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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)579Please respect copyright.PENANAYtRoWHh3Kx
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。579Please respect copyright.PENANAV4GD7degGx
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。579Please respect copyright.PENANA2jikZZCAZU
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。579Please respect copyright.PENANApjxSfkR4iY
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。579Please respect copyright.PENANAzoEECWro1k
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。579Please respect copyright.PENANA2b6B5eg1dg
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。579Please respect copyright.PENANAC6PEjES5sR
直直壓得我喘不過氣。579Please respect copyright.PENANACruCZ0TTwo
學校課業上的壓力。579Please respect copyright.PENANAunAmcrxHfP
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。579Please respect copyright.PENANAl7aBT7PAAy
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。579Please respect copyright.PENANAjPj2rLmfsc
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。579Please respect copyright.PENANAHX6IBjkTfJ
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。579Please respect copyright.PENANAdnwlEWaNFC
親戚間的反目成仇。579Please respect copyright.PENANAJaS9ZeXXdn
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。579Please respect copyright.PENANAP9kQB2Scbc
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。579Please respect copyright.PENANASyIJ9V5dt0
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。579Please respect copyright.PENANAhoUO0Rqjjh
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。579Please respect copyright.PENANANjCDCWogmv
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。579Please respect copyright.PENANAkdsxi53KTb
直到邂逅了這首歌。579Please respect copyright.PENANAe8qPWRCTmj
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。579Please respect copyright.PENANAXqRHK7FDwo
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。579Please respect copyright.PENANAC9igEa5VRL
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。579Please respect copyright.PENANAoGAptvM8HM
是希望之火!579Please respect copyright.PENANA2OVI9HhM8f
是期望所向!579Please respect copyright.PENANAfw3sSxnu2C
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。579Please respect copyright.PENANAs0fBeuNNyI
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。579Please respect copyright.PENANASE14oLWjHu
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......579Please respect copyright.PENANAa7YTWpwFGh
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。579Please respect copyright.PENANAPLWdUijPLU
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。579Please respect copyright.PENANAcDWDEbxCvc
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。579Please respect copyright.PENANAptO95Oufv4
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。579Please respect copyright.PENANAfGWxCkQ0ad
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。579Please respect copyright.PENANAgiXhG1Z1qw
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。579Please respect copyright.PENANAOoyPkmGVLq
回頭一看;579Please respect copyright.PENANAu3MAiSAoEG
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。579Please respect copyright.PENANA6GAjwObKUo
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。579Please respect copyright.PENANADZleNyH3XB