下班,清吧內消遣。629Please respect copyright.PENANAttrhhL6z5o
629Please respect copyright.PENANA2gIme8Dhl0
店家欲以昏暗燈光打造情調。可在我看來,這更像成本低廉的地底礦洞的老舊照明燈。竭盡全力,也照不出應有的亮度來。勉強看到距己十步的前方,我需要依靠前方男同事的古龍水氣味去辨別路向。629Please respect copyright.PENANAlNsCXIay40
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九曲十三彎。好不容易,我們在位於一隅的小梳化坐下。我從餐牌挑了橙汁、煎雞翼和炸魚柳,他要了雞尾酒和花生小吃。摘下眼鏡,看不清世界,我方能開懷起來,好好放鬆。邊吃邊喝邊聊天,罵天罵地罵上司,好不痛快。629Please respect copyright.PENANAe3SQmhaRiu
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酒過三巡,醉態浮現於男同事臉上。我勸他不要再喝,馬上回家休息去。他不依,反而多點一杯雞尾酒,硬要我飲。629Please respect copyright.PENANAi9qbD9gEy8
629Please respect copyright.PENANAf6iJCV3dH4
「你不是只怕螞蟻而已嗎?為何現在也怕酒?」男同事指著我的橙汁哈哈大笑起來,笑我孩子氣。笑的時候,兩隻門牙顯得不合比例的大,甚至略略變型,像一對彎月。629Please respect copyright.PENANA38CaQeabAq
629Please respect copyright.PENANAiybJtFkt8d
「我不大喜歡喝酒…」我怯怯推卻。怕酒,也怕他。是照明不足的緣故?是摘下眼鏡的緣故?我竟看見男同事不成人形。黯黃燈光糢糊地勾勒出他的奇特身影:頭小,胸小,腹大。629Please respect copyright.PENANAkfo9SpQEso
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「還是…」他以極其鬼魅的姿勢地趨向我,湊近我耳邊:「你根本不會喝酒?」不知他是有心或無意,舌尖碰到我的耳珠,留下丁點濕潤,散發淡淡酒氣。629Please respect copyright.PENANAnTOQhnzk6f
629Please respect copyright.PENANAzG31OHWwEy
我全身泛起一陣酥麻,思緒亂轉亂竄。629Please respect copyright.PENANAhEseQ0hsFz
629Please respect copyright.PENANAqIgoPAJT0z
「螞蟻是用分泌物的氣味來進行交流的。」中學的生物科老師不懂授課,課堂很沉悶。629Please respect copyright.PENANAiKhGKY5C65
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見我呆住,男同事放膽張口噬向我,予以強攻。629Please respect copyright.PENANA4fczD2dR4O
629Please respect copyright.PENANAXgNUr0DKng
「螞蟻用兩個大牙叮咬的方式進行攻擊或自衛。」生物科老師如斯說。629Please respect copyright.PENANALMhnj9UCTN
629Please respect copyright.PENANAaUA9GW6MRs
雙唇交疊,雙舌互纏。他在我口腔留下微酸。他說,他喝的是「威士忌酸酒」,是一款經典的雞尾酒。629Please respect copyright.PENANAKufTdeWmlY
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「螞蟻叮咬時會分泌出蟻酸。」生物科老師的教誨,我永世難忘。629Please respect copyright.PENANAkEiG2Q2bod
629Please respect copyright.PENANAU59ytdxvMy
威士忌、檸檬汁、砂糖、蘇打水混合起來,成為怡人的清新。我喜歡這徘徊於清醒與醺醉之間的芳香,好比掙扎於自由與奴性之間的耀眼花火,誘人,傷人,殺人。629Please respect copyright.PENANA345bCygbHb
629Please respect copyright.PENANAd1Nf8iCW5l
一口氣乾掉一整杯。629Please respect copyright.PENANAMLqa3RkSFo
629Please respect copyright.PENANAVjAr7AJd56
醉倒。629Please respect copyright.PENANAVZQZqAcGPF
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其實,真正的我只是一個渺小的人類。不過會偶爾做白日夢,幻想自己是一隻蟻,過著那種沒頭沒腦的生活。那種生活很乏味,只懂遵循本能的驅使,為族群盲目付出。無他,這就是生存!629Please respect copyright.PENANAm1Jdcpzsvk
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還是…629Please respect copyright.PENANAil3hqY9tng
629Please respect copyright.PENANAjyeA3ELSCd
其實,真正的我只是一隻螞蟻,不過會偶爾做白日夢,幻想自己變成人類,過著那荒唐無稽的生活。那種生活,是有目的的付出,帶有希望的付出。每天朝著那所謂的「希望」跑,多奢侈!無他,這就是意義。629Please respect copyright.PENANAGDw1NFHwnD
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意義,在哪兒?629Please respect copyright.PENANAelIZm9Vqgn
629Please respect copyright.PENANAlU7YPu3Q6X
哪兒?伸手不見五指,男同事的氣味籠罩著我。哪兒?他六肢並用,爬上我的身,不停遊走於每吋肌膚。哪兒?腥臭的觸角四處探索,想要找出通往洞穴的道路。629Please respect copyright.PENANAccBV0jWQJV
629Please respect copyright.PENANAFnnsIDgH4Q
婚飛。半透明的翼身折射出謎樣虹光,為沉悶的周遭添上一份誘惑氣息。血脈沸騰,靈慾飛昇。幼長的薄翼亢奮張開,拍動聲浪不絕於耳,重覆又清脆,擁有催眠的魔力。明知是萬劫不復的境地,偏偏抵受不了誘惑,一頭栽進渾水裡。629Please respect copyright.PENANAi1S9xWvyZu
629Please respect copyright.PENANAFfVduHNEWI
交尾,著地。他是我的愛,我的選擇。我緊緊擁著他,盼在他失去知覺前,盡量給他一絲溫存。可悲或可喜?他的生命只為尋歡而誕,壽命終結於極樂之時。該笑或該哭?我的雙翼悄然脫落,說明我已進入生命的黃金時期,有能力落地生根,繁衍後代。但,我的自由同時告終…629Please respect copyright.PENANAMnyRI0vUMg
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翌朝,我被食物的香氣喚醒。披著被單,躡手躡腳走到房外去。男同事正手忙腳亂地在餐枱上延開一頓豐富的早餐。629Please respect copyright.PENANAJTTv4skNiI
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「早晨…」他的笑容帶點靦腆:「來吃吧。給你買了粟米粥,質地綿綿的。」629Please respect copyright.PENANAJDq9pUUIm4
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我沒開口回話,衝前緊緊抱擁他,懶理掉落地面的被單。629Please respect copyright.PENANAnVAvGZ1DSl
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我以為他已然死去,有如交配後的雄蟻。629Please respect copyright.PENANA9HDdL2qe0v
629Please respect copyright.PENANAm6CcYIy8Zw
(第三節完)629Please respect copyright.PENANAPKFyuqehIA
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暑期八回連載小說大挑戰(第三回)
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【心靈幽暗】異蟻想(第三節)【修訂版】
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天洛卡

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