Watch this space, my brother said, did he know something I didn't, has Alex said something to him, who the hell am I trying to kid, guy's don't talk to me, let alone like me.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEucTHx3vr0
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No Reagan, get the idea out of your stupid head, he's just being nice because mates with your brother, but that doesn't mean for once second you can't drool over him or imagine him...... Oh Jesus Christ! Shut the f%&k up already. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSqsBah0DZ
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I look over to see the diary on the bed, why the hell did he think I needed one, was this the only way I can display my true feelings, without giving the others satisfaction of seeing me cry.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nj1sKBQfE
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Hold on a god damn minute, not only is he hot and sexy with suckable lips, but the boy was a shiting genius! Ah, what the hell, I open it up and start on the first page, here goes.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA7fKW1TuT
Dear diary:1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGXgnvokbn
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Welcome to the world of Reagan, Charles, where nothing goes right, where every guy I fancy runs away like they're being chased by a herd of elephants.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpUFyYAvkp
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How the hell am I going to get any guy to see me, not some 14 stone midget who has a big round belly and big ta tas.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaixR5iasOZ
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I'm not even an adult yet and they already give me back ache.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS2Jgqtag5
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I have naturally auburn curly hair, not so much curl, but corkscrew curly, with big brown eyes, I'm not the ugliest person, but I'm not the prettiest either.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHmfXFKtPL
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Ok, so here I am writing in this stupid thing, I know people have them, but I never thought I would need one, I just carry my hurt on my shoulders.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJC6ErHvpK
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I'm what they call an open book, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I shy away and I don't show my emotions, I won't let them see it.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DD1fsM8Bo
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I think that's why I run away with my gob sometimes, people would think I'm no different to the bullies because I create names for them in my head! Or I'll answer back, or if they upset me too much I'll be planning their own funeral! But the difference with me and them is, I would and could, never hurt them, It's not in my nature.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP1WMmilOI
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I keep it all in my head.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZs6Hbnuli
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When I was thirteen after a solid week of abuse and torture from home and school, I thought it was time to end my life.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucdZFzvjLk
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I felt I didn't belong anywhere, so when everyone went to bed one night, I crept down and got one of my mums razors, and well, they said for my age, I certainly knew what I was doing and if only my brother hadn't come down cause he was sneaking out, I would have bloody succeeded.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkXpBv4FhC
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I remember him sobbing holding me so close, telling me to hang on, I didn't want to hang on, I didn't want to feel pain and rejection anymore, I wanted to feel peace.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwpbF4iYkb
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Two years later, my brother is always there for me, yeah nothings changed, but after seeing how much it affected him I swore I would plod on for his sake and f%&k everyone else who tried to drag me down again, now I'm glad I did. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wfJ6vycQ7
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I'll never be twig thin, I'll never be popular, but what I could be is real, if real means I use a lot of profanity and create my own little dream world to cope with it, then so be it.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdCM4nPNsK
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Shit I'ts almost 1:am, here I am writing in this pissing book about the ins and outs of who I am, but deep down I still feel like I still don't know who Reagan Charles really is.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0HDpkdgIe
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I close the book and place it on my night stand I snuggle into my panda and fall fast asleep hoping for some solid sweet dreams. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYcgZP9r6U
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I was back in the meadow laid across a blanket, I was smiling, laughing, I looked happy, a hand moved a misplaced strand of hair away from my face, but I couldn't see who it was.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp2sCW20QL
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Oh for god sake I don't want to see myself, move out the way, let me see who you're with, I see myself smiling again and I blew whoever it was a kiss then I giggled sipping on a water bottle, aw what the hell your drinking water for, you never drink water! I see a hand on my leg and my cheeks go red and I'm finally looking at the person who's making me all hot and flustered. Omfg wake up! Wake up you stupid mare, it was Cal! Oooo shit.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveAneRRhaC
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"Reagan! Reagan! Wake up turd burger, your fans await you, come on!" 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZfdHHeMsB
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I open my eyes giggling "Yes, yes, I'm awake and the only fan I got is you," he smiled at me "I'll be your number one fan forever, but I'm thinking after yesterday you got a few more, now get dressed!" I threw panda at him he quickly ducked, moving quickly out my door laughing.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzpLI26myy
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After a soak in vanilla bath oil, I sprayed myself heavily in vanilla, musk and decide to leave my hair down, I put a small amount of makeup on I was ready to indulge in another day of piss take.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRej6vGyYCQ
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"Morning sweetheart," I see dad sitting at the table, "Morning daddy," he grabbed me as I walked past and pulled me onto his lap, he shocked me we wasn’t a huggy type of family there wasn't a lot of that between my parents either but I knew my dad loved me.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjp6obBXFz
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He tried to show me affection often which is more than I can say to my mum, she was stone cold that's for sure.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV91Gz47L9E
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"I'm sorry about last night Huni, your mum can sometimes be a little cold, but she does love you! I rolled my eyes, "It's ok dad, I'm use to it," he smiled, "I know but It's not right, anyway I've told your mum that your going to Cal's barbecue tonight with or without her permission," and he winked.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBRUeU13RD
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"Thanks dad," I grabbed a bottle of juice and a banana and followed my brother out to his car, "So, you and Alex, do you like him Reagan?" I looked at him in shock "Would it matter if I do? besides he's way out my league, so you got nothing to worry about," he laughed.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkrKXrf2Db
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"Your not out of anyone's league, don't ever let me hear you say that again, he seems quite smitten by you," there goes the beet cheeks again.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6Zgm3Fcah
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"Shut the front door! Your joking with me, you got to be kidding." He shakes his head "No I'm not, but don't let him know I told you," I nod in response.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0NHzjKrtN
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I sit in silence the rest of the way, I felt excited, so excited I could probably piss myself, I giggle inwardly, but then my excitement turns into utter confusion when we pulled into the school car park. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOm7137rT4
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I kiss my brother goodbye and ran, well stompede all the way to the girls toilets, into my favourite cubicle.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacrpAJStQj
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I say my favourite the reason being is, I've kind of drawn all over one wall in different designs, you can tell I spend alot of time in here, but now I needed my tranquility more than anything. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEdLwy3ZSl
Dear Diary:1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr02rLYULm
Help! My brother seems to think Alex also likes me, what do I do? Do I confront him? Do I leave him to tell me? Hold up what the hell am I doing, the diary ain't going to come alive and say "Hmmm I'm not sure Reagan! Oh jeez! Maybe I need some nutty pills, ok Reagan this is upto you not a diary, ok lets break it down.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKMfI8CqD1
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Alex ❤❤❤1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HqM0hrMDV
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6ft 3(I'd have to stand on Orange boxes just to lips him)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt0AJQg0YK
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Brown tousled hair (sexy bed hair)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaTWH1KAee
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Hazel eyes (come to bed, Right now! Eyes)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFJ6urMGG3
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12 pack (I exaggerate you not! But you get me)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QFMPiuzIM
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Nice bum(you could crack a nut in them cheeks)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkYSXB0QSA
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Omfg! Let me have him right here right now on this bog.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkpWixMwlp
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I laugh out loud, oh shit shhh, I'm meant to be in lesson. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhD2xMPKfr
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Ok now for me this should be fun1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7Gq1307Bc
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Reagan Charles1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lubKr8wms
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5ft4(short ass) 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBfXX6QU9V
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44dd(they go south when I lay down)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb6Gi69Ydp
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Round belly (which wobbles when I laugh like a bowl full of jelly)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelo5Eend3m
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Wide hips( well what more can I say)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWVgMnfTAj
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Fat ass(God don't get me started on that!)1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vLE3YLUBB
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Positives about me hmmmm1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4anGlUUyvc
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Nice eyes1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkLOraObRv
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Good teeth 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QLVHlqUPd
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Nice hair1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9Asg5i2g6
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Hmmmm not many then, shit this is what it all boils down too, I got f%&c all going for me and he's got everything going for him, I actually felt worse than what I did before I came in here, I started hyper ventilating, who the hell was I trying to kid he's right he's had quite a few girlfriends.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPePyasRtlC
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I can remember a few, Tara Jackson, eve porter, Lisa carter, these girls are what I call barbie dolls, perfect in every way not a hair out of place washboard tummies the perfect handfulls everywhere, with me he would need both hands to grab one boob that's no lie, oooo er misses. 1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri9SrP3xBM
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I ain't saying that it ain't a nice thought, but hey this was some serious shit and hell yeah I was jealous.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhDmTb70rE
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Right, that's it, I slam the diary shut and shove it in my bag, f%&k you I can't be doing with writing in you anymore your making me feel more depressed, tears roll down my cheek.1139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml0KwLzgXe
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The bell goes and I walk out of the toilet heading for maths, let's just try get through this one lesson then I can be alone again and maybe come up with some plan as to what the hell am I going to do at lunchtime.
and then Add to home screen.