Dear Father.

Dear Father,

Why did you make her cry?

It was like she wasn’t good enough for you.

It was like you didn’t love her anymore.

Just like you never wanted me too.

Your smile faked everything to everyone.

They don’t know the truth except me.

It makes her think I was only a mistake.

I wish I had never been born into this world.

You are all those things I cried.

You are all those pain she carried.

Dear Father,

I’m broken into pieces when you betrayed me and crushed all my future.

I’m broken into tears when you treated her so bad.

I’m broken, my soul left my body, dying.

Too numb to feel love anymore.

I’m not your princess, I’m not your angel.

You created the monster in me since I was a kid.

I hate your blood in me.

I hate your name and all the memory of you.

I’ll carry it including all the pain and it’s overburden my childhood.

She’s haunting me.

You’re my nightmare.

And It’s haunting me everynight.

Sometimes I wish you’ve never walked into my life.

Because you did nothing.

Because you mean nothing.

And all I feel just pain.

I’ve never wanted to feel this pain anymore.

I’ve found love again.

I wish you knew it.

And I wish you could find a way to be happy.

-Vivian Lin

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