我看錶，時針七，分針一，天色已黑，是回家的時候了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiYhBwwmDQ
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沿著路走，應該右轉的街角，我卻左轉横過馬路。
再走一圈，這圈是最後了，走完這圈便一定要回家，我第十次下定決心。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWOJLOdGox
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwuvia1NcP
載著半冷外賣的膠袋勒痛我的右手，我加快腳步，希望趕快走完這一圈。家中的女兒一定餓壞了，我比平時晚了整整一個小時，定時飲食對小孩的發育最為重要。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5kj4fP2Lr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ra6X76eO
「老兄，你迷路了嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVJJlqiWgJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf3Pb1Ov7i
我被突如其來的說話嚇了一跳，原來是路邊的報販向我搭話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR7Oagjui8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfEK4l03cL
「我見你走了好多圈啊，你要去那裡呢？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcoJ8bk8Pw
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosJdsABfHV
「不，沒事，我想事情想得走神了。」我的視線在報檔游移，於色情雜誌的欄位停下。我隨便抽了一本，把零錢丟下，急步離去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgqHQDYH6O
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW0D8hqd10
我走進公共厠所，躲進厠格，將膠袋放在馬桶蓋上。翻開色情雜誌，右手摩擦跨下。可是不論我如何搓揉，跨下都了無生氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocNdwH6GPF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZQJlem874
膠袋傾斜，外賣盒掉到地上。我急著把外賣盒拾起，但已經太遲了，外賣倒瀉在不知是尿還是水的液體裡。這家店的菜色是女兒最喜歡的，每次飽飯後露出的滿足表情和她的媽媽一模一樣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uyVQx1fnV
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMXvhvJoEj
如絲絨般柔滑的秀髮，吹彈可破的嫩肌，一雙如寶石的眼睛，她完美遺傳了菲妮美好的一切。簡直就像是她回來陪伴我一樣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlSNTUBtHN
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz8T6ynuZ4
讓我回過神來的，是跨下的脹痛。我衝出厠格，扭開水龍頭，將冰凍的水潑到臉上。我撐住洗手盤，抬頭凝視倒映中的男人，男人的皮下住著野獸。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUOwB0Jzzk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQrAn4ugG8
終有一天，野獸會失去控制，對她做出無可挽救之事。我已經失去了菲妮，我不能連她也失去，我一定要保護她。可是，這種保護變成了束縛住我們的枷鎖，以後必定會化成刺傷她的利刃。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYbhQuQYHF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpemTBLMvW
時間真的不早了，我不能再耗下去，女兒還等著我。我把骯髒的外賣盒扔掉，提著膠袋走出公厠。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvo1awvoWy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFLvaFuNzp
在外迎接的是傾盆大雨，我將膠袋的手環打結，低頭往家的方向走。再次面對那分歧路口，我鼓起勇氣……無奈屈服於恐懼，選擇了左轉横過馬路——
消防車在面前呼嘯而過，差一步便要撞到。我連忙後退，返回行人路上，環顧四周，途人都對我的妄撞指指點點。急於離開現場，我轉身便走，幾步後才察覺自己通過那往右的街角了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtWl7sacOE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoRwOaZX2y
像齒輪間掉進了一條螺絲，我的腳步猛然停止，恐懼感讓我無法前行。我還未準備好面對女兒，現在還不能。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4Q4p7SDFc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJm40wotSY
我抬頭看天，混濁的雨雲蓋住城市。
建築物的背後，升起濃煙。胸膛好像被轟了一拳，把我的心臟打飛出體外。我小跑步，顧不了在膠袋中翻騰的菜汁。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eN6YCpyfH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdvBLnCld5
當我停步時，看到公寓在大火中燃燒。路邊停泊著消防車，消防員正在雲梯上射水灌救。周圍聚集著圍觀的市民，還有拉起封鎖線，呼喊群眾後退的警察。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5JsdMPjod
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LIrEOMm2P
一隻手搭在我的肩上，我轉頭，是房東。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbwzSnE1Zs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX2qIrDLOI
「他在這裡啊！太好了！」手持點名板的房東大喊，｢人都點齊了！公寓裡一個人都沒有！｣536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCxrQMMWgZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKyVoNDAne
我掃視周圍，都是其他住客，「慢著！我的女兒還在裡頭！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2qjHJk8gu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS2JyZX5S0
「你有女兒？」房東快速翻找點名板。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wcrnlHQdd
