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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)578Please respect copyright.PENANAGoz1i9phAK
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。578Please respect copyright.PENANApX4vczqSqk
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。578Please respect copyright.PENANAKQngrSYXTu
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。578Please respect copyright.PENANA4dP4qgeVeX
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。578Please respect copyright.PENANA6eNneNMYSF
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。578Please respect copyright.PENANAfHR5ZBXTEh
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。578Please respect copyright.PENANAaeAUN9m9kM
直直壓得我喘不過氣。578Please respect copyright.PENANABw4plkbCKa
學校課業上的壓力。578Please respect copyright.PENANAX5BIhQjUI0
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。578Please respect copyright.PENANAYzL1z0oAXf
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。578Please respect copyright.PENANA1uHgAciPGi
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。578Please respect copyright.PENANAzH7kGUvFGB
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。578Please respect copyright.PENANAi9hksTlrB3
親戚間的反目成仇。578Please respect copyright.PENANAbsjEdYQGHD
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。578Please respect copyright.PENANA9kRI5dKStj
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。578Please respect copyright.PENANANDIjABksGh
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。578Please respect copyright.PENANAk01erMrOkV
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。578Please respect copyright.PENANAPtzOZTNPaN
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。578Please respect copyright.PENANAW2PUK5BSok
直到邂逅了這首歌。578Please respect copyright.PENANAOeZGzDJ37v
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。578Please respect copyright.PENANArtqMVYslc8
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。578Please respect copyright.PENANAnIUNjb3G6O
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。578Please respect copyright.PENANA7VOmqNQ70X
是希望之火!578Please respect copyright.PENANAnTKZvJt0EW
是期望所向!578Please respect copyright.PENANAzNuiKGaXqp
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。578Please respect copyright.PENANATtl03rG2Tw
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。578Please respect copyright.PENANAiG4JCwwPdj
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......578Please respect copyright.PENANAU1oe9Tdb2L
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。578Please respect copyright.PENANAfpPJH46FQW
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。578Please respect copyright.PENANAClCbrb4CHg
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。578Please respect copyright.PENANAX6oZ1pjnD3
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。578Please respect copyright.PENANADk1zdGfNPw
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。578Please respect copyright.PENANAjOKkxrMLeY
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。578Please respect copyright.PENANA59iLHm0Gu1
回頭一看;578Please respect copyright.PENANAVU9fEAL9mS
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。578Please respect copyright.PENANAwWw0n9G3TX
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。578Please respect copyright.PENANAEIhvEZEmTf