他一大清早,就只在說些有的沒的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAoRYF1yxXJD
沒有說奇怪的話,沒有說日記的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAPdQWNHMN6r
就像當作我是路人,將是敷衍我的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAEm4RBMuUQR
他想故意迴避某些話題,但同時又想提起。170Please respect copyright.PENANA2JJA1Y47gX
換句話說,他想要我自己提起話題。170Please respect copyright.PENANAYbnCWOwPEc
170Please respect copyright.PENANAzAdHAV12Je
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就是迫我要做醜人就是了。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4LmmDUFewA
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「我記得好像學校也試過一次這麼亂的。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAlQYIhY5ppB
那時候的確很亂,我們還花了好幾天才完全清理好。170Please respect copyright.PENANARlYdkjbzvh
只是那時候多點顏色就是了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAEZxFpvaIj8
「咳咳⋯⋯對不起⋯」170Please respect copyright.PENANATZ2wPfBPqD
這句對不起,是他隨便丟下的一句對不起。170Please respect copyright.PENANANRJQtg0IjC
不小心碰到別人又說,不小心踏到別人又說。170Please respect copyright.PENANAjlkwfHLMnp
但這一下咳嗽,不是不小心的,是有意無意的。170Please respect copyright.PENANATmFFjKy6qa
170Please respect copyright.PENANAKpbGpLsHhk
170Please respect copyright.PENANANSe5uU9ytL
是他下意識迴避的方法,是他裝病的後遺症。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4GuwPZc5t3
跟他說話這麼久,說話的習慣早就能看破。170Please respect copyright.PENANA52ALCfkjHw
每次說到什麼他不想記起的,不想提起的事;170Please respect copyright.PENANASIZw23Wm9A
是他總會下意識地咳嗽,問他為什麼卻說是不為意。170Please respect copyright.PENANAAfU9tGvYxI
這是他的壞習慣,是習慣成自然。170Please respect copyright.PENANAFU98pnc8vU
170Please respect copyright.PENANAjVzlNRpwt0
170Please respect copyright.PENANAT5XE6bG2r0
但是他想說的對不起,不是他常說的對不起。170Please respect copyright.PENANA62M6KTyUH5
我是想聽他主動說的話,不是他被動模式下的話。170Please respect copyright.PENANAClQFsg8Gbn
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2tzV7hJ6yQ
170Please respect copyright.PENANAgoVi00IDEd
「那時候,你替我背上黑鍋,但我什麼也沒說,對不起。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAWAyf03Yq9G
不是你的錯,那時候應該是我受罰的。170Please respect copyright.PENANA8SSWcHeVHn
即使你做錯,也不應該是你受罰。170Please respect copyright.PENANAZEzkRd5tOH
而且如果我沒有這樣做,除了我對不住自己,你也會被踢出校。170Please respect copyright.PENANAmXrPM31yHl
「對不起,那是因為自己的思想未成熟,而自暴自棄,最後連累到你。」170Please respect copyright.PENANABNssJMPM1K
不是你的錯,這是情有可原。170Please respect copyright.PENANAIy4yvtbjPX
我是應該受罰的,我是欠了你的。170Please respect copyright.PENANACpCx10rPps
170Please respect copyright.PENANAKqLAZM4Tjj
170Please respect copyright.PENANA6qCOUZIQsQ
「為什麼?為什麼都不是我的錯?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAILpkEXTQPP
因為⋯總之不是你的問題。170Please respect copyright.PENANAzflmt9gibf
因為這是一件不怎麼快樂的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAj5WhuuXFav
不怎麼有趣,也是不想說的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAxgQ0uTrpND
170Please respect copyright.PENANABeb7AmCIpc
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2lQZNUBsj4
這是你不喜歡的事、不開心的回憶;170Please respect copyright.PENANAh2lqhCvm6O
所以你才把它寫在日記上,然後忘掉了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAVymXTNKFzV
