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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)727Please respect copyright.PENANAmcaw7gNyi4
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。727Please respect copyright.PENANAl8TQZ4MfS1
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。727Please respect copyright.PENANAFHwF6tj6Rp
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。727Please respect copyright.PENANAkUkPljpFSu
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。727Please respect copyright.PENANAqQLZfGM5cd
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。727Please respect copyright.PENANAvg0waXWsH5
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。727Please respect copyright.PENANAeYN9AfSHs5
直直壓得我喘不過氣。727Please respect copyright.PENANArbN0YkSt3l
學校課業上的壓力。727Please respect copyright.PENANAVaoiGuWclF
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。727Please respect copyright.PENANA9hLtyYZamp
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。727Please respect copyright.PENANAJmFVMBN9uY
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。727Please respect copyright.PENANAkeThIfUmLo
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。727Please respect copyright.PENANArLw0hZIDKv
親戚間的反目成仇。727Please respect copyright.PENANA5LetncOmtB
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。727Please respect copyright.PENANANOf2oY23mY
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。727Please respect copyright.PENANAg4RQLGU6KN
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。727Please respect copyright.PENANADGOszcEcDp
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。727Please respect copyright.PENANAYuxPO9tSL5
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。727Please respect copyright.PENANAjDc5bbbc5X
直到邂逅了這首歌。727Please respect copyright.PENANAqP1imIcPvo
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。727Please respect copyright.PENANAQk3qY64pNp
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。727Please respect copyright.PENANA6SyfQccavM
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。727Please respect copyright.PENANAXcMoKRRanX
是希望之火!727Please respect copyright.PENANALrXi7eVr1W
是期望所向!727Please respect copyright.PENANAIWnIeYuzeG
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。727Please respect copyright.PENANA4TZgjcImiB
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。727Please respect copyright.PENANAGkBi3MQAaz
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......727Please respect copyright.PENANABidyz7Mb1z
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。727Please respect copyright.PENANAdr8vRHfdPc
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。727Please respect copyright.PENANAmScJXSgjdI
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。727Please respect copyright.PENANAihVOm64BuP
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。727Please respect copyright.PENANAcKfy5FRD2W
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。727Please respect copyright.PENANAxI8lhULAiA
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。727Please respect copyright.PENANAlwv8hYo2rn
回頭一看;727Please respect copyright.PENANAFzKwAWbj1r
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。727Please respect copyright.PENANAV9X6t6v5le
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。727Please respect copyright.PENANAYb1zRUd4Ah