（1）死467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MMZD8raBu
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64Jt2uDWZf
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5SnEN3wvF
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr3o51D4BV
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCLldVzgvp
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhhj90nHqa
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbH4C4QJjS
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPAzLMRJoA
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOXqASICtg
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fw7aCUb5Y
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmiCFjjXZe
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抵不住。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JSbNOp9LG
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他決定到公園散步。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkgTlgBhdW
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfRjmq9OA8
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uXGpY3XWJ
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPLU40voQu
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGevyUVLoV
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwIqJ8gzhK
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrAZsvv9Ij
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他不自已憶起亡妻……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh1crJkvIN
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMGAQuCszr
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNNMKfr7P1
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5zrPZnWi3
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvdJRtuuWv
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6u20N6VqD
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7Lh1GFu2W
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「即是何時？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgSyihpd6m
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「下一個夏天。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMlqArMTSb
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf14jtwr8py
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9iktLg1IP
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaXfV7xq8V
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP0UuJF6P7
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sSYS5m3bV
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內心終於安定下來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZoBfDAwSV
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCUAAmBocs
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「但你的血糖……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVugGxo6G4d
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImSG6pzHq9
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb25EtBBi6y
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAzXBiyL15
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兒子送她一根拐杖。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2SnwnZ9EM
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcgYpt6C6Y
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNTbQ328Qf
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PsNLqCgjZ
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgUzRoHHNz
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZJGUpfAvm
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfTz1mY0IZ
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMl7vTwEy1
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw7q3N0QtT
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於願足矣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqSlatlgKu
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN4mK0ue8g
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLi8sQeJBA
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNyp0HJUb5
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總得走下去，不是嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VrE2T4DXU
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBIcQytEv4
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMflFRah6i
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OZe4GGOmO
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ0XQXzRND
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他在床上徐徐張眼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4zucQQoCD
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFlR0eW6l9
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Els9pjF8U
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嗯。醫院。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1EyhJUw4p
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqEh45Rhlo
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSth0K6S61
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQjG82p1k0
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUDMoAoaM8
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsIeuCvd9E
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWUmmxYByx
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「知道。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcauJb3qja
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd0yQfHoeB
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta1DPL91Lv
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcynHvhY9U
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ6Mh4f1t6
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67VlSLGtO4
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCwTffSTJS
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「她知道了沒？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4LGJJNT3X
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「不打算告訴她。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaVReWbifk
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgblo3OyI74
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兒子笑而不語。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr6B3r0s07
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuz30ob88c
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡja3KRMTGw2
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgZpzuKaYk
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqpwc2La44
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKJlI6tYFB
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgQqlbIxtV
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他決定到公園走走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdYzZcEAHy
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQxYzGA5GK
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULMLS9xlZR
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0awje9k0RM
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjke9fIhzyc
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全場一片默然。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A2tKbhIuD
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ba2O3gwIo
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不要問為何。不要問感受。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhbNpsF1Bi
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuC1VIQJUD
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYJwkcnysr
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaKNcNsMgm
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKKTd9AL6d
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGlXczAtlY
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wNrsyf9bS
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjNbrQkH76
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Ickkj7Uk
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OxZMP0V4Y
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpV570yslh
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbqnhGhF4P
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRoHXbr0pr
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不復見。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX9dK3vtyQ
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他莫名的被深深憾動。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxkdjvRarD
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVHmgrm6pZ
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbnI7dFXXb
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「我不怕死。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHgGPHvd2a
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9UJmbNEf4
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzT2kqeL8y
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zJVbjkUvf
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「她的叮囑？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ439k0V43DR
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolKaiU0pEg
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8177f1oITT
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「她沒這麼說。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmxF79FqGH
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDKF2pbMDh
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdu0qKpGHr
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy222pdkSRB
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFJXqZh4ay
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uiNwIe4iv
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTbTu92GjX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx4oXgtW1r
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「你多活了三年半。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTZel3r1oQ
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Fzsf12Ul
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「想繼續吃？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdp7jYgflb
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKdS1YMEWt
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgtRLu2dI4
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqgyOz9Okt
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兒子呢？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKU6zGOrCR
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQly3KTUDC
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啊！記起來了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqSXTyfUmM
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy1SjbEmgu
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果然。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBkj6p0DKp
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86bp4UUYIy
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWlbTnE06o
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0tH9jZGqv
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxuFYPtdNI
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4osdyL9Pf
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfqPOM2c1b
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若有所失。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDp0R7yvPz
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到公園散心吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAeJc5jqUK
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo61o6r7xn
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1u3d9iTd1
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawVR3SJ06j
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找樹。找到那樹。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuwaklSzqb
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQRExFPMdZ
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRjcnc3Gjz
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMCrcIRAWy
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不願意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpPK9QBpS5
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想逃。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W2Jj9ahAs
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逃！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMWx1ZWJnO
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逃出樹林。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADcc8bsjx0
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彷如隔世。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFqmKnptKp
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q8L0PuF2l
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAvjimor1f
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一青年步入警署。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0H29a1c9b
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「你是誰？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmcUaa6DKj
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「我是你的孫兒。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkvDjZFoH5
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「嗯……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PcFnKbthK
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「爺爺，回家吧。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdOEVzbqZB
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「嗯……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr8A6pRUhv
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb0tBtHEaZ
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbvl0IfsBl
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是否忘記了甚麼？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wZqDIeuOK
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaUxqz6j36
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAscfAcMIcU
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbu4L8QtT8
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso69qmpxxT
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdnZM5pY1S
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo3qFXam0y
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjPiq0BlXg
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8aTQprRpv
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ybIbnTBVH
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2tGDx8dvE
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKUkILVzt9
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3BHztfxkR
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tqbZked8B
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVGCefq8nn
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtvUXoWwCQ
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「不用發愁啊！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLF0Uq6Ocs
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM7tW1NanR
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「考試成績嘛！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs7n9tSQdZ
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CHHuRdmLZ
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qOpXsQU3P
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「嗯，我知道了……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zIT1kufFo
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC13481S1zt
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結伴走了又一段路。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2kliTjaZZ
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRxDirsa0k
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a0UliKjdl
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bwyuW1opn
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3lsgk5OUD
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf5lo7eUkm
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「不用發愁啊！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeCfhjOjSv
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjClagdPYg
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFbqFpAM9l
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu313mBbkwg
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn1UrYVZeZ
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpOGsGAKTj
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VuAGAAdZZ
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMevkJZ4na
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvbf6gOVVO
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F93h91uxo
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDZMFtv32T
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7WalUr3Gh
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhemvXXaFGo
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找樹？找不到那樹。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6H99zG0U6
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4bPfTGYxj
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAva4lheAQQ
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願意。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs4gPy1V0P
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSAXun7WZo
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn7nectbK9
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一青年步入醫院。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvzNl3l4Eq
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「你是誰？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf64wF1ciwN
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「我是你的孫兒。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcYbBn1gk1
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「嗯……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtkmjW0wpv
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「爺爺，回家吧。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUL1ouV8wd
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「嗯……」
（4）生467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q4MWJM10X
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwads0YxKi
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn8qDStpym
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqfuyvEoPy
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTseDN6Ga8S
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7hKY5VnWv
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他沒有吸吮。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIgOxqkhiH
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AuQyCHAAI
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罷。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPROR3A69RZ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscO5Yt1wqE
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3nYymbbzd
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKJNYxtOYR
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不要緊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepLgyD5hCr
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnmjP4xd8l
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTmwtFDi5v
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嘴角輕揚。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGYw13rF4K
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一。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLUxXlPDWy
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二。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tVyOy3ppI
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三。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0uPj14Kf
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf508EMFhC
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWuFMsGtZf
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要緊的，不再要緊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVRzMLggic
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罷。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9tn8ZA3oQ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYsWjDVP8J
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIHZm5mExn
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOvQVWkiXF
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOd76qDt70
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紅燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZY3AJwGUn
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9eYLHWH7t
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL2P12Je42
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綠燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePkcRp6169
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孫兒沒有開步走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yHnYZu9rb
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紅燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8WIfvezwA
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGNmLjOHQ8
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5c6VPH424
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綠燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32XXkGRFyk
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxdFkvT9B9
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紅燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30PgeT1sk3
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjOL1bzxB7
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutVO7Bmp3G
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1URAdfdGh1
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綠燈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWejvH7bdL0
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl53C7gnYwX
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF59MGTg9yn
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLCaYC0lLC
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這是從他身上學懂的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMChZRLOeK
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一生受用。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAePzMweeB9
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5BPmTj7yu
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteZq4L3T1a
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要緊的，其實不要緊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh0dqaia4f
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罷。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetR4hTDjc9
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他被送上安老院專車。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqwik9QQAP
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0jEYMWJ9N
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreb8aCK7pn
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFbESGRfrL
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要緊的，不再要緊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPLb8ZbAyZ
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhiL1OLX2X
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOqFcRmbk5
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIKAzl2cZF
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
註：467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YCToyJ74S
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