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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)776Please respect copyright.PENANAI27HmBH79N
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。776Please respect copyright.PENANA2kcJsRjbZc
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。776Please respect copyright.PENANAZIbPONYPjH
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。776Please respect copyright.PENANAVFBGdVbXzS
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。776Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q8qQ5oE8E
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。776Please respect copyright.PENANAIXuqJR4ab2
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。776Please respect copyright.PENANA614JAFzjuK
直直壓得我喘不過氣。776Please respect copyright.PENANANJaVGC0tL5
學校課業上的壓力。776Please respect copyright.PENANADyVJ5ZvptN
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。776Please respect copyright.PENANAp75K5okBJd
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。776Please respect copyright.PENANAfeRr9cZos6
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。776Please respect copyright.PENANAZaM61NTclA
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。776Please respect copyright.PENANAomg7g2OX7Q
親戚間的反目成仇。776Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xx5bf3MbS
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。776Please respect copyright.PENANABX2691VHV2
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。776Please respect copyright.PENANA73JrF6DHJV
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。776Please respect copyright.PENANAwzhmFBmbdx
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。776Please respect copyright.PENANAn67By5LLNl
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。776Please respect copyright.PENANAAHg8kNxCXo
直到邂逅了這首歌。776Please respect copyright.PENANAVLlYCFXR9m
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。776Please respect copyright.PENANANH7Y6YLSqO
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。776Please respect copyright.PENANAmPhEKBQKX3
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。776Please respect copyright.PENANA6jB8V2n8kF
是希望之火!776Please respect copyright.PENANAKXUb45u3ju
是期望所向!776Please respect copyright.PENANA2yf6SQGZ40
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。776Please respect copyright.PENANAtHdnxJpWd3
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。776Please respect copyright.PENANAFEDmnOseMz
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......776Please respect copyright.PENANAZmyEJCNYYf
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。776Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ub1MF5jw
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。776Please respect copyright.PENANAk1iu2W6QjT
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。776Please respect copyright.PENANAjYSjiRAdhI
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。776Please respect copyright.PENANAUu4ZQZcWpI
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。776Please respect copyright.PENANAwEfedeBFX4
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。776Please respect copyright.PENANAW2pA1gBNNH
回頭一看;776Please respect copyright.PENANAu9NzoPFAg2
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。776Please respect copyright.PENANAQGZl6Oan80
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。776Please respect copyright.PENANAmpcEzqRUyU