他一大清早,就只在說些有的沒的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAbC9FqXJSB9
沒有說奇怪的話,沒有說日記的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAvxYK8CPOMa
就像當作我是路人,將是敷衍我的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAdb12AcPmGz
他想故意迴避某些話題,但同時又想提起。171Please respect copyright.PENANAnBP8cMngbu
換句話說,他想要我自己提起話題。171Please respect copyright.PENANAcbneFtTJb5
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就是迫我要做醜人就是了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAHN5wYzJlJ2
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「我記得好像學校也試過一次這麼亂的。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAKmzNSVWaMp
那時候的確很亂,我們還花了好幾天才完全清理好。171Please respect copyright.PENANAeJbE1ev2b1
只是那時候多點顏色就是了。171Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ro0h0BrfB
「咳咳⋯⋯對不起⋯」171Please respect copyright.PENANANmgrNOalQE
這句對不起,是他隨便丟下的一句對不起。171Please respect copyright.PENANAqNf1SLqOQm
不小心碰到別人又說,不小心踏到別人又說。171Please respect copyright.PENANAKHXVKwHLET
但這一下咳嗽,不是不小心的,是有意無意的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAFsmuxjyxwU
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是他下意識迴避的方法,是他裝病的後遺症。171Please respect copyright.PENANABeon1YVDoP
跟他說話這麼久,說話的習慣早就能看破。171Please respect copyright.PENANAzHzOts6pOW
每次說到什麼他不想記起的,不想提起的事;171Please respect copyright.PENANAnfpCo9OfnU
是他總會下意識地咳嗽,問他為什麼卻說是不為意。171Please respect copyright.PENANABN2Walnj3m
這是他的壞習慣,是習慣成自然。171Please respect copyright.PENANAqPQv43391H
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但是他想說的對不起,不是他常說的對不起。171Please respect copyright.PENANAgiioKwfZRC
我是想聽他主動說的話,不是他被動模式下的話。171Please respect copyright.PENANAFTvdYbZFZ2
171Please respect copyright.PENANARmPrZBpreY
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「那時候,你替我背上黑鍋,但我什麼也沒說,對不起。」171Please respect copyright.PENANA9n5pzdjxHX
不是你的錯,那時候應該是我受罰的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAosFSlqNIJ0
即使你做錯,也不應該是你受罰。171Please respect copyright.PENANAFYSfBdLQvb
而且如果我沒有這樣做,除了我對不住自己,你也會被踢出校。171Please respect copyright.PENANAaWILX9AeEz
「對不起,那是因為自己的思想未成熟,而自暴自棄,最後連累到你。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAUvWuiCypVj
不是你的錯,這是情有可原。171Please respect copyright.PENANAK34YBGzvAY
我是應該受罰的,我是欠了你的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAGHoqnHT1iT
171Please respect copyright.PENANAA7ly3LQ7RR
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「為什麼?為什麼都不是我的錯?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAOGGNKjQ7tJ
因為⋯總之不是你的問題。171Please respect copyright.PENANA5K204RpeM2
因為這是一件不怎麼快樂的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ3mRL4R4M
不怎麼有趣,也是不想說的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAPK00x4ZRqj
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這是你不喜歡的事、不開心的回憶;171Please respect copyright.PENANACar3G2ipFb
所以你才把它寫在日記上,然後忘掉了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAtNvnQ4lGlC
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真的要說嗎?171Please respect copyright.PENANAzw4602cbnA
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在他搬屋前的那一年,在他還未忘記我的時候;171Please respect copyright.PENANAx0eKHRte1h
我們曾經是朋友,我們曾經是同班同學。171Please respect copyright.PENANAYJMfi8JK41
那時候也像是這樣的,不在上數學課也在聊天。171Please respect copyright.PENANAtCGlwnShYn
也是說著對方不知道的事,也是說著最有趣的事情。171Please respect copyright.PENANAYELIctuHqN
很幼稚的快樂,很無聊的解悶。171Please respect copyright.PENANAyUDtPR6DnC
