起床後的我滿臉疲態。319Please respect copyright.PENANAevnWnmqXSJ
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我晚了一點起床,梳洗過後就立即出門。319Please respect copyright.PENANAdHcG5Qeeg3
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我想要偶遇她,只是理解時間上應該有點差異。我習慣的這個時間,是她第一天的上班時間,而今天,我想她大概是早了出門。319Please respect copyright.PENANADZUqz6Dt8H
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又到了公司樓下吃早餐。319Please respect copyright.PENANAmPsuoLwr0W
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我在寫著這小說,在想她的需要,不想再找無謂的話題,只想做到令她感到我的關愛的事。319Please respect copyright.PENANAsDBtzsfOyR
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上班也在不間斷的寫著,途中感覺到毒癮的發作。319Please respect copyright.PENANAdDALHYAUJV
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於是我祭出心理鹽水這殺著,然後選擇當沈思的大衛。319Please respect copyright.PENANAmuktCovs3G
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聽著歌,一個人。319Please respect copyright.PENANAuFVHihiVl0
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在小小的空間裡靜靜地寫作。319Please respect copyright.PENANAU7FCsGcHa6
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中餐之後,今天會有一個「自由兼職者」來幫忙,那人年資比我多一點,我想她大概是一個渴望自由的人。我也是這種人,但她和我想像是很大程度上的差距。在我眼裡她是為了生計而東跑西走。但我想要的是一個屬於我的地方。319Please respect copyright.PENANApchHcOZNrc
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縱是這樣想著,看著她,我還是覺得此人比起我這籠中鳥還好。319Please respect copyright.PENANAINczQa1cbt
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隨著我的工作量不斷增加,我也感到內心的失控感在直線遞升。319Please respect copyright.PENANAKgu4fXJDQZ
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哪怕有人幫忙,也只是為了不給我去煩惱另一些的麻煩事,工作量根本沒有減輕。319Please respect copyright.PENANArsKp86KokF
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而且我也要安排她的工作。319Please respect copyright.PENANAqNew2orwCv
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其實我的狀態也不太想工作,心不在焉。319Please respect copyright.PENANA3MNDcxM5u1
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隨此之外,還要做著比賽的設計,重重的山壓下來,我感覺到我很像之前那位走了的同事。319Please respect copyright.PENANAV0M4av7zoo
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對我來說,上班的工作應該是最嘔心。那些不務正業直到快死了才問你要東要西的人、還有那些有五十至一百張,一張一張輸入到雲端的麻煩文件。319Please respect copyright.PENANAhWhoiKvrKB
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我也嘗試著聽不同的歌和資訊。了解苦情歌賣座,但畢竟那不合我的性格,我會愛聽不放棄的歌。319Please respect copyright.PENANAXNAghwi931
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當然,心癮來到我也會用「心理鹽水」。319Please respect copyright.PENANAzB2obc17y1
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下班後,我做了一會兒工作,便出去吃點東西後再到運動場。319Please respect copyright.PENANAMNcOyGCF58
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運動場的地面很濕滑,那些膠沙有時是滑滑的,我找了轉彎線內圓的地方做體能。319Please respect copyright.PENANACiRFUALAQM
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一直做著做著,由運動場充斥著一群人,做到空無一人。319Please respect copyright.PENANAl118HKTQJC
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做了四組運動,全身上下的毛孔都似是哭出來般,但同時又感覺到自己的堅持與意志力。319Please respect copyright.PENANA1yJkPCKqVf
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做著的時候,會在想「這到底是誰想出來的鬼東西!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAs4PZg9CnRv
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就像我的人生一樣,這算什麼鬼東西。319Please respect copyright.PENANACcowUBWf2y
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我只好做好自己,好到一個比十個月前更好的自己等待她回來。319Please respect copyright.PENANAo9ZvqX4zFk
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全身哭了的我回到家。319Please respect copyright.PENANA73m1y2bTxG
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或許毛孔代替我已哭乾了的雙眼。319Please respect copyright.PENANA5qsZ518VhP
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最後沈沈睡去。
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