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一九九三年,他六歲。369Please respect copyright.PENANAdok3ENInvB
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。369Please respect copyright.PENANAuJSb3euJm4
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。369Please respect copyright.PENANAQc7ukw6AAU
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。369Please respect copyright.PENANAq31vPdCLM3
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看不見,聽得到。369Please respect copyright.PENANAxj9V1eRZZK
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尖叫,呼救。心跳,鼻息。人,車。369Please respect copyright.PENANAlzmqCiVvNc
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電車。369Please respect copyright.PENANANWMbLXBUFu
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANA6b3OqFlUis
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。369Please respect copyright.PENANAiNA3MLJGAh
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。369Please respect copyright.PENANAY8xpSTkFcC
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。369Please respect copyright.PENANAT4nVkvFLgf
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刻骨銘心。369Please respect copyright.PENANAL4pf5jffM0
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANAeBuw7sBt1c
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(02)369Please respect copyright.PENANAFwaFWEviin
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看得見,聽不到。369Please respect copyright.PENANAcJwZUWXNMP
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。369Please respect copyright.PENANAG4M6D6YdnB
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。369Please respect copyright.PENANAxrOJvmopYt
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。369Please respect copyright.PENANAXUzfeBn41L
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。369Please respect copyright.PENANAU5CTQjEkjj
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。369Please respect copyright.PENANAhc75eq9P9R
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。369Please respect copyright.PENANArq3ul2Kytl
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。369Please respect copyright.PENANA10PyyXvJkl
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。369Please respect copyright.PENANAmKpyiMCuwo
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。369Please respect copyright.PENANAzwY3KdPBsn
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。369Please respect copyright.PENANAzSzqEvyQqE
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANAklI5qs92I7
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叮……369Please respect copyright.PENANAOesKMrzQnt
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(03)369Please respect copyright.PENANAbHgRU3RzB4
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。369Please respect copyright.PENANAF3MoxSyDYQ
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。369Please respect copyright.PENANARCskmZryiG
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。369Please respect copyright.PENANAVKmevIpseX
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。369Please respect copyright.PENANA39TCKxwWiD
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。369Please respect copyright.PENANAXwaT7c7NrK
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。369Please respect copyright.PENANAAA4tO7LAqK
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。369Please respect copyright.PENANAIHrOyhKMO0
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……369Please respect copyright.PENANAttEYuHFgIz
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。369Please respect copyright.PENANAPw7fQonnlx
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANARetePsrv2j
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震驚。369Please respect copyright.PENANAmUtv3GNhq0
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?369Please respect copyright.PENANABLvaawi0wH
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANAy4mBQtDT87
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。369Please respect copyright.PENANA3OTIppjRb8
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。369Please respect copyright.PENANAzjsRcCoA3h
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。369Please respect copyright.PENANAM3SX8Z90jF
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他不想再追。很累……369Please respect copyright.PENANAS5F1x7K1ig
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANAdBUdgcysOS
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。369Please respect copyright.PENANAcPSmGd8z0A
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」369Please respect copyright.PENANALTfzXQe5bD
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?369Please respect copyright.PENANADVDI8uiEgd
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!369Please respect copyright.PENANAjSUct8Fn0r
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!369Please respect copyright.PENANA0s7trP63Dl
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。369Please respect copyright.PENANApdgUS121de
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他接受不了。369Please respect copyright.PENANAWCOXcdn6a3
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANAX9Wx1f2F9O
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。369Please respect copyright.PENANA8E25Edp4oC
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綠手開始氣化。369Please respect copyright.PENANAmtBc3lv1CA
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……369Please respect copyright.PENANA3Rz3LGELOO
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。369Please respect copyright.PENANALu3pU6gz1e
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。369Please respect copyright.PENANAt3gh96faVX
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叮叮——叮叮——369Please respect copyright.PENANA9IzNYsxsBc
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。369Please respect copyright.PENANAooVJB1QDWL
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緣盡。369Please respect copyright.PENANA1osXYRGC8Z
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無謂執著。369Please respect copyright.PENANA1WjDo2g2D3
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忽爾澄明。369Please respect copyright.PENANAVaWeYYn7tE
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。369Please respect copyright.PENANABuGvpezg6G
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。369Please respect copyright.PENANA1m58ELBOpn
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排隊,付款,上車。369Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y8cLcyLH0
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如同其他乘客。369Please respect copyright.PENANAwiL4LalCol
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。