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李晴煬似乎明白了。347Please respect copyright.PENANAIJAHDv7Pw4
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李央為什麼著迷、為什麼害怕。347Please respect copyright.PENANAGWCveHqaGn
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李晴煬似乎,都感受到了。347Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ij1xHRkcx
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「這是我死前,委託允道幫我做的,如何?」347Please respect copyright.PENANABOfqsF1iBx
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李康說,笑容彷彿沐浴在陽光下的貓。李晴煬伸手,發現摸不到周邊的花和草,就連李康本人,他的手也穿了過去,沒有實體。347Please respect copyright.PENANAEwFJ64KgdP
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這是投影。347Please respect copyright.PENANADwe2YRjlFG
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李康本人並不在這,和那封信一樣,是他留下的遺書之一。李晴煬不禁讚嘆Platinum的技術,眼前的景色如此真實,害他一度忘記,自己還在卡洛爾大廈,這裡是艾莉絲的書房。347Please respect copyright.PENANAVvPTVaRrod
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「你能和我交談?」李晴煬問。347Please respect copyright.PENANAbFsiyVmchP
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「可以,只要我們的對話內容,不超過內建的數據。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAFpER9YRXHt
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李康放下畫筆和調色盤,緩緩起身。風吹過李康的臉,他將金色的頭髮捋到耳後──李晴煬愣在原地。李康只是一個動作,李晴煬就看到出神。明明他們的五官一樣,李康就是比他特別,一舉一動都能吸住人們的視線。347Please respect copyright.PENANAiOpLsuDscY
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李門三代,第一代李仲翔身材高挑,散發致命的費洛蒙,有著男性獨有的性感魅力;第三代李晴煬勾人魂魄,像可愛動人的惡魔,挑起人們的慾望,玩弄人類的情感。347Please respect copyright.PENANACVsNepLeJk
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然而,第二代李康,與父親兒子截然不同。他的氣質是柔和的、明亮的,像被雨水灌溉的草原、一潭清澈的湖水,使人們嚮往走進他、靠近他、待在他身邊。347Please respect copyright.PENANA7bOz4Iq0lS
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那樣的感覺很舒服。347Please respect copyright.PENANAmeI6SgmWHg
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也很恐怖。347Please respect copyright.PENANAj0vkb7nFDk
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「爸。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAN8cQgKM0LR
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好陌生的詞。李晴煬沒和任何人提過父親,尤其那封信,連李博洋都不知道。李晴煬一個人思考這麼多年,終於問出口:347Please respect copyright.PENANA31v6XN7cw7
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「透過小叔,把我的人生變成這樣。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAsStl2g0kTx
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「你是故意的嗎?」347Please respect copyright.PENANADunMO0h7LA
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「……。」347Please respect copyright.PENANASgHd1FqcEL
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李央是他們的紐帶。347Please respect copyright.PENANA672vRZBEsl
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李晴煬以為的加害者,其實,是李康安排好的受害者。347Please respect copyright.PENANA2DhowNIHoC
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他不明白,李康為什麼這麼做?同樣是兒子,李康留給李博洋回憶,李晴煬則是折磨,為什麼?因為他也是紅心傑克的繼承人,僅此而已?347Please respect copyright.PENANAfvie60jeJW
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「晴煬,你知道『紅心傑克』的水果塔,怎麼誕生的嗎?」347Please respect copyright.PENANAAddVxVIi5X
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李康沒有回答他,而是丟了另一個問題,讓李晴煬思考。347Please respect copyright.PENANApQInjCgXNX
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「水果塔選主人,根據主人的情感、慾望,成為不同的形狀。」李康說:「獅鷲厭惡束縛,她的水果塔是『距離』;瘋帽討厭離別,他的水果塔是『時間的朋友』;三月兔運送生命意義,他的水果塔是『火車』。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAzw5BtrHy2T
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有一段短暫的沉默──測風向般,有含意的沉默。沉默結束,李康才開口:「紅心傑克很寂寞。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAQPFJjrdZxe
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「寂寞?」347Please respect copyright.PENANAtQivgtpBsV
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「因為寂寞,他封閉自己,形成『白色空間』;因為寂寞,他希望自己消失,化為『黑色汙泥』。」李康看向他,「你也討厭寂寞,不是嗎?」347Please respect copyright.PENANABjrwNlvYtI
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「……。」李晴煬沒有回話。347Please respect copyright.PENANA2Oreh2tsS7
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「夏悠將紅心傑克,從令人窒息的寂寞拯救出來;就像從黑色的汙水,把溺水的人拖上岸,讓他吸到空氣。」李康微笑,「那個空氣是愛。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAj7x57suSP9
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李晴煬想起自己的兩朵玫瑰,「愛人與被愛。」347Please respect copyright.PENANABo6jG5QJYd
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「是的,『紅心傑克』的真諦,是『與人建立親密的關係』。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAvlfeguP4JO
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李康走到李晴煬面前。儘管碰不到,他還是伸手,假裝在摸李晴煬的臉。347Please respect copyright.PENANAERhZc2Sqei