170Please respect copyright.PENANAbxYT5bx1Qg
170Please respect copyright.PENANA7zxSHIf41J
真的要說嗎?170Please respect copyright.PENANAL2PJhGHksu
170Please respect copyright.PENANADpYLw8lOT5
170Please respect copyright.PENANAM7acIFUlhW
170Please respect copyright.PENANAw3jXqlEOMb
170Please respect copyright.PENANAPNwVHNI9ji
在他搬屋前的那一年,在他還未忘記我的時候;170Please respect copyright.PENANAPi533bo4bB
我們曾經是朋友,我們曾經是同班同學。170Please respect copyright.PENANAVVw9ar5asf
那時候也像是這樣的,不在上數學課也在聊天。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4159jjj2N2
也是說著對方不知道的事,也是說著最有趣的事情。170Please respect copyright.PENANAA20drN55ZQ
很幼稚的快樂,很無聊的解悶。170Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ae4G4Gy8Q
雖然不是維持了很長,雖然是忘掉了的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAm1tF0y5OPD
但這是我跟他最快樂的回憶。170Please respect copyright.PENANAhPJHGXU653
170Please respect copyright.PENANAV77ydQrTTu
170Please respect copyright.PENANAO3vQEnEeCV
有一天,我們談到日記的時候;170Please respect copyright.PENANAkyy72Nj76J
我問他有沒有寫日記,寫了些什麼。170Please respect copyright.PENANAuI1j85aibt
「沒什麼呀⋯就⋯日記。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAOYdDR97jCE
那時候他的說謊技巧還沒有這麼利害,雖然也沒說什麼。170Please respect copyright.PENANA3Iz2xH1UTZ
但還算是小朋友的我,聽到這句話好奇心就起了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAANSeAr4Eki
然後我就提議,要不要交換日記。170Please respect copyright.PENANAyp9jcBAbpD
他似無力反抗的,好像妥協了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAGeMguys2gF
170Please respect copyright.PENANAM0G6GTKynX
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不出乎所料,第二天他就帶來那本日記。170Please respect copyright.PENANAgscdtT7dLG
那是我第一次——無數次中的第一次看到他那本叫作「忘記日記」的筆記本。170Please respect copyright.PENANAd6WjqLCkdi
那時候詐作聰明的我,便説那是不是備忘錄。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4rNw3Ymie9
「有點不同吧⋯這是要記錄下準備忘記的事來的。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAMuIpiLCBfu
第一次聽他解釋當然是不懂,但現在的我很清楚。170Please respect copyright.PENANAOpD3eCeH5K
那是要記下要忘記東西的備忘錄,說出來的確是有點諷刺。170Please respect copyright.PENANAU181uJRJJa
明明是要準備忘記,但偏偏卻要把它記下;170Please respect copyright.PENANAZKVxkXzCeo
那忘記的意義在哪裏?170Please respect copyright.PENANABBYjmtYRNZ
170Please respect copyright.PENANAg4YSfFFCZF
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2j8epUZYM7
但那時候的我不管,因為實在聊得無聊了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAu2LTccUP0d
想要更加實在地認識這個人,想要知道他的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAV0HouIyV5u
於是就想看他的日記,想從日記裏面認識他。170Please respect copyright.PENANAueqinqfkQA
只是沒想過他的日記,對他來說是垃圾堆填區。170Please respect copyright.PENANAIo7j27vlt9
拿個好一點的比喻,那是他專屬的焚化爐。170Please respect copyright.PENANAoPjjgLF2wn
什麼可燃垃圾不可燃的,通通都得燒一燒。170Please respect copyright.PENANAr6sOhnRVBt
而那一本日記,正是燃燒後的灰燼。170Please respect copyright.PENANASI8xbHNegY
170Please respect copyright.PENANA5kzWsIjdke
170Please respect copyright.PENANA0qYRWZLGzu
因為沒聽他說過自己的父母,於是就問直接問他;170Please respect copyright.PENANAm4JHChpMRq
你有沒有在日記寫過你的父母?170Please respect copyright.PENANA02vH6vVl5o
「不記得呢⋯好像是有吧。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAdFPh0UbtQJ
