家在哪？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarukm65KQ7
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「草原。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbpwPshOqO
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg74MevMvF
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOa8HNIA0D
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「甚麼？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ZqMpZI6R
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2i1bSvVcm
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGi4yvYd8r
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「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkRV7TgGIX
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbasRJ9U8K
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhr5Q7Qj8q
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RVcd9J7aU
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrSmMIFjpF
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1z7OnBeai
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ19FH16An1
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFqG9oUjvn
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陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUzbJurXrv
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64N5UnLODw
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORIcVAI1kB
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我報以幽幽微笑。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8INe934jrG
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG5aPxdvjP
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHXFPRm5s1
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「只能笑喔。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ycq4laP7n
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「何解？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkpwWVtalx
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「我哭累了。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwom7dr7TY6
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9oGTTewsG
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiqStLLs9K
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「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2olKZpAa53
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「你打算怎樣處理？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGiHLeLFaZ
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「回到你身體裡去喔！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnx5fxCwBH
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我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr2Kz4sEEi
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像嬰孩。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZPcyqu8T1
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我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VPT0Ri92k
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCjPx0JpDM
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNngNkCJsNl
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtw8u8vgFP
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踏實。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsXfF3bdlP
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安全感。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8zZ5Tjz6V
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQOKN6jToF
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOymZTfZBm
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我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pYK1QLcxz
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「關於我的呢？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbwNBQKCL2
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「現在開始記錄。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwSZ9ZcMDk
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9JukANura
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我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5nnw1j4UR
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若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5XwrPKVVj
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我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUqRHtjAPu
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情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTeEuANc2s
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主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5P1uEXNwz
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以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrNArTdcZo
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我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2fbP1Wb5n
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理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHqzGba7uv
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肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzREwhSYVIC
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臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwUI53Nvp8
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不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDUntTLksX
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留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0C5SkHbpj
SOUL1314？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8n8MnM0ux
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我的名字？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06TXsPC7i1
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在我額前？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cf9b2s03q
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怎麼我不曾察覺？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEvfTtFMkJ
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主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SORIYgUWj
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我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpjXAXtYCU
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主人答：「是的。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KLkqqHwGu
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlzvgLizdS
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「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKdB4iwDeo
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「這是欺騙。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtPIishpXe
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDRgByKbtS
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「沒有。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAE51JMj1i
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p8z0B56Dd
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IEA7rscSe
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無所依靠，無所適從。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHiThERM2j
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7lILE2twv
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5usHwLNkwB
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真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ySUbsPLVy
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芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6VaUdLaQU
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我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPpFCPxoIO
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ500Ggr5uJS
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我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rp7KrZjw8
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「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLnyX0XT4I
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剩下的只有我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRSztmshPP
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空白空虛空洞的我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRVAl38JXi
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神智不清的我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHCdGuIFWY
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思緒紊亂的我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcrMui5S0t
「主人，早安。」我說。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKt2jRu4es
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzncAXKR84H
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「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHYQVB3ttg
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lXAk6Qd9D
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「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU0daFcr95
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz5gooDZ77
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恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrrGNMF4Xx
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身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOGkICcSos
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我失去一切。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTYQ2vGcg0
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芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ioibmXrXB
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空白，空虛，空洞。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4z290bQdY
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtbLaeohm0
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芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbj12E6vdP
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEd1Iptouu
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對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYewCDcYs8
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死意已決。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOryvl7ui8L
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電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHb9vKZdBK
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZmeG7tKAC
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晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiBNdqrRaL
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFuNSTzosm
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM5YlhZNoT
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1zhYKVGTl
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBYPMkMFIJ
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUxDpWh0Br
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有人買它回家。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5QpzmOeMZ
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vxH2QYfdz
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJH56JNEZp
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYzPkkT5n7
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocGLJoTgKg
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEwp9R9A9c
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm798Xnfryu
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtDqwxWs3G
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhU9I3zdJr
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQVlhoDGhX
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心境寧靜。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv0FzKm5Nn
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生活順利。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOnnRHmk5H
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