I wept alot. I saw him sit beside me. I wanted him to be with me everytime but now I feel I was so unlucky in everything. I was crying alot. I even wanted to kill me, for I don't feel like living anymore.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHqpj7D6db
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After sometime I found that Jared was no where. Maybe he had left me again.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqChHSJSFWw
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I slowly walked to the kitchen to drink some water. As I was drinking, I saw the new and sharp knife. I stopped drinking water, and took the knife in my hand. Without even thinking for a second, I cut my left hand wrist.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB8UmMoRiw
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Blood started oozing out of the cut. I felt relieved and as I looked away from my wrist I found Jared, crying for me. That's the first time I saw him weeping.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdpz9L8PZL
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He came close to me and asked,756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefB47aJa39
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"What have you done, belle ?756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k9MlzRSQ0
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I never wanted this to happen." And as he talked tears rolled down his eyes and I fell down to my knees.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1P2KAZ71N
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I have seen him sad, but not crying. That totally broke my heart. I regretted myself for what I had done. At that moment I felt that I must not die. While I was thinking so... I laid on the floor. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqTbWv7sOT
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When I opened my eyes, I was in a hospital. From the doctor, I learnt that I had been in the hospital for the past three days without any movement.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg5lmZISlC
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Rihaan asked me," What happened Reini? What made you take such a worst decision?"756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWeWwfIIc8
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I kept silent for his questions. All I remember was, the tears that rolled down the cheeks of Jared. I slowly recovered, and we returned home after 5 days of proper treatment.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK2hkvqI41
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I very well knew that Jared, always wanted me to be happy. So I somehow stopped crying.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MtAkrOT4G
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After few days, I realised that I had been living a dead life. My heart which once was dead, was awaken by Jared and now it laid dormant forever. One day, I went down to the nearby park for change of atmosphere.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu2YG32ljS
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As I reached down, I remembered everything that happened inside the elevator, in the park etc... The more I try to be away from him, I found that I was growing close to him.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzMabrCry5
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As I had no heart to enjoy the ambience, I once again entered the elevator. I had a companion whom I had not noticed till I reached the third floor.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXSIzY3h7h
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She smiled at me. I returned her the smile, although I was not able to. But I felt that I had known her somehow. She started talking to me. I was not in a mood to respond her. So I kept quiet. She must have found the nature of my behaviour different and so invited me to her flat. I kindly rejected the offer. She was a middle aged woman with strings of grey hair here and there. She had familiar face but I couldn't remember where I saw her. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJreV1vzvX
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She then said, "I need to talk to you about something important, Reini."756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EwL1iGceR
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I was actually surprised that the woman knew my name. I didn't want to go to her house, but the curiosity took me.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC145WKWDG3
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We stopped in the same floor where Jared used to live. All my thoughts, flashed like a lightning.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTYAzpbDqP
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We walked towards Jared's flat. At first I was puzzled, only then I remembered that she was the mother of Jared.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAgSy8uFg5
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She invited me in. We both sat on the couch in the living room. She then handed over a letter to me which Jared had written for his parents.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh14KpAPALB
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When I read it, I was shocked, as he had declined his property, even his dad initials, in order to marry me. As I was reading the letter, tears started rolling down my cheeks.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0iFnTOXRz
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Once I finished, I looked at Jared's mom. She said,756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVvedTx3yU
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" Did you see how much you meant to my son?".756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXxMcj1gx5
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I shook my head in a positive way. She added that, " I know you are married, but still we allowed our son to marry you because we know that Jared loves you alot." 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJoGSQK1YG
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Then she asked me about my hand, I explained what had happened. She then regretted at my ignorance.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtYF6KdmwQ
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As I got up to leave, she caught my hands and made me sit near her. She told me that I need to be happy with my hubby.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDArtG9GWC
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Even before she had completed her advice, I said, " How can I be happy? He is no more. My hubby has left me to suffer..." and I started weeping.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVnGnzm236
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As I was crying I looked into her face which was frozen. Only then I recognised what I told her. I had poured out my heart.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnpifYAp1J
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After a moment or two, she then spoke," that's why my son had selected you. He was always right. But still, since he is no more, you must not end your life. Rather live a life as he wished you to have".756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYS1wpPLie