既然說是好像,那即是代表有吧。170Please respect copyright.PENANAcY0OJaKdDx
於是我就在那頁數不到的日記裏,找到那被撕成一半的那頁。170Please respect copyright.PENANA8FXehY6WUh
中間用膠紙黏着,如一道橫著的傷痕。170Please respect copyright.PENANAfDjgQtSqTj
為什麼要撕掉這一頁?170Please respect copyright.PENANALbARmt9JF0
「應該是發現這件事沒什麼好忘記的吧。」170Please respect copyright.PENANA5Wb29AUav3
170Please respect copyright.PENANAi0zLFLkkZp
170Please respect copyright.PENANADMdBjn5Ven
這一頁上寫的,看上來都像是一個普通的故事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAm052LczqpP
一天,他跟他的媽媽到主題樂園玩。170Please respect copyright.PENANAhYwzoKdwiy
「不要忘記這一天哦。」她是這樣說。170Please respect copyright.PENANAXWLGRif3Y8
他們又坐摩天輪,又去看水族館;170Please respect copyright.PENANAWj1xn0nYoO
「最重要是你開心。」日記寫著她是笑着的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAO7BU7JqonH
他們很開心,渡過了快樂的一天。170Please respect copyright.PENANAGsSvH5shnl
最後,他媽媽在樂園的餐廳請了他吃最貴的雪糕。170Please respect copyright.PENANAklCa0hQCnz
「我上一上廁所,你在這裏等我哦。」她最後是這樣說的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAnBEVmcgRPa
170Please respect copyright.PENANAdgNTC9sGLo
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「林卓維小朋友,你的爸爸在找你。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAX8IZwUqaPU
公園的宣布系統,宣告這一則小朋友尋回的信息。170Please respect copyright.PENANAV688g6jYRz
他一時三刻沒有理會,繼續吃着媽媽買給他的雪糕。170Please respect copyright.PENANAgiXcOWBvsG
然後,有一個職員走了過來。170Please respect copyright.PENANAoY0WkJmZ7H
問他的家長在哪裏,把雪糕全部吃完的他,忘了怎樣回答。170Please respect copyright.PENANAppQIEP9JaQ
然後職員就把它帶到,他爸爸的身邊。170Please respect copyright.PENANAYBGFvjMhB3
170Please respect copyright.PENANAZClGioOEso
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然後發生什麼事,我不知道。170Please respect copyright.PENANAMoNNyQTMOS
但是我能夠的,就只有自私的猜。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4c9M2g8U9F
因為即使問他,他也答不到我。170Please respect copyright.PENANAnxeXEeV6aj
「我忘記了不知道,可能只是我作出來的⋯」170Please respect copyright.PENANAcJs3bImItf
雖然我不同意他的猜測,但既然本人也不知道的事;170Please respect copyright.PENANAfNz2cyfriW
即是代表這是模糊不清的灰燼,這是怎說也說得通的故事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAIpFMF7ZVxr
170Please respect copyright.PENANAQmNqGXMaR9
170Please respect copyright.PENANAloEl1nsqId
於是無聊的我,有空就在想這件事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAnDxau8lF2e
會不會是他的母親去世了不告訴他?會不會是他的父母離婚了弄的一場戲?170Please respect copyright.PENANAs3i8ieACWj
越想就越投入,越想就越為他擔心。170Please respect copyright.PENANAVXv6KILTwi
沒有結尾的故事,非常的吊人胃口。170Please respect copyright.PENANAjjEBDtMiPU
一不小心就把事情想入腦,就連說話也在想。170Please respect copyright.PENANAhNYYYJ7hMz
有點誇張對吧?畢竟那時候我的好奇心可是很大。170Please respect copyright.PENANA7rp71P0eNA
170Please respect copyright.PENANATlndaaWwQP
170Please respect copyright.PENANApO5FkSMknZ
由這一刻開始,我就開始犯下了無可挽回的錯誤。170Please respect copyright.PENANAkhBKYSxFtm
把事情想得太多後,很自然地把這件事流傳了開去。170Please respect copyright.PENANAzeYbzu3gLv
初時只有告訴一兩人,但是在其他人互相散播之後;170Please respect copyright.PENANA9eDuScNugY
差不多整班也知道他的事,差不多整班也在想他的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAVIY1NNu4uV
初時我還是沒想過會這樣,但自從他開始被人戲弄的時候便不得不後悔。170Please respect copyright.PENANAlLFfStoCXW
