
秋夜。與同事消遣後,有人打算到酒吧繼續狂歡,邀我同去,但我婉拒了,畢竟自己不習慣應酬,悉才飯局已然將我心力掏空。235Please respect copyright.PENANAY7Ty4qkIc6
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踏入職場十多年,仍然未慣與人交流。235Please respect copyright.PENANAX8uFT5ziql
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也許本性如此吧。235Please respect copyright.PENANACigZ2C2H79
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討厭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAajqQC7aFU1
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我踏上歸途。沿路街燈整齊排列,在灰黑路面各自畫出米黃圓形。柔和畫面莫名令我感到難以言喻的鬱悶。235Please respect copyright.PENANADp9LpiZ2zl
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路經公園入口一刻,我驀地停下腳步,躲在燈光無法觸及的位置靠牆抽菸。白煙冉升,遇上越過三米矮牆的光禿大樹枝節。我有意無意抬頭望樹望煙,聯想起兒時收看的宮崎駿動畫《龍貓》。當中一幕是兩位女主角和家人浸浴時一起嬉鬧,全然不知可愛的精靈趁著月色飄往夜空。熟耳的背景音樂襯托下,畫面就此定格在夜空、彎月、白雲和茂盛參天大樹。235Please respect copyright.PENANAINFOudSzIQ
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溫馨畫面和此刻蒼涼秋意形成強烈對比。我似乎有所觸動,同時也沒法捕捉任何確切感受。千言萬語卡在胸腔間,無法出來。235Please respect copyright.PENANA0QWnknPhOh
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討厭。真討厭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAzvFy1IZIe2
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我無視不遠處的垃圾桶,隨意彈走未盡的菸尾巴,看它掉在路中心。隱身菸灰間的橙黃火光晦暗不明,像掙扎,像呼救,像要耗盡最後力氣對我施加詛咒。235Please respect copyright.PENANA4pewVGeVI9
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討厭。真討厭。很討厭自己經常傷春悲秋。235Please respect copyright.PENANAIa9wEExBZx
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不過就是菸屁股。235Please respect copyright.PENANAyl8IhrkFif
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不過就是同事之間一個閒常飯局。235Please respect copyright.PENANA6CFlnxiTqQ
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不過就是一個平凡人不習慣職場文化。235Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZOWoK0aVN
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不過就是一件沒甚麼大不了的瑣碎事。235Please respect copyright.PENANAftLFvtwWQX
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討厭。真討厭。很討厭。十分討厭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAEgoPgoxztF
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這種無法緩解和、無法宣之於口的鬱悶……十分討厭。