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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)832Please respect copyright.PENANARYTbc8dR9b
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。832Please respect copyright.PENANAeWO2pRonum
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。832Please respect copyright.PENANAneVbVYTAPi
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。832Please respect copyright.PENANAlkH0rOV988
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。832Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1kotgGeVU
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。832Please respect copyright.PENANAt0MDwA83mQ
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。832Please respect copyright.PENANA9yP4dQ4VxE
直直壓得我喘不過氣。832Please respect copyright.PENANA0pDSsijMZc
學校課業上的壓力。832Please respect copyright.PENANAGNULR3Hls9
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。832Please respect copyright.PENANAd3iJ5w5xDl
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。832Please respect copyright.PENANAtcYONl0T31
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。832Please respect copyright.PENANAkoLk0U7hq5
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。832Please respect copyright.PENANAlrCfq8Z8o5
親戚間的反目成仇。832Please respect copyright.PENANA6J91kSxEDP
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。832Please respect copyright.PENANAHoAFHQCf3i
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。832Please respect copyright.PENANA9HOlVrvbr6
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。832Please respect copyright.PENANAIaeFntzisd
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。832Please respect copyright.PENANA0m9qnEpmrI
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。832Please respect copyright.PENANATs2RgXCutG
直到邂逅了這首歌。832Please respect copyright.PENANAB1zt05P2Ui
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。832Please respect copyright.PENANA5U24m7QNrn
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。832Please respect copyright.PENANAspNWqUVjMZ
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。832Please respect copyright.PENANAr2vQzi9hfu
是希望之火!832Please respect copyright.PENANA0N59tJqBfc
是期望所向!832Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Gs2Y6AFr
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。832Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5s9y4ioiY
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。832Please respect copyright.PENANA4ErAjp6Jlf
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......832Please respect copyright.PENANAQhnznhvj76
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。832Please respect copyright.PENANAK7kDeX8n1t
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。832Please respect copyright.PENANA9cErHieqqg
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。832Please respect copyright.PENANAorlwenlb2s
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。832Please respect copyright.PENANACTqOM0HmLL
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。832Please respect copyright.PENANA9SASWjH7c9
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。832Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ5PqeSDgT
回頭一看;832Please respect copyright.PENANAqiQRNSLZ7K
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。832Please respect copyright.PENANATOZM7cniVZ
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。832Please respect copyright.PENANAfa1iJdST6b