雖然不是維持了很長,雖然是忘掉了的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAnKvq6iIHmE
但這是我跟他最快樂的回憶。171Please respect copyright.PENANAism1qwFC1p
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有一天,我們談到日記的時候;171Please respect copyright.PENANA0FRMwItt0J
我問他有沒有寫日記,寫了些什麼。171Please respect copyright.PENANAtl3OTWqazW
「沒什麼呀⋯就⋯日記。」171Please respect copyright.PENANASrtudIXgIm
那時候他的說謊技巧還沒有這麼利害,雖然也沒說什麼。171Please respect copyright.PENANAtSxiaEexb2
但還算是小朋友的我,聽到這句話好奇心就起了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAw6Ot2soQl3
然後我就提議,要不要交換日記。171Please respect copyright.PENANAvxWNfrJnpP
他似無力反抗的,好像妥協了。171Please respect copyright.PENANASsPx8fe8JD
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不出乎所料,第二天他就帶來那本日記。171Please respect copyright.PENANAWt1JPSm9vJ
那是我第一次——無數次中的第一次看到他那本叫作「忘記日記」的筆記本。171Please respect copyright.PENANAPUsC085Ic0
那時候詐作聰明的我,便説那是不是備忘錄。171Please respect copyright.PENANArYWF3XnQda
「有點不同吧⋯這是要記錄下準備忘記的事來的。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAsXL24trNpu
第一次聽他解釋當然是不懂,但現在的我很清楚。171Please respect copyright.PENANAjuvwPgd9qN
那是要記下要忘記東西的備忘錄,說出來的確是有點諷刺。171Please respect copyright.PENANAHDQAbe30lt
明明是要準備忘記,但偏偏卻要把它記下;171Please respect copyright.PENANApCrHsvmJOy
那忘記的意義在哪裏?171Please respect copyright.PENANA3kxp5wuVz9
171Please respect copyright.PENANAvfphc9bCND
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但那時候的我不管,因為實在聊得無聊了。171Please respect copyright.PENANATDufRvyFGn
想要更加實在地認識這個人,想要知道他的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANA7DPujFWxaP
於是就想看他的日記,想從日記裏面認識他。171Please respect copyright.PENANA9tyBzcXLDq
只是沒想過他的日記,對他來說是垃圾堆填區。171Please respect copyright.PENANAM3cVFNpf0A
拿個好一點的比喻,那是他專屬的焚化爐。171Please respect copyright.PENANAaQsMzPZbzP
什麼可燃垃圾不可燃的,通通都得燒一燒。171Please respect copyright.PENANAnHHoqfo9lv
而那一本日記,正是燃燒後的灰燼。171Please respect copyright.PENANAbkn2T5cSZ4
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因為沒聽他說過自己的父母,於是就問直接問他;171Please respect copyright.PENANAVdRWzgy5Ih
你有沒有在日記寫過你的父母?171Please respect copyright.PENANA2pfM5MipHq
「不記得呢⋯好像是有吧。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAIALCSi91dR
既然說是好像,那即是代表有吧。171Please respect copyright.PENANATFBP9J7oB1
於是我就在那頁數不到的日記裏,找到那被撕成一半的那頁。171Please respect copyright.PENANABNCpSPVRew
中間用膠紙黏着,如一道橫著的傷痕。171Please respect copyright.PENANAdBXZkwMD5a
為什麼要撕掉這一頁?171Please respect copyright.PENANATQIi7G06sN
「應該是發現這件事沒什麼好忘記的吧。」171Please respect copyright.PENANADcCCdRgtL5
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這一頁上寫的,看上來都像是一個普通的故事。171Please respect copyright.PENANArPAcqlgfw5
一天,他跟他的媽媽到主題樂園玩。171Please respect copyright.PENANA7SNlhMB6Mc
「不要忘記這一天哦。」她是這樣說。171Please respect copyright.PENANA84DmIq7jtZ
他們又坐摩天輪,又去看水族館;171Please respect copyright.PENANAsDZb0y4WBV
「最重要是你開心。」日記寫著她是笑着的。171Please respect copyright.PENANA7PIoIxxzWt
他們很開心,渡過了快樂的一天。171Please respect copyright.PENANAOjJSymt4IT
最後,他媽媽在樂園的餐廳請了他吃最貴的雪糕。171Please respect copyright.PENANALMOmLeAeXy
「我上一上廁所,你在這裏等我哦。」她最後是這樣說的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAoeQUY88Asu
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「林卓維小朋友,你的爸爸在找你。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAmyJ5gKvFIP
公園的宣布系統,宣告這一則小朋友尋回的信息。171Please respect copyright.PENANAwVnQ6Bp6GD
他一時三刻沒有理會,繼續吃着媽媽買給他的雪糕。171Please respect copyright.PENANANSth5B2G4w
然後,有一個職員走了過來。171Please respect copyright.PENANAMEj6AEq777