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This time I didn't speak anything, I got up to leave out of the house. As I was walking towards the door, I found something unusual in the mirror in the hallway. I saw Jared standing next to me, as I turned to see him, he was not there. I understood that Jared has been with me all this time. But only I was being ignorant. As I stood looking into the mirror, Jared's mom came towards me to question me. But when she looked into the mirror, she was equally shocked as me. As I turned to leave, she made me stand there, in front of the mirror, to look at her son. My heart started a slow beat. I realised that my heart always beats for Jared no matter whether he is human or ghost. I slowly left the house and climbed down the stairs, and stopped near my flat. I didn't go in. I sat near my door. As the entire day passed, I sat near the door.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPNVVM0FQr
I could very well feel that Jared was near me cause I could hear my heart beat for him, only him. Must I be happy? Or sad? I know I could never touch him, but I could feel him. Will that be enough for me? Yes it will! 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sZd1vUyWK
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In the evening Rihaan returned and took me in. He questioned me of what I had been doing in the past few days.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpFpBqTsTp
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I never answered any of his questions. As the days passed he found my actions peculiar. So He informed my parents about my condition. They reached me as soon as possible. They even took me to a psychiatrist. Nothing really happened. They all believed that I had gone insane but no one cared to find out why. I wasn't ready to answer their meaningless words. Some days they would hurt me so much, I would cry sitting in my balcony. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY79mq255mx
The place where I first dreamt of Jared. As it was summer, it was everytime hot everywhere. But suddenly my surrounding turned to be cold. Very cold that my hands sometimes get frozen, but I loved being cold, because he was there with me. His touch made me froze before, but now his presence was making me froze. But I loved it. I started wearing thick clothes to keep myself warm. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NeNAcH5si
Everyone in my family including the people in my apartment thought that I was out of my mind. Except for Jared's mother. She often visited me. She was the only one who realised that I was living my life with Jared even after his death. But no one will believe her nor me. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3u8oXz20y
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Finally I had been sent to the ASYLUM .756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCCpZ8jgze
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In the beginning I found it difficult to live there. But as days passed, I found that place to be my heaven where I can talk to Jared whenever I wished, although no reply from his side. He always smiled for my talks. He was even ready to leave me when the talk of asylum began. But I was not ready to kill my heart again so I myself got ready to go to asylum. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3LefLWVl4
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Rihaan visited me in the beginning, but later only my parents visited me. I learnt from them that Rihaan had remarried. I was at peace. I finally am free to live with my Jared. Very often, Jared's mom visited me. She was the only person who knew that I was normal. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gjrGr4gB7
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People think that I'm crazy. Yes I'm crazy on Jared, even after he had left me. They think that I imagine that he is talking to me. But the truth is, I always find him near me. I love him more and more by each passing day. While he was alive he was ready to sacrifice everything to marry me, now I sacrificed everything to live with him. Because I love him more than my own life. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQyxWgQh4K
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Everyone around me were on some treatment to cure them as they wanted to get rid of the asylum,except for me. I loved staying there. I never took the pills they gave me. Not because I'm normal. But I didn't want the pill to stop me from thinking about my Jared. I stay locked in my room, with my Jared. I had grown thinner, but Jared still praises my beauty. What else can a girl need?756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURseUqeTyw
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I always sleep with him. I feel his presence every passing moment. I laugh with him. I even sometimes try to touch him. He was very cold. I wanted to kiss him. But I can't do that. But I'm happy with him. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXDTcUfVdT
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Three years had passed, I had grown the thinnest. I'm still in the asylum. But I can't move as I'm bedridden and I was too weak to walk. Doctors told that I'm going to die very soon, if I don't take my pills and food. But I never thought of food, cause I was always thinking of Jared. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl62I4LsFvh
As I was counting my last minutes, Rihaan came to see me. He was shocked to see me, how thin I had gone in three years. He then gave me a paper. As I opened it to read, I was surprised as it was a marriage proposal. I read further and found out that it was the proposal by Jared. He had given it to Rihaan the day he said he would talk to him but disappeared. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM6VqByYUv
Then Rihaan said, "Actually, before he met with the accident, he was in my office. I thought he came to talk about business. But he gave me this. I was angry when he gave me this as I was your husband then. But he explained that he and you were meant to be together. But till the end I didn't agree. And he left my office angrily. "756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCthkJS8bU
" But why am I here, giving you the proposal now, because only now I had the heart to realise your love. I knew you were not insane back then, because I saw you standing with Jared in our balcony. He turned and smiled at me, embracing you. That made me froze and I realised that he was true to his words. You both are meant to be together. I'm also one of the reason for his accident. I regret my actions back then. "756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxQWjYOzEx
After saying this Rihaan bid me good bye and left the place. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtqqcuFsPe
I had tears in my eyes, my heart beats were racing really fast as I could feel Jared near me. He came close to my lips and kissed it. I felt the icy cold breath on my face. But I felt that Jared was trying to leave me. This time, I held his cold hands, 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST2ehx5BeC
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"take me with you". 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH0l0qMMzJ
Those were the last words I uttered. I then could see doctors and nurses rushing to my room. They tried all means to wake me up. But I could not be awoke. I could see my own body lying dead. But I was happy cause I was now holding hands with Jared. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1FOftyOpX
Finally I am going to live happily everafter, with my Prince Charming, in my after life. 756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmJrQYvftl
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Bye...756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70dD9dHp83
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