上一秒明明在陪審團和郭凝羽說話,下一秒,白絃坐在超市的手推車,夏悠站在推車旁邊,彎腰。164Please respect copyright.PENANA8wslzofjn2
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「系兒?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAiIakcAV8fe
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夏悠伸手,在白絃面前揮了揮,「還好嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAkprZg8dpvr
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「咦……?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAnVvjwDzUZA
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黑色長髮,戴著深紅色的蝴蝶結,夏悠穿著白色襯衫、黑色短裙,和一件淺色的針織背心,一副乖學生的模樣,面無表情。164Please respect copyright.PENANArk8lGe09sf
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「呼呼,小白又開自動導航了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA07DLC88Prf
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聽到聲音,白絃抬頭,負責推車的是李仲翔,他的穿著依舊前衛,一身淺藍色、荷葉袖的襯衫,搭配金色的長髮、白色的口罩,像被通緝的連續殺人犯。164Please respect copyright.PENANAvHMItPKLIp
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「有時間發呆,不如來拿東西!」164Please respect copyright.PENANANV6aCGfAeh
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凱薩走來,將手裡的牙膏、清潔劑、大蔥、麵包,及夏悠要喝的酒、李仲翔的水果乾、白絃的衛生紙、凱薩的冰淇淋,全部丟進推車,扔在白絃身上。164Please respect copyright.PENANA5reXVMpQwX
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「好痛!」164Please respect copyright.PENANArA2ZcSo4kI
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被牙膏的盒子砸到,白絃摀著頭,發現自己的頭髮是短的。她回到一百年前,但白絃不記得這段,似乎不是回憶。164Please respect copyright.PENANA2r148SFRHW
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「凱,你這樣不行。」李仲翔惋惜表示:「不懂憐香惜玉,難怪沒女友。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAHvWmINguYI
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「靠,這也能扯!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAOD9Ph5I8zt
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凱薩紫色的頭髮沒綁,只穿居家服和拖鞋。他怒瞪李仲翔,質問:「我人在那邊,東西重得要死,你車子為什麼不推來!?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA3YeInxZtNO
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李仲翔聳肩,一副「怪我囉?」的表情,凱薩直接爆氣。164Please respect copyright.PENANAMJozXu2Q4b
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「妳也是!」看向夏悠,凱薩不管她是不是艾莉絲,照罵:「說要買東西的是妳,為什麼都是我在找!?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAibXRsJ85Yr
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「因為你是工具人啊。」夏悠拿出手機,點開凱薩的自我介紹,「你自己寫的:I’m useful。」164Please respect copyright.PENANASy9ZIKyAYr
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「確實。」李仲翔拍手附和:「上次我的電腦壞掉,是凱幫我修好的,你真的很好用。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAkIQWzl68xr
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「吵死了!我不想被你這種男人稱讚,噁心!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAhKVl7sxBzH
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三人鬥嘴,吵吵鬧鬧,白絃看著眼前的景象,覺得好懷念、好幸福,在推車裡哈哈大笑,笑到肚子疼,笑到流眼淚。164Please respect copyright.PENANAh5PC6DLHS2
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「系兒,出來囉。」夏悠看見收銀台的標誌,提醒白絃:「要結帳了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAyuvyO1HE4l
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「或者,」李仲翔歪頭,「可以問問收銀員,小白值多少錢?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAKRPUGbvz8V
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「免費,廠商還要倒貼。」凱薩靈機一動,「欸,我們把她賣給紅鶴,可以海撈一筆。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA4NgOnAUyWr
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「駁回。」夏悠立刻否決,「系兒是我的。」164Please respect copyright.PENANATiH55324Jb
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「嗯……不管紅鶴出多少,我都會用十倍買回來噢。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAOOkHiN2gJc
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李仲翔看著白絃,紅色的眼睛瞇成兩條線,笑得很開心。164Please respect copyright.PENANArpUUL0gNUa
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「誰叫小白這麼可愛。」李仲翔說:「小白是可愛的瘋子。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAAEXqTbZZSN
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「……。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAcJENfDKqU1
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白絃默默跳出推車,夏悠覺得她很反常,上前關心:「系兒,妳今天好安靜,怎麼了?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAuwnDMUyk9Z
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白絃微愣,思考如果是一百年前的自己,會怎麼回答。164Please respect copyright.PENANAqLW6zJyNPO
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「啊啊!小熊餅乾!」164Please respect copyright.PENANA4hvR2UYnRw
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她突然大叫,夏悠、李仲翔、凱薩都被嚇到。白絃舉手,粉紅色帽T的袖子跟著動作,像一對翅膀在飛。164Please respect copyright.PENANAvIpyxDq6TX
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「小熊餅乾!一直搖,一直搖,就會變成一顆球!」164Please respect copyright.PENANALuXfQbkoil
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「哈哈,原來如此。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAQX0B3n7Gy7
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白絃無厘頭的動作和發言,害李仲翔笑出聲音,問她:「小白,妳一直在想這個?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAhAzufbPgY2
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「嗯!」白絃用力點頭,「只有巧克力口味可以,很神奇吧!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAATZfIz0OlZ
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「確實,我小時候也和班上同學玩過,草莓口味的成功率比較低。」164Please respect copyright.PENANACgyG4SmYG4
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白絃和李仲翔,兩人在奇怪的頻率上你一句、我一句。夏悠不予回應,早就習慣這種對話;凱薩露出「我受夠了」的表情,大翻白眼。164Please respect copyright.PENANAZQno4wLAVO
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結完帳,夏悠走到人多的地方。她一個眼神,三人接收指示──凱薩的孢子飛入攝影機、偽裝成故障,白絃拉開與人的心理距離,李仲翔將買好的東西收入白色空間。夏悠很滿意,因為省了購物袋的錢。164Please respect copyright.PENANA5TovhV1V5G
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「你們先走吧。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAwhXKGgjD17
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離開超市,凱薩往另一個方向走。白絃問他:「你去哪?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA7S5PYOVVPk
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「書店,看有沒有新書。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAs4Iu2Ijscg
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語畢,凱薩一聲再見也不說,就這麼揮手離去。白絃看著地面,發現凱薩的影子拉得很長,她自己也有影子,只是很淡。164Please respect copyright.PENANAHsWrDmA5tj
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「小白,該回家囉。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAuSB5wKuTDg
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白絃轉頭,看著李仲翔,看著夏悠,也看了看地上,他們沒有影子。164Please respect copyright.PENANAhAP7dZ3yel
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「系兒?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAtTXJyNNe6v
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夏悠叫她。白絃抬頭,發現凱薩離開的路,上面有個綠色路標,白色的字寫得很清楚:二十二世紀。164Please respect copyright.PENANA1N4maNi0CD
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「……嗯。」164Please respect copyright.PENANApfYInjtiza
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二十二世紀沒有夏悠,沒有李仲翔,她愛的人都不在。164Please respect copyright.PENANA6jbSijj6rO
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白絃走向夏悠、走向李仲翔,打算一起回去,卻聽見有人在叫:164Please respect copyright.PENANAr0Zu4ypeK1
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「白絃!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAsNIWD3uAbt
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「……!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAe7kCI8o0ZU
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白絃回頭,看見超市的玻璃門,裡面的自己是長髮,像被羊水包圍的嬰兒,卻因為吸不到氧,正在死去。164Please respect copyright.PENANAE18UWKJ8bf
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「妳是羅琳娜!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAMpnzIuOBjd
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「我們的意義是什麼?為什麼我們必須存在,妳知道的!」164Please respect copyright.PENANA5bN9fzqiG8
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另一端,有人的手貼著玻璃,呼喚她的名字。白絃意識到,那是二十二世紀的艾莉絲。164Please respect copyright.PENANAVMKT1fCgOq
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明明不一樣,明明沒有回憶,白絃還是在沒有夏悠的世界,用羅琳娜的力量做出艾莉絲,並給她夏悠的記憶。164Please respect copyright.PENANAnWvSubzWYZ
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──為什麼?164Please respect copyright.PENANAM5TbFZkdkm
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白絃自問:為什麼?164Please respect copyright.PENANAKuL3u0uwO1
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為什麼殺死夏悠?為什麼李仲翔不能回來?為什麼創造仙境?164Please respect copyright.PENANAqLyrPtd0HF
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──她知道。164Please respect copyright.PENANAUwc31KFc05
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自己做過什麼、要做什麼,白絃很清楚,這是她選的路。164Please respect copyright.PENANAHBlX2yTIaT
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系兒已死,和二十一世紀的大家一起長眠;活到二十二世紀的,只有名為白絃的獅鷲,還有羅琳娜。164Please respect copyright.PENANAk8WvaV8RT0
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「小悠、仲翔,對不起。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAmPLuXAyd8Y
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艾莉絲必須長大,羅琳娜也是。164Please respect copyright.PENANAMNcWUwtFdc
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她必須前往二十二世紀,履行水果塔的意義。164Please respect copyright.PENANAzSrsgbznC8
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「我還有重要的事,你們先走吧。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA9c9sXmNI3s
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停下腳步,白絃擁抱夏悠、擁抱李仲翔,向他們道別。164Please respect copyright.PENANAyGLVI9si0E
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「我很想你們,想到快要死掉,但我還不能死。」她道歉:「對不起,你們都特地來接我了……對不起。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAHi2exmAf4c
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思念是種沉痾。164Please respect copyright.PENANAxVrjd9avNR
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夏悠沉默,李仲翔也沉默。他們不恨白絃,因為他們是離開的人,對於被留下的白絃,再多的情感經過時間,只剩掛念。164Please respect copyright.PENANACZZl6UlUJA
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「小白,我們是最好的搭檔。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAo3vjH24lk2
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李仲翔伸手,輕撫白絃的頭,像從前那樣。164Please respect copyright.PENANA4DLc8nJPIf
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「只要妳需要,呼喚我。」李仲翔說:「我一直都在,以記憶的方式。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAS6uVvtZEx1
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「系兒,謝謝妳。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAInQA5wdVtK
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夏悠抱著白絃,在她頸邊蹭了蹭,像從前那樣。164Please respect copyright.PENANA6C0p2rtjJe
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「我也很愛妳。」夏悠說:「該道歉的是我……對不起,我不是一個好的艾莉絲。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAE1I5cwyV6A
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白絃搖頭,「我也不是好的神,我什麼都做不好。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAAMPIBCeD8h
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「妳是很棒的人噢,小白。」李仲翔強調:「別忘了,妳是最可愛的瘋子。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAtBqsDjfdy5
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擁抱結束,白絃放開夏悠、放開李仲翔。夏悠替白絃擦掉眼淚,向來面無表情的她,此刻竟淺淺一笑,叮囑她的系兒:「時間到了,我們還是會來接妳,但妳不能太早過來噢。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA6tvbXirOcL
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「……嗯。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAuo0a04B23i
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語畢,白絃依依不捨,用眼神做最後的道別,一個人轉身離開;夏悠和李仲翔目送她,兩人也牽手,走回他們的二十一世紀。164Please respect copyright.PENANAdK5qZRW9Eb
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「告訴我,白絃。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAdRU70TTb2Z
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「系兒和小悠的羈絆,羅琳娜對艾莉絲的忠誠。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAH5t9WyA3si
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往前跑,往前跑,白絃的短髮變成長髮。她看見門,看見辦公桌,「白兔」阿道夫.懷特坐在那,用一雙嚴肅的眼睛看她。白絃停下腳步,站在距離桌子2.5公尺的地方──阿道夫教過,那是英國議會,超過兩柄劍的長度。164Please respect copyright.PENANAKEcW3anJqm
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「老師,我真的很恨你。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAo6sJmFYKw1
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白絃開口。阿道夫盯著她,不說話。164Please respect copyright.PENANA41hxdHTISf
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「我這麼自私,只要能和小悠他們在一起,我一定會無視羅琳娜,不去在乎這個身份……都是你害的。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAcHjVyFYXsq
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「你逼我學習何謂責任,把我教育成會愧疚的人。你那些批評、辱罵、人身攻擊,好幾次我都想往你臉上灌一拳……你很討厭,我好恨你!你害我殺死大家,害我弄出一個仙境、想出什麼《羅琳娜條約》;你害我這一百年好累,害我一個人要支撐這些。我恨死你了!恨到想殺了你,老師。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAgWmY4BUmdy
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白絃直視阿道夫的眼睛,坦承:164Please respect copyright.PENANA6SZ55yhGAO
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「可是,我能怎麼辦?我的能力、口才、學識、眼界,都是你教的,我做什麼都有你的影子。難道我也要恨自己?一輩子去否定你對我的影響?不可能。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAP7n8G9NXoz
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「我不管怎麼恨,你還是你,你連在我記憶中都是同個樣子,我也改變不了從你那邊學到的東西。就老師而言,你真的很成功,因為你讓我徹底進化了……該死的進化,我明明可以活得更輕鬆,都是你害的。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAigCGfXroep
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說著,七色花瓣從天而降,白絃的衣服從粉紅色帽T,變成羅琳娜的白色禮服。164Please respect copyright.PENANAEJte10m1mT
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「說說而已,我早就不要緊了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAsgQf7AjGYn
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她聳肩,紫色的眼睛沒有恨,一切釋然。164Please respect copyright.PENANAd7jx3vexpz
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「我說過,我是一個不後悔的人,包含遇見你,成為你的學生,我都不後悔。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAP5z2qOQZvt
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「事到如今啊,老師,我沒什麼話好說,只想跟你說謝謝。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAea5YSMT7aH
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她笑,阿道夫也笑。嚴肅的老師起身,從她旁邊走過,一隻手放到白絃頭上,只有一下下。164Please respect copyright.PENANAwBxnNHG88z
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「辛苦了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAKZqahELG8w
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三個字,說完,阿道夫揚長而去。白絃回頭,老師、小悠、仲翔,過去一切不復存在。屬於她的緩慢告別,總算迎來句點。164Please respect copyright.PENANAQBueiD1NlV
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「……到此為止吧,仙境。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAWJuRX1HSHC
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她往前,一手抓住握把。164Please respect copyright.PENANAHhgMvrxelE
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「不能再有後代犧牲。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA1hKdbOn6kL
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「我來解決,由我結束。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAQGXpXdMEID
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開門,白絃──羅琳娜縱身一躍,張開雙眼,衝破囚禁她的玻璃,點燃粉紅色的火,乘著花瓣迎擊利維坦的水、羅笙的冰。164Please respect copyright.PENANAbaaXZVQqmi
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然而,紅色的玫瑰混在春天的花瓣裡,沒有人發現。164Please respect copyright.PENANApPczNDWMpi
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