忽然間,樓下唔知邊度有人周街唱聖詩。709Please respect copyright.PENANASlTJCHPXxi
大聲到連住喺十五樓嘅我都聽到。709Please respect copyright.PENANA61whxdxJCc
飯枱擺住兩個食完嘅微波爐意粉,但係我同家姐各有各忙,大家都無意欲執枱。709Please respect copyright.PENANAZx6tPTOibS
何晞媛——我家姐一食完嘢就番咗入房換衫化妝,約咗啲朋友唔知去邊度玩。709Please respect copyright.PENANA4TNMouZdV1
而我就繼續接力打Red Dead Online;打咗成日其實已經開始悶,淨係不斷咁騎住隻馬,漫無目的周圍走。709Please respect copyright.PENANAdZhwLRWXTA
就喺我偷偷地睄一眼自己個電話嗰陣,何晞媛終於換好晒衫出咗嚟。709Please respect copyright.PENANA9I0jzVvgPe
我即刻望番電視,繼續打機。709Please respect copyright.PENANAQg4fMiM1KB
「平安夜就出下街啦,成日匿埋喺屋企,有無諗過我會擔心你架?」709Please respect copyright.PENANAAAe5Yj3Cbu
何晞媛出咗廳,一路對住塊鏡紮頭髮,一路問我。709Please respect copyright.PENANAkjYfTD5ukT
我呆咗一呆。709Please respect copyright.PENANAFNiXT9y7yd
「吓?諗都無諗過…」我冷笑一聲:「你會擔心我?講笑咩。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAiii0uZhiZW
「係呀,講下笑咋!」我咁答法,何晞媛竟然無出聲屌我,似乎心情好好。709Please respect copyright.PENANAw12NZye86e
佢笑笑口咁行埋嚟,好似摸狗咁摸下我個頭;我即刻一手撥開佢。709Please respect copyright.PENANApaQQnZsjGk
「聖誕節,唔好咁Grumpy啦。」佢喺我耳邊細細聲、好似想挑釁我咁講:「使唔使家姐介紹啲女仔俾你識?」709Please respect copyright.PENANAnMeUbuobYC
「走啦屌…」我頂唔順佢啲香水味,烏番後避開佢:「你俾我專心打機好過啦…」709Please respect copyright.PENANAlPKpoYEpJ9
「咁你有咩事打電話俾我啦,拜拜!」709Please respect copyright.PENANAWKG3qUSlcN
然後傳嚟一下閂門聲,個八婆終於出咗去。709Please respect copyright.PENANAzY5fMkqPN7
屋企亦都恢復平靜。709Please respect copyright.PENANArj57OGpvDs
我歎咗一口氣,再望一望自己個電話。709Please respect copyright.PENANANWqLbEkIzE
父母去咗旅行,家姐又出咗街,明明係一個難得安寧嘅夜晚。709Please respect copyright.PENANAxyXM4hlb7m
而我亦都好寫意咁自己一個喺屋企,一路吹住暖風機一路打機。709Please respect copyright.PENANAwgLvpmPMlO
但係我個心仲係有啲忐忑不安。709Please respect copyright.PENANAvRVu71LFbj
當然,我唔係真係無街去啦…709Please respect copyright.PENANAqmbwU1Bnt5
讀咗大學成個Sem,如果聖誕都無人約去玩,咁唔好話家姐,連我自己都會開始擔心。709Please respect copyright.PENANALJx2DycEgM
只不過,啲同學同朋友幾乎今日都要陪男/女朋友,搞到其他活動都要聖誕嗰日先約得齊人。709Please respect copyright.PENANA6rG7vzbQUL
喺隻Game入面騎咗好耐馬,有啲無聊,忍唔住又偷望咗一眼自己個電話…709Please respect copyright.PENANA1A6ZnmRmrh
——唉…709Please respect copyright.PENANAkSV0eU15ja
我一手將個電話掟咗去梳化另一邊。709Please respect copyright.PENANABh93l263qh
一方面唔想自己再諗,另一方面…有啲希望咁啱得咁橋撞到粒掣,「唔小心」將個Message Send咗出去。709Please respect copyright.PENANAzpLbujLb7Y
「聽晚有咩做?出嚟行下街?」709Please respect copyright.PENANA35MfjPKcIz
我尋晚已經打咗呢句嘢喺楊悅盈個Whatsapp度,但係到而家都仲未Send俾佢。709Please respect copyright.PENANA8vnXkfrIFN
執番個電話,將「聽晚」改番做「今晚」。709Please respect copyright.PENANAf81V19sAwu
但係始終都係唔敢Send;我苦笑一聲,放低個電話喺隔離,然後Quit咗隻Game、開Netflix…709Please respect copyright.PENANA8dYg2dMc95
唔好誤會,我唔係毒到連Send個Message俾女仔都唔夠膽。709Please respect copyright.PENANAXJsh8Tp48K
只不過,我想搞清楚:自己究竟真係想見佢,定還是我都感染咗「聖誕綜合症」?709Please respect copyright.PENANAnbEd7qetLF