->>>喜歡一個人的原因是什麼?又該如何喜歡?其實有時就算是長了年歲,也未必能真正說出個所以然來……
【凌家動物園 I 花心豹吃兔計畫】小兔不吃回頭草
By 喵芭渴死姬
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16. 因為喜歡所以喜歡?
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自那天不歡而散後,已過了三個多月,不論付墨打了幾次電話,傳了多少滿是歉意的簡訊,都毫無回音,幾次去小兔家也被擋在門外,最後還乾脆學電視劇淋雨等整夜,結果卻只等到一位看不下去的老實人。737Please respect copyright.PENANAv8ZmPx0QvA
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「回去吧,有緣沒緣,不是你說了算,付先生還是好好保重自己吧。」將手中的傘遞給他,汪一全苦口婆心地勸道。737Please respect copyright.PENANAlvKP0KamU2
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凝視手機裡小兔的偷拍照,他重重地嘆口氣,終究還是沒敢按下撥號鍵,其實能說的除了道歉,也只有道歉,再多的他也不敢奢望,儘管如此,想見小兔的念頭卻仍無法消停,究竟是何時變得如此不能自拔的呢?737Please respect copyright.PENANAfCd5NjHD11
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小兔子啊,小兔子,如果時間還能重來的話,我保證那晚絕不碰你……欸,不是,應該是即時阻止你聽到不該聽的……也不對,應該是一早就坦白說了……737Please respect copyright.PENANApNeRfICkAP
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想到這,他忽然嗤笑一聲,要真能時光倒流,還不如從一開始就好好珍惜,現在哪來那麼多後悔藥?抹了把疲倦的臉,眼前的公文也無心批閱了,付墨看了下手錶,見時間差不多,便起身離開辦公室。737Please respect copyright.PENANAURM5Bm1Le8
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走進電梯裡,鏡子裡映出一位長了滿下巴鬍渣的男人,若是以前的他,肯定會趁沒人時東照西擺一番,最後在心裡下個『哥連頹廢都特帥』的結論,但現在的他完全沒這個動力,心情低落鬱悶之下,他已失眠了好一陣子,想著不如把握時間工作,就瘋狂熬夜加班,儀容也沒心思打理,反正唯一想吸引的對象已經不想再見他了。737Please respect copyright.PENANAtgTQjGTTol
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走在前往預約取物處的路上,經過一家咖啡廳,他偏頭看了下店名—歐堤拉,印象中似乎聽誰說過……737Please respect copyright.PENANAuMnvY8zRXc
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『……貝兒曾在那打工呢,好像店長的妹妹跟他是同公司的藝人,他們挺要好的……』737Please respect copyright.PENANAjQw7FlDr40
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對了,那天是聖誕節後的第三天,設計部門有位女職員生日,大家訂了這家的蛋糕慶生,小兔當時邊吃邊這麼說,笑著的嘴角還沾了塊白色的奶油,真是可愛極了!737Please respect copyright.PENANAZOuJEfrLTe
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想起兩人那短短幾日的相處,付墨忍不住笑了一下,隨即又想起小兔哭泣的容顏,心情又再次墜至谷底。737Please respect copyright.PENANASa9SD9W1cX
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小兔子,能再見到你就好了,就算只是看看也好,小……小兔子?!737Please respect copyright.PENANAZLOB4YoaYG
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走過櫥窗的腳頓時停步,他訝異地瞪著玻璃內的熟悉身影,呆了幾秒後,就轉身退至咖啡廳入口,推門而入。737Please respect copyright.PENANAAtLvoc1Mrv
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「歡迎……」凌小兔穿著咖啡廳的制服,回身驚見付墨,還是邋遢大叔化的付墨,他錯愕地愣了一下,就連忙要往後跑。737Please respect copyright.PENANAMddtOgytZk
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「小兔!」付墨下意識想拉住他,卻沒來得及碰到衣袖,人就一溜煙地跑開了,於是他只好呆站在原地,落寞地看著小兔消失在廚房門後。737Please respect copyright.PENANAXiWJuYgqu2
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天啊!怎麼會又碰到他?737Please respect copyright.PENANA6VPYNx3RHq
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驚慌地躲進廚房後,小兔抱頭蹲在地上愁眉苦臉。737Please respect copyright.PENANAe4xf2fnCnN
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由於投去的履歷表都毫無回音,情緒越漸低落,加上個月發生那件事,小琥雖想幫忙卻因父母堅持而愛莫能助,接著泰特斯離開了,貝兒每日強顏歡笑,卻不難看出眼底的鬱鬱寡歡,因此家裡的氣氛變了不少,在這情況下,他的精神也更加消沈了。737Please respect copyright.PENANAi4skuaz5Rj
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最後,父母終於看不下去,商量著辦法分散他的注意力,別老窩在家裡,於是貝兒就跑到歐堤拉拜託店長帕里歐收留他。737Please respect copyright.PENANAWWzzcBKpsz
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居然連打工都要讓年紀最小的貝兒幫忙……737Please respect copyright.PENANAi5Xy55DvHa
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當時,他看著明明自顧不暇卻還擔憂自己的小表弟,不禁如此苦笑心想。737Please respect copyright.PENANAYWgVbxSjPJ
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「別在這擋路,去招呼客人!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAPZ7FPdFbAW