問他的家長在哪裏,把雪糕全部吃完的他,忘了怎樣回答。171Please respect copyright.PENANAkzIXzPoFDS
然後職員就把它帶到,他爸爸的身邊。171Please respect copyright.PENANAUI57cv5QPY
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然後發生什麼事,我不知道。171Please respect copyright.PENANAn8SuWDirPk
但是我能夠的,就只有自私的猜。171Please respect copyright.PENANATLdNrPI5YR
因為即使問他,他也答不到我。171Please respect copyright.PENANATQlV62P02b
「我忘記了不知道,可能只是我作出來的⋯」171Please respect copyright.PENANAbfLBuu8CLw
雖然我不同意他的猜測,但既然本人也不知道的事;171Please respect copyright.PENANA5jcr85b6KW
即是代表這是模糊不清的灰燼,這是怎說也說得通的故事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAmLfx7oL0b0
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於是無聊的我,有空就在想這件事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAXp8Ku1wVF8
會不會是他的母親去世了不告訴他?會不會是他的父母離婚了弄的一場戲?171Please respect copyright.PENANAj4sVsxQF8W
越想就越投入,越想就越為他擔心。171Please respect copyright.PENANAi6MeSjPRw2
沒有結尾的故事,非常的吊人胃口。171Please respect copyright.PENANAahDiVGA4SQ
一不小心就把事情想入腦,就連說話也在想。171Please respect copyright.PENANAg99wDennE6
有點誇張對吧?畢竟那時候我的好奇心可是很大。171Please respect copyright.PENANADenCOojDL0
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由這一刻開始,我就開始犯下了無可挽回的錯誤。171Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ63HPYnCL
把事情想得太多後,很自然地把這件事流傳了開去。171Please respect copyright.PENANAPGo6DGSLvy
初時只有告訴一兩人,但是在其他人互相散播之後;171Please respect copyright.PENANA8dYQx4ZVCa
差不多整班也知道他的事,差不多整班也在想他的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAdDiqP0k9IY
初時我還是沒想過會這樣,但自從他開始被人戲弄的時候便不得不後悔。171Please respect copyright.PENANAM29arLVFI9
我後悔了告訴其他人這件事,我後悔了這麼用力的想被他焚化的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAYm8WnUp95s
我後悔了因為自己無聊而去問日記的事,我後悔了因為自己連累了他。171Please respect copyright.PENANAAM5LXnIvYI
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但是更令我後悔的,是那時候我不明所以的感情。171Please respect copyright.PENANA6JwIuTsJPC
一個小六生,所懂得的愛情是很幼稚的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAmVdzvUIEDl
就算是早熟,就算是如何的清澀也談不上是愛情。171Please respect copyright.PENANAO05iqaDPdu
因為自己不可能分清楚,到底如何才算是愛上一個人。171Please respect copyright.PENANAjh5LfbPEGj
跟他每日談天算不算是談戀愛?對他的事情日思夜想算不算是愛上他?171Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ3dmrAdp6
這些問題一個小六生搞不懂,一個中六生也搞不懂。171Please respect copyright.PENANACxnVXiUIZl
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但偏偏那時候,我武斷決定行動。171Please respect copyright.PENANAVsMjARp1xQ
我決定跟他好好的道歉,然後向他「表白」。171Please respect copyright.PENANAxw1kpgQmL1
我找了個小休,叫他到後梯談天。171Please respect copyright.PENANAEDlv7DhOf6
理所當然的,因為後梯比較少人行走,說什麼話也方便一點。171Please respect copyright.PENANAdE07mMqebb
而自從被別人取笑後,他說的話少了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAOdjbp1fFZa
跟別人如是,跟我亦如是。171Please respect copyright.PENANA2DzAGGJb3O
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我緩緩的開口說話,跟他先好好地道歉。171Please respect copyright.PENANAzBqoNb41Dj
但是我還未把說話講完,他就忍不住說:171Please respect copyright.PENANA02SCWTvK99
「原來真的是你在傳那些謠言⋯」171Please respect copyright.PENANAqFOHYJevT3
我當然是想立即更正他,因為作故事的不是我。171Please respect copyright.PENANADylNDumMcs
「夠了,那你說的第二件事是什麼,快快的說了。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAJo1qiuKSId
被他這麼突然地提起,我一是說不出話。171Please respect copyright.PENANAP408P5guFv
我深呼吸一口氣,鼓起勇氣的說出了自己認為最有意義的話。171Please respect copyright.PENANAyCrqAfjC03
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「等等,你是不是想再玩我一次?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAxK4QZ8KSXX
