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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)793Please respect copyright.PENANAB7OtLEAlcv
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。793Please respect copyright.PENANA8eyoR4mcf9
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。793Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ9yxfkmsD
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。793Please respect copyright.PENANAZOK7HZhKdh
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。793Please respect copyright.PENANAcHRLmod8aV
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。793Please respect copyright.PENANAwfErbVOAG4
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。793Please respect copyright.PENANA1HBQ3Rwvnw
直直壓得我喘不過氣。793Please respect copyright.PENANAMCHZYayYaC
學校課業上的壓力。793Please respect copyright.PENANASz3GlMo7ec
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。793Please respect copyright.PENANAxwKIHiX9M5
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。793Please respect copyright.PENANAGydQkUry1x
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。793Please respect copyright.PENANAoo8FhvqXgh
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。793Please respect copyright.PENANA7t8GWa7dtE
親戚間的反目成仇。793Please respect copyright.PENANArLcTOQnOHT
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。793Please respect copyright.PENANAZHF9yifsjw
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。793Please respect copyright.PENANAjGXVAPUPHg
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。793Please respect copyright.PENANApkBAav5w83
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。793Please respect copyright.PENANA4ppiSIdeYC
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。793Please respect copyright.PENANAfS3eVR3Xl1
直到邂逅了這首歌。793Please respect copyright.PENANAon5MpktxkY
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。793Please respect copyright.PENANA2RUnd7x4uS
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。793Please respect copyright.PENANAP2HvlTKdvq
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。793Please respect copyright.PENANAwicjefIU9J
是希望之火!793Please respect copyright.PENANAURDxVZ5vOK
是期望所向!793Please respect copyright.PENANAEpNJ2QYYsN
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。793Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ2GZSHyb1
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。793Please respect copyright.PENANAuxWlO2UkKv
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......793Please respect copyright.PENANA7UC6WIYG8p
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。793Please respect copyright.PENANAPqNZmUnRig
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。793Please respect copyright.PENANAhGky1OyAm7
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。793Please respect copyright.PENANAOHv8tkq0WW
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。793Please respect copyright.PENANAD4PYPB6aZS
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。793Please respect copyright.PENANAKHa1ZrZaWd
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。793Please respect copyright.PENANAVTt2qAWLR3
回頭一看;793Please respect copyright.PENANAwBzH7Xcy37
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。793Please respect copyright.PENANAlLnW2tBRm2
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。793Please respect copyright.PENANAyzkbfI941U