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忽然一隻手提起小兔的後領,把他扔到外場,帕里歐笑咪咪地堵在廚房門口,斷絕他所有逃脫的生路。737Please respect copyright.PENANA3GNZd4u9Wo
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瞧對方那皮笑肉不笑的神情,小兔知道這是店長發威的前奏,只好勉強硬著頭皮,拿起一本菜單走去付墨的位子,目光飄疑不敢直視地說:「請問要點什麼?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAkwFzFSWG3G
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被帕里歐請到窗邊坐下後,付墨就一直翹首盼望,總算盼來朝思暮想的兔子,立刻就情不自禁地呼喚:「小兔……」737Please respect copyright.PENANAh3OtIBN0Bx
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撇過頭咬了咬嘴唇,小兔瞄見帕里歐在不遠處笑看,只好又問了一次:「……請問要點什麼?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAdFbEmr4qqu
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總算意識到小兔的處境,付墨這才趕緊說:「咖啡吧。」737Please respect copyright.PENANA1tILrQbxW0
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「請稍等。」強自鎮定地說完,小兔立刻就要轉身離開。737Please respect copyright.PENANA9Skhh5d7Xa
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付墨見狀,又忍不住抓住他的手懇求,「小兔,我們談一談好嗎?」737Please respect copyright.PENANArPbMoy4Hih
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「我、我、我在工作,請不要打擾!」驚嚇地收回自己的手,小兔像被鬼追趕似地奔回吧台蹲下,彷彿連一根汗毛都怕被付墨看到。737Please respect copyright.PENANAIh6ujEG1vc
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「……」收回落空的手,付墨苦笑地望著吧台,乾涸數月的心總算稍活了起來。737Please respect copyright.PENANAut0Yh3G9RV
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從那天起,付墨就三不五時地往歐堤拉跑,隨便點了道餐和咖啡,就一直坐著,即便說不到話,但能一直看著也好。737Please respect copyright.PENANAcGbpbnILEN
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怎麼又來了?他到底還想怎麼樣啊?737Please respect copyright.PENANAm5mhuq80Qu
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對於付墨這種牛皮糖行徑,小兔真是煩得不得了,但對方是以客人身份進來,除了像個癡漢一直盯著他之外,也沒做什麼,實在沒理由趕人走。回頭偷瞧了眼帕里歐的笑臉,他只好內牛滿面地硬著頭皮,忍住那甩不掉的視線繼續工作。737Please respect copyright.PENANASKgDfj7QGc
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漸漸地,日子一天天地過去,付墨依舊不改,唯一變的是恢復光潔的下巴及俐落的髮型,每天整齊清爽地出現在心上兔面前。737Please respect copyright.PENANAcA20Sxhsw5
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『小兔煮咖啡的表情,真可愛~』某客人悄悄地花癡笑了下。737Please respect copyright.PENANACnaF9f6uxp
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『他在亂笑什麼啊?我臉上又沒什麼……』某服務生稍撇過臉地在心裡嘟噥著。737Please respect copyright.PENANADrlx3HQH0H
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而小兔,似乎也開始習慣被他注視的感覺了。
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「付・墨!」沒想到來探小兔的班會遇到凌家公敵,貝兒插腰瞪眼地問:「逆在這裡幹嘛?!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAOfU3dy1Fq7
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「……來吃飯。」看到這專搞怪整人的小魔頭,付墨覺得有點頭痛,但轉念一想,這小鬼的星運不錯,近來人氣頗旺,怎麼說也算是小有名氣的公眾人物,不至於公然做出什麼出格的事吧?737Please respect copyright.PENANAHySUyubQw2
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果然,貝兒四處張望,見店裡不少人,便只好嘟著嘴在他對面坐下,壓低聲音說:「窩才不信!就這麼剛好在小兔哥打工的店裡吃飯?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAEIbi7K42kg
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「只是吃飯喝咖啡而已。」沒打算爭辯什麼,付墨直接了當地說。737Please respect copyright.PENANAqX9GS7xBsf
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「你……啊嗚!」貝兒還想說什麼,後領就忽被提了起來,轉頭看去是笑瞇瞇的帕里歐,「哈嚕~啪哩哥!」737Please respect copyright.PENANA6xsuzGv0RT
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「拉貝仔,別打擾客人用餐。」對付墨點頭示歉後,帕里歐就拖著他往廚房走去,「這麼閒就來幫忙吧。」737Please respect copyright.PENANAdyPUZcIjIq
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「窩又沒流很多汗哪裡鹹啦?!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAOA2R9djmtr
