家族的榮光,國家的驕傲,人類文明的標誌。大家是這樣稱呼我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAoQG1CLorNI
我無奈一笑,踏入機艙,直飛宇宙,奔向黑洞。381Please respect copyright.PENANAOYUXthzOi0
381Please respect copyright.PENANATbzmo0wwIX
381Please respect copyright.PENANAdpg39kCWfh
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAfBdRYRqlJj
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAnWyDVPEaoq
381Please respect copyright.PENANALCXsQm72nD
381Please respect copyright.PENANArOQBHSdFVj
為何要前往黑洞?381Please respect copyright.PENANATFqTYWjBQl
因為我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANAys5LlTLO09
會死呢!381Please respect copyright.PENANA1FCZxA9CzH
誰在乎?381Please respect copyright.PENANAZePUA61tN1
為何不在乎?381Please respect copyright.PENANANFonWpdU0B
因為我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANAKlzfKFVS8n
381Please respect copyright.PENANAibR86Zrhdn
381Please respect copyright.PENANACXA4Krock4
伴著這些名銜,我的死變得合理而令人興奮。381Please respect copyright.PENANAHSHny8PEIa
大家只會記得我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANAIG210xS9NW
大家不會記得真實的我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAHD8oQlf1NT
大家沒有興趣記得真實的我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAfox66n7Aol
381Please respect copyright.PENANAbtyQ80qBVh
381Please respect copyright.PENANANrbNvNoQck
隊長拍拍我的肩,笑勸我不要想太多無謂的。381Please respect copyright.PENANA3XO7lfKM5l
「如果思考自己的存在意義是無謂的,還有甚麼是有意義?」381Please respect copyright.PENANACy93luA1yc
我們傳回地球的數據能使人類的科技突飛猛進,造福世人。381Please respect copyright.PENANALokqn9CZRY
「所以我們該死?」381Please respect copyright.PENANA66vBJ4cPbk
為家族,為國家,為人類!381Please respect copyright.PENANA31X21jK4TO
381Please respect copyright.PENANA1CHvg8GBpx
381Please respect copyright.PENANATD2rb627wb
我不明所以。381Please respect copyright.PENANA8L6CTLVOUu
「我」們組成家族,多個家族建立國家,多個國家構建人類文明。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqLphF3qbie
沒有「我」們,哪有家族?沒有家族,哪有國家?沒有國家,哪有人類文明?381Please respect copyright.PENANANyPfCXtDAS
「我」們才是構建的最基本單位!381Please respect copyright.PENANA6PtbnFxK9J
何解「我」們該是首先被犧牲的?381Please respect copyright.PENANAyv0QmSsygW
381Please respect copyright.PENANAmcjx7O60tt
381Please respect copyright.PENANAGVkGV3QGDR
隊長說我的精神狀態不穩定。381Please respect copyright.PENANAhfMQAVTMp7
隊員們合力制伏我,將我困在小房間裡。381Please respect copyright.PENANAQjtcwlp4Fs
381Please respect copyright.PENANAtPDhOz6Jh1
381Please respect copyright.PENANA1ube06JXtV
沒有家族,沒有國家,沒有人類文明。381Please respect copyright.PENANABcyjEvnVTG
僅僅屬於我的空間。381Please respect copyright.PENANABwDGVVMPay
我享受獨處。381Please respect copyright.PENANAvHFdQyeZaH
人生本該如此。381Please respect copyright.PENANAdCj2z6iDg4
381Please respect copyright.PENANAcLIOSsX9iL
381Please respect copyright.PENANA1MVORACVlm
何解要有家族、國家、人類文明之說?381Please respect copyright.PENANAoj4fYdLAKS
何解這些次要的單位反可以威脅最重要的單位?381Please respect copyright.PENANAQyyWtGULPC
「我」們被家族的榮光綁架了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAUi2N2le7FK
家族被國家的驕傲綁架了。381Please respect copyright.PENANARU4BIzrPtJ
國家被人類文明的標誌綁架了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAcyzoIeuAo7
