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李晴煬似乎明白了。342Please respect copyright.PENANAvEa6JjEaKP
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李央為什麼著迷、為什麼害怕。342Please respect copyright.PENANA8zIZAh6K06
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李晴煬似乎,都感受到了。342Please respect copyright.PENANADJAZ8Jfkxl
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「這是我死前,委託允道幫我做的,如何?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAXO3ItLdw87
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李康說,笑容彷彿沐浴在陽光下的貓。李晴煬伸手,發現摸不到周邊的花和草,就連李康本人,他的手也穿了過去,沒有實體。342Please respect copyright.PENANA1Mws5ow9tG
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這是投影。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMhjeZgIp6z
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李康本人並不在這,和那封信一樣,是他留下的遺書之一。李晴煬不禁讚嘆Platinum的技術,眼前的景色如此真實,害他一度忘記,自己還在卡洛爾大廈,這裡是艾莉絲的書房。342Please respect copyright.PENANArqDWbRtqF6
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「你能和我交談?」李晴煬問。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMwQH0MBpyt
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「可以,只要我們的對話內容,不超過內建的數據。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAa9AfK8RUyF
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李康放下畫筆和調色盤,緩緩起身。風吹過李康的臉,他將金色的頭髮捋到耳後──李晴煬愣在原地。李康只是一個動作,李晴煬就看到出神。明明他們的五官一樣,李康就是比他特別,一舉一動都能吸住人們的視線。342Please respect copyright.PENANAoNGoieyZbA
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李門三代,第一代李仲翔身材高挑,散發致命的費洛蒙,有著男性獨有的性感魅力;第三代李晴煬勾人魂魄,像可愛動人的惡魔,挑起人們的慾望,玩弄人類的情感。342Please respect copyright.PENANABXQp1Ge3oe
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然而,第二代李康,與父親兒子截然不同。他的氣質是柔和的、明亮的,像被雨水灌溉的草原、一潭清澈的湖水,使人們嚮往走進他、靠近他、待在他身邊。342Please respect copyright.PENANA3L9bEDXH82
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那樣的感覺很舒服。342Please respect copyright.PENANA3mZz44SqNQ
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也很恐怖。342Please respect copyright.PENANAhTV5Qqx2b3
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「爸。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAYNSUf9p6CS
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好陌生的詞。李晴煬沒和任何人提過父親,尤其那封信,連李博洋都不知道。李晴煬一個人思考這麼多年,終於問出口:342Please respect copyright.PENANAYyXzLO9iDJ
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「透過小叔,把我的人生變成這樣。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAlEoYgXyTHy
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「你是故意的嗎?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAmaWEzm0WhG
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAwKZ6UvtZqY
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李央是他們的紐帶。342Please respect copyright.PENANAZKLLOZX4iW
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李晴煬以為的加害者,其實,是李康安排好的受害者。342Please respect copyright.PENANAAusUlp8FX2
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他不明白,李康為什麼這麼做?同樣是兒子,李康留給李博洋回憶,李晴煬則是折磨,為什麼?因為他也是紅心傑克的繼承人,僅此而已?342Please respect copyright.PENANAy0M8FYRVok
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「晴煬,你知道『紅心傑克』的水果塔,怎麼誕生的嗎?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAzcd2KWEbgU
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李康沒有回答他,而是丟了另一個問題,讓李晴煬思考。342Please respect copyright.PENANAAW0oksvEHp
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「水果塔選主人,根據主人的情感、慾望,成為不同的形狀。」李康說:「獅鷲厭惡束縛,她的水果塔是『距離』;瘋帽討厭離別,他的水果塔是『時間的朋友』;三月兔運送生命意義,他的水果塔是『火車』。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAFlwYoiISKG
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有一段短暫的沉默──測風向般,有含意的沉默。沉默結束,李康才開口:「紅心傑克很寂寞。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAGwbMoXyQtf
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「寂寞?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAKNJNTN3WDN
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「因為寂寞,他封閉自己,形成『白色空間』;因為寂寞,他希望自己消失,化為『黑色汙泥』。」李康看向他,「你也討厭寂寞,不是嗎?」342Please respect copyright.PENANADD3ioS2Nda
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「……。」李晴煬沒有回話。342Please respect copyright.PENANAfXTPB8mBBD
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「夏悠將紅心傑克,從令人窒息的寂寞拯救出來;就像從黑色的汙水,把溺水的人拖上岸,讓他吸到空氣。」李康微笑,「那個空氣是愛。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAE6aSP1Graq
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李晴煬想起自己的兩朵玫瑰,「愛人與被愛。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAB3gkwCNmSE
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「是的,『紅心傑克』的真諦,是『與人建立親密的關係』。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAchWCiQyh8S
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李康走到李晴煬面前。儘管碰不到,他還是伸手,假裝在摸李晴煬的臉。342Please respect copyright.PENANAeD1LOtmfMT