我當然回答自己認真的,從來沒有想過想玩弄你。171Please respect copyright.PENANAfMOqZfiDlv
「你覺得能相信你嗎?認識你這麼久,你就只是為了知道我的醜事。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ1lAUWo1H
不不,你誤解了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAaOFAFbjyih
我不是為了找你黑材料才認識你的,我也不想你被欺凌的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAhuUqYxzarb
「現在還說你愛我,你是不是想玩到我死為止?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAGVquY43KYe
不是,我是真心想愛你的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAluEeenNWzH
只是我笨拙的弄巧反拙,我也不想這樣。171Please respect copyright.PENANAz55HCwtnNR
「你騙我,你明明說過不會說出去的!」171Please respect copyright.PENANAlwr1B9W6YD
對不起,我錯了好不好?171Please respect copyright.PENANAJVDvGjbxAK
「不!你一直是在騙我的,根本由一開始已經是這樣!」171Please respect copyright.PENANAvJA5kClCEn
我——我是想跟你做朋友才想知道你日記的事!171Please respect copyright.PENANAbosNwsXvEj
「你沒一句說話是真的!一邊你在傳我殺了我媽,一邊你有跟我說愛我,你是有人格分裂嗎?」171Please respect copyright.PENANAsT4LvAEpII
不要說得這麼過分!不要冤枉我沒做過的事!171Please respect copyright.PENANA5TxPIK5Q02
「我真的是受夠了你,根本一直都在騙人!」171Please respect copyright.PENANAbNrGeatvTS
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這一刻開始,我和他的理智已經不存在。171Please respect copyright.PENANAVf2tMjxcEK
在語言上衝突後,難免身體上也開始有衝突。171Please respect copyright.PENANA32GArkxgAv
他越說越激動同時,亦開始指著我、捉住我。171Please respect copyright.PENANAzj4j9V1rrS
不是色情上,是真的一副打架的樣子。171Please respect copyright.PENANAK4FA9Bo18d
本身這樣已經危險了,但沒人制止的情況;171Please respect copyright.PENANAXg2qKqBn1f
大家只會越說越激動,越打越用力。171Please respect copyright.PENANAH3Aru75BfC
他終於忍不住推開我,是很用力推開。171Please respect copyright.PENANAdU0llCUz4L
雖然沒推得很遠,但心理上已經把我推到極限。171Please respect copyright.PENANAwvkspI97Le
是還擊也好,是自我防衛也好;171Please respect copyright.PENANAD0Ij3SEFe7
我把他推了下樓梯去。171Please respect copyright.PENANAadYebUl8YB
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樓梯很危險,所以老師才每次叫我們扶着扶手走樓梯。171Please respect copyright.PENANA00Hu9t4dXb
如果不小心跌跤,後果可大可小。171Please respect copyright.PENANAaQzKrr8FZV
在那之後,我看到他在樓梯底動也不動。171Please respect copyright.PENANAPDndaXROmN
原本在互相指罵的聲音,化為烏有。171Please respect copyright.PENANA41cmEfv4fG
就像沒有吵過架一般,在後樓梯裏;171Please respect copyright.PENANALZRaa1bRK4
就只剩下昏過去的他,和站着發呆的我。171Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ30q0CuMF
但是留在原地站着不是辦法,但我想不到要做什麼。171Please respect copyright.PENANAEtdySyHPOi
因為被嚇怕了,一時不懂怎樣反應。171Please respect copyright.PENANAyx1gTFIao0
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未幾,在小息的鈴鐘響起前我回到班房。171Please respect copyright.PENANA61dmkGw9hK
沒有告訴給老師,沒有告訴給任何人。171Please respect copyright.PENANArm7mZOGO77
這,可算是犯罪吧?171Please respect copyright.PENANAXimbGe24dF
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再見到他的時候,是在中一開學日的時候。171Please respect copyright.PENANA3hLSYhJxZa
自從那時後樓梯後,我就沒有看過他上小學。171Please respect copyright.PENANAHtHfJKHD8k
可能是另外上了別間小學,也可能在我不知道的情況下上了學。171Please respect copyright.PENANAkNoT5ieo6p
但是那時候我的一推,沒有任何人向我追究。171Please respect copyright.PENANAYGc5sqBpJ4
老師沒有,同學沒有,連他的爸爸也沒有。171Please respect copyright.PENANAQHqFE8O9Lz
我也不清楚發生了什麼,到底為什麼自己的罪行沒有結果?171Please respect copyright.PENANA5tbyPbRNvn
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見面的時候,是他主動跟我說話的。171Please respect copyright.PENANABA6JsKkd6h
還記得上一句還是說什麼去死的,但他現正卻跟我說早上好。171Please respect copyright.PENANA2VXSrYquQA
我一時被他的友善嚇倒,也是呆了不懂得反應。171Please respect copyright.PENANAEVvCC3edwX
是他失憶了,但是他原諒我了?171Please respect copyright.PENANAkqqarCYi6x
不不,這麼的一推沒有人可以原諒,即使是沒人知道。171Please respect copyright.PENANA2LOahXP61m