381Please respect copyright.PENANAXHbEeUax4j
381Please respect copyright.PENANA0NOwxlQPGw
抑或是「我」們作繭自縛?381Please respect copyright.PENANARgrnklhTy5
是「我」們虛構這些不存在的觀念來把自己束縛著。381Please respect copyright.PENANA7xxmCnhSwt
沒有這些觀念,仍舊可以呼吸、排泄、運動、生長、繁殖、反應、吸收營養。381Please respect copyright.PENANAy49Hg6RT4o
沒有這些觀念,仍可繼續生存。381Please respect copyright.PENANAnQpFkpJjxP
381Please respect copyright.PENANA8aRh3tc25W
381Please respect copyright.PENANAtj8kPTVLdV
何解要自尋煩惱?381Please respect copyright.PENANAmvfBCrufnt
因為想要尋找生存以外的意義。381Please respect copyright.PENANA95Rp1YQvq2
是甚麼?381Please respect copyright.PENANANXHGdUode9
不知道。找不到。381Please respect copyright.PENANATetJEK36On
所以「我」們虛構一些觀念來填補那片空白。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEv3lBBiuDQ
381Please respect copyright.PENANAEPFzTIjqCt
381Please respect copyright.PENANAvaiY9wLSBA
家族,榮光。381Please respect copyright.PENANARDojEM7EAU
國家,驕傲。381Please respect copyright.PENANAhsTPdyJSlL
人類文明,標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANAmvuzSniZkO
很好。381Please respect copyright.PENANA0nrMXo6i9r
很圓滿。381Please respect copyright.PENANAjcSSV0MTlU
381Please respect copyright.PENANAIBIFoOH87K
381Please respect copyright.PENANAODRM8eEeRt
惟在死亡面前,它們不值一哂。381Please respect copyright.PENANAPOOhA2yPET
381Please respect copyright.PENANAQkgwEakJIl
381Please respect copyright.PENANA4wMvIBhPCj
死亡一刻,我不肯定自己是否真正的家族榮光、國家驕傲、人類文明標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANAWjuBcoK2jJ
死亡一刻,我只知自己的生命在消逝。381Please respect copyright.PENANACum0LTZd9t
死亡一刻,我能確實感知的只有我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAGPsfkhqnFn
死亡一刻,伴著我的只有我。381Please respect copyright.PENANATiwnsEdrto
381Please respect copyright.PENANASVtHX5sy9j
381Please respect copyright.PENANAZwN9XO1GJY
我是最重要的。381Please respect copyright.PENANAvdGyUf4nEg
381Please respect copyright.PENANA6EefqXUC11
381Please respect copyright.PENANAE8zkSmVyWx
我是甚麼?381Please respect copyright.PENANAYjPUX7GokY
甚麼是我?381Please respect copyright.PENANAjjJLIpJUgw
381Please respect copyright.PENANALfHJApc36B
381Please respect copyright.PENANAmHDUe34kA4
門開。381Please respect copyright.PENANAG2uPSp8fQP
大家和我一起進餐。381Please respect copyright.PENANAMZZlvfjQAS
隊長給我麵包。381Please respect copyright.PENANATbm5tkYN7Q
「謝謝。麻煩多給我一點牛油。我愛牛油。」381Please respect copyright.PENANALihxbGZYhc
隊員們擔心我的狀況。381Please respect copyright.PENANAMvfOsLMLuv
「我已冷靜下來,感覺良好。謝謝關心。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA8jVjDXf4BI
一切依舊,彷彿沒甚麼特別事情發生過。381Please respect copyright.PENANAPuo1lroDe0
381Please respect copyright.PENANALs3zWFz6VU
381Please respect copyright.PENANAx27kYDXWRF
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAzSEF1Q9LvQ
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAmxop5Qx9kR
381Please respect copyright.PENANAcA0rjnIFYa
381Please respect copyright.PENANAAoegJl8ELk
我是甚麼?381Please respect copyright.PENANAbdMsh1znH2
甚麼是我?381Please respect copyright.PENANA3uBJ6eSlSH
我從沒停止思考。381Please respect copyright.PENANAjcey5UFPiP