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「……做完有蛋糕吃。」737Please respect copyright.PENANAUq0KPTojfZ
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「好耶~要做捨摸?」737Please respect copyright.PENANA1kUMNX9Lcl
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見貝兒一進來就跟店裡的人玩鬧成一團,小兔悄悄嘆口氣,微拉嘴角勾著淺淡的弧度,拿起咖啡壺和水壺為杯底已空的客人添水續杯。737Please respect copyright.PENANAd9tEada630
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「怎麼突然不開心了?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAdxzrMpnyPf
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機械性地輪完幾桌後,就忽然聽到一聲關問,他楞了下抬起頭,竟是付墨擔憂地望著自己,被看穿的尷尬頓時襲上心頭,他不禁有些慌地說:「不、不關你的事!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAEBATfWfO9p
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沒想到會被人發現心事,尤其還是那個最想躲避的付墨,小兔紅著臉丟下一句話,連咖啡都忘了續就走掉,不理身後落寞傷神的人。737Please respect copyright.PENANAGspg3ChguQ
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幹嘛現在才裝出關心的樣子?他到底想幹嘛啊?737Please respect copyright.PENANAP5VA8OWTFK
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放好咖啡壺,小兔隨手收了幾個盤子進到廚房,就見貝兒捏了顆奶油草莓迎面跑來,燦笑地說:「小兔哥疵~」737Please respect copyright.PENANAVys8GmQQha
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「欸?唔……」來不及說什麼,草莓就被塞進口裡,香甜的味道頓時在嘴裡化開,小兔嚼著草莓,望進貝兒晶亮清澈的眼底,忽覺心裡一陣悶疼,便忍不住移開視線。737Please respect copyright.PENANAdj4I1DbI7j
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「者摸惹?不好疵嗎?」貝兒疑惑地看著他問。737Please respect copyright.PENANAIjFMDcxLAX
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「好、好吃……」小兔低下頭將空盤放好後,就又轉身走回外場,「我繼續去忙了。」737Please respect copyright.PENANAz1XJfy94X2
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貝兒眨了眨眼,不解狀況地歪了頭,帕里歐不動聲色地朝他們看了一眼,就繼續埋首做事。737Please respect copyright.PENANAGki29aN4TV
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「你又做了什麼事惹小兔哥不高興?」貝兒臉黑黑地飄回付墨對面,直覺地認為是這壞男人的錯。737Please respect copyright.PENANAq5cNoC24G3
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「?」付墨征楞地說:「小兔他怎麼了?」737Please respect copyright.PENANANxpwBzj1eV
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「才鼻要告訴你!」貝兒托著臉頰抵在桌上,睜大眼睛直瞪著付墨,鄭重宣示:「窩決定要每天來監視你,免得小兔哥又被你欺負了!」737Please respect copyright.PENANA5j3ST8cDjz
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「……」付墨無語了。737Please respect copyright.PENANANn10hmXMit
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於是乎,歐堤拉的觀兔區又多了一個人,貝兒只要沒課或沒通告,就會到歐提拉來探班兼監視付墨,日子一天天地過去,疑似過動症坐不住的貝兒跟滿腹心事無處發洩的付墨,就漸漸聊起天了……737Please respect copyright.PENANA2V5ag8p6iq
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「你幹嘛每天都來啊?不用上班喔?」737Please respect copyright.PENANA1h7tI5ya0b
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「你不也要上課趕通告?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAWHp42t4pJ8
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「窩是要保護小兔哥!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAGJwlhsKjlP
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「我只是想看看他。」737Please respect copyright.PENANA3uxix5DNlK
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「看他幹嘛啊?他又不喜歡你,你對他又壞!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAKZx1wsyMRz
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「我知道,但就是想看著他,想知道他過得如何。」737Please respect copyright.PENANAMREetlsPxX
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「我以前真的對他不好,從來沒關心過他,連他說過的話也沒怎麼放在心上……」737Please respect copyright.PENANA2ooQESHn4J
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「窩聽說了。」737Please respect copyright.PENANA8syDgOAE2x
