2163年10月9日,下午五點,凝雪寺144Please respect copyright.PENANAANYkoWWJUt
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時間倒回兩天前。與利維坦同步後,檸檬第一時間回凝雪寺,向羅笙和郭凝羽報告。然而,一如往常,郭凝羽沒反應,羅笙只回句「還不賴」。想從蜘蛛口中得到讚美,檸檬的心得是:比戒糖還難。144Please respect copyright.PENANAA5flXUcOEh
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檸檬走上山峰、跳上屋頂,發現天空落下白色的雪,空氣霧霧的,枯萎的樹木被雪點綴。凝雪寺倚山而建,四周環繞峽谷、溪流、森林,四季景色皆不同。她站在最高處,美景盡收眼底。144Please respect copyright.PENANAHZqm1E9uy0
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「很漂亮吧,安奇羅。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAk82tPESizh
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她開口,跟另一個自己說:「我很喜歡這裡。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAgIXlrG4XV9
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利維坦回答,只有檸檬能聽見。144Please respect copyright.PENANA7NfpQIGXOB
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「嗯,我討厭回家。」她停頓,「可是,我很想爸爸。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAWz5utaMKUw
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「……咳。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAIl9GDZhTk1
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檸檬嚇一跳,羅笙竟然也在屋頂,不知道什麼時候來的。144Please respect copyright.PENANAasEAZX6eGm
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「妳總有一天會後悔。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA6l1fuYTzEb
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武士刀放一旁,羅笙坐到檸檬旁邊,告訴她:「妳不了解里奧,他的控制慾很強,除了賴雪檸和葛蕾絲,他會讓親近的人受傷。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAE2RiEobRks
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檸檬疑惑,「包含宇維少爺?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAeMJlRTjKSJ
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「是的,瘋帽也在他的控制範圍,但瘋帽的實力、心智都很強,里奧拿他沒轍。」羅笙聳肩,「怪人只能和怪人當朋友,祝他們友誼長存。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAkCpQ6HFzC8
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兩手撐在身後,羅笙看著雪,想起冬天,以及冬天過後的春天。144Please respect copyright.PENANAhauLX2g64t
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「寒冷的冬天結束,直到春日再次來臨」144Please respect copyright.PENANAtpcAYRMypJ
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「又在想姊姊了?」144Please respect copyright.PENANA50XK9pwMPi
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看見羅笙發愣,檸檬想都不用想,吐槽的語氣問:「你呢?後悔過嗎?」144Please respect copyright.PENANApGKq2hmPba
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毫不猶豫,羅笙一秒回答:「從來沒有。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAhUW7UpeD4X
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太陽下山,天空越來越暗,溫度越來越低,但他們是蜘蛛,感覺不到冷。144Please respect copyright.PENANAECoHFisTVj
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「白欣濛早就死了,在我出生那一年?」檸檬看著風景,突然問。144Please respect copyright.PENANAriVsYnrj0o
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「沒錯,我殺死妳媽的那一年。」羅笙回答,沒有悔意。144Please respect copyright.PENANAyER4sMf9IQ
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「這之間有關聯嗎?」檸檬再問。144Please respect copyright.PENANArVEC1oKFLx
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「算有吧。」羅笙回憶,「六年前,史密斯馬戲團把歪腦筋動到第一代。想出這點子、暗中協助他們的,一個是謝照顏,一個是白欣濛。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAE823xreeg8
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雖然六年前很瘋,但羅笙記得自己做過什麼,他不後悔。144Please respect copyright.PENANANb65NJl9A7
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「事後,史密斯馬戲團被神與畜制裁,我趁機殺死賴雪檸;白欣濛和謝照顏的下場一樣,都被我姊姊處決。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAIHXDrt4paz
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「謝照顏就算了,白欣濛為什麼……?」檸檬提問。144Please respect copyright.PENANAq56ljuhfW3
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「那位公主討厭艾莉絲體系,尤其討厭羅琳娜。」羅笙回答:「按照Platinum的規矩,叛徒要由司令處決,但我姊姊了解兒子,金允道和白石墨下不了手,她乾脆親自處理。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAAhAv2vaHPi
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檸檬皺眉,「白絃真的,不把後代的命放在眼裡。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA6wpgGwlEhD
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「她是艾莉絲體系的神,一切她說了算。」羅笙冷笑,「打從一開始,你們就不是童話故事的王子公主,是待宰的羔羊。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAv1hP1hIMF7
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA6TGmEjc9cO
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兩年前面對白絃,檸檬對她說的話,以及白絃回應她的拳頭,檸檬全部記得。她的目標是殺死羅琳娜,至今不變。144Please respect copyright.PENANAQmgRci1MOH
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「哪。」檸檬開口。144Please respect copyright.PENANAr1X21c3USA
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「嗯?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAg1jwppfzMk
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「你是不是,也想殺死白絃?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAMShLL8NUXC
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羅笙沉默。他沒有生氣,視線從風景移開,看著檸檬沒有表情的臉。144Please respect copyright.PENANATBiqYGSR27
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「怎麼這樣想?」羅笙反問。144Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z2Ax1DwJi
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「『羅琳娜死於沙利葉』。」檸檬說:「把我變成蜘蛛、讓沙利葉誕生,不就是希望她死嗎?」144Please respect copyright.PENANA4bDZGfIUeP
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAMlZBw5d7So