381Please respect copyright.PENANAf4kd3RGj96
381Please respect copyright.PENANAAkpREQ4uBt
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAPNvOrnBOWF
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqIXvcTR1Ut
381Please respect copyright.PENANAKoTxyCgunc
381Please respect copyright.PENANAmWUFPAfyqV
按照計劃,我們於特定距離開始將儀器暴露於機艙外,收集數據,回傳資料。381Please respect copyright.PENANARCViTrRQ6S
預計一個月後會到達事件視界邊沿,屆時我們和太空船均會隨時被撕成碎片。381Please respect copyright.PENANAWZEjdwCpEm
隊長問大家有沒有私人訊息或錄像想要傳回地球。381Please respect copyright.PENANAYbI7KYa2a5
鴉雀無聲。381Please respect copyright.PENANATRzuNzd2Pf
381Please respect copyright.PENANAzcUno1ar8c
381Please respect copyright.PENANASUaHvbC6yY
晚餐。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4Eq2tNQdy3
隊員甲自詡為業餘攝影師,樂意為每人拍一輯沙龍。381Please respect copyright.PENANA2ecouoGvhD
隊員乙帶備了一套得體的西裝,可以借給大家。381Please respect copyright.PENANAjsNwSBo0eC
隊員丙擅長烹飪,問大家有沒有想吃的菜餚。381Please respect copyright.PENANA324VveoR54
隊員丁懷念祖母的蘋果批……381Please respect copyright.PENANA4qqp9q7y94
381Please respect copyright.PENANA9XuJjBt8jH
381Please respect copyright.PENANAkEbp9Utluj
隊長留意到我的沉默。381Please respect copyright.PENANAeDvwX4y17A
「我曾是個遊手好閒的孩子。381Please respect copyright.PENANAzRojenjZyy
大家罵我不珍惜自己的生命。381Please respect copyright.PENANASolgkmATU8
我現在是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANAa9oDGIwwD3
因為我放棄自己的生命。381Please respect copyright.PENANACe1nO77u0F
問題不在於我如何對待自己的生命。381Please respect copyright.PENANA18UdYCsA5v
問題在於我對待自己生命的方法是否符合大家的期望。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAYHEd8Sf7bW
381Please respect copyright.PENANAg2VMgfE1pg
381Please respect copyright.PENANAPFSBsqU1HS
餐枱旁只有我和隊長。381Please respect copyright.PENANA6ctCfJsG5D
既然怕死,為何要當太空人?381Please respect copyright.PENANAuvXMzpXnNi
「因為我是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAjZKYkAepEX
沒有選擇?381Please respect copyright.PENANAHBTwtXLYOO
「寡不敵眾。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAiVzo0g1e8V
你真脆弱。381Please respect copyright.PENANAeJuIphMRZY
「已回不了頭。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAMHa33RAGeK
有甚麼遺願?381Please respect copyright.PENANA4XmMQ9BWWt
「遺願是沒有遺願。」381Please respect copyright.PENANASya3k3IDuS
381Please respect copyright.PENANA8QV64R86iv
381Please respect copyright.PENANAJZd04FIP4V
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3eyFK1uM7
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4KFNV3KCvo
381Please respect copyright.PENANAiZLHptWFnu
381Please respect copyright.PENANAn6pjAuIamN
臨近事件視界邊沿前,隊長和隊員們不停向地球傳達大量私人訊息。381Please respect copyright.PENANAzFvZlBBT3B
我沒有回傳任何私人訊息。381Please respect copyright.PENANAHclj1Qqu5J
我只想花點時間和自己獨處。381Please respect copyright.PENANA7oO684B8XR
為這個人刮鬚多年,我此刻才驚覺自己不太了解對方。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEfnAAEe88L
381Please respect copyright.PENANASidKq34EHV
381Please respect copyright.PENANAM56hzemy9X
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAFm7ksLTHpS
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4EVVlHAQ2z
