忽然間,樓下唔知邊度有人周街唱聖詩。707Please respect copyright.PENANAbbkCg87UNM
大聲到連住喺十五樓嘅我都聽到。707Please respect copyright.PENANAeaI7cWTz2Z
飯枱擺住兩個食完嘅微波爐意粉,但係我同家姐各有各忙,大家都無意欲執枱。707Please respect copyright.PENANAndclkrv5o6
何晞媛——我家姐一食完嘢就番咗入房換衫化妝,約咗啲朋友唔知去邊度玩。707Please respect copyright.PENANAIwSYjsa3jh
而我就繼續接力打Red Dead Online;打咗成日其實已經開始悶,淨係不斷咁騎住隻馬,漫無目的周圍走。707Please respect copyright.PENANAaR4OhueWOG
就喺我偷偷地睄一眼自己個電話嗰陣,何晞媛終於換好晒衫出咗嚟。707Please respect copyright.PENANAwIzzj7f4gq
我即刻望番電視,繼續打機。707Please respect copyright.PENANAbytWsEYgFR
「平安夜就出下街啦,成日匿埋喺屋企,有無諗過我會擔心你架?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAlo7ZDzjrYM
何晞媛出咗廳,一路對住塊鏡紮頭髮,一路問我。707Please respect copyright.PENANAxEQwaW4v0Q
我呆咗一呆。707Please respect copyright.PENANACY0ID3LW4p
「吓?諗都無諗過…」我冷笑一聲:「你會擔心我?講笑咩。」707Please respect copyright.PENANARD5BYLQi0g
「係呀,講下笑咋!」我咁答法,何晞媛竟然無出聲屌我,似乎心情好好。707Please respect copyright.PENANAqNFpI3NAr1
佢笑笑口咁行埋嚟,好似摸狗咁摸下我個頭;我即刻一手撥開佢。707Please respect copyright.PENANASgynZOVg5K
「聖誕節,唔好咁Grumpy啦。」佢喺我耳邊細細聲、好似想挑釁我咁講:「使唔使家姐介紹啲女仔俾你識?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAF1bjxboMR7
「走啦屌…」我頂唔順佢啲香水味,烏番後避開佢:「你俾我專心打機好過啦…」707Please respect copyright.PENANA5NsuH3xS6s
「咁你有咩事打電話俾我啦,拜拜!」707Please respect copyright.PENANAwCq4flI589
然後傳嚟一下閂門聲,個八婆終於出咗去。707Please respect copyright.PENANARDrhHJMnXa
屋企亦都恢復平靜。707Please respect copyright.PENANAqWtSrJUlwQ
我歎咗一口氣,再望一望自己個電話。707Please respect copyright.PENANAEFjGxyE8zD
父母去咗旅行,家姐又出咗街,明明係一個難得安寧嘅夜晚。707Please respect copyright.PENANAlFtxO2BbTl
而我亦都好寫意咁自己一個喺屋企,一路吹住暖風機一路打機。707Please respect copyright.PENANAlHCVdX8ohe
但係我個心仲係有啲忐忑不安。707Please respect copyright.PENANAxJJJ7sO91X
當然,我唔係真係無街去啦…707Please respect copyright.PENANATNCXJIs5vp
讀咗大學成個Sem,如果聖誕都無人約去玩,咁唔好話家姐,連我自己都會開始擔心。707Please respect copyright.PENANA8AvjGgIJ0q
只不過,啲同學同朋友幾乎今日都要陪男/女朋友,搞到其他活動都要聖誕嗰日先約得齊人。707Please respect copyright.PENANA9TXqtnES77
喺隻Game入面騎咗好耐馬,有啲無聊,忍唔住又偷望咗一眼自己個電話…707Please respect copyright.PENANAKA0ZsMR1oq
——唉…707Please respect copyright.PENANAOt4nLDrIZh
我一手將個電話掟咗去梳化另一邊。707Please respect copyright.PENANAjMfoXOzu4Z
一方面唔想自己再諗,另一方面…有啲希望咁啱得咁橋撞到粒掣,「唔小心」將個Message Send咗出去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAigRvrfSgb7
「聽晚有咩做?出嚟行下街?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAkfQB3lpEaS
我尋晚已經打咗呢句嘢喺楊悅盈個Whatsapp度,但係到而家都仲未Send俾佢。707Please respect copyright.PENANANOTCplhjtN
執番個電話,將「聽晚」改番做「今晚」。707Please respect copyright.PENANA8yVyNC20XC
但係始終都係唔敢Send;我苦笑一聲,放低個電話喺隔離,然後Quit咗隻Game、開Netflix…707Please respect copyright.PENANAUCOD0uS8a1
唔好誤會,我唔係毒到連Send個Message俾女仔都唔夠膽。707Please respect copyright.PENANAkGNzGERKcr
只不過,我想搞清楚:自己究竟真係想見佢,定還是我都感染咗「聖誕綜合症」?707Please respect copyright.PENANAPuYpCBMXfC