我後悔了告訴其他人這件事,我後悔了這麼用力的想被他焚化的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4xdf83l2tr
我後悔了因為自己無聊而去問日記的事,我後悔了因為自己連累了他。170Please respect copyright.PENANAlEkugFyIlb
170Please respect copyright.PENANAYhsJXuXyca
170Please respect copyright.PENANAvfWsHqJQ4Z
但是更令我後悔的,是那時候我不明所以的感情。170Please respect copyright.PENANAfVOUmxl6Ce
一個小六生,所懂得的愛情是很幼稚的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAQVMmXL2Z4C
就算是早熟,就算是如何的清澀也談不上是愛情。170Please respect copyright.PENANAvy0XoYeZ05
因為自己不可能分清楚,到底如何才算是愛上一個人。170Please respect copyright.PENANAKLh3tLbXpZ
跟他每日談天算不算是談戀愛?對他的事情日思夜想算不算是愛上他?170Please respect copyright.PENANA6iRmroOAYy
這些問題一個小六生搞不懂,一個中六生也搞不懂。170Please respect copyright.PENANAQSbYJZhINj
170Please respect copyright.PENANAw1JKC8XrQM
170Please respect copyright.PENANALRqk8oLzKc
但偏偏那時候,我武斷決定行動。170Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4ehdfzm2R
我決定跟他好好的道歉,然後向他「表白」。170Please respect copyright.PENANAXS1ZwOL7qQ
我找了個小休,叫他到後梯談天。170Please respect copyright.PENANAEptBVe0Urn
理所當然的,因為後梯比較少人行走,說什麼話也方便一點。170Please respect copyright.PENANAZZDyCC0o5s
而自從被別人取笑後,他說的話少了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAT7qEMdXGT1
跟別人如是,跟我亦如是。170Please respect copyright.PENANACBYdtiZtrB
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我緩緩的開口說話,跟他先好好地道歉。170Please respect copyright.PENANA9bIq7j6Khb
但是我還未把說話講完,他就忍不住說:170Please respect copyright.PENANAhIiCJbfjFc
「原來真的是你在傳那些謠言⋯」170Please respect copyright.PENANA9b47LFF7oT
我當然是想立即更正他,因為作故事的不是我。170Please respect copyright.PENANAEKEm92kqCc
「夠了,那你說的第二件事是什麼,快快的說了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAPOAxovoRIC
被他這麼突然地提起,我一是說不出話。170Please respect copyright.PENANAhAfDAg3Rsf
我深呼吸一口氣,鼓起勇氣的說出了自己認為最有意義的話。170Please respect copyright.PENANABZAVxGwnF2
170Please respect copyright.PENANA4I9TSJRTPh
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「等等,你是不是想再玩我一次?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAU2rxpyY5Q8
我當然回答自己認真的,從來沒有想過想玩弄你。170Please respect copyright.PENANADOD7FUZhoX
「你覺得能相信你嗎?認識你這麼久,你就只是為了知道我的醜事。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAyQsFjTi1El
不不,你誤解了。170Please respect copyright.PENANA2ujFAb3el9
我不是為了找你黑材料才認識你的,我也不想你被欺凌的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAo09qPaRjMA
「現在還說你愛我,你是不是想玩到我死為止?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAnJiRXkt8v5
不是,我是真心想愛你的。170Please respect copyright.PENANA7pGeZzhakJ
只是我笨拙的弄巧反拙,我也不想這樣。170Please respect copyright.PENANAYTio8J6NVA
「你騙我,你明明說過不會說出去的!」170Please respect copyright.PENANAOn9hp2E21T
對不起,我錯了好不好?170Please respect copyright.PENANAOiyeN3OgFG
「不!你一直是在騙我的,根本由一開始已經是這樣!」170Please respect copyright.PENANAZXNB5UH6fO
我——我是想跟你做朋友才想知道你日記的事!170Please respect copyright.PENANAG5TCVT63Qd
「你沒一句說話是真的!一邊你在傳我殺了我媽,一邊你有跟我說愛我,你是有人格分裂嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAdAAX5KX5tG
不要說得這麼過分!不要冤枉我沒做過的事!170Please respect copyright.PENANAFMw77Z6jQg
「我真的是受夠了你,根本一直都在騙人!」170Please respect copyright.PENANAzK5PLVLRFG
