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人稱三不管地帶的H區,這幾天竟來了一堆警車。H區的居民對條子沒好感,警察向他們問話,往往演變成肢體衝突,最後再以毒品從衣服掉出來、當場逮捕收尾。236Please respect copyright.PENANAwO53v65x3y
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相較於平常,有警察的H區反而更混亂。這一切的元兇──屋頂上的三花貓──江云格看得相當開心。他舔完毛,熟練地在錯綜複雜的街區繞轉,走進一條隱藏在歪斜看板後的漆黑小巷。窄巷的出口有棟老舊公寓,江云格沿著斑駁的圍牆,跳上生鏽的鐵製樓梯。236Please respect copyright.PENANAJVKQQeABNl
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他來到四樓,舉起貓掌,爪子輕輕敲打窗戶。裡頭的人為他開窗,江云格跳進屋內,腳踩在黑色的地毯,開心地喵喵叫。236Please respect copyright.PENANA1gvl7UJayL
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「你怎麼又來了?」236Please respect copyright.PENANANYrhgyBa0u
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深藍色的房間,金色短髮、藍色眼睛的男人剛洗完澡。他的左眼下方,有一行藍色的、小小刺青,寫著「4.JASON」。236Please respect copyright.PENANAY9aEkzdGom
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「喵!」236Please respect copyright.PENANA4itr1oFBcZ
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雖然一臉嫌棄,但江云格蹭他的腳時,男人沒有躲開,也不排斥。236Please respect copyright.PENANAlsJHBKOV5u
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「好好好,等我一下。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAl2IjgzLmvs
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說著,男人從便利商店的塑膠袋拿出小魚乾,餵給江云格吃。這種狀況已經維持三天,江云格覺得這人很好,儘管自己三天前,還想把對方殺死。236Please respect copyright.PENANAwuseM0cgjf
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因為羅俊阻止,江云格才知道,這個藍色眼睛的男人不是人類,而是傳說中的A級機器人──「四號.藍王傑森」。他一個人住在H區的老舊公寓,恰巧被江云格遇上,然後……演變成奇怪的討食關係。236Please respect copyright.PENANAQdfs3wkBEy
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「你這樣亂跑,主人不會擔心嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAHyjt5hCEVl
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傑森摸著江云格,像在跟貓說話,也像自言自語。236Please respect copyright.PENANAztNZBwaeSi
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「還是,」傑森突然想到,「你主人死了?」236Please respect copyright.PENANALuPjhRuOLn
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「喵。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAWtXyAoaXC0
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「這幾天莫名其妙,路上死一堆人,警察都來了。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAgEpXwbMnOR
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自己正在摸凶手的頭,還差點被殺掉──傑森當然不知道。他拿出菸,點火前,傑森想到有貓在,就走去窗邊,藍色的眼睛看著黑色的烏雲,朝著窗外,吐了一口白色的煙。236Please respect copyright.PENANAkb6e4vruf5
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「……。」236Please respect copyright.PENANALvxFo9oeWT
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江云格看向床邊的櫃子,那裡有一張投影相片,相片裡的人是傑森,和小時候的羅俊,兩人在金黃色的麥田玩耍。照片裡,傑森發自內心笑著,對比現在厭世的表情、形影單隻,他看起來無精打采,好像少了一半的心。236Please respect copyright.PENANAUI41PAHyi2
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羅俊沒死,江云格當然不會說,但他知道羅俊在看,所以他盯著傑森,透過第一人稱視角,將傑森孤單的背影傳回中控室。236Please respect copyright.PENANAxw1tOlq7Sl
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「真神奇。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAsS2FscYwN4
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「明明是機器人,心卻受了傷。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAL8m0qJ5nW8
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江云格的耳朵動了兩下,因為他又聽到女孩的聲音。黛娜嘲諷江云格,用挖苦的口氣說:「跟他比起來,你更像機器人哪,沒血沒淚的傢伙。」236Please respect copyright.PENANA2KK646rOal
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「……。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAunzARDCSUf
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走到床底下,江云格閉上眼睛、假裝睡覺,卻是在跟黛娜對話。他和長著貓耳的女孩坐在同一棵樹,卻是不同樹枝。236Please respect copyright.PENANAWX9CZylVlw
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「妳不想吞噬我嗎?」江云格好奇,「像李仲翔那樣。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAKjkKZisHSi
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「當然想。」236Please respect copyright.PENANANybzbVIVWs
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黛娜似乎很不高興,耳朵變成飛機耳。236Please respect copyright.PENANA7Rq4qFulYc
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「可是我無法,我和李仲翔他們不一樣。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAxN3QP1UpyS
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「什麼意思?」江云格歪頭。236Please respect copyright.PENANAzvMlKBRZX4
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「在羅琳娜的仙境,我是最弱的水果塔,因為我的存在很薄弱。」黛娜嘆氣,「夏悠討厭我,連帶地,白絃認為我不重要……是不重要的記憶。」236Please respect copyright.PENANA5ESepSHCtL
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兩手抱著腳,黛娜的下巴靠著膝蓋,難過表示:236Please respect copyright.PENANARWuc4qCw7F
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「總有一天,我也會去那個地方吧。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAWlqhbQMLM4
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黛娜閉著眼睛。江云格問:「什麼地方?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAHZHPRGeIGj
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「被羅琳娜忘記的人,會到一個左右相反、和仙境很像的地方,我去過。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAFnJBQ7keo1
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黛娜眼睛張開,用一種看數學課本的眼神,看著江云格的臉。236Please respect copyright.PENANAzF8VFIaTqd
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「坦白說,要不是因為你,我早就消失了。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAg2P6Kjh8Aq