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「這樣,為什麼我們都喜歡央,你明白了嗎?」李康說:「紅心傑克在我們體內,讓我們想去愛人、被人愛著,尋找建立親密關係的對象。央是我們最親近的人,他符合我們的條件。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAKiTXGlkVGM
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「……。」347Please respect copyright.PENANALF2dKi8hiM
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「晴煬,你的人生不是我安排的,我的人生也不是。」347Please respect copyright.PENANA8cZmYN5Z0o
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李康垂下眼簾,手也放下來。347Please respect copyright.PENANA9PG23y2a6b
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「打從誕生,我們就是羔羊;我們變成這樣,是因為紅心傑克。」347Please respect copyright.PENANANqvrARFzcN
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李康似乎很難過。他用惋惜的聲音,跟李晴煬說:「身為水果塔後裔,這就是宿命。」347Please respect copyright.PENANA5aDwgprNTg
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李晴煬沒有回話,李康也不再說話。五官一模一樣的父子,就這麼站在原地,凝視彼此的臉,一片沉默。347Please respect copyright.PENANAOJpfbKBbUS
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「爸。」347Please respect copyright.PENANA3wYaujZFoI
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李晴煬終於開口。他笑了──和李康截然不同的笑容,充滿嘲弄與鄙視。347Please respect copyright.PENANAOsGHs2vM8w
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「你以為,我會相信你的鬼話?」347Please respect copyright.PENANA8l8IxRjilw
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「……。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAiq2BgcNSyF
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「不要假裝成受害者,看了就噁心。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAqxFnby9C8V
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李康在騙人,但也因此,李晴煬知道了答案。李康在做什麼、想幹什麼,他都知道了。347Please respect copyright.PENANAbmmnyHFwoX
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「紅心傑克叫你去愛小叔,不是叫你去上他,也不是叫他來上我。小叔的恐懼,不是畫裡的紅心傑克,是畫紅心傑克的你。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAzIDeTIF6ns
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李晴煬冷哼。347Please respect copyright.PENANAiHIwZYoK5r
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「托你的福,我確實變成你希望的樣子,如何?」347Please respect copyright.PENANAm4mlIHUfOj
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李晴煬攤手,把自己當成作品,展示給李康看。347Please respect copyright.PENANASbnpD9qaP8
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「這樣,你滿意了嗎?」347Please respect copyright.PENANAtTYGsHeSr9
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「我親愛的、爸爸。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAgZc0J5RPyI
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最後兩個字,李晴煬故意加重語氣。他觀察李康的反應──表情沒變、眼神沒變,依然在笑;看起來光明、乾淨、清爽,一如他給人的第一印象。347Please respect copyright.PENANAnxj5Er1A63
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「……。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAfqB9tTszn3
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氣質柔和的李康,只見他一步一步、慢慢後退,退到他的畫具前,然後──一片鮮紅,整個空間突然暗下來。藍色的天空變成一片血紅,綠色的草地變得焦黑,黃色與白色的花朵全部枯萎。褐色的花瓣展翅,花朵變成一隻隻鬼臉天蛾。李康站在這片紅色與黑色中間,鬼臉天蛾在他周邊飛舞──他的表情還是沒變。347Please respect copyright.PENANA55l5jgR3YR
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「央教得真好。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAEHkDg1Je5x
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「我放心了。」347Please respect copyright.PENANA06Pvyq96Pm
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李康開口,一隻鬼臉天蛾飛往李晴煬,停在他的黑豹項鍊上。昏暗的空間,李康的金色頭髮更加醒目,紅色的眼睛似是在發光。鬼臉天蛾的數量越來越多,它們在血紅色的天空盤旋。李康微微歪頭,表情還是沒變。347Please respect copyright.PENANApfaUpGLzJE
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「替我轉告博洋:我很愛他。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAlKXndjpEwF
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「──作為父親,平凡的愛。」347Please respect copyright.PENANAIzuHzOChIs
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語畢,鬼臉天蛾全部衝向天空,下一秒,所有投影消失,李晴煬回到現實。他一個人站在艾莉絲的書房,耳邊彷彿,還迴盪著翅膀的拍打聲。347Please respect copyright.PENANAcIfKQCK8Ew
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他低頭,一枚由珠寶、水晶、刺繡做成,外型是鬼臉天蛾的胸針,正靜靜躺在地上。李晴煬拾起胸針,看了它很久、很久,並走到櫃子前。透過玻璃的反射,李晴煬將鬼臉天蛾的胸針別在身上──和黑豹項鍊一起。347Please respect copyright.PENANArq3klR3Xwb
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胸針和項鍊,兩個都在他的胸前、他的心上。李晴煬閉上眼,深深吸氣,想著李康、李央,還有自己──他感到完整,完整的自己。他悉心感受,最後,他睜開血紅色的眼睛,滿足地笑了。347Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4LqarKWNq
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「不成神,便成畜。」347Please respect copyright.PENANArSF5JHaFNQ
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說穿了,就是這麼一回事。347Please respect copyright.PENANAMtLBZrloeg
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