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一九九三年,他六歲。485Please respect copyright.PENANAFNchh1dxTd
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。485Please respect copyright.PENANAEowCGqP1Np
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。485Please respect copyright.PENANAdDFKJjkAbU
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。485Please respect copyright.PENANAhmRYvHLkC3
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看不見,聽得到。485Please respect copyright.PENANA7c2yHqoKZe
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尖叫,呼救。心跳,鼻息。人,車。485Please respect copyright.PENANAiErXmVSYGd
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電車。485Please respect copyright.PENANAhAUljs24xT
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANAoCaKc7EzN4
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。485Please respect copyright.PENANAeCIc9Svtkz
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。485Please respect copyright.PENANAC749hSA0Pd
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。485Please respect copyright.PENANAdFV8BaFsE4
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刻骨銘心。485Please respect copyright.PENANAYXS8JFyTbd
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANAQyhgWcJSca
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(02)485Please respect copyright.PENANAvNWhgRtoIL
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看得見,聽不到。485Please respect copyright.PENANA4ADzdSHwWf
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。485Please respect copyright.PENANA3yIYsxSgou
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。485Please respect copyright.PENANAFntZFzXXbE
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。485Please respect copyright.PENANAOnnVp3K0LB
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。485Please respect copyright.PENANA3op5DtUm6J
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。485Please respect copyright.PENANAd9u4b9Jh5f
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。485Please respect copyright.PENANAZz4bby561g
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。485Please respect copyright.PENANA5RTROlf6xw
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。485Please respect copyright.PENANAixwxiMKJ95
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。485Please respect copyright.PENANAJJSZ9tdVtB
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。485Please respect copyright.PENANAOFIfSuJTdS
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANAsRUDssWf3P
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叮……485Please respect copyright.PENANAW5sSp0WzLb
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(03)485Please respect copyright.PENANAVgzurmcPIW
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。485Please respect copyright.PENANA9jjaN54W6J
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。485Please respect copyright.PENANA77gF5xYJed
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。485Please respect copyright.PENANAcqa3Rmqz8o
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。485Please respect copyright.PENANA5gd4S9aKnj
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。485Please respect copyright.PENANADflRQDobWI
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。485Please respect copyright.PENANAVwI3cajfxe
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。485Please respect copyright.PENANAOcpaLJGgU5
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……485Please respect copyright.PENANAmNtf2R6YaB
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。485Please respect copyright.PENANAZOdSSwAtbn
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANAn22bfgTOVE
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震驚。485Please respect copyright.PENANAWvEUBvz0Js
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?485Please respect copyright.PENANATXqiJjOPGZ
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANA9T5qaLtLTp
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。485Please respect copyright.PENANAosSX5xmE96
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。485Please respect copyright.PENANAJjdQrzExrJ
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。485Please respect copyright.PENANA6zrQoSfhGe
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他不想再追。很累……485Please respect copyright.PENANAlJJlVpONcx
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANA0i5nzOiBzc
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。485Please respect copyright.PENANAnoM3kETEqf
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」485Please respect copyright.PENANAPWg8JXaCa7
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?485Please respect copyright.PENANAsxOChJrub3
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!485Please respect copyright.PENANAlwX2fghTh0
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!485Please respect copyright.PENANArwgcZcSKwN
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。485Please respect copyright.PENANASBBfXkPn40
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他接受不了。485Please respect copyright.PENANAgupPs8Pwib
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANAgo0rkEvxP2
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。485Please respect copyright.PENANAUbH5zPtdqr
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綠手開始氣化。485Please respect copyright.PENANAzMIk6owE2E
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……485Please respect copyright.PENANA02TpcSHg37
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。485Please respect copyright.PENANAlZdluaGKsJ
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。485Please respect copyright.PENANAo8M5NJzbUF
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叮叮——叮叮——485Please respect copyright.PENANAGWhSbPiqjV
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。485Please respect copyright.PENANAvG2HC1INKP
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緣盡。485Please respect copyright.PENANAadlWKRnkRN
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無謂執著。485Please respect copyright.PENANACGaEcv4x0a
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忽爾澄明。485Please respect copyright.PENANAvACZ0e4g9O
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。485Please respect copyright.PENANAwb1NHzRyAI
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。485Please respect copyright.PENANAAuFS4yMZJA
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排隊,付款,上車。485Please respect copyright.PENANAFC0LhdC8lK
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如同其他乘客。485Please respect copyright.PENANAsVadm6NNXo
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。