381Please respect copyright.PENANAeDFqW1TD2z
381Please respect copyright.PENANAGNTzXDqNcG
我曾是個遊手好閒的孩子。381Please respect copyright.PENANA5tovLytwtz
大家罵我不珍惜自己的生命。381Please respect copyright.PENANAN7xxd4nUus
我現在是家族的榮光、國家的驕傲、人類文明的標誌。381Please respect copyright.PENANASpw8zNsBAD
因為我放棄自己的生命。381Please respect copyright.PENANAeRZLd6aYTp
381Please respect copyright.PENANAV5lHmqF0Nq
381Please respect copyright.PENANAsRLSgAUaGv
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANA7DX9YI6gfP
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANATiFgibwYys
381Please respect copyright.PENANACRdMKWnb7g
381Please respect copyright.PENANABd37hMuVuV
既然怕死,為何要當太空人?381Please respect copyright.PENANAUDJmhYIWhg
381Please respect copyright.PENANApoIvFOHyoZ
381Please respect copyright.PENANAEWRDzaPswl
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAsGpZXJ7BKx
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ8mZQDgku
381Please respect copyright.PENANA5lCOOofG2r
381Please respect copyright.PENANAIddU82O0Cx
隊員丁懷念祖母的蘋果批。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZrO9R8cY5S
381Please respect copyright.PENANAv1flCpKjWM
381Please respect copyright.PENANAk0fhKAulzJ
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAjSPXgZjFBd
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANACmRULu5cY0
381Please respect copyright.PENANAn8KcVSNCRG
381Please respect copyright.PENANAgULwmt9R1R
會死呢!381Please respect copyright.PENANAELHZjpaYuo
誰在乎?381Please respect copyright.PENANAYiYE71ZlJs
為何不在乎?381Please respect copyright.PENANA9KRwrIOtOT
381Please respect copyright.PENANArE6WtToflB
381Please respect copyright.PENANA7eF0p647sh
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAcbd07ug4iD
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANA8eCOf39Rvj
381Please respect copyright.PENANAsgla82nJEM
381Please respect copyright.PENANA5OHN8E2cjH
我愛牛油。381Please respect copyright.PENANAUjFIq8GMDi
381Please respect copyright.PENANAZKN5FBYlRl
381Please respect copyright.PENANA13H92wg4H6
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAJWIRGXlbj5
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAvSCQIrinYh
381Please respect copyright.PENANAAxpX3kYS4B
381Please respect copyright.PENANAqxGpPokiQv
人生本該如此。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEEAjJ7U1Xv
381Please respect copyright.PENANAbC7IdXnIhs
381Please respect copyright.PENANAU4qTKd4SKn
鬚子是我的一部份。我刮鬚。鬚子不再是我的一部份。381Please respect copyright.PENANAekmef1qn8P
我曾是我,我是我,我不再是我。381Please respect copyright.PENANApsCF8CbLQT
381Please respect copyright.PENANArrMNWGVmE9
381Please respect copyright.PENANAjxmXU0vsMO
我是甚麼?381Please respect copyright.PENANAI5KO6gfECM
甚麼是我?381Please respect copyright.PENANAdqsgxUMhyw
我從沒停止思考。381Please respect copyright.PENANAfMofuS4p3T
我沒停止思考。381Please respect copyright.PENANAjRbHKTVOiZ
我思考。381Please respect copyright.PENANAsBlrUkGNEX
我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAMYrjOgoRNT
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