my heart is cursed by a small but emotionally fragile creature. in the hopes that i would not give my feels that he longed for to some or something else...947Please respect copyright.PENANAbYbK1X996H
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to pretend to love someone, to act like i like them so that they will not break down when i turn there invitation down... what some's happen is said to come to hunt me. and yet i sleep fine... i can do all the thngs to show you effection. a hug, a kill, maybe cry even have sex...947Please respect copyright.PENANAL1DsA7nJin
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but what you'll never hear is me using i, and love in the same sentence.947Please respect copyright.PENANAcuGJMQQ6sH
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its just how the creature felt. when one had a repulsive truth, they'd do anything to keep it from getting out and take it to the grave... it was the same for me except in this case it was more painful for him then for me ...947Please respect copyright.PENANAAGOHrynkfM
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" love no one and tell to nothing"947Please respect copyright.PENANAwgis5aCVr6
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not just unable to tell someone but also no thing a person, a hobby, and ideal, or a drawing.947Please respect copyright.PENANAILznZ8jjEG
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" that i loved what they were"947Please respect copyright.PENANAmBBNYhFWis
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a girl i dated, in her head we were a thing, if only i could tell her that she was a genie pig in my little lab that i had nothing true n terms of feels except curiosity947Please respect copyright.PENANAqTt1UO73iq
when all said and done i threw her away, she just didn't realize it yet 947Please respect copyright.PENANAMASbeOrJkw
and then she called and told me:947Please respect copyright.PENANA1PqLUc6k3W
" i don't want to date anymore"947Please respect copyright.PENANAESAqHPMITL
didn't feel like a breakup or being dumped more like we were playing a video game that only one of us were taking seriously...947Please respect copyright.PENANAT3n9pcRi2L
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in further truth it didn't feel like any emotion was ever being shown...947Please respect copyright.PENANA2lC3SsgNPY
no hugs, no kisses not even a holding of hands no physical contact what so ever...947Please respect copyright.PENANAp7aThhg9bM
hard to feel any since of heart break...when the was nothing to break, not in the since that it was already broken glass but more to the idea o my heart being as emptiy as the water in a glass... after all you cannot break what does not maintain its form right...947Please respect copyright.PENANAUq7czy3EIM
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the only thing fun about this was how i was manipulating her into thinking we were actully dating... we were already friends she was a loner convinced that no boy would love her and me a guy with nothing to do that had no true feels to lose, nothing lost nothing gained just a bit of harmless fun, especially since she thinks she was the one who let go of the leash, even though i had put out the light first as if a dog to lose interest in there owner before they did...947Please respect copyright.PENANArPEnFXhRA3
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so you say "how does it feel to love someone that doesn't love you back"947Please respect copyright.PENANAQo88uIkVed
perhaps the answer would be947Please respect copyright.PENANA67WW3PzzAM
" you tell me"947Please respect copyright.PENANAAngBJ0WEPL
or rather " it doesn't"947Please respect copyright.PENANAeMPqFomwv9