170Please respect copyright.PENANATxVUdQm0gB
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這一刻開始,我和他的理智已經不存在。170Please respect copyright.PENANAScpLa035bg
在語言上衝突後,難免身體上也開始有衝突。170Please respect copyright.PENANA0SwNDDaodS
他越說越激動同時,亦開始指著我、捉住我。170Please respect copyright.PENANA48YsdBNRK1
不是色情上,是真的一副打架的樣子。170Please respect copyright.PENANAt3c2GnMw00
本身這樣已經危險了,但沒人制止的情況;170Please respect copyright.PENANAJ587LJEK1V
大家只會越說越激動,越打越用力。170Please respect copyright.PENANAfgmaXMw0RV
他終於忍不住推開我,是很用力推開。170Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ1WeS3R7w
雖然沒推得很遠,但心理上已經把我推到極限。170Please respect copyright.PENANAUdcmL5JWVr
是還擊也好,是自我防衛也好;170Please respect copyright.PENANAzcIfU8dc0f
我把他推了下樓梯去。170Please respect copyright.PENANAgUzcuqh7k5
170Please respect copyright.PENANAhFbk72PVrZ
170Please respect copyright.PENANAFQSmvyv7bg
樓梯很危險,所以老師才每次叫我們扶着扶手走樓梯。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4HxzlBKSzr
如果不小心跌跤,後果可大可小。170Please respect copyright.PENANAfUGLaoOWFZ
在那之後,我看到他在樓梯底動也不動。170Please respect copyright.PENANA359TA1sfw7
原本在互相指罵的聲音,化為烏有。170Please respect copyright.PENANAh9NCn4zjTd
就像沒有吵過架一般,在後樓梯裏;170Please respect copyright.PENANAPoHBn1bUld
就只剩下昏過去的他,和站着發呆的我。170Please respect copyright.PENANAmzwsO7fiT6
但是留在原地站着不是辦法,但我想不到要做什麼。170Please respect copyright.PENANAzsgtfnMjVo
因為被嚇怕了,一時不懂怎樣反應。170Please respect copyright.PENANA7oUEUGnCDO
170Please respect copyright.PENANAJy0LlN78X3
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未幾,在小息的鈴鐘響起前我回到班房。170Please respect copyright.PENANAz7F0a7o7PZ
沒有告訴給老師,沒有告訴給任何人。170Please respect copyright.PENANAvSoIv07g8r
這,可算是犯罪吧?170Please respect copyright.PENANA3bNjQg5Q9P
170Please respect copyright.PENANAZU3QT5hbMc
170Please respect copyright.PENANAvFnmWrigbw
170Please respect copyright.PENANADGqdxqQK7t
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再見到他的時候,是在中一開學日的時候。170Please respect copyright.PENANAYaIrMbbJBe
自從那時後樓梯後,我就沒有看過他上小學。170Please respect copyright.PENANAtvaHfMA92V
可能是另外上了別間小學,也可能在我不知道的情況下上了學。170Please respect copyright.PENANAn6aAb62D5n
但是那時候我的一推,沒有任何人向我追究。170Please respect copyright.PENANAV7y5icxrKB
老師沒有,同學沒有,連他的爸爸也沒有。170Please respect copyright.PENANAX35m1ACqfL
我也不清楚發生了什麼,到底為什麼自己的罪行沒有結果?170Please respect copyright.PENANAvomrIZZn5n
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見面的時候,是他主動跟我說話的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAxb1wc7ddvJ
還記得上一句還是說什麼去死的,但他現正卻跟我說早上好。170Please respect copyright.PENANAMlxlY5wqfw
我一時被他的友善嚇倒,也是呆了不懂得反應。170Please respect copyright.PENANANDJY9SjNxV
是他失憶了,但是他原諒我了?170Please respect copyright.PENANAwzF62UqZS7
不不,這麼的一推沒有人可以原諒,即使是沒人知道。170Please respect copyright.PENANARMT1IQNDKg
他見我沒怎麼的理他,緩緩走開了。170Please respect copyright.PENANANXCRCvpCfB
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不久,他有空就想找我搭話。170Please respect copyright.PENANA4GS5SYGpgV
就似回到小學那時,什麼事也未發生的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAGoDtMy4JqW
但也不見得維持很久,因為很快就被別人說閑話。170Please respect copyright.PENANAo4OqQsBzRJ