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「這樣,為什麼我們都喜歡央,你明白了嗎?」李康說:「紅心傑克在我們體內,讓我們想去愛人、被人愛著,尋找建立親密關係的對象。央是我們最親近的人,他符合我們的條件。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA8vceAsN2Br
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA18d4HrIcan
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「晴煬,你的人生不是我安排的,我的人生也不是。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAhuuQi6Uzfc
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李康垂下眼簾,手也放下來。342Please respect copyright.PENANAlDR1xyorAM
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「打從誕生,我們就是羔羊;我們變成這樣,是因為紅心傑克。」342Please respect copyright.PENANASzy1txeuiB
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李康似乎很難過。他用惋惜的聲音,跟李晴煬說:「身為水果塔後裔,這就是宿命。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA98ks0cKzjQ
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA1By8S5vzs3
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李晴煬沒有回話,李康也不再說話。五官一模一樣的父子,就這麼站在原地,凝視彼此的臉,一片沉默。342Please respect copyright.PENANAgBBqTRBQlW
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「爸。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA5GNMAgDdLR
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李晴煬終於開口。他笑了──和李康截然不同的笑容,充滿嘲弄與鄙視。342Please respect copyright.PENANA5BFSl2rcyp
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「你以為,我會相信你的鬼話?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAYZdDLi2v6a
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAccf0EuiqVL
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「不要假裝成受害者,看了就噁心。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAUu0uytt9YH
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李康在騙人,但也因此,李晴煬知道了答案。李康在做什麼、想幹什麼,他都知道了。342Please respect copyright.PENANASB3EvZ55cC
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「紅心傑克叫你去愛小叔,不是叫你去上他,也不是叫他來上我。小叔的恐懼,不是畫裡的紅心傑克,是畫紅心傑克的你。」342Please respect copyright.PENANATRg4EnMh1v
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李晴煬冷哼。342Please respect copyright.PENANAhlvxFh3nRY
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「托你的福,我確實變成你希望的樣子,如何?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAoIDnMlQwCx
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李晴煬攤手,把自己當成作品,展示給李康看。342Please respect copyright.PENANArFAQ2fKRQh
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「這樣,你滿意了嗎?」342Please respect copyright.PENANA4iGlINruN2
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「我親愛的、爸爸。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAsjukTtcRWB
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最後兩個字,李晴煬故意加重語氣。他觀察李康的反應──表情沒變、眼神沒變,依然在笑;看起來光明、乾淨、清爽,一如他給人的第一印象。342Please respect copyright.PENANAGAPHSDyVHK
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAgZtUZjBK5W
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氣質柔和的李康,只見他一步一步、慢慢後退,退到他的畫具前,然後──一片鮮紅,整個空間突然暗下來。藍色的天空變成一片血紅,綠色的草地變得焦黑,黃色與白色的花朵全部枯萎。褐色的花瓣展翅,花朵變成一隻隻鬼臉天蛾。李康站在這片紅色與黑色中間,鬼臉天蛾在他周邊飛舞──他的表情還是沒變。342Please respect copyright.PENANAPGdHDvaQs5
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「央教得真好。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAyfMxKiPe88
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「我放心了。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAPnOkeAUGAf
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李康開口,一隻鬼臉天蛾飛往李晴煬,停在他的黑豹項鍊上。昏暗的空間,李康的金色頭髮更加醒目,紅色的眼睛似是在發光。鬼臉天蛾的數量越來越多,它們在血紅色的天空盤旋。李康微微歪頭,表情還是沒變。342Please respect copyright.PENANADhgWg5tH8p
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「替我轉告博洋:我很愛他。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA1oq9O7xdFG
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「──作為父親,平凡的愛。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAmKonOIte47
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語畢,鬼臉天蛾全部衝向天空,下一秒,所有投影消失,李晴煬回到現實。他一個人站在艾莉絲的書房,耳邊彷彿,還迴盪著翅膀的拍打聲。342Please respect copyright.PENANAGjsyi03gxR
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAs8S2sQiBin
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他低頭,一枚由珠寶、水晶、刺繡做成,外型是鬼臉天蛾的胸針,正靜靜躺在地上。李晴煬拾起胸針,看了它很久、很久,並走到櫃子前。透過玻璃的反射,李晴煬將鬼臉天蛾的胸針別在身上──和黑豹項鍊一起。342Please respect copyright.PENANAh0zdTOcdRC
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「……。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAIdIlwiGeKf
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胸針和項鍊,兩個都在他的胸前、他的心上。李晴煬閉上眼,深深吸氣,想著李康、李央,還有自己──他感到完整,完整的自己。他悉心感受,最後,他睜開血紅色的眼睛,滿足地笑了。342Please respect copyright.PENANAu4QSXHYENb
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「不成神,便成畜。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA3SuPi7E2Ow
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說穿了,就是這麼一回事。342Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1K6aY44hE
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