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZKJuP9ysb
「還有人在火場裡嗎？」旁邊的消防員插話，｢她叫甚麼名字？｣536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVw6QDGZ5Q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJTpzA4M84
無言以對的我呆看著二人，喉嚨如沙漠般乾燥。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC3ydbNdt2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElA6HIQwQ8
二樓一個單位發生爆炸，火舌破窗而出，玻璃碎片灑向人群。人們慌忙四散走避，我把膠袋抛下，擠開人群奔進火場。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwue3AYYWer
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93nNqGStLz
我二階當一階的跑上樓梯，燥熱的空氣把身上的雨水蒸乾，我拉起衣服掩住口鼻以免吸入濃煙。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1hYxiEMAM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUCxQDvrMQ
我走到住所前，穿過只剩門框的玄關，屋内的一切都在燃燒。我直奔睡房，幸好火種未有漫延致此，可是濃煙已經填滿房間。我的女兒昏迷在床上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SMQK2DZmt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah69OlJwsL
我把濕潤的上衣脫下，套到她身上。我抱起嬌小柔弱的身體，跑出玄關。
鄰近的單位再次發生爆炸，整幢建築都在搖晃，焦熱的濃煙撲臉而來，迫我退回室內。眼睛被煙薰得只能睜開一線，熱氣灌入肺部，鼻腔又乾又熱，高温仿佛要把我的喉嚨烤熟。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoYEwknyAC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAn9c3hJMK
我緊緊抱住女兒，看著和菲妮一模一樣的臉龐，痛苦的皺眉。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUwekcB7Ln
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVbLq7gJXJ
腦海中閃現那個我一直想遺忘的場景：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZWhHIFrif
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCzAAdFfnM
和今天一樣的雨夜，灼熱的車禍現場。菲妮下身被夾在車内，她把女兒推給我，獨自被火焰吞噬。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOcrrxc3v8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4epLn1X9r
我又要再一次，無能為力地看著這張臉死去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyQ7D9Qs65
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV3EHFd1U1
有人走了進來，只剩一條細線的視界，看到一名消防員。他把防火毯蓋到我的頭上，抓住胳膊將我扶起，他的動作很遲鈍，像右臂負傷而行動不便。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygLHDlViXy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMMbUCUiOz
消防員拖著我們走出房子。我想要看清他的臉，他刻意把防火毯壓住不讓我看見他。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8xrvr3jlu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxkqiNM8np
「你的女兒叫甚麼名字？」他說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EppmjcRAr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XZHxs7kMr
沉默，我的腦袋空白一片，不懂回答。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPYhjBVnyZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY6minKj6R
「她需要一個名字。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpok8krAucg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbZdeHADHv
濕潤的冷空氣衝入鼻腔，防火毯從我身上滑脫，不知何時我們已逃出火場回到樓下，身邊的那位消防員卻消失無蹤。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4k2A9xm90
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSSLYKPHag
幾個消防員跑來，推著把我們趕出封鎖線。下一刻，大批救護員將我們包圍，他們試圖把女兒從我懷中搶走，我抵抗了數秒，被幾個救護員拉住，才鬆手讓他們帶我的女兒去接受治理。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAejoMzHmCp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6aux0WhtN
鎖頭解開了，我頓時感到雙腳無力，跪倒在地上，包圍我的人像蓮綺般散開。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeqkSlrnh0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTyv2HADn3
「我有罪！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw13d0ltcDL
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X8ANB42uU
我把雙臂合攏，渴求一對手銬將我鎖上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6423XSm27
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMxGxhp1ON
「我囚禁自己的女兒！我本來想保護她！但我現在卻親手傷害了她！我想要被制裁！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBB4tOxfOv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFng8xzVqS
雨漸停，雲消散，我，仰望星辰。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUdx3zNBh2
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