一起床已到九時，要還的時間未免太多了吧。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNihNZWZuTC
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWrgqcCigt
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSbjMum7We
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c21cB3JYV
⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimOn86HT0s
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8PO9G95Kl
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx2sVeeSXf
我換好衣服出門，在等待升降機時發了「投降」的短訊給上司。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouY3rZviQn
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbXSSX69MB
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvF1IAvsWv
到車上也是一直的休息。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjkFmtO4R3
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3ZHDyhlCK
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sKhr1Kd4t
看來世事還真的是等價交換，你總不可能永遠的利用著時間而放棄休息。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Vrn49b6A
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nB0nYa4ua
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnicxbSpecj
⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TXHaZnl2Z
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJCPwBv2Pb
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYD4s7vpx1
回到公司也沒甚麼特別的事，但「自由兼職者」的工作由我要來善後，太多的錯處。我也有疏忽監管的責任。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwe7l1K9t7
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SNPfgtIKl
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYHpz9uTbc
由於工作的關係，我盡量也沒有找她，忍耐着。也沒有什麼想太多，也做着一些閒事、加入同事說關於無聊的話題。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvng6VrEJ0I
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHl401gjUr
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TlfE2Lmep
無聊的應對。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMelXtlUUCf
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdfo2vlVQ3
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXpOJkyENP
心底裏整天都在思考「愛」的問題。究竟愛是什麼？我的愛和她的愛又是什麼？那是因為昨日聽到初中女孩們對話的因由。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7dkEpLxiW
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoXGx6Ji66
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrFP4hnqlf
因為我對愛的觀念很不同，對我來說找到愛的人、對的人我就會非常珍惜，儘管美麗的誘惑或者好感，我也覺得比不上她。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvobMSY0VMP
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEBWTu9ize
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO26XG6ZQ9X
那是確確實實我真誠的答案。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl9jY6MWTN
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ie8YLmtwB
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEq185yuHz
是十多年來得出的答案。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwU8BhiBft
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KR0YQKhQB
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHViNNGd4QF
與在我讀設計後，我很清楚自己的需要，也很相信自己的眼光。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqOQANYCu9
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKuUQuy6By
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7RXvbv7Gh
而我相信現在的她需要的應該是熱戀的感覺，看到她的反應，就和我了解的她一樣，寫到這裏嘆了一口氣。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAZIbPm97f
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8hzh0PGVg
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4KDlwbHJ2
我也很相信是我「離開」了十個月的報應。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9uNtb8lDy
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLGNIS9qAY
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbycGdHGVS
我很清楚她需要的是什麼，就是原本我會做的東西：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD8MrL2G6i
精心設計的旅程；580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvfh3A1q2W
驚喜的禮物；580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB0TcnHhlo
做給她的手工藝；580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtM5Lp89rR
畫給她的畫；580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPa1m3Qj8S
還有勇敢果斷有正義感的「本我」。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eTvvcl3ZB
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3E4N3GBqx
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nJ767sgLv
結果整天都在思考，也想起MLA的歌，內容說着不同的偉人對於愛的解讀：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TIaQxwwSi
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpJ9GChLUx
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMy5LlMRC5
「耶穌說的愛是無條件的、獻身的，580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP3DovsK0D
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW1FghODDS
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiyLF7qLF1
奧修說的愛是能量的互動、是自由的、無束縛的，580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm7V0QmL4f
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GtNC4aDdL
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4WUK2HSiN
昆德拉說的愛是機遇的、偶然的、命定的，580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztDCxV1pps
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU09RhaQZOP
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQNn5TIHmD
高達說的愛是刺激的、好玩的、有今生沒來世的、哲學的，580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt3p6cIhsc
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vGtHHZ8qJ
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLQWxkmXv6
小津安二郎說的愛是溫柔的、隱藏的、非愛的，580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfrvXPjEUr
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDuj8NqTyW
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDadaFS0cG
畢卡索說的愛是經驗的、性慾的、美好的，580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHisj0i3W15
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNR0liFbra
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wDBhmAsmx
夏卡爾說的愛是聖潔的、救贖的、唯一的。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLQ4IIxQjH
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGFf1C3UTH
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH7Eev53G4
聽着也很難理解。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPFLWxjvtr
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ155FQmBkC9
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15Idr6joNx
⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI0hAM32ia
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZRyVQi993
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs4LVQ0AjN
晚上九時，我到運動場跑步時，查了一下維基百科，「愛」和「既視感」。「本我」是對我有感覺的字，很喜歡。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOLecjKyOG
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9tGROshYE
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1pCxgnqn0
既視感也是其中之一，因為我是一個很愛做夢的人。做夢時，常會看到一些似曾相識又毫無記憶的事物。現實時，看到一些在夢中看過的事物感到似曾相識。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymv5JkH14I
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ntKIz11b
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnOFgdDqBN
我會感覺到很神奇，很浪漫。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wIjuu2zPj
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrsjluDUWq
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6NrhLfBQq
而「愛」在我看完維基百科，理解的是「人類的本能」，過於複雜是因為人性。基本有寫到愛情三角論：親密、激情、承諾。而衍生出的一個「元素表」，直白而又殘酷。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYGxTDPMdb
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WNyzS3crV
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn5wIC7gSn
愛的風格比較有趣的是利他的愛：580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75tpoJY7OZ
「完全無私的愛，可不惜傷害自己或捨棄任何東西，重視神交。現代多半喜歡稱呼這種愛為『真愛』。」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVVl8ixoVW
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbb9VJZ7bC
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx6PtMedW0
我大概對她就是這一種愛。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjInz4Lnf8
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyYt7EW8g8
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxnAicZ1t1
愛的階段說出來就像她在我「離開」短短時間的轉變過程。情慾、吸引、最後依附，到情消失後，由熱愛轉為友愛，由浪漫轉為好感。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrXJT2vNcS
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHaHqjC0Zs
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUVZi2SEwp
和她那一天告訴我的一樣。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cjiSxDMQd
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9a28OCYCW
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoXjs5LNVR
回家洗澡後，我拿出為她畫的貓畫簿，那是我很久之前已經開始畫的畫簿，那是我想念她的方式。而我不否認很久也沒有畫新作品，可能是覺得我和她的時間還有很多，可以慢慢到一起生活時才畫我們一起養的貓而特意留給牠們幾頁。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqXUMpcqYs
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O7YdE2b43
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIZINlNJIU
也可能是這兩年我對於貓沒有太大的靈感，在我生活的地方，流浪貓走的也走了，而她養的一隻貓也同樣走了，這也是令我很傷心的事。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAECCG4khqX
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0L7xTCKaP
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjZDQzgdYh
在夜裏，我畫的貓是我在「第四天」拍下的照片作參考──即是她家裏的貓。那張照片是我的左手摸貓貓的頭，而貓貓也很溫馴地把頭向左貼着我的手。而我用了我很少用的木顏色作畫，那木顏色是她和我一起買的。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIw1x09xyB
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3ELCbuC4c
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIf8sSlpjV
靈感也到了，影響了挑選顏色的感覺。用了紅色代表我，藍色代表貓貓，取代了鉛筆的黑色。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVzngMMhHV
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9EkO8heob
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk00g0DWFM
我就這樣坐在工作台前，在殘黃的坐枱燈下作畫，直至太陽升起。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOMdABMoai
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg5fueDJOF
580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbCONBt5VR
完成一張畫。
ns216.73.216.255da2
然後按「加至主畫面」