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雜念集
ISSUE #129
Author: 天洛卡
雜念集
Author: 天洛卡
ISSUE #129
聲音的顏色（幻想 / 生活）
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（01）689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOAs8C8lHL
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOxA3PHFDq
一九九三年，他六歲。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4GoagahlB
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmARopYU7IH
夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOidxwQyN2a
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqU77KfpZE
夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oGkwdxf56
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SmOTI6wrU
醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxeEvDinqZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaBqXR9e1b
看不見，聽得到。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSini92OvHs
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeI8OEYJ4p
尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHVNdH4656
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDrR4Hbrx5
電車。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d16kZ9DGj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaje9GsmjHh
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnskBqqRQp
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANUBbWrvND
他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITJk53BpZr
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AnWt2i59z
媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtl5KoCojO
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6BqFvnEyL
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCRBpQMggh
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cBMHlJxGn
刻骨銘心。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaGC63rxOz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENK2B7y9dF
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiElwP5IiLQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxEQ7GhPUw
（02）689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqakOjxsAgP
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtesdbN7mg
看得見，聽不到。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBce5vgsmGd
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVJwwttwkt
聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wteotR3W7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcW2pvPupu
聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbebzAg0RT
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ3w2S79Df
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdDqG9ZPzd
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTxvxwdM05
但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnWt72BoR7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcDjdPDm8c
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNo47zShzO
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW6D1TgP4u
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQE4C2f2z0
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYaIsghZ6R
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvKEGU2ho5
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVAATMlYso
世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y4e4JP3s6
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEBCxNawNy
他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0pKdtXg5C
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0a8QFasOL
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoDr3xMN5f
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPhpogGSdW
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbCuiTJgLV
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPPXmyNGG4
叮……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatlwyNStXk
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBMlRAH1Kz
（03）689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH1rBY5h9i
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIe5oaqoXE
二零二三年，他三十六歲。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcQ2DBO7Ps
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUvhTvQPlD
當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkvK9hpmIe
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW7Oy5SWvM
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRgTPKh2sa
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdxLBi6mJT
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnamhYsLvG
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWddA4bWxbC
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yj1BkCL87
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RjT87VvMv
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULx5XoGuM2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFOwB9VsUr
常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1CmxIu6GN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqXfnymO9b
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTFSKHyC6y
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzEhElDXm6
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf32TzEBk7t
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VpgbSPmNa
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCatm13vC9I
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hFegwcI3J
震驚。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYddBDXUHzJ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrcUrrasCW
怎麼可以聽到聲音？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DcpT85lsS
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9TfWHhGJg
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmAVxIPkye
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj4jjPZYjG
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdG0btfNk3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORO25BrZyz
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLICyuolo4
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlf4iYRIUw
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQJKYpotxl
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoBvqFm7CG
他不想再追。很累……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmylJR1eoz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQgPLDRHU1
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHosOxrxayE
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uqTQ24vZl
乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1hXvrwRn8
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRlJimd297
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvhNge2dfN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZLSGnpYUJ
他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Lel2kaVN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez9BZ8sAey
他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeRLF42guW
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzZ46Q4NV3
這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwWKxmTqvj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoqXLXuBGH
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtjMQden7a
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABEwWPakuI
他接受不了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBYqt4zu1c
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwainp0V7oU
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzv9IDYx0b
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwEegIR6qt
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqbWk9dxeH
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsMsejkpHH
綠手開始氣化。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwgCptGBqq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUQvYYo9Ng
再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH62ruzmCp
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYm29eXEO5
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DTIPyjGOz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XRmI8lj90
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJwTkuaJFH
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcURvekoIdb
叮叮——叮叮——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4O5adCKQP
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxDUDsJk8Y
電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiDAoW5jB3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIJ5yyp1Ci
緣盡。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ASPYkdyUZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG86NKarC1
無謂執著。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgR746osny
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpEmRji4yz
忽爾澄明。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYPgneerp4
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViesBGcLlh
汗止，氣平，淚盡。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqR2qaomKF
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihICKfUDZU
他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ikqyPi7j3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumV1cFbyBZ
排隊，付款，上車。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNJnQiCzfW
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUZLh6kWE6
如同其他乘客。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItjVzRmtaS
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpErsVNebQq
如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。

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