沒錯,就是被人說我們談戀愛。170Please respect copyright.PENANA8hfUT5WxRt
覺得很諷刺,但同時害怕悲劇重演;170Please respect copyright.PENANASLucHgOnMu
所以我就開始疏離他,開始不想理他。170Please respect copyright.PENANApptq1E681s
然後同時,他就開始裝病。170Please respect copyright.PENANAsgIciHELfL
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然後發生什麼的事,不說也知道了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAC8rOSPCjb6
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不是你的錯,因為自根本開始;170Please respect copyright.PENANA4uFLsBkcob
要是我沒有問你的日記,要是我沒有跟別人胡亂說話;170Please respect copyright.PENANAA2ctQDmc8u
你根本就用不着被人欺凌,甚至可能不會忘記事情。170Please respect copyright.PENANAWEajrx6U5q
不是你的錯,因為錯的全部都是我。170Please respect copyright.PENANATgARFiaLw4
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但是,我再說下去也就只能安慰,就只有悔疚。170Please respect copyright.PENANAcyR4tCrnyq
上星期我在抽屜裏,找到一張日記。170Please respect copyright.PENANAgmuP1nyYmS
那是他單方面,寫下他從樓梯倒下的事。170Please respect copyright.PENANALpCAtn21xC
但是整個他寫的故事錯漏百出,前文不對後理。170Please respect copyright.PENANAxk0VIcXqvH
這是一頁不了了之的日記。170Please respect copyright.PENANA3NkDjay1sO
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然後,在今天;170Please respect copyright.PENANApbK72LX9pD
我的抽屜裏出現了那半頁日記,那事情的起點。170Please respect copyright.PENANAI4WZgP47ao
跟記憶不同的是,紙上一面寫着「內咎」兩字。170Please respect copyright.PENANATTX8ah7PB2
嘛,也是沒錯的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAiojWv31Nbx
我一直以來所做的都是為着以前的事內咎,為着自己的事負責。170Please respect copyright.PENANAIbKZf0ogi6
至少我是這樣以為,這樣做就能夠填補我的過失。170Please respect copyright.PENANACfODzRhEU5
但是這樣做,就跟活在過去沒分別。170Please respect copyright.PENANAMiF2z9KWh0
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我再問一多次,我可不可以愛你?170Please respect copyright.PENANA0UkXr63KVQ
「不要好了。但是關於第二件事,我原諒你。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAvW8km80KGu
嗯,是嗎?170Please respect copyright.PENANAufi8yn2vZl
首先感謝你真的能夠原諒我,而其次;170Please respect copyright.PENANA80bewa0fM1
那你會不會,把我寫進日記裏面?170Please respect copyright.PENANAyaoRhbaubu
「我也沒寫日記很久了,支離破碎的日記也不能再寫了吧?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAM5zlGDa6Io
說得也是。170Please respect copyright.PENANAw6EJTXjkDi
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「話說回來,我找到了這半頁的日記。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAHDG1IPx8ED
呀,這樣的話就等於拼圖一樣合回來了。170Please respect copyright.PENANANk22a6qti4
「因為下半部被撕掉了,只有上半部的字看不到後續。」170Please respect copyright.PENANADFJwoJEOEz
是嗎?但是我得很遺憾的告訴你;170Please respect copyright.PENANAJZNVICnskr
你所尋找的下半部,其實是沒字的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAHVsUqAgVOL
回到爸爸身邊後,發生的是不得而知。170Please respect copyright.PENANAnVjG2mGjfB
因為根本你就沒有寫下去,不論什麼原因。170Please respect copyright.PENANA9OvJRRsUZO
所謂的下半部,只是用來補完那條裂縫的。170Please respect copyright.PENANAjOG6cSs9Xs
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上半部的後面,寫着「就當我沒」;170Please respect copyright.PENANAm2Qs1bvYTQ
拼在一起,便是「就當我沒內咎」。170Please respect copyright.PENANA8J3Ko5xH2w
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嗯,就當我沒內咎吧。
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