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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)792Please respect copyright.PENANASkvaEQ2Wob
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。792Please respect copyright.PENANANMutKjjcsv
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。792Please respect copyright.PENANAT1IO0AjWsq
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。792Please respect copyright.PENANA6P3M0uAXWp
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。792Please respect copyright.PENANAbkkzUPa016
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。792Please respect copyright.PENANAWYzl1g1tAM
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。792Please respect copyright.PENANAruf77jum7Q
直直壓得我喘不過氣。792Please respect copyright.PENANA3nviMUp1Yd
學校課業上的壓力。792Please respect copyright.PENANA3PbYW0kzcP
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。792Please respect copyright.PENANA9GcfRmQ8ay
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。792Please respect copyright.PENANA0fH1X4ZExh
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。792Please respect copyright.PENANAydYp0pwgQe
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。792Please respect copyright.PENANA6pyav4rJiL
親戚間的反目成仇。792Please respect copyright.PENANAg9FrbtNdKc
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。792Please respect copyright.PENANAYd5q5HGUvv
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。792Please respect copyright.PENANAYgyf06rUVT
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。792Please respect copyright.PENANA8L4zhl2V4D
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。792Please respect copyright.PENANArQIpU89Bja
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。792Please respect copyright.PENANAsESHBG2ed4
直到邂逅了這首歌。792Please respect copyright.PENANAtMmXQHC9Hu
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。792Please respect copyright.PENANADVp6CshMjL
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。792Please respect copyright.PENANAFJANIUdj6c
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。792Please respect copyright.PENANA26G6Gb6MN8
是希望之火!792Please respect copyright.PENANAp78ze1rw8k
是期望所向!792Please respect copyright.PENANAtmGFDNg7YE
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。792Please respect copyright.PENANA1iIIE0Ha0X
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。792Please respect copyright.PENANAqcfOc8vXx0
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......792Please respect copyright.PENANAB2I6bti3f5
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。792Please respect copyright.PENANAbakCy7CFIt
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。792Please respect copyright.PENANARdTtnqsW91
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。792Please respect copyright.PENANAXb2uqxSbrg
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。792Please respect copyright.PENANATFvcSNTBFW
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。792Please respect copyright.PENANAx3enpbZW1w
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。792Please respect copyright.PENANAQwr1SWYSOh
回頭一看;792Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ55hmfIrZ
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。792Please respect copyright.PENANAgHdIJhJGa0
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。792Please respect copyright.PENANAiZzCtOIblT