(01)179Please respect copyright.PENANAGO1aLQnSCc
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一九九三年,他六歲。179Please respect copyright.PENANAkoEOEe8mRt
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。179Please respect copyright.PENANA23tbd0izVD
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。179Please respect copyright.PENANAPNvXBpXb6w
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。179Please respect copyright.PENANA22J8NGVjhD
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看不見,聽得到。179Please respect copyright.PENANAjD6QFYuj1k
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尖叫,呼救。心跳,鼻息。人,車。179Please respect copyright.PENANAT1VYeMCKRY
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電車。179Please respect copyright.PENANAn7g46ulxUL
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANAtgeVwiRTSm
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。179Please respect copyright.PENANAhbGqFa1mae
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。179Please respect copyright.PENANA3bMXT8GbQa
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。179Please respect copyright.PENANA6CNR5JuWmX
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刻骨銘心。179Please respect copyright.PENANAS7a4zjlAKi
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANAkmqPoPGal5
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(02)179Please respect copyright.PENANA91nOycC4je
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看得見,聽不到。179Please respect copyright.PENANAZNSeH6rGeS
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。179Please respect copyright.PENANA9uSFhM6XDL
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。179Please respect copyright.PENANAx7EFnbaWVz
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。179Please respect copyright.PENANAderyd7BBnD
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。179Please respect copyright.PENANAx0ajnjsw1p
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。179Please respect copyright.PENANAs2av2Ke6Fn
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。179Please respect copyright.PENANAbCQCcZajan
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。179Please respect copyright.PENANACxxTJelsbe
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。179Please respect copyright.PENANAoNYvPngmx2
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。179Please respect copyright.PENANAxdN8FikORN
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。179Please respect copyright.PENANAMRDUKdjp1H
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANAkOCpdjSzax
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叮……179Please respect copyright.PENANAYx5UmBurZr
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(03)179Please respect copyright.PENANAg8GGzXm1FO
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。179Please respect copyright.PENANAj2vN5ahV0q
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。179Please respect copyright.PENANAEGzVR0Z21N
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。179Please respect copyright.PENANAAGxMydzWP4
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。179Please respect copyright.PENANAXLeWmqoklk
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。179Please respect copyright.PENANAbV246dgDNc
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。179Please respect copyright.PENANAXzKRkvTfhy
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。179Please respect copyright.PENANAVUUuj8WJVR
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……179Please respect copyright.PENANArru13DyMol
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。179Please respect copyright.PENANACyz5vFvM01
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANAnzHOe5L67a
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震驚。179Please respect copyright.PENANAgKc7YdMchL
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?179Please respect copyright.PENANAPB8Y8HKz79
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANAvHHRIw53jp
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。179Please respect copyright.PENANAsYo1BaROLP
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。179Please respect copyright.PENANAa8DPSyvaqt
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。179Please respect copyright.PENANApMzNR5JJu5
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他不想再追。很累……179Please respect copyright.PENANA2H4YkwmJPT
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANA7MKF91thbR
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。179Please respect copyright.PENANAkL9BhoREgN
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」179Please respect copyright.PENANAorJmKS3cGB
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?179Please respect copyright.PENANAlcyiUXyr3w
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!179Please respect copyright.PENANAvhadDHFjEq
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!179Please respect copyright.PENANAdQpTOvoFPu
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。179Please respect copyright.PENANAX5S6Oc4qLp
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他接受不了。179Please respect copyright.PENANAmn87TXUx2G
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANA7svxplgeav
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。179Please respect copyright.PENANAGEAm40AEtz
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綠手開始氣化。179Please respect copyright.PENANAVbsE1EH02w
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……179Please respect copyright.PENANAsPgwen4Ifx
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。179Please respect copyright.PENANAQfgTOIOIWR
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。179Please respect copyright.PENANAaY9zGoZ2R3
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叮叮——叮叮——179Please respect copyright.PENANAJJwInDheot
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。179Please respect copyright.PENANAq4GhUP1g1p
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緣盡。179Please respect copyright.PENANA4Dy68seXCd
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無謂執著。179Please respect copyright.PENANAos7uyF9vae
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忽爾澄明。179Please respect copyright.PENANALBilVZdLDv
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。179Please respect copyright.PENANASirDagXIMZ
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。179Please respect copyright.PENANANziYiU2emT
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排隊,付款,上車。179Please respect copyright.PENANAhqWD85c0Ue
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如同其他乘客。179Please respect copyright.PENANAOxsAxXpSDa
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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雜念集
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ISSUE #129
聲音的顏色(幻想 / 生活)
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