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「這些日來,我每天看著他,才知道自己錯過了多少,你知道嗎?原來小兔有咬嘴唇的習慣,每次看他算帳找零時,都會咬著嘴算數……」737Please respect copyright.PENANAWSjArm0sYu
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付墨零零碎碎地說著,貝兒靜默地聽著,最後才忍不住打斷他的話,「你只是因為愧疚才以為喜歡吧?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAnVLHLZmPC7
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「為什麼這麼問?」737Please respect copyright.PENANA58Z1stqM27
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貝兒支著臉若有所思地說:「像有些人把親情誤以為是愛情,或是因為同情或感激才去喜歡,但其實不是因為愛情而喜歡?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAgldhRIfuyC
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「你才幾歲啊?想這麼多有的沒的?談過戀愛了?」737Please respect copyright.PENANArJza241pTK
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「要、要你管啦?!」737Please respect copyright.PENANA9gCLFOYkCu
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覺得貝兒剛才的表情認真得有趣,付墨不禁摸了下他的頭,「為什麼喜歡很重要嗎?到最後不都還是喜歡?不都是愛?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAQz8bu0SGLJ
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「我喜歡小兔,真的很喜歡……」付墨喝了口黑咖啡,舌壘上的苦澀令他稍皺了眉,「可惜我不懂,所以傷了他。」737Please respect copyright.PENANA0CfoTBlJSE
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「……」悶著臉不語的貝兒,掏出隨身的巧克力放入嘴裡,微蹙的眉頭才總算鬆開,他將視線移到手中的包裝紙,邊聽著付墨絮絮叨叨,邊折出一顆小星星,最後在臨走前將小星星彈進付墨的衣領裡,留下一串調皮的嘿嘿笑聲跑開。737Please respect copyright.PENANAz5e4NtdZ8G
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無奈地取出小星星,付墨不禁笑了一下,而後收進口袋裡,繼續看著心愛的小兔。737Please respect copyright.PENANAs7yb1bqbgg
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「喂,付蔥雞泥!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAzRvIQYJjSq
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幾天後,貝兒突然再次用起這詭異的稱呼,聽得付墨差點被口裡的咖啡嗆到,但不知為何,他卻氣不起來,反倒有種哭笑不得的親切感,「什麼事?」737Please respect copyright.PENANAXdMjplVvoQ
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「窩明天要去西藏一個禮拜拍節目,所以先來警告你,不可以趁我不在時就對小兔哥亂來喔!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAcMWW9vh8d9
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「……」見這小子人小鬼大地裝威嚴,付墨忍不住笑著比個敬禮手勢,「Yes, sir!」737Please respect copyright.PENANAF1NL4vTqbo
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站在吧台看著變得有說有笑的兩人,小兔咬了下嘴唇,就低頭繼續擦杯子。他想起今早好不容易收到的幾封回信,卻都是只是客氣委婉的幾行字,表達已找到人選的歉意,而自己竟也覺得麻木了,再無動力去投新的履歷。737Please respect copyright.PENANAcMBbUEJo4H
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反正現在這份工做得也還行,對吧?737Please respect copyright.PENANAzjNNAR6W5H
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將玻璃杯擦得一絲不垢,小兔凝視玻璃折射出自己的倒影,恍惚之間,他突然不知道這一切的意義,彷彿身陷濃密的灰霧中,一片茫然。737Please respect copyright.PENANAsKgZNWGJRe
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『我……到底在做什麼?』
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/(。ω。)\ /(>ω<)\ /(QωQ)\ /(=ω=)\ /(〝ω〞)\ /(。ω。)\ /(>ω<)\
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後記:
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這裡付墨開始慢慢變嚕!737Please respect copyright.PENANALt8l5IHtcG
至於未來是否真能成為好小攻,就敬請期待了~XDDD737Please respect copyright.PENANAk4SisaWKeE
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貝兒問的關於喜歡,更多部分是在為了自己,因為泰哥拒絕他時說的話....wwww737Please respect copyright.PENANAPC6fa9GXlS
不知大家是否有看出貝貝對付墨的態度變化?XD737Please respect copyright.PENANAS25xCyyIRB
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至於小兔該怎麼跨出去,下一篇泰哥再次出沒,與啪哩哥聯手拉兔子~XDDD737Please respect copyright.PENANAwem21DQmL3
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By 喵芭渴死姬 / 08.05.2014
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