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「消失?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAP38GzTSg5x
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江云格覺得這個詞很怪,前後矛盾。236Please respect copyright.PENANAbIumVb6wnd
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「妳說,被羅琳娜忘記的人,會去另一個地方。」江云格思考,「既然還在『那個地方』,怎麼能算消失?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAe7qFDcf81Q
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「沒有用啊!『水果塔被後代繼承』、『第一代永遠存在』……只有羅琳娜有這能耐!如果不被她記住,『黛娜』就只是死了,跟消失沒兩樣!」236Please respect copyright.PENANAdt4QwOuvTL
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她激動地說,然後像洩氣的皮球,垂頭喪氣。236Please respect copyright.PENANA6P1Cs5ZyrR
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「你們這些後代也是。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAavRjcHWoTc
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黛娜抱著頭,好像在哭,想把絕望傳染給江云格,但江云格沒反應。236Please respect copyright.PENANAKMKjABEfeD
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「繼承人又怎樣?你們只是容器,死掉也會消失。」236Please respect copyright.PENANA0oMPFcKYBQ
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「羅琳娜認為不重要的人,都會去那個地方。」236Please respect copyright.PENANATiwEEKjEJO
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「你也是,我也是……大家都是。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAxTzaBZPW4I
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話到這,江云格睜眼,發現傑森趴在地上、敲著地板,藍色的眼睛看著床下的江云格,跟他說:236Please respect copyright.PENANArGYj2fkVuv
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「小貓咪,我要睡了。」236Please respect copyright.PENANA4y0SWTKfoB
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「喵。」江云格起身,伸懶腰。236Please respect copyright.PENANAw9Tbxm8yno
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「晚點會下雨,你可以待在這。」傑森叮嚀:「不准跳上我的床,聽懂沒?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAqILHu7Czth
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「喵。」236Please respect copyright.PENANAYGGsTEQtlZ
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語畢,傑森關燈,躺到床上,開啟休眠模式。按照常理,機器人不會做「和貓說話」這種沒效的事。江云格從床下走出,看著這名不老不死的機器人,默默在心裡佩服羅俊。236Please respect copyright.PENANAJfRhQ14f59
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不只像人類,傑森還是好人。為來路不明的貓買小魚乾、特地去窗邊抽菸、房間給野貓躲雨……236Please respect copyright.PENANAq9UwaGhEUg
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以前,江云格忘記和謝綠聊到什麼,謝綠那時候說:心地越善良的人,越不容易放下,尤其是離去的人,他們無法接受分離。236Please respect copyright.PENANA7QDvUGKW0C
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謝綠是對的,傑森還留著與羅俊的合照。江云格盯著相片,回想剛才與黛娜的對話,覺得不可思議。236Please respect copyright.PENANAfYHCQqrq4r
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羅俊死了──在傑森的認知是如此。然而,男孩仍在他的系統、他的資料庫、他記憶中的麥田,傑森沒有忘記羅俊。236Please respect copyright.PENANAPnqMXEiPO3
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這樣算消失嗎?236Please respect copyright.PENANAuHsRqWcwnx
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江云格思考。他想任何事,腦中都會浮出謝綠的臉。這一次,他想起與謝綠第一次見面,謝綠為他取名字。236Please respect copyright.PENANAD2YvyczPSI
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「你的名字,就叫『云格』吧。」236Please respect copyright.PENANA478hWzdDpJ
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「幫我訴說它……沒完成的故事……」236Please respect copyright.PENANAS7nQPC9xFF
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因為上一隻貓,謝綠給他取名云格。236Please respect copyright.PENANAfyUQ11Ns1r
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謝綠記得那隻貓,江云格帶著它的名字、加入神與畜,做了好多好多事。236Please respect copyright.PENANAcUIVeSFgii
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那隻貓沒有消失。236Please respect copyright.PENANADoXeeTt2OX
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生命流逝,卻不是真的離去。只要沒被忘記,死去的人會活在每個瞬間,感受他們的存在。236Please respect copyright.PENANAou9mZmGOGb
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──我曾經存在。236Please respect copyright.PENANAlwOE8iFENo
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就算被羅琳娜忘記,生命的痕跡也會留下,不會消失。236Please respect copyright.PENANA2OVYQN04mp
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和傑森一樣,白絃也是善良的人。江云格心想。236Please respect copyright.PENANAebsv2lBwm8
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因為放不下夏悠,她無法接受分離,所以才有仙境。236Please respect copyright.PENANA8mKbRuNN6A
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「……!」236Please respect copyright.PENANAMP3UqRG2vq
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突然,嘴裡傳來無法言喻的異物感。江云格張口,一片紅色的玫瑰花瓣從嘴裡吐出。他聞到花瓣的味道──很淡,江云格有印象,因為他曾經靠得很近,他聞過。236Please respect copyright.PENANAQxJsgjm2jm
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「……李晴煬?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAJRfjv6UZFb
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江云格沒看到、沒聽到,但他聞到了,是李晴煬。236Please respect copyright.PENANAXvICWMNeh1
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花瓣來自黛娜;他腦中的黛娜、他的水果塔,有李晴煬的味道。236Please respect copyright.PENANA9jTSnzNPZx
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彷彿他在這裡。236Please respect copyright.PENANAHRn5hD0ROy
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彷彿他無所不在。236Please respect copyright.PENANAE1S26K6o8L
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