他見我沒怎麼的理他,緩緩走開了。171Please respect copyright.PENANA0nyVdLgKQV
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不久,他有空就想找我搭話。171Please respect copyright.PENANAFTedzePnUU
就似回到小學那時,什麼事也未發生的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAIrirOWzfGc
但也不見得維持很久,因為很快就被別人說閑話。171Please respect copyright.PENANASx7VV29d7F
沒錯,就是被人說我們談戀愛。171Please respect copyright.PENANA5rqNuhlaJD
覺得很諷刺,但同時害怕悲劇重演;171Please respect copyright.PENANAjRY0jpin9d
所以我就開始疏離他,開始不想理他。171Please respect copyright.PENANA8DOjLhbU3f
然後同時,他就開始裝病。171Please respect copyright.PENANAOx7qs9zLuB
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然後發生什麼的事,不說也知道了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAWDUaO0Heax
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不是你的錯,因為自根本開始;171Please respect copyright.PENANAPDR11AADPY
要是我沒有問你的日記,要是我沒有跟別人胡亂說話;171Please respect copyright.PENANAHMgtWUf2ci
你根本就用不着被人欺凌,甚至可能不會忘記事情。171Please respect copyright.PENANACVAV0wv4Qk
不是你的錯,因為錯的全部都是我。171Please respect copyright.PENANAKRD2qxDqkU
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但是,我再說下去也就只能安慰,就只有悔疚。171Please respect copyright.PENANAiyS1kdZBWz
上星期我在抽屜裏,找到一張日記。171Please respect copyright.PENANA1nqi9aQrnJ
那是他單方面,寫下他從樓梯倒下的事。171Please respect copyright.PENANAbrNLNKullu
但是整個他寫的故事錯漏百出,前文不對後理。171Please respect copyright.PENANArpoK7EHr6l
這是一頁不了了之的日記。171Please respect copyright.PENANAHKvQL0Nf47
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然後,在今天;171Please respect copyright.PENANANxuAuW6EUU
我的抽屜裏出現了那半頁日記,那事情的起點。171Please respect copyright.PENANAyo1uEB6sXT
跟記憶不同的是,紙上一面寫着「內咎」兩字。171Please respect copyright.PENANAzNRplMvK9t
嘛,也是沒錯的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAwD4SejIxVr
我一直以來所做的都是為着以前的事內咎,為着自己的事負責。171Please respect copyright.PENANASmB6AEC1tp
至少我是這樣以為,這樣做就能夠填補我的過失。171Please respect copyright.PENANA9YIZW6l151
但是這樣做,就跟活在過去沒分別。171Please respect copyright.PENANA4oqC4Ao26I
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我再問一多次,我可不可以愛你?171Please respect copyright.PENANAYYRVAJboqf
「不要好了。但是關於第二件事,我原諒你。」171Please respect copyright.PENANA7P5PZ3YyEe
嗯,是嗎?171Please respect copyright.PENANApaaNZEbYqw
首先感謝你真的能夠原諒我,而其次;171Please respect copyright.PENANAwbtJ3x3rBw
那你會不會,把我寫進日記裏面?171Please respect copyright.PENANAVAb7xslADg
「我也沒寫日記很久了,支離破碎的日記也不能再寫了吧?」171Please respect copyright.PENANA7WPt19JFjS
說得也是。171Please respect copyright.PENANA165NlnhZKB
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「話說回來,我找到了這半頁的日記。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAN3InGZCBi0
呀,這樣的話就等於拼圖一樣合回來了。171Please respect copyright.PENANAyPr0iGCpT9
「因為下半部被撕掉了,只有上半部的字看不到後續。」171Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ45rTqHcS
是嗎?但是我得很遺憾的告訴你;171Please respect copyright.PENANAd7PL6SkxDz
你所尋找的下半部,其實是沒字的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAVrOAicWjuB
回到爸爸身邊後,發生的是不得而知。171Please respect copyright.PENANAG7eGB5rqBw
因為根本你就沒有寫下去,不論什麼原因。171Please respect copyright.PENANAk6YKfvCYsz
所謂的下半部,只是用來補完那條裂縫的。171Please respect copyright.PENANAQinGfkk5up
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上半部的後面,寫着「就當我沒」;171Please respect copyright.PENANAYz0TtAG0fB
拼在一起,便是「就當我沒內咎」。171Please respect copyright.PENANA9fnhDxFt0S
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嗯,就當我沒內咎吧。
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