第八章我們捨不得的1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqNbdNLr9T
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他哭了，而且哭的一塌糊塗，而從他的眼神裡我可以很清楚的知道，他是愛著我的，因為害怕真正的失去，而害怕的哭了，就像孩童時期他顫抖的哭泣一般，我在他的眼眸裡看到了我一直渴求的答案。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvC8oQyUrp
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我起身撫上他的臉把額頭靠近他的額頭1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxixFwLoICi
“如果你是真的愛我，我就永遠都不會走，你推開我⋯⋯我也不走。”我一邊說一邊哭的撕心裂肺“求你了⋯這一次⋯和我說實話”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRelQ1AxKU
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“我不能愛你⋯”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvZpxjiXgn
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“可是你想愛我”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZbxjQQnPC
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他撫上我的後腦，像過去那個溫柔的許墨，而這個安慰的動作代替了回答。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdOEaIdase
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“我以為自己可以狠心的看妳和任何一個人相愛，我以為我收的很好，不留痕跡的能夠把妳還給宇宙，讓妳平凡的幸福，我才發現我做不到，我太自私了，我藏不住對妳的心，我不知道怎麼⋯⋯不愛妳。”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMBjKVCgI9
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這個時候我們都已經太清楚了，清楚的知道我們沒有誰能離開誰。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK61aqwRj8
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我窩回了最張最喜歡的長沙發，他在給我煮粥，瘋狂的歡愛和大吿解之後他才意識到我是個腸胃還在發炎的患者，愧疚的跑去煮粥。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAYJWUBzsJ
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他每回覺得自己對不起我了都是這樣的，我一直都知道他小心保護我的模樣就是這樣。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetkdZVGM6r
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現在好像他告訴我他是混蛋Ares這件事只是一場夢一樣，而我也在經歷了這一切後選擇接受他的另一面，了解他存活的方式、原諒他推開我的理由，不論他當初靠近我的原因是哪一種，這些東西是很重要，我們將來面對的事也很重要，但全部都沒有愛他來的重要。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgovqY45hY2
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我忍不住探了探頭問著在廚房的他1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvFwjUixZY
“你肯定知道我偷偷回來過吧”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYG95lbLXv
“我知道”他關了火，端來了碗蔬菜粥放在桌面1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMq29DMLFI
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“你就沒想過來教訓我為什麼幹這種事？大名鼎鼎的Ares不是最兇狠了嗎”故意這麼調侃著，因為我知道此時的他已經捨不得不要我了。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3TBRetMZy
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他從廚房拿了碗開始盛粥1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6Vgw8Wbp7
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“我不想讓你感受到愛的痕跡讓妳又燃起希望覺得我在乎妳”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdYiYNiAF7
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“結果你就跑來跟蹤我跟我的新同事嗎”我笑出了聲1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFoFo9wD3d
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“我以為你們在一起了。而且那是我們特別喜歡的二手書活動，妳知道我有可能會去的”他給我盛了一碗粥拿到了我面前打算餵食1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i0NJQ0Qip
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“我想配魚罐頭”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcI4jrh28r
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“嘖⋯⋯⋯妳故意留了滿滿一櫃的魚罐頭妳還敢跟我說罐頭，明明告訴過妳不許吃這種對妳胃不好的東西”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIsZP4POPg
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“我買了30罐，就是報復你這個負心漢、這個大豬蹄，讓你天天吃一個天天想起我哭喪著的臉愧疚。”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxQOaOx7nq
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“妳為什麼覺得我會真的天天都吃一個罐頭”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bfwEAksTC
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“你這麼聰明一定知道那是我對你最後的祈願，真真切切的想著我直到罐頭吃完，在那之後便分離，再也個不相干，誰不欠誰的意思”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwdXpwJ7A1
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“結果妳還招惹了蒼蠅在妳旁邊飛讓我覺得真的會失去妳。”他像往常那樣捏了捏我的鼻頭1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9tFltiY8K
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“這個真的不是我計劃的”澄清後突然想到1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTtwhwWM0y
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“那個櫃子裡的罐頭應該還有很多個，可是我想要吃最裡面最左手邊那罐，唯一一個藍色包裝的罐頭，那個口味是期間限定的。”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgemESKBN6
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“好”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgfsK8Q9Wl
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他轉身進入廚房打開櫃子，把其他罐頭往旁邊推，看到了藏在深處的唯一一個藍色包裝的罐頭，他拿起來發現罐頭很輕，是空的而且是打開過的。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGe3kr8JYe
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原來鐵包裝外圍著藍色的紙上面用筆寫下大大的保存期限一萬年。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNt1G32Hfe
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許墨覺得自己究竟是中了什麼套了，於是細看罐頭掀開已被開過，看到空空的罐子裡面放了一張紙條。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMlnTTlIo8
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攤開來1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFkIpYpWSi
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「我對你的愛，永不過期，別放棄我啊」1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTF6JVnlYw
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Ah, on what little things does happiness depend! I have read all that the wise men have written, and all the secrets of philosophy are mine, yet for want of a red rose is my life made wretched. 1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZMxbaQhIA
幸福取決於一些多麼微不足道的東西啊！我讀了所有智者寫的書，掌握了所有哲學的秘密，可就是因為缺一朵紅玫瑰，生活就變得痛苦不堪。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1m68R19tn
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《王爾德的童話-夜鶯與玫瑰》1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshKLSbvdeW
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為一個男孩種下了整片的玫瑰，1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX0gUW0zny
現在有很多玫瑰了，蝴蝶捨不得走了。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtdqxFKiK7
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“許墨罐頭看完快點回來，你沒給我湯匙我怎麼吃粥？我好餓，要餓死了，你再不喂我吃我就要表演一個原地過世了”1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzMr7q3FOQ
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“知道了。”他瞇著眼笑了。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFVEYZQ8UZ
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是不是把她教的太聰明了1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG5MQ40Vfd
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許墨心裡這麼想著1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxKoQuvhoV
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整個故事其實只是想要寫那種各自撕心裂肺的痛，痛的時候總會有些病態。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEDBQ09bDm
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第七章認真說不起來不是一個強迫行為，對女方來說其實是一種默許，而這種默許是因為也同樣不捨這份愛，如果有表達出這種難分難捨的情愛感就好了。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw8YsOQ1Fi
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文裡面其實引用了一些遊戲裡出現過的相關電影還有書，而很多細節的發想來自於王家衛的《重慶森林》一直想試試這種風格的東西，不過其實也是第一次寫許墨就是了，講得好像寫過很多一樣。1334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4whK4xJT4
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