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羅笙吸氣,將寒冷的空氣吸入肺中,再緩緩吐出來,閉上眼睛。144Please respect copyright.PENANAsqwyDtVowE
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「我好像明白了。」他突然說。144Please respect copyright.PENANAHV94u3SHge
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「明白什麼?」檸檬問。144Please respect copyright.PENANAr0HCqvwfef
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「為什麼我姊姊會殺死夏悠,為什麼瘋帽想要凝羽死。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAi9wZro4rhS
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──由愛故生憂,由愛故生怖。144Please respect copyright.PENANAojYUERTrOi
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「她明明不是這樣的人,她越來越不像自己,她的一舉一動都在求救。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAxDufuhighc
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「我束手無策,只能看她困在泥沼,一點一點往下沉,被回憶吞噬。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAaNkdtwEtin
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──若離於愛者,無憂亦無怖。144Please respect copyright.PENANAdUmiwxnLlQ
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「用死亡讓對方解脫……聽起來很自私,也很愚蠢,我知道。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA4v42SDtCF6
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「原來,會讓人發瘋的不是恨,一直是愛啊。」144Please respect copyright.PENANARqvP33lc97
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羅笙的理智知道,他永遠得不到白絃,所以他退一步,希望白絃不要糾結於夏悠,一個人活在她的仙境。他感謝姊夫,金允燦讓白絃變回普通人,那時候的她只是妻子、兩個孩子的母親。144Please respect copyright.PENANAtFP2YnTMdL
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然而,金允燦死了,白絃變回羅琳娜。羅笙為了阻止,他選擇蜘蛛糖、消滅水果塔,和昔日的好友翻臉,與艾莉絲體系為敵。144Please respect copyright.PENANAVFS3gJ2uuz
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「除了讓她死,我只剩一個辦法:讓她忘記一切。金允道和白石墨的想法和我一致,所以我和他們合作,策畫這次行動。如果失敗,妳和利維坦是我的下一步。」羅笙坦承。144Please respect copyright.PENANAohQn415qgn
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「原來如此,B計畫中的B計畫。」檸檬點頭,「我是你的最終手段。」144Please respect copyright.PENANACVVm9CCkGB
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「非必要,我不希望姊姊死,而且……」144Please respect copyright.PENANAWiTfldykL9
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看著他親手栽培、令他驕傲的眷屬,羅笙的話突然打住,資料庫翻出兩年前的影像──檸檬被白絃打倒在地,嘴巴吐了好多血,差點死在黑教堂。144Please respect copyright.PENANAMKAy7G3V1r
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「而且?」檸檬歪頭,「你要說什麼?」144Please respect copyright.PENANA1zGBBxbyGD
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「……沒事。」144Please respect copyright.PENANABAmpeJ3yDE
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羅笙撇頭,故意換話題:「妳們很像。」144Please respect copyright.PENANARLKWvl5I2W
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「和誰?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAjWtxWvKHhr
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「我姊姊。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAcp6IHA3BXB
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAGWF9NfJgo9
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厭惡全寫在臉上。顯然,「和白絃很像」這一句,檸檬覺得不是讚美。144Please respect copyright.PENANAqehSvajO2M
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「我姊姊很怪,第一代每個人都喜歡她。」羅笙看向檸檬,「至於妳,明明不怎麼樣,卻沒有人討厭妳,包含江云格那畜生。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAbJLQjNvkC4
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「才沒有。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAWBOV8AurXZ
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檸檬立刻否認。她抱著自己的膝蓋,小聲抱怨:「你又不喜歡我。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA9rjpSEIhy1
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAqUuY5pgmQm
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沒承認,也沒否認。羅笙沉默,檸檬也不說話,兩人靜靜看著風景。太陽下山,天空變成黑藍色,山谷的紅色燈籠全部點亮,與夜空的星星相襯。144Please respect copyright.PENANAhCz3OnSja9
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燈火闌珊,星月交輝。檸檬偷瞄羅笙,凝雪寺的風景讓他放鬆不少。蜘蛛的巢穴很安靜,這裡只有他們三人,檸檬很喜歡。144Please respect copyright.PENANAjynGFju34b
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當然,羅笙也是。144Please respect copyright.PENANA0fcYIwRBw9
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2163年10月11日,早上七點,陪審團144Please respect copyright.PENANA0ebIPOJVMz
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「赫老大,對不起。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA359BuMIdJW
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「水母……真正的白欣濛,早就死了。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAuazkhfcdEV
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聽見羅俊的哭聲,赫密士愣在原地,看著旁邊不發一語、和白欣濛一模一樣的人。赫密士遲疑三秒,出聲呼喚:「允希?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAX3x2C2Vd1j
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAgFNZKW2ogv
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少女跪在地上,顫抖的手摀著臉。腦子彷彿被人扯開,又被硬縫回去。144Please respect copyright.PENANA1BxuzHP19o
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「啊……!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAheGPZpHxd0
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想起來。144Please respect copyright.PENANAXi9XjriNmo
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她想起來了。144Please respect copyright.PENANABL7IZ0tS2H
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「欣濛,欣濛……!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAvgNitSvqTh
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妹妹被帶走。144Please respect copyright.PENANARGqHIDbnpl
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白絃袖子一揮,白欣濛全身是血。144Please respect copyright.PENANAiIP6TkzIjr
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「住手……!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAAKQHOnIvyP
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白石墨奮力搥牆,飆罵髒話。144Please respect copyright.PENANAvEE9QrAW6r
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金允道關在房裡,暗自啜泣。144Please respect copyright.PENANAOrp4Z9CWfh
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「不要!不要!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAs52NYWbF7R
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白欣濛的棺材,她為妹妹換上漂亮的洋裝。在另一個世界,白欣濛會更快樂,依舊是驕傲、機靈、可愛的公主──她明明如此期望。144Please respect copyright.PENANACcEJtvgceD
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可是,金允希還沒準備好。144Please respect copyright.PENANAhx7jNEHo33
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她不敢,面對沒有白欣濛的世界。144Please respect copyright.PENANAGZmLfIu4Cy
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「水母的死,對允希的打擊很大,我一直陪她演戲,而且……」144Please respect copyright.PENANA2W6C10tIQn
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中控室,羅俊想起那枚戒指。白欣濛忘在他家,羅俊也忘了還她。144Please respect copyright.PENANAle8h1Nsghr
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「我也想跟喜歡的女生,多說一些話。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAYpYq6WctUk
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忘著,忘著,等他發現戒指,好不容易想起來,白欣濛已經死了。144Please respect copyright.PENANAOEzg6CRv8f
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她的葬禮,羅俊獻上一束紫色的花。他記得,金允希當時站著發愣,似乎想跳進棺材,和白欣濛一起走。144Please respect copyright.PENANA1flD2lc2LR
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「妳和允希交往,都不覺得奇怪嗎?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAX1Oc3NIwnV
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白石墨朝赫密士走來,開口:144Please respect copyright.PENANASWiIPuw8da
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「妳知道她有妹妹,卻沒看過她們同時出現。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAckgKarSfZX
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「『欣濛討厭地表』、『欣濛在家喝下午茶』、『欣濛今天不想出門』……聊到妹妹,允希的回答都是這幾句,我沒說錯吧?」144Please respect copyright.PENANA71Q5xNbH8o
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某一天,允希開始穿欣濛的衣服。144Please respect copyright.PENANAy9FvX26iIF
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某一天,允希用欣濛的口氣說話。144Please respect copyright.PENANACsC09wVZ6l
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某一天,允希和欣濛一樣,養起蟲子。144Please respect copyright.PENANAIk8GTt9Z29
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金允道從醫務室回來,遺憾地告訴白石墨:允希瘋了。144Please respect copyright.PENANAxot9ia5QX9
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她的普樂仙斯是「消失」。確實,金允希讓自己消失不見,彷彿死去的人是她,白欣濛還活著。144Please respect copyright.PENANAqJOORZJM9i
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「允希!」144Please respect copyright.PENANASY8OhPVVDG
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赫密士呼喚。144Please respect copyright.PENANAY1enZrfvFh
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「允希,振作一點!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAvKbBdF8j2r
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赫密士抓著金允希的肩膀,跟她說:「我在這裡!妳是金允希,是我女朋友,不是白欣濛!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAKoQDekyp0v
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAMrvjfSgctZ
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金允希抬頭,看著赫密士的眼睛,用小名叫她:「惟惟……」144Please respect copyright.PENANAR6l5OW5s1S
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她開口,流下兩行眼淚。144Please respect copyright.PENANAOuq2aeEuoR
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「惟惟。」144Please respect copyright.PENANA542Z4oIGp8
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「對不起……!」144Please respect copyright.PENANAf4jLZBFfNR
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下一秒,毫無預兆,金允希化為泡沫。赫密士一陣錯愕,上一秒還抓著她,此時卻空無一物。144Please respect copyright.PENANAJRSeCjaJ8W
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「她躲起來了。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAA1EkDpfHRI
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白石墨說。雖然沒有白欣濛任性,但金允希遇事只會逃避,白石墨早就習慣,毫不意外。144Please respect copyright.PENANApuUHhEMzLJ
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「我很訝異妳沒發現。」白石墨叫她:「謝惟。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAxm7dwAMpHQ
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「……。」144Please respect copyright.PENANAi2nWx3LkNi
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聽到自己的本名,赫密士臉色丕變,凶惡的眼神看向對方。白石墨囂張一笑,戴起那雙紅色手套。144Please respect copyright.PENANA6VAvL57Whz
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「還是妳喜歡另一個名字?」144Please respect copyright.PENANAlVEoHgh2U0
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火上澆油、雪上加霜,白石墨故意放慢語調,說出那個字:144Please respect copyright.PENANAZf23PthwDQ
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「卵(EGG)。」
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