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你捨不得的1131Please respect copyright.PENANAXGI70qtpLA
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許墨x你1131Please respect copyright.PENANA6zCuFwdA0B
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前言:1131Please respect copyright.PENANAgMYMe9WttJ
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有八章,第七章R181131Please respect copyright.PENANAKU9YzbEi5c
有碎玻璃但還是顆糖1131Please respect copyright.PENANA8R7SRS0CLI
就是一個想寫愛情故事沒有解釋太多繁雜的部分,如果跟遊戲設定有什麼出入還請別太介意,為了讓閱讀者有帶入感女方的角度是第一人稱也不知道用的好不好。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAXHY63QqPAY
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總之,這是我第一次寫許墨。1131Please respect copyright.PENANADorheJUcho
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第一章_只是夢遊的1131Please respect copyright.PENANAnBcaywSrx8
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在那個下著滂礡大雨的日子把他的東西歸還到他家裡時,他說的是1131Please respect copyright.PENANAHmH7QzhgqG
“不要再來見我了”1131Please respect copyright.PENANAQDqi4uUsTp
“我已經不是許墨只是Ares”1131Please respect copyright.PENANAUudGy8uztt
“忘了我吧”1131Please respect copyright.PENANAuFQcGk2G5f
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每句話一直繚繞在我耳邊,夜深人靜時還依然不斷迴盪在耳邊,依然不想相信那個待我溫和的許墨已經是Ares。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAbOrFhCkIHz
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於是在那之後我們便真的失去了聯繫,再也沒有深夜向他求助問題的訊息、沒有他總是多晚都會接的電話、工作上也不再碰面,許墨這個人就這樣硬深深的抽離了我的生活,一開始疼痛的像有人每天在傷口灑點鹽,而一個月後也就習慣了,習慣了這種心裡缺了一角的陣痛,久而久之醒來時是流著淚的事情也就是家常便飯,也不過就是擦了眼淚繼續過日子吧。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAxipFWkcesn
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這些日子奶茶不再好喝、那間喜歡的湯包吃起來也不再過癮、不吃辣的我開始在食物上加了很多辣椒卻依然吃不出什麼痛快,夜裡不再好睡、早上起來工作也失去了許多動力,我不知道為什麼會這樣,像是生了一場病,而這場病得治癒方式已經在這個世界上絕了版。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAhtAxACxkcR
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那一日,我醉了,或者說是一場夢遊也行,在與同事慶祝一檔節目進行得很順利後的聚會裡,我喝了柯夢波丹還有龍舌蘭調酒跟一堆也不太記得了的調酒,橙色的、紅色的、綠的、紫色的,像他的眼睛一般的顏色。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAeyS4lI77uI
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他們說著“老闆,你喝多了”1131Please respect copyright.PENANAir7MKCHkfy
我笑著告訴他們小看我了,從小都這麼獨立的我,不需要被照顧,叫了台計程車瀟灑的就走了。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAIXjPh4eGMC
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有點意識可以集中注意力時才發現,我讓計程車開往了哪裡,而這股渴望來到這裡的心情我認為已經是無法控制自己的偏執了。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAIcw9VbGbjW
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我已經到了許墨的別墅門口,而且正在把那一把沒捨得一起歸還的鑰匙插入大門。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAyCsIXdwIeQ
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我曾經認為這裡是我們的家,至少在那些一起躺在沙發上看電影的日子裡是這麼想的,大門開了,房裡一片漆黑,鬆了口氣,他不在,哪怕只是幾個小時也好,身處在這裡都讓我暫時覺得好像下一秒那個溫柔的許墨還在一樣,這裡的回憶太多也太珍貴,我還沒有辦法丟到垃圾桶裡。1131Please respect copyright.PENANACCbeXGL7Jp
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不自覺地走到他的書架拉開後層櫃子,那裡是許墨收藏電影的位置,手指觸碰著那一部有一部的錄影帶還有DVD,先是1942年的黑白電影《卡薩布蘭卡》、《愛在黎明破曉前》然後是《怦然心動》,記得每一部電影的感想,也記得他每一次幫忙我工作內容時親手寫下的筆跡,記得他最喜歡的茶香、還有他端著熱水給我時我們互相觸碰的手、還有吻、還有在沙發上纏綿的雨夜滾到了地上的我們相視而笑而他撫著我的頭髮好似那一刻是永恆,我怎麼會忘?但這個房子卻好忘了我一樣,已經沒有留下任何我存在過的痕跡了,我的拖鞋、我的衣服、我放在床頭的護唇膏、浴室裡的牙刷,什麼都沒有了,就像我找不回深愛的他一樣。1131Please respect copyright.PENANA4UqtvWyrUe
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後來我在那一個我們最喜歡的沙發上睡著,醒來時已快天亮,我其實並不確定他什麼時候會回來,即使是Ares也是要回家的,所以我很緊張,很怕遇上他不知道該怎麼解釋這個行徑,安慰自己這只是一場夢,只是夢了遊,離開並不會留下什麼痕跡,但心裡卻起了一絲念頭,我拆下了髮圈留在了他的床上,便瀟灑的離去。1131Please respect copyright.PENANA8GnjgsME3G
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紀念我來過,他可能會發現、也可能不會,我只知道我想再偷偷留下那麼一點存在過這裡的痕跡。1131Please respect copyright.PENANAhI2sA5Awi5
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