那一天後 - 8月15日第8日

早上下雨，我拿著扔了垃圾到樓下垃圾站。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVG1owMcJ5
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上班，今天我等她了一會，仍然不見芳蹤。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GkVkxYb5J

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回到公司身體很累，因為基本上整晚沒有休息。我睡了一會，醒了後我全身顫抖著，與其說睡醒、不如說是直接顫抖而醒來──那是毒癮的發作。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoQBVKU174

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我就再次聽著與她過去的來電，這次是有關ceo找工的故事，很有趣。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXV67bjVLg

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身體慢慢的止住了顫抖。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWzpiuqEPJ

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心理鹽水，還是一如以往的見效呢。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjWAhtGnc6

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下午我問了她有關新工作的事。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CQvsyhzXw

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她的新工作沒幾天，沒有什麼要做，也未體會過好的上司。老實我很擔心她，每工作未必會合適某些人，公司不好還可，同事不好就很難熬了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dn9MtZoSL

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我只好說個朋友在新工作，大部份同事都是工作不到一年，以黑色幽默帶過，再鼓勵一下她。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdeBQs0E45

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我的鼓勵是相信她。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIvQoxogUj

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她就是愛為人好，而人際關係也不錯；不像我這種認為人總是偏心、想的都是向人類劣根性的方向去想這種特性。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1rZTgiG7H

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我這特性是從我讀專業學校時意識到的(基本上我的性格都是在此之後定形的)，人就是這樣。雖然我內心是愛助人的人，但如果有人出手幫助，那我是不會出手。哪怕真的幫助人也不是為了讚賞，只是在於「我想幫助這人」的單純想法。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOToZD03Lg

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她回我的說話其實不多，甚至顯得有點冷淡。縱是如此，我已經很滿足了。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iP0i13aa1

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晚上，我把原來另一個設計方案的某個點子加在比賽的設計內問她意見，問意見是最好的，她的回覆會正常起來──這是我和她現時最常談的話題。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mHzsKZT2u

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最後我很自然的喊她早點睡覺。我在想她明天要早些要上班。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kt7fJgymf

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我為了她做了一些小手工，但我在眼裡：「這是什麼垃圾啊？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH5lWrL9hY

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在我美學要求下，完全不入流。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3v93PDgzY

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做著，想著。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZFu6xD5Mk

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時間像冷漠的小精靈般跳動著。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSNRMshC9i

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又到